Songs February 2012 Scans

Artist : Acid Black Cherry, BREAKERZ, DAMIJAW

you can see all the scans in HERE    Password : bahama221b

PS : you can do anything to these scans but as always a credit make me happy ….

All Year Arround Falling in Love : Happy Birthday Hyde … (Another me, yasu and Hyde)

today is/ or yesterday was (if i post this journal after midnight) January 29th, and my dear yasu with his brilliant idea officially made that day as Japanese Christmas, ….  so

Happy Birthday Hyde,
I have a lot of things to say and how grateful i am to know this man, the number one iconic man in Japanese Rock Music. so what i am gonna say to him on his 43rd birthday is :

Dear My one and only King Hyde,

Thank you so much for being who you are and you gave me a lot of things. One million thank you from me for everything you gave me, and if you want me to make a list …

hyde    :   yes, make a list …
noi       :   okay …. OMG what do i have to start it with …? *call yasu*
hyde    :   hey, noi_chan is everything okay ?, yasu is busy btw ….
noi       :   yes, it’s okay …. aahhh he is busy again ….

well, here’s my thank you Hyde list :

~   Thank you for open my heart, eyes and ear (even i am a little bit deaf) to the magic of Japanese Music Rock, yes, you are the one who open the door and change my life step by step …
~   Thank you for being so amazing and genius with all your songs ..
~   Thank you for wrote Glamorous Sky, for me that song is brilliant, …
~    Thank you for let me chase you to Bangkok and thanks for chasing me back to my country this year,

Happy Birthday, you are 43 years now but i skipped 20 years so yes, you are still 23 years old for me, I wish you all the best, I love you and i will obey you now on and then.

Love,
NH

noi        :   huff, i found you ne ….
yasu     :   nani …..?
noi        :   just wondering, what you did on hyde’s birthday …
yasu     :   that’s secret ne and no fangirl allowed …
noi        :   heee ….
yasu     :   what about you ….?
noi        :   well ….

what i did on hyde’s birthday is, i tweet and retweet a lot use hashtag #hydeBD and to make it as trending topic on twitter with all l’arc fans/Hydeist  all over the world and i think we made it, because i saw that #hydeBD as trending on Japan twitter.

i didn’t tweet much and i think i am not a tweet person, because when i open my tweet what i did just watch my time line and re_tweet if there’s something interesting on my timeline.  sometimes i dunno what i have to tweet,  and i am so amazed with all people who able to tweet lot of things, … many things from they wake up in the morning, unwell, busy, paper to do, eat,  and many more,

OH God,

they must never let their IPhone far from their hand ne, and shame on me because i kinda lost in twitter when somebody reply me, i mean who i have to reply first , this one or that one, … etc etc. Did you know, i know if someone reply my tweet if i open my mail and there’s a notification about it.

that’s how massive is twitter effect on people. Nah one day i asked one of my friend : hey, do you have twitter, because maybe it’s gonna be more simple if i talk to him via twitter than text messaging,

but then he said  :   I don’t have that blue bird, ….
me                     :   the bird is green ne …
him                    :   whatever, blue or green i don’t have it …

waw that’s unbelievable, can you imagine this time when everybody tweet all about them , every little thing about them, include tweet : I am Hungry … (yeah, that’s me) he don’t have it, he survived from the twitter euphoria just like how i survived from Reichenbach Fall and L’arc Storm on my country ….

yasu     :    God no, i am hungry, you posted that on twitter  …?
noi        :    i did that because i dunno what else to tweet,
yasu     :    go find another or  don’t tweet …
noi        :    i’ll retweet then …
yasu     :    -_-

for me, twitter is a really usefull  especially for a writer, a scriptwriter, novelist, or a musician because  they can tweet what is on their mind without they have to write it on a paper. All they gotta do is grab their IPhone, or BB then tweet it. Simple ne …

ah ya back to my Japanese Christmas last night, i pray for Hyde to be healthy and wish for a sweet dream with him. but he didn’t come to my dream. I had a dream with hyde for many times, and i really enjoy it. nah last night i thought if i had a dream with hyde, that would be awesome ne because last night is a Saturday night and this Sunday Morning  is my day off, so that dream is gonna be a long and fantastic dream …

even i did listen that song before sleep, it didn’t work, hyde was not in my dream, not only that i also watch L’20 Anniversary DVD ,  guess what i feel when i hold my DVD and put it on my lap …?

i dunno why i feel like i am Forrest Gump, remember the opening scene when he was sit on the park and with his chocolate box , start to open it while saying :

Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you’re gonna get.

Bloody Hell, i love that scene especially when he started to eat that chocolate, i love chocolate and i eat a lot of it but i never have a box of chocolate like that, and honestly i want that, i wish someone give me a box of chocolate like that as a present on my birthday …. ahahahahaha …. *got slap by Megatron*

nah that’s what i feel when i put my L’20 Anniversary DVD on my lap and open it, and then put it one by one to my DVD, … it make me feel like Forrest Gump who open his chocolate one by one and put it on his mouth, damn i want a chocolate box now onegai ….. *rolling2 on my bed*,
and for the line, because i am in a fandom world i am gonna change the chocolate box phrase into this

Life in this fandom world is like a complete box of L’20 anniversay. You never know who you’re wanna marry to after you watch it, is it Hyde, Ken, Tetsuya or Yukihiro …. xD

i got that question about 3 days ago from one of my new friend on Facebook, yeah i add more friend now on Facebook until it reach 221 friends , why 221 that’s because my address is Bahama 221B

yasu      :  that fake address again ….
noi         :  no it’s real and official …
yasu      :  official by who …
noi         :  by noi, me …
yasu      :  so boring …

nah i remember i read her Facebook message at office, she asked me : noi_san, from 4 L’arc members who you wanna marry to : Hyde, Ken, Tetsuya or Yukihiro? ….

and then i just can’t stop laugh, OMG this is really a brilliant question and nobody ask me about this before, Oh God i love this question, even i haven’t answer her yet, but i am gonna answer it here because who know if she read this post .

i choose Yukihiro, my numero uno drummer, … and don’t ask me why, because as always i have no idea why and if i do know why Master Yoda already erased that reason from my brain.   about Yukihiro, i just read this ,

that’s a  small part of The Hyde translation, he talked about Yukihiro to replace Sakura, after read that, i am glad the fact that they (L’arc) decided not to discontinue L’Arc, and try Yukihiro, and eventually he is fit L’arc

enough about that, and back again to my Japanese Christmas night, then i watch my L’20 Anniversary DVD. actually this is he frst time i really enjoy waitching a DVD, i didn’t skipp. Only L’arc and SID DVD i didn’t skipp or move forward, else i used to skipp skipp into my fave part.

that night with my DVD, shock blanket (just in case i got shock by seeing Hyde do something), my pillows, 2 pieces of that big chocolate bread (so delicious, i better ask Tekki to buy that again), 2 slice of pizza, a bottle of cola then i was in heaven ….  but still there’s no hyde on my dream last night, or yasu …. well maybe he is busy

right now i listen to this song Sell My Soul from L’arc and yes, with this song tonight after read one little part of the Hyble translation and found out if Hideto Takarai is his real name, he is 161 cm (thank God he is taller than me …. wekekeekeke … *kicked to Alaska*) and his blood type is O (well he is a universal donor and  i am A so he can give me and yasu some of his blood)    i decided to  sell my soul to Hyde, ….

yasu    :   are you sure hyde_san is gonna buy …?
noi       :   well if he doesn’t want to buy, i’ll give it for free …
yasu    :   then …
noi       :   but don’t worry ya_san, you still have my heart, always …
yasu     :   whatever …

because today is my day off, i woke up in the morning and then i sleep again, wake up again, then sleep again like a zombie and still no hyde in my dream, oke i failed to have hyde in my dream  …. but i enjoy this Sunday, just be lazy at home, do nothing and then at 03:00 after wash my hair twice i scan my magazines, nah here’s my scans :

CD&DL February 2011

~    Acid Black Cherry

~    L’Arc_en Ciel

Songs February 2012

the point of this post is about how failed i am  to have hyde in my dream last night on my Japanese Christmas eve, ….

OMG

OMG

i forgot this one, the biggest thing i should thank to Hyde, thank God i remember this one and my brain didn’t screw me writing this post. it’s fine if i forgot about what i want to write about world war and Edith Piaf song La Vie en Rose related to , i’ll write it tomorrow.

and my last but not least grateful is

~   Thank you for having yasu as your number one fanboy and let me know him and accidentally in love with him …

yasu    :   hmm accidentally, ….
noi       :   thanks to Hyde ….
yasu    :   so if i am not Hyde_san fanboy, you are not my fangirl and this blog is not exist?
noi       :   maybe. nee ya_san, Blood is red, Dead bodies are blue, Hyde introduced us, and now I love you , that’s true
yasu    :   okay

~owari~

FOOL’S MATE Vol 364 February 2012 Scans

Artist : Acid Black Cherry, Alice Nine, Angelo, 9 Goat Black Out, VIVID, DAMIJAW, Gackt Moon Saga, Golden Bomber, Piko

you can see all the scans in HERE    Password : longlivekinghyde

PS : you can do anything to these scans but as always a credit make me happy ….

Happy Birthday ya_san : My Heart still Draws Another Dreams … (Another me, yasu and L’arc)

Today is January 27th,  ….

and 「イエス」 today is officially a yasu day, because this brilliant man was born today 37 years ago,

my present for you ya_san is a pray, another pray for you …

Happy Birthday, i wish you all the best, stay brilliant, genki and sexy as you are now and my pray is : May You have a thousand splendid happiness, because you deserve that and yes again you must be happy ….

yasu    :   a pray ..?
noi       :   yes, a little pray …
yasu    :   hmmm

actually i made that video about 3 months ago, and it takes a whole day of my office time to do that, this is because i am not good with a video edit or something related to, nah that day i dunno why i just finished that, video and when my netbook went crazy and i have to install it again , i  didn’t forget to save that video even i lost all my image file of yasu …

nah when i upload that video on Facebook because i want to tag Acid Black Cherry DreamCup, i dunno why Facebook just deleted it, because a copyright things, but when i uploaded it on Youtube, it was fine ne.

not only that, Facebook also deleted 「イエス」  PV  that i posted last month. i surprised by that, because Facebook never do that before . i think they already find me, you know who and because this ACTA things now , maybe Facebook choose to be more careful. so 2 days ago i made another Facebook, yeah just in case Facebook delete my account or make a video disable to my account .

and not only pray but i also sent something, i hope it can reach him, i posted it via FanClub. today, he is 37. and yes again he is on his way to reach his Golden moment. he worked hard as we know with his 5 consecutive single from Pistol to 「イエス」 . he did great so i am sure he is gonna reach his golden moment before 40.

credit to :  alt_A_

last night i got some blast on my mind for another pairing for me and yasu, on our fangirl (me) and idol (yasu) relationship between us. As all my office mate said often to me, how i am mentally in love to somebody who don’t know me and will never know about me, …. and hello, i am talking about this man ne , who else but him. the birthday boy today

so our new pairing is Sherlock Holmes and Molly Hooper, yes, yasu is SH and me as Molly. why do i have this on my mind …? if you watch SHERLOCK HOLMES season two  and finished all the 3 episodes,  esp.  The Reichenbach Fall episode  i am sure you know what i mean , ..

Molly Hooper, the one whom SHERLOCK asked to in his final problem with Jim Moriarty, and how she able to see if SHERLOCK is not okay. how Molly is just be there for SHERLOCK, admire him and his brilliant brain, …

noi       :  so that’s what i am gonna do, i am gonna be Molly Hooper for you
yasu     :  and i am SHERLOCK ...?
noi       :   yes, just like Molly, admire  you even you never know, kind a secret admirer  ….
yasu    :   secretly? …. noi_chan this blog is not secret ne, everybody know …
noi       :   well okay not a secret …

btw recently  i have this laziness to write something here, and the condition just supported me to be lazy to write something. i know that is not good ne because i need to write something, at least with writing something here i can reduce what is on my mind, what bother me, etc.

not only that i also missed a lot of things like : i missed to watch Acid Black Cherry on Happy Music because i am too busy play some new video game that i got last week, i also missed the Coming Soon show because i thought the show is on 11:50 AM, but when i found out it was PM, ….

OMG

OMG

the sky and rain made a very genius conspiracy to drive my net connection crazy, so it went crazy and i can’t watch it. but thank God there’s so many people record and there you are, you can watch it here :

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=2540787601284 :

and you can watch the whole show in here . Maybe some of you noticed how his voice sounded a bit different ne, but i think i hear his sound like this in one of the live show , on Re:Birth maybe? ah i forgot.

yasu    :   so you didn’t watch me live on your …. what did you call it…?
noi       :   my telly …?
yasu    :   ah ya your telly …
noi       :   sorry ya_san, but just blame the rain for that …
yasu    :   what the …

but for me he still brilliant and this is the greatest present from him to all of his fans out there who already dyin to see him on Telly, and in this case me, this is the first time i watch him live on Telly and look at him ….

that is brilliant …..!!!!

maybe i am already in a stage where i don’t care how my idol is on stage whether his voice is not like usually, but somehow i always have a reason to make the fact that he sounded not usually is okay, like maybe he is a little bit unwell and so many reason in my mind.

and here’s the Offshoot for 「イエス」 

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=2554795271467

when i posted that Facebook video on Acid Black Cherry Group on Facebook, many of them said they can’t watch the video, i dunno what the hell is happen, because when i cliked it, for me it’s worked and i signed out and watched it again with my another Facebook it also worked. so i decided to upload it on MF, nah if you can’t watch the video above you can dowload it here

not only that i also have no idea if yasu is gonna be on the Men’s Spider magazine , until i saw that on one of my friend ameblo, and OMG is this a fashion magazine …? but for a Jrockers, male ? … because as i know Men’s Spider is You Ayoukawa’s band.

OMG look at him, and yeah you right this is not a scan yet , because i haven’t receive my magazine, and i still have 3 magazine to scan.  but look at him ….

this one is my fave ….. ahahahaha …

so yasu is in fashion now plus his collaboration with 109 MEN’s Fashion, …. OMG saw him on an outfit with various color like that make me feel like when Sunako meet Kyouhei at the fisrt time, i can’t say anything but one word : Mabushiiiii …… ahahahaha …. *dumped to black hole*. ah ya i almost forgot lot of things just arrived ne

i am soo bloody happy ne , and yasu on Arena 37 is sooo brilliant, i mean the outfit, the hair, the make up and of course yasu himself is mabushiiii ……  yes, i am already scan  it and there you are the scans …

i’ll scan the rest of the magazine and another artist this Sunday, and i have no idea why Photobucket just testing me recently, it just get slow for upload just one image, i know i scan it in a big size but i don’t think that’s too big, see, about 36 MB is not big ne …

so yes, this Photobucket testing on me, my patient just make me dizzy just like how one girl on L’arc en Ciel (Cielers Indonesia) group on Facebook who also tested my patient with her silly and spoil post. God, i hate that kind a post and i wanna erase it, yeah i can do that because i am the admin on that group with Tekki of course. but that’s not good ne …

btw about L’arc en Ciel, finally they comin to my country, even yes i am gonna see them in Bangkok but hey i can’t just skip the chance to see them live in my country. I am gonna see them live more than once, and for me this is a BLESS for me and all of Indonesian Cielers out there, ….

L’Arc-en-Ciel WORLD TOUR 2012 Jakarta Ticket Info Announcement!

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We’d like to send information about Jakarta ticket presale to everyone who registered.
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Tickets are definitely going to be hard to come by, so please check the presales out.

*Tickets are provided on a first-come, first-served basis. Presale tickets will go quickly – thanks for your understanding!

[Ticket Presale Schedule]

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*We’ll provide information about tickets to other shows as inf ormation becomes available.
hey we made it ne, they finally come, i got the ticket, even in Jakarta there’s no seat all of it is standing but because considering how short i am i bought the VIP one, because there’s an early enter and also the merchandise.

so here i am chasing them in Bangkok, then they are chasing me back to my country. that’s wonderful dream ne, and this dream just being true one month again

i am gonna close this entry with this song, this is one of my fave song from L’arc

夢を描いてくよ　どこまでも高く

自由に舞うのさ　My Heart Draws A DREAM

noi      :   and it still drawing another dream ….
yasu   :   what dream ,….
noi      :   my brilliant dream to see you ya_san live on stage …
yasu   :   demo ne noi_chan, you can’t draw right …
noi      :   OMG you knew it, well i am not good in draw something … but
yasu   :   but what
noi      :   my heart is really good in drawing, draws a brilliant dream about you, so wait for me okay … *start to sing* この胸は, この胸は,この胸は …
yasu   :   whatever, just don’t sing  …..

~owari~

Dear Jim …. : What A Lovely March … (Another me, yasu and Jim Moriarty)

I am waiting for  a lovely March, then what about the next February ………. ?

well as always before a lovely month, there’s gonna be a very long month, so next February is gonna be a very long February ….. uwaaaaaa ……. *jump to Limbo*

yasu     :    hey hey noi_chan, nani ….?
noi       :    i am so exciting about next March ne
yasu    :   why ….?
noi      :    ah don’t be like that, you know why …
yasu    :   well, then enjoy your time in Limbo ne, bai bai ..
noi      :    eeehh  …..

next March, the 3rd month every year, is gonna be a very worthy month for me as a fangirl who live and lost my self in this fandom world. and yes, of course it always connect with this two man in my fandom world :

1.  hyde

in this case L’arc_en_Ciel who’s already show me the magic of JMusic and all things related to. As you know i am in 2 fandoms. L’arc _en Ciel and Acid Black Cherry.   i never buy L’arc stuffs until now, because Tekki is the one who bought all of it.

But yesterday she said to me about her changing, she said she is still Hyde’s fangirl but not like she used to be, she became a relaxing fangirl, i mean not a rush fangirl who always have the feeling having all the idol stuffs is a must like me,  (^_*) ….

i know this is because of SHERLOCK, and i tell you ne since we both watch SHERLOCK and get Sherlock_ed together, she became more British, and we both start to talk in English at home if we are talking about our L’arc trip to Thailand, why?  this is because

our L’arc trip is on KPC (read : Keep Parent Clueless) category ..

yasu   :   KPC, you mean another lie?
noi      :    ya but this one is the gentle one ne …
yasu   :   but it’s till a lie ne noi_chan …
noi      :   no no this is different this is different ne, this is yasashi uso, … it’s fine ne, nothing’s hurt
yasu   :   what the ...

this is because i have a drama  queen as my mother, if i told her majesty i am gonna go to Thailand to chase L’arc i know she is gonna freak out and start her own drama again, and the drama is gonna be a never ending one , Until now i haven’t find a good reason (yeah i mean a good lie) to cover this even i often said if i am a Big Fat Liar but now i think i am not that big as a liar because it still kind a hard for me to find a good lie for my L’arc trip.

last Friday i went to the Immigration office to fix my passport, because i missed a recommendation letter from the company i work for. at the first time i thought i am not gonna need it because only a government officer like Tekki who need a recommendation letter from her superior if she wanted to go abroad. but the fact is everybody have to get a recommendation letter. so they still delayed my passport until i give them a recommendation letter.

 

OMG

OMG

OMG

why is so hard to chase L’arc ne? …. but i know sometimes we have to work harder for something BIG like this, and the funny part is when i was there in the immigration office it just remind me to one book from my fave writer Chitra Banerje Divakaruni   you can read my review of this book in here

if in that book Mrs. Divakaruni wrote about group of people who trapped in the India Embassy of India for a visa to go to India with different reason, nah for me i was stuck in the immigration office with another 64 peoples there with many various reason to go abroad.

i  came there at 11:00 am, because that day is Friday, so when i arrived there it’s already break time because it was  Friday Pray time, then ah ya as usual i remember again about him, him, the one and only him (read : not yasu). he is Mr. Friday .

yasu    :    ah come on, noi_chan, sto taking bout him and go finish your post …
noi       :    nee ya_san, did you know if i think about ..
yasu    :    about what …?
noi       :    about stealing his picture and post it here …
yasu    :    why?
noi       :    maybe if i do that i am gonna forget him 100%
yasu    :    you baka …..!!!!
noi       :    so, that’s not a good idea ne …

okay i am not gonna do that then, let’s back to the topic. so i have to wait until 13:00 PM after the break time. i get a number line, and my number is 96, i saw the number on the board is 23. so yes, ….  i still have to wait …  96 – 23 =  ….

is

is …. *look for a calculator*

for another 73 peoples more, and i am gonna be the last person there. i hate waiting and honestly patient is not in my blood line, i mean why do i have to wait longer ne, i spent my whole life for waiting : waiting for my bus in the morning, my period every month, all my yasu’s stuffs that i bought, and now a passport?

i was sit next to a woman with her 2 years old son who was cryin so loud, OMG what kind a food and milk did she give to her son ne, so he can cry that loud …?  …

then she asked me :  where do you wanna  go?
me                        :  to Thailand
her                        :  for what …? study or work …?
me                        :  to watch a live concert …
her                        :  what ….? … *with her surprised face*

okay, there you are again that face, the face that people gonna give me if i told them about the reason to go Thailand for. not only her, even the man who interviewed me also gave me that face and add another question : what band?, oh you must be love them so much until you go abroad just to watch them … etc etc many more …

hey what is wrong with that? …  i think there’s nothing wrong but it just not a common reason here in the small province i live if somebody go abroad just for a live concert, and they have no idea about a fangirling things and yes, they are all muggles …

i think this also the reason why the rumors at my office, yeah long before my trip begin the rumors is just everywhere. see instead of i am going to Thailand to chase Hyde, the rumors said i m going to Mecca for an Umrah.

what the

what the

Umrah? … Umrah is a trip to Mecca to visit many religious place there, and it is not the same trip with Hajj, ah ya you can say Umrah is more simple than Hajj. I mean if Umrah you can go by yourself, you don’t need to be on the waiting list. because if you register for Hajj now, for example me (really?) so i am gonna go to Mecca on 2019,…

waiting list , in my country now everybody who have enough money and wealthy want to go to Mecca for Hajj.  and Hajj is one of 5 what a muslim must do, but for Hajj if you don’t have enough money you can skipp it.  Going to Mecca for Hajj is not cheap ne, it’s so expensive. nah if i have enough money i am not gonna go there,  but maybe i am gonna send my mom there to Mecca for Hajj.

back to the rumors, i dunno why the rumor is so fast ne, even my boss asked me about me going to Mecca. the funny thing is when i asked my friend who told my boss about this : why did you told him i am going to Mecca for umrah …? her answer is simple : because that’s more reasonable than to watch a live concert …

well okay then, i don’t care about the rumors or whatever they gonna say about this but the important thing is i am going to see L’arc ne, imagine Hyde, Ken, Tetsuya and Yukihiro, the band that i never imagine i am gonna see them.

i am gonna go there with Tekki, adrio_nevralka, and another 30 people from Larcology and i am sure we all gonna have some fun there. …. and about what reason i am gonna say to my mom Her Majesty The Drama Queen  …..?

I’ll think about this again later and now le’st watch Hyde on the New Roen photos, thanks to aalenchan who post it on larcenciel.

OMG look at Hyde, ….!!!!

as time goes bye, people gets old and they gonna look old but not this man, hey this year he is gonna be 42 years old ne, but look at him, he is still the same and somehow he always look younger ne, Hyde, the flawless Hyde ...   and

2. yasu

his number one fanboy whom i accidentally in love with and until now i dunno why, but sometimes something just happen like that, just bang ….!!!!  and you have no idea why that’s happen, even n this universe there’s always a reason for anything but in this case (my case with yasu) …

i don’t have a reason to answer the why do you became his fangirl or what make you admire hime like that questions. I got many question like that btw,  and i can’t answer it correctly just like when somebody ask me when did you start to love yasu/ Acid Black Cherry …

March,

what is on your mind if you hear March ….? for me when i hear March,  my mind just full with one girl name Marchia , ….. Marchia, what a beautiful name right? i can’t remember exactly who is she but i remember she is one female character on one of my fave manga that i read when i was a little.

her name is Marchia and in the story she was born n March so that’s the reason why her name is Marchia, …. one of my friend also born in March, but her name is Martha. ah ya talk about her i remember she is one of my friend when i was in collage. but about 3 months ago she got married and i dunno why i didn’t get the invitation for her wedding .

am i disappointed? yes, i am …. i just feel being invisible again, in my friend’s wedding day that’s her big day ne, did she forget about me or there’s something happen that i dunno and that things make her skipped me from her wedding guest list …? ah i dunno

ah ya stop talking about that, i better talk about fangirl ne, because this blog i made with a main purpose is for a fangirling thing not else even sometimes i wrote many craps here, but ahahahaha as time goes bye, so does my craps ….

so next March one month after February, finally i am gonna see L’arc_en Ciel, and not only that. , but yasu is gonna release his 3rd album on March, see see what i am talking about? is this a coincident or I dunno if this is another conspiracy between Hyde and his fanboy yasu to turn me into a very busy fangirl (so i can act busy) on March but i am sooo *with triple o*  excited about this :

神様教えて・・・
”終わり”の時は 今すぐじゃなければいけませんか？

Acid Black Cherry
3rd ALBUM
『２０１２』

この世に生まれたすべての人間には
生きる”権利”と、そして
生きる”義務”がある。

God, Tell me
Is it The End now ….?

Acid Black Cherry 3rd Album “2012″ (Read: Ni-Zero-Ichi-Ni) Release on 2012.03.21

Every human being born into this world
Living with their rights and
a responsibilities as well

Jacket A : 【CD＋DVD①】〈MUSIC CLIP Edition〉

品番：AVCD-32200/B　￥3,940（tax in）

<CD>

・Re:birth (9th Single)
・少女の祈りIII (10th Single)
・ピストル (11th Single)
・シャングリラ (12th Single)
・蝶 (13th Single)
・CRISS (14th Single)
・イエス (15th Single) etc
（there will be 13 songs all）

<DVD> （Approximately 80 minutes）

◆7 Singles Music Clip

1.Re:birth【MUSIC CLIP】
2.少女の祈りIII【MUSIC CLIP】
3.ピストル【MUSIC CLIP】
4.シャングリラ【MUSIC CLIP】
5.蝶 【MSUIC CLIP】
6.CRISIS 【MUSIC CLIP】
7.イエス 【MUSIC CLIP】

◆［MUSIC CLIP］ Special Edit Version
Special Edit Version

1.Re:birth 【Special Edit Version】
2.少女の祈りIII【Special Edit Version】
3.ピストル【Special Edit Version】
4.シャングリラ【Special Edit Version】
5.蝶 【Special Edit Version】
6.CRISIS 【Special Edit Version】
7.イエス 【Special Edit Version】

◆yasu ［MUSIC CLIP］ Special Interview
special interview with yasu for review of the album MUSIC CLIP

bonus : digipak, application card (valid only in Japan)

CD Japan : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview…
HMV        : http://www.hmv.co.jp/en/product/detail/4947792
YesAsia   : http://www.yesasia.com/global/abc-3…

Jacket B : CD＋DVD②】〈Osaka Jo Hall Live Edition〉

品番：AVCD-32201/B　　￥3,940（tax in）

<CD>

・Re:birth (9th Single)
・少女の祈りIII (10th Single)
・ピストル (11th Single)
・シャングリラ (12th Single)
・蝶 (13th Single)
・CRISS (14th Single)
・イエス (15th Single) etc
（there will be 13 songs all）

<DVD> (60 minutes recording）

◆ABC X’Mas Live _ Acid Black Christmas
〈2011年12月25日　Osaka Jo Hall〉

01.Opening Movie
02.CRISIS ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
03.蝶 ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
04.眠り姫 ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
05.冬の幻 ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
06.Black Cherry ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
07.ピストル ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
08.少女の祈りIII ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
09.Re:birth ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
10.SPELL MAGIC ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
11.イエス ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
12.シャングリラ ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
13.20＋∞Century Boys ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～

CD Japan : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview…
HMV        :http://www.hmv.co.jp/en/product/detail/4947793
YesAsia   : http://www.yesasia.com/global/abc-3…

Jacket C : 【CD ONLY】

品番：AVCD-32202　¥3,000 (tax in)

<CD>

・Re:birth (9th Single)
・少女の祈りIII (10th Single)
・ピストル (11th Single)
・シャングリラ (12th Single)
・蝶 (13th Single)
・CRISS (14th Single)
・イエス (15th Single) etc
（there will be 13 songs all）

Bonus : 44 pages Booklet

CD Japan : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview…
HMV        : http://www.hmv.co.jp/en/product/detail/4947794
YesAsia   : http://www.yesasia.com/global/abc-3…

OMG

OMG

can you imagine, Acid Black Christmast …. i know they gonna make that live into DVD but i never imagine if they gonna put it into an album like this, i always think if they gonna put The Free Live on album but ah ya because they already share The Free Live to download so okay .. …

Acid Black Christmas on DVD ….? is brilliant ne ….

nah i think i have to do some cuts on my CD/DVD list to buy because next March is gonna be hell for my wallet. so yes, i am not gonna buy another artist than L’arc , Acid Black Cherry, and BREAKERZ. so that’s mean no movie dvd,

~  L’arc_En_Ciel : Butterfly album  done
~  BREAKERZ  : Miss Missery done
~  Acid Black Cherry 3rd album : Jacket C : 【CD ONLY】  done
~  Acid Black Cherry 3rd album : Jacket B : CD＋DVD②】〈Osaka Jo Hall Live Edition〉  done

nah one more for the Jacket A : 【CD＋DVD①】〈MUSIC CLIP Edition〉 and maybe for the FC edition if they gonna release some FC edition like the 5 consecutive singles .

credit to : alt_A_

I always wait for the Edit version PV , i mean they gonna edit what? …. but i am sure for CRISIS they gonna bring back the nerd because look at this …

see that’s Hiro, so ….. so okey i hope this is right i am gonna see the nerd version for CRISIS edited version and maybe all of the single? … who knows …. ahahahaha …. *so exciting*

today i went to spa, to get a whole body scrub and some sauna, and i am already do this spa things start from last month, every Saturday or Sunday after work ….

yasu    :    eeeh, you spa, sauna … really …
noi       :    ahahaha yes, ..
yasu    :    what’s wrong with you …?
noi       :    nothing’s wrong, i’ll tell you why ….

wekekekeekkeke, it sounds girly ne, and can you imagine how boring i am for stayin there and waiting inside the sauna, while watching my body melting, … then i remember him, Jim Moriarty with his scary words

well okay that’s only my feeling ne, somehow inside the sauna i feel like i was burn alive and my whole body melting … but maybe Jim Moriarty the number one crime consultant can do something with me, i mean with my skin …

i really want my skin to be lighter than now because i am so tanned now, and this whole body srub things so boring and i don’t have time to go to spa every day, but when i finished the whole body scrub part and then drown myself in the bathtub for a milk bath treatment about 30 minutes then when i got home thanks to how lack my health now is, i got a fever, and the fever is 100% not a Saturday Night Fever …..

so okay this spa and sauna things just make me sick. maybe if i ask Jim, he’ll think about something for me. He is capable of anything ne …

Dear Jim,

can you skipp the I will burn you part and straight to the I will skin you part and erase the I’ll make you into shoe for my skinn. I just wanna make my skinn lighter than now for my L’arc trip to Thailand …

Thanks before.

Regards,
NH

yasu    :   chotto ne noi_chan, skinn you, really ..?
noi       :   yes, you know be more lighter than now …
yasu    :   and , i am sure he is gonna make you into shoe  …
noi       :   noooooo …..
yasu    :   then don’t be silly, you’re not a snake ne …
noi       :   oke then i’ll just scrub …
yasu    :   nah there you are …

~owari~

Acid Black Cherry Stop It Love : I Survived The Fall …. (Another me, yasu and 「イエス」 day)

noi      :    oke ya_san, you can stop prayin now. …
yasu   :    eeeh ……
noi      :    See, i am okay, i survived ne …
yasu   :    who is prayin for you anyway ….
noi      :    you didn’t …?
yasu   :    don’t be silly ne noi_chan ….

ya ya oke, because right now i am writing this post while listening to this song, 15th single「イエス」より【Recreation Track】: Stop It Love.  and you can hear this song —->in here . Bloody hell i love this song i mean now i can hear the clear version than the youtube one ne, and yes, one million yes again this song is brilliant and yasu sounds brilliant as always ….

and do you remember when i said if this song flattered me, and by listening this one tonight, again and again i feel yasu call me with love, see from stop it, noi_chan to stop it, love ….!!!

OMG

OMG

that’s so sweet and make me stop doing anything but write this post and listening to this song over and over again, well i can’t sleep tonight btw …..

yasu     :    just stop it, noi_chan …
noi        :    hey where’s the love ne …?
yasu     :    ah whatever …

Stop It Love

何か話して　あなたから　かけた電話でしょ？
嫌な予感してた　友達に合わせた日から

あなたの前で泣くのがただ悔しくて
でも何も言えなくなって軽く終わらせただけど

Stop it love　まだ　あの娘(こ)とキスしないで
彼女を嫌いになりたくないの
Stop it love　もう　あなたは振り向かない
悲しい思い出だけ残して

連帯感とか友情とか彼女の笑顔も
疑いたくなる真夜中に一人でいると

まだ彼女からの電話だけ取れなくて
今さら割り切れなくて　これ以上強くなれない

Stop it love　でも　あの娘(こ)は私以上に
辛い思いしてるかもしれない
Stop it love　今　過ぎ去る季節の中
何か置き忘れてる気がする

Stop it love　まだ　今でも許せない自分が嫌いで
大事なもの見失ったままで
Stop it love　今日　初めて声で泣いた
彼女　泣いて何度も謝るから

Stop it love　でも　あの娘(こ)は私以上に
辛い思いしてるかもしれない
Stop it love　今　過ぎ去る季節の中
彼女を嫌いになりたくないの

Please don’t forget my love
もう　あなたは振り向かない
悲しい思い出だけ残して

Romaji

Nanika hanashite anata kara kaketa denwadesho?
Iyanayokan shi teta tomodachi ni awaseta hi kara
Anata No mae de naku no ga tada kuyashikute
Demo nani mo ienaku natte karuku owara setadakedo

Stop it love mada ano (ko) to kisushinai de
Kanojo kirai ni naritakunai no
Stop it love mō anata wa furimukanai
Kanashī omoide dake nokoshite

Rentai-kan toka yūjō toka kanojo no egao mo
Utagaitaku naru mayonaka ni hitori de iru to
Mada kanojo kara no denwa dake torenakute
Imasara warikirenakute kore ijō tsuyoku narenai

Stop it love demo ano (ko) wa watashi ijō ni
Tsurai omoi shi teru kamo shirenai
Stop it love ima sugisaru kisetsu no naka
Nani ka okiwasure teru ki ga suru

Stop it love mada ima demo yurusenai jibun ga kiraide
Daijina mono miushinatta mama de
Stop it love kyō hajimete koe de naita
Kanojo naite nando mo ayamarukara

Stop it love demo ano(ko) wa watashi ijō ni
Tsurai omoi shi teru kamo shirenai
Stop it love ima sugisaru kisetsu no naka
Kanojo o kirai ni naritakunai no

Please don’t forget my love
Mō anata wa furimukanai
Kanashī omoide dake nokoshite

credit to : Chris Yu Hiroaki @Facebook

here’s the funny thing, i dunno maybe there’s something wrong with my ears, but somehow when i hear this song on the part whe yasu saing Stop It Love, it sounds like stupid, so it’s stupd love? …. well sorry ya_san maybe if i have no idea what’s the title of this song before i am sure i am gonna think if the song title is Stupid Love, instead of Stop It Love …

oke oke you can mad at me and step on me like that but this is real ne i feel like this before when i listen yasu’s version of Glamorous Sky at the first time. I think he skipp Thursday and straight to Saturday but then i listen again and again ah he said Thursday like Saturday ….

btw CD Japan mailed me if they shipped my 「イエス」 single on  January 16th but as always happen to me, this alien always have to wait longer than the other, because there’s no post route to Mars, so i have to wait for Superman. Waiting for his time for weekly trip for visiting his father Jor El. A weekly trip from Earth to Crypton, and he is gonna stop by in Mars to give my CD …. ahahaha …. *mentally broken*

because today is January 18th so nobody shoud say no, because today is 「イエス」 day  let’s smile and say a lot of yes, one million yes for today and one million yes for this man

and btw i am already scan my Fools Mate February 2012 i magazine, and this time they (the postman, not aliens) delivered the magazine to my home, not like usual i have to pick it to the post office, and there you are my scans :

i haven’t scan the rest of this magazine because well i kind a busy now, but i am sure i am gonna scan the rest of it nah if some of you want your fave artist in this edition of Fools Mate and want the scan, just tell me by add a comment on this post or message me , tell me what artis, i’ll scan it for you.

well okay , tonight i am gonna talk about The Fall, my fall and The Reichenbach Falls . I watched this 4 times already and it just stay in my mind, this last episode and closing for SHERLOCK season 2 is so brilliant, Steven Moffat is one of a kind man with his brilliant idea that make me cry, laugh, cry, break my heart, laugh and cry again over and over when i watch it.

This episode started with this, a scene when John meet his psychiatrist after a very long absence. and he said   :   My Best Friend, SHERLOCK HOLMES is dead ....

and i was like , eeeehhh …… while drink my big glass of iced vanilla latte, i chosed that than a shock blanket because i am ready shocked and fall thanks to Steven Moffat’s tweet, so yes i need my coffee than a shock blanket.

and the final duel between the most dangerous criminal master mind James Moriarty and the Reichenbach hero SHERLOCK HOLMES is on. Jim Moriaty started it with 3 crimes at the same times meet face to face with SHERLOCK in the court OMG if i am a lawyer or DA i am not gonna ask SHERLOCK as my witness, because ah you know why…

he just can’t stop his show off, but for me that’s not a show off, for me that’s the real SHERLOCK, he has to be that way, it is the consequences by having the not boring and brilliant brain like him. He also know before the court is over if the jury say not guilty to Jim Moriarty.

then he just made some tea because he knows Moriarty is gonnna come to Baker Street 221B to visit him, this scene and the dialogue is brilliant.  how Moriarty said to SHERLOCK : every tale needs a good old-fashioned villain. You need me, or you are nothing because we are a like , you and i except you are boring .

that scene remind me of one scene when Joker meet Batman and said the famous quote of Jerry Mcguire : You Complete Me …!! …  Just like what SHERLOCK describe about Moriarty in the court as a spider, a spider in the center of a web, a criminal web with a thousand threads and know precisely how each and every single one of them dances.

So the line of this last episode is how Jim Moriarty be a director in his big drama, and the scenario is how to make everbody see SHERLOCK as a fraud, to see his fall because he owe SHERLOCK. and the I O U just everywhere to remind SHERLOCK.

Even in the end he did fall and OMG i can’t stop cryin for how he say Bai Bai to John, and ask him to tell everyone (Lestrade, Mrs. Hudson, and Molly) how fraud is he OMG i cried again  and spent all my ABC tissue (thanks yasu) like an idiot infront of Tekki’s laptop. I know he is not dead, because i read it on the book a long time ago but still that scene is so sad, ne.

noi      :   nee ya_san, we should watch this together ne …
yasu   :   for what …
noi      :   mmm … you know cry together …
yasu   :   i am busy ne so i have no time to cry with you …
noi      :   okay ….

back to SHERLOCK, everybody just got into Moriarty’s game include John or maybe not 100% fall like  Lestrade.Sally Donovan, Anderson with his idiot brilliant impression. But Moriarty missed one person, he missed Molly, his ex fake girlfriend. He didn’t count her, because he think SHERLOCK never count her, so he only mentioned 3 friends of you : Lestrade, Mrs. Hudson and John.

Molly, the sweet Molly who always be there for SHERLOCK and also his big admirer, and she noticed there’s something wrong with SHERLOCK. and when he finally go to see Molly and ask for a favour, said I Want You to Molly …. OMG that’s amazing, finally Molly got something.

they end this 2nd season with the fall of a very brilliant man but we all know if he is gonna be back with The Return of Sherlock Holmes, if you read the book . And i think Mark Gattis had enough seeing so many fall out there on SHERLOCK fandom so he tweeted this

but the question is how and what did Molly and SHERLOCK finally do, to make the fall ended like that and everybody believe it. I know there’s something wrong with the truck and the biker who hit John and what make John believe if SHERLOCK is really dead after he feel there’s no pulse after he touch his best friend’s hand …?

what

what

what

noi       :    what what ya_san, what …
yasu    :    why did you ask me ….
noi       :    omo ….
yasu    :    go make your own deduction ….
noi       :    okay i’ll do that tomorrow …
yasu    :     you, lazy ….

enough about The Reichenbach Falls, now it’s time for my fall, i got a lot of fall recently ne. i remember about something what people usually do before new year, a something called resolution, well i don’t have resolution, but i deal it whit remember of all hat i am already get last year, everything

last year a lot of things happen and have i told you how fair God is? … God is so fair, God gave me a lot of gifts and also a lot of falls especially in the end 2011. now i can say i am financially okay, i can pay all my dad’s medical bills with no double think about change some med into another brand because the brand that my dad’s doctor gave is too expensive etc etc .

the project i am on now going smooth until now, but then God also gave me another thing, at the end of December i start to sick again, and now it’s January when rain just fall everyday, it just make my health up and down like a yo yo.  today i feel better and the next day i feel sick. that’s what happen now me and my yo yo health.

so now i am not only pay for my dad’s medical bill but also my own medical bill. see this is how God make it fair to me by gave me and also make me spent more. see money is like a salt water, more you drink it more you gonna feel thirsty.

about money, i never want a lot of money ne, because my mom always say : enough is always better than much but always not enough.

and something just happened recently and it just scared me, i am so affraid. it just make me affraid to anything , get on line, open my email or text message, and everytime my phone ring, my heart just beat fast. this is so scarry, nobody knows what is all about but Tekki and she also scared like hell just like me.

and my health and that scarry things combination made my days worst. i can’t work perfect while my boss keep pushing me to do my best, i feel like i just trapped and imagine like a spy who got arrested and got nowhere to go . But thank God eveything is over and i survived from the Fall, my own Fall

and during my 3 weeks fall, for some reason that only God know, this man always make me better, and also this Acid Black Cherry TV schedule update makes me more better :

1/23　TBS系「カミスン！」 

Acid Black Cherry is gonna perform on TBS Coming Soon   with 「イエス」 not only that but there’s also gonna be BREAKERZ there, …. i am so exciting for this, BRZ and ABC , yasu and his broomance Daigo …. omo omo …. kyaaaa ….. *fall from bed*

nah just like what Jim Moriary said to SHERLOCK how he owe him, i am gonna say the same thing to my brilliant man, for  「イエス」  day what i am gonna say is

ya_san , …   I  O   U

yasu      :     oke you owe me, but …
noi         :     but what ….
yasu      :     just don’t ask me to fall from the roof oke …
noi         :     eeeehhh  …..

~owari~

Prepare for The Fall …!!! : Another Bus Story on Sunday …. (Another me, yasu and The Fall)

What Fall? ….

i have this fall word in my mind right now : first is BBC SHERLOCK HOLMES : The Reichenbach Fall gonna air today on BBC and that’s mean i have to stay awake until 03:00 AM, i hope i don’t fall asleep like the last second episode, and thanks to the brilliant Steven Moffat with his tweet ..

omo look who is the spoiler. What do i mean by THAT? of course i know what you mean is   ……   omoooo …..

i am already fall before The Fall and Moffat i blame you for this ….!!!!….  *fall from bed*

yasu    :   hello, who said “I don’t mind with spoiler?”
noi       :   ah ya i said that …
yasu    :   then ….
noi       :   oke, oke ya_san, … see i am standing now not fall again …
yasu    :   good and you’ve been fall a lot anyway  …
noi       :   omo how did you know that …?

and btw i just saw this Youtube video on my Tumblr dash and this is what i am gonna call as the brilliant fangirl, i told you ne SHERLOCK Fandom is brilliant because inside of the fandom there’s so many brilliant fangirls with their brilliant ideas like this one :

so her idea was to play with Jim Moriarty ringtones, we all now Jim Moriarty ringtone is Stayin’ Alive from Bee Gees, but thanks to her (i think she is female) now i can imagin maybe he want to change it someday with :

~  Beyonce : Single Lady

~  Spice Girls

this one is my fave, just look at how Jim’s face at the part : If you wanna be my lover ….. OMG this is brilliant, it looks like he said : who want’s to be your lover anyway .…. xD

~  And this one i have no idea what song is this

i love this idea btw and yes 666x bravo for this fangirl, yes, girl you are brilliant . I wish i can make something like that but as you all know my brain is just a tiny litlle boring brain.  i don’t know how to make some video like that, or how to change the audio …. no no that’s to far from my brain cabability.

BBC SHERLOCK HOLMES : The Reichenbach Fall is my first fall, then what about my next fall …?  oke here’s my next fall, actually this fall is already happen a long time ago ….. what fall is it? ….

what

what

what

the answer is so easy ne , what else than my fall for this guy ,,…..

all the image above is from the February issue of CD &DL. I’ll scan this next week. In this edition CD & DL there’s also L’arc _en Ciel there and yes the poster is L’arc. so this is a package of L’arc and ABC in one magazine.

and this scans for L’arc is soooo amazing ……

credit to : Umibe @Tumblr

here’s what happen, see if this is about L’arc you can always find the scan easyly i am already saw the scan for L’arc_en_ciel but i don’t see the scan for Acid Black Cherry yet. omooo

back to my fall, my fall for this man (read : yasu) started on when ? ….. i dunno and i can’t remember exactly when did i start to fall in to this man and start doing everithing what i did now, include spamm all the people next to me with yasu. Why can’t i remember that this is because my brain just got fixed by Master Yoda last week. and maybe he (read : not yasu) just erased it accidentally

and my fall into yasu also made me fall as his fangirl, well yasu is brillliant but i think i am not brilliant enough as his fangirl. Last night when i stay on my Twitter time line to find Mark Gatiss’s tweet and i didn’t find it but i  read Steven Moffat’s spolier tweet and start my fall,  in the middle of my fall before the Fall i saw this image

in my mind, my fangirl mind i think he is yasu, because i think i read she wrote yasu , …. but then somebody reblog this image when i posted it on my Tumblr and added : he looks like Yukkie , or he is really Yukkie….  eeh now i am not sure again whether he is yasu or Yukkie …..

so yes, i start this Sunday morning with my fangirl fall because i am not sure if he is yasu or Yukihiro. and don’t ask me the source of this image ne because i forgot it

let’s moove to the next part and leave the fall behind ne. the next part i am gonna tell you is really happen and the fact that this kind of thing can be happen is kinda bother me nah because i hear this on my bus ride in the morning . so yes, this is my Another Bus Story

Yesterday morning, my Mp3′s battery just run out, nah because i didn’t listen to anything even i still put my earphone on, so what i am listening to is the talking from all the passenger. they talked about a girl who got pregnant by her own uncle.

that girl is about 13 or 14 years old, and she is on her last year on Junior High School and next month she is gonna have her final exam.  all this time nobody know if she is alredy pregnant for 18 months and 15 days,  okay he is kinda fat and chubby girl so nobody noticed about her condition.

but if another people failed to noticed her condition, i think her mother should notice that, i mean she is her mother ne, …. and she should know maybe from she is not having her period or how she never ask he to buy a panty liner for almost 8 months. or maybe her mother is too clueless or careless …?

this is what she said when her teacher come visit her and asked her about what happen. Everything started when she asked by her uncle (he is her mother’s older sister’s husband) to pick some of his gray hair and they start to do that more often, and this pick up gray hairs activity is common in my country i used to pick up my mom’s grey hair when i was a little. I usually do that on Sunday afternoon or Friday afternoon when i don’t have to go to my Arabic school.

but one day nobody was home and there’s only she and her bastard uncle there.  Then suddenly her uncle call her to go inside her room and force her to have a sex, …. and i think she don’t understand of what the hell is her uncle gonna do to her, and she said she already said no, but then her uncle start to tie her arms and legs on bed and start to rape her. …

OMG
OMG

and that’s happen again and again. after doing that her uncle gonna give her some money while tellin her not to tell anybody about this or he is gonna kill her.

i didn’t hear this story from her but the woman who told this to me and all the bus passanger is her teacher who visited her and she told this story while cryin and said Masya Allah for many times and i also can’t stop reply her Astaghfirullah everytime she said that

i think that girl just don’t understand 100% what just happened to her, about how she got pregnant and  why her father so mad to her uncle and wanted to kill him while drunk and made her uncle/her new husband ran away until now.

here’s the funny things : her mother know if her one and only chubby and fat (who get more fat recently) daughter is actually pregnant for 8 month and 15 days when they both went to their relative’s wedding party.  One of their relative told her : hey are you sure your doughter is okey? look at her belly, look how big it is  …. i think there’s something wrong with her, you better take her to the doctor, and from the wedding party they went to the village doctor, ….

the village doctor said : I am so sorry but this is too late, you better take her to the distict health center, .…. then she just panicked, bt she still have no idea if her doughter is pregnant because the village doctor didn’t mention about that. …. meybe she think about tumor? ….

then she take her to the dstrict health center, and the doctor there said the same things and told her to go to the hospital in the city, nah after she and her doughter in the Hospital, the hospital doctor said to her if her doughter actually is pregnant . ..

then she just shocked and they went home and told her husband. they both start to ask her who is the man did this to you? and because this girl is so innocent it takes a very long time and a very complicated ways to explain to her about do this thing and one name just pooped out …

he is her uncle, the mother’s brother in law who did this, …. the father was so mad and go straight to her brother in law’s home, …. after so many arguments  etc etc , finally the bastard uncle agree to marry her as his responsible for his act. … yes, they were married but not legally of course because the bastard uncle is still marry to the girl’s aunt . and she kind a lost in the fact if her uncle now is also her husband.

nah all the family want to keep this inside the family so nobody knows about this, but 3 days after that, the girl’s father was drunk and somehow he just so mad and so frustated with all the things happen to his daughter, and how he didn’t notice about that and how his wife is so stupid and many more, …

with almost expload anger and plus some alcohol, he just not 100% awake what his doing, he grab one dagger and start to run to his brother in law and also his son in law’s home told him if he want to kill him. the brother/son in law just run. the run after with dagger made all the people in the village came out and wondering what happen, …. so that night when the uncle/brother/son in law escape from his new father in law dagger, all the people in the village know what is happen on their family.

a phrase human’s tongue is longer than a samurai is true, this story is just everywhere, in schools, in the neighborhood, in the market, in the bus (with me inside) and now i wrote it here for all of you.

what i get for this true story is how importat is a very early sex education.  i know there’s so many of you there who also a mother, a young mother even still a fangirl so yes what i mean is a mother fangirl out there, …. you should start your own sex education for your own son/doughter sooner.

not by tell them all about the sex things but you can start it with show them which part of their body that nobody can’t touch it, and told her to not be affraid to tell you if something like that happen. and after that in line with their incerase age you can start to add some thing with that. and don’t forget to get closer with them so you can wacth their growing and always know abouth your child.

okay i am not a mother ne and i am not married yet, but i think this is so important ne for a girl to get the early sex education from their own mother that from internet or school, because basic things is important, very important.

and for the young fangirl out there, you better watch yourself ne because molester is just everywhere, and let me tell you somehing : if there’s one man and one woman alone in one place, the next 3rd is the devil,  …. next what happen is the devil is gonna do something and something is gonna happen, usually that’s not the good one .

so you better avoid that situation except you, yourself want to be alone with your boyfriend, that’s fine but still remember to do the save one oke, ah you know what i mean

the girl in the story, abselutely zero for a sex education and the fact is she didn’t realized if after all this time she is been molested, raped and got pregnant from him. She even still go to school by bike with her 8 month pregnancy like nothings happen.  and her mother’s failed about a lot of things.

my mom also never gave me a sex education, she never talked about that,  i think she is an old fashioned woman who still think if talking about sex is taboo, so we better not talk about that. maybe this is also the reason why i have this in my mind about sex

sex is something that you can learn by doing ....

but even she didn’t sex edutaced me but my mom is always watching me, she knows everything about me. even we don’t talk much. i love my mom, but my relationship with my mother is not more than a daughter and mother who love each other. Someday one of my friend told me is she told everything to her mom and how she can consider her mom as her bestfriend, …. nah that’s never happen to me.

in my live my dad is Capt. Von Trapp, the evil one who never sing and  my mom is Maria  so that all there’s an invisible line between us to get closer and that tiny line now change into a very big wall with a thousand teracota army.

oke that’s all folks , and let’s just take care of ourself ne because if we don’t do this the who else is gonna take care of us? just be save oke … and btw i just complete my Acid Black Cherry magazine list

• 12/10発売「アリーナ37℃」  done
• 12/15発売「Songs」   done
• 12/28発売「FOOL’S MATE」 done
• 1/10発売「アリーナ37℃」  done
• 1/14発売「CD&DLでーた  done
• 1/15発売「Songs」  done
• 1/28発売「FOOL’S MATE」

oke one left ….. and i think after this maybe yasu is gonna be a cover on Fools Mate, Arena of CD&DL for his next new album, OMG i am so excited about that  and also ….

1/20 日本テレビ系「ハッピーMusic」 

Acid Black Cherry is gonna be on NTV Happy Music  01月21日（土）1:28～2:23 with the other guest :

~ ｢イエス｣Acid Black Cherry
~ ｢メッセージ｣植村花菜
~ ｢Joy of Love～happy ever after～feat.HISATOMI｣SATOMi
~ ｢Never let you go～死んでも離さない～｣｣2AM
~ ｢バイマイサイド｣Hemenway

OH May Goooo finally after all this time, it takes 5 single finished ne we all gonna see yasu on TV live, even yeah i still hope to see him on Music Japan, ah well maybe i have to wait again and non stop requesting him on Music Japan to see him.

what long and boring post ne, well oke last but not least what i am gonna say is :

yasu, you are brilliant, but i am so sorry ne i think i am not brilliant enough as your fangirl but i promish you i will scrub my self again and again until i can be your brilliant fangirl ….

yosh, Ganbatte …..!!!!

yasu     :    what, scrub yourself ….?
noi        :    yes, just wait oke i promise you  …
yasu     :    ah forget it , and btw after AIDS campaign and now sex education post …?
noi        :    omo ….. i am so changeable ne ….
yasu     :    so you now you are changeable … hmmm
noi        :    but don’t worry my feeling for you is not gonna change …
yasu     :    hmmm … let’s see
noi        :    ah somebody is worry …
yasu      :   whatever ….

~owari~

Crazy Post : Greed? That’s fine, I didn’t win BAFTA anyway …. (Another me, yasu and BAFTA)

that’s arrived 3 days ago, and guess what my dear brother Tekki said to me, … he said : nee Boo, you are not in love with yasu but you just in lost  with him …  eeeh lost or lust? … ah i forgot, but he can say whatever he wanted to say and i don’t care.

because he didn’t win BAFTA unlike Marin Freeman who just won BAFTA for his role as Dr. John Watson in SHERLOCK BBC . So thanks to SHERLOCK fandom and this BAFTA euphoria

so i think he is gonna talk with my hands until he win BAFTA ….. ahahahaha , i better stop talking about him because if he read this …. he is gonna stop do something for me, if you ask what kind of relationship that i have with Tekki is, i am gonna answer with : he is part of me, you know  we are twins, but he can be anything i want, ….

he can be my DiNozzo or probie if i wanna act bossy, he can be my chef Gordon Ramsey if i wanna eat a bowl of hot noodles, or he can be my Mycorft if i got into trouble and he had to fix it or get me out of that , well this happen a lot ne. i can’t even remember how many times i got in to a trouble and he saved me …. so yes, i dunno what i have to do without him

yasu     :    but it sounds like you just use him, or her?
noi        :    no, what make you think that way …?
yasu     :    it is right …?
noi        :    no, no ….

and this Disney MP3 Player also arrived at the same day with all the CRISIS stuffs, and i remember when i came to the post office, the post officer just call me : hey, Noi Himura we have your package finally …. in front of everybody, and i was like …. eeeehhh …?

but the bad things is about 2 days before the day i got all that stuffs, something just happen with my netbook BlueBerry   i dunno what happen, but i think i just got some viruses inside of him (yes, my notebook is male) so it just blank evevrytime i want to use him. He is fine now but after he fixed, i lost all my yasu folder, i mean a folder where i put all my yasu’s images, scans, songs, etc. thank God i am already made a back up file for all my videos. ….

because i just lost all my mp3 files, so what i put on my ne MP3 is only one song and i don’t have to tell you because i am sure you already know what song it is, …. well you are right, the song is Acid Black Cherry 「イエス」 .

i sing this song a lot recently and of course i did that at office and annoyed all my officemates, the muggle one with my disaster voice. well i think they get used to me and my voice or they already find a way to ignore me … ah what ever i don’t care ….

btw i there you are my scans, i didn’t upload it on Photobucket because Photobucket told me if i only have less than 3 GB files to upload. this is because i am almost reach the bandwith. and i better save it for my next magazines ….

4 days without my BlueBerry is sooo boring, i mean i can’t do anything, i can’t work because i saved all my work there so when i use my office PC i got nothing and i can’t remember anything. At home for at night i use Teki’s laptop for browsing something bt still i feel wird ne, because it’s always like that ne if you use a thing that is not belong to you i am sure you are gonna feel this way

what

what

what …?

by moved from one PC to another, i feel like a whore, and in this case this whore didn’t use condom so …. the risk is so big ne, because there’s a lot’s of PTSD out there. so i told you ne you better use condom ne, save sex is so important oke …

yasu    :   hey, since when you become an AIDS campaign person?
noi       :   omo …. ya_san what he’s doin …. kyaaaaa …… *almost collaps*
yasu    :   none of your bussines, go away ….!!!
noi       :   omo omo omo …..
yasu    :   and stop sayin that omo things …!!!

OMG

OMG

oke let’s back to the topic, …. so this means i am an internet addict? or just can’t live without my netbook … maybe yes, ….  Today i just watch this shocking news on larc_en_ciel about L’arc is gonna be in Singapore, ….

can you imagine this ….? i am going to Bangkok next March to see them, and now S’pore? …. OMG OMG so that’s mean i am gonna see them live twice this year? ….. if that’s true happen this is gonna be a BLESS, ….

Everything is for today, 君へと夢は今

not only that,

this year is gonna be a very brilliant year for a fagirl of this brilliant man ….

yasu    :    watch two live and go to 2 different countries in one year … hmmm
noi       :    why …. ?
yasu    :    don’t you think that’s a little bit greedy …
noi       :    okay ya_san, you’re win tonight …
yasu    :    eeeh …
noi       :    i am greed and that’s the reason why i didn’t win BAFTA …..
yasu    :    what the, BAFTA … ?  you better sleep now …
noi       :    @_@

~owari~

Acid Black Cherry 「イエス」PV : Yes Ya_san, One Million Yes from me …. (Another me, yasu and Hyde)

Acid Black Cherry 「イエス」 you can see the full video here :

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=2450733429986

雨に打たれ　君を探して
叫んでいた
愛してる　愛してるよ
降りしきる雨　声はかき消された

届きはしない
でも構わない
張り裂けても
「愛してる　愛してるよ」
たった一言　簡単な言葉なのに
なぜ僕は君に言ってあげなかったんだろう

外は雨　あの日と同じ夜の雨
時間が忘れさせるのは嘘らしい
じゃれる君　あしらう僕　滑る君

気が付けば君といた日々思い出して

「私のこと愛してる？」が君の口癖
ごまかす僕　いたずらに笑う君が好きだったんだ

些細なことで　君を泣かせた
雨に打たれ
もういい　もういいよ
何よりも大事な君の手を僕は離したんだ
涙浮かべ　笑ってみせた
涙声で「バイバイ　バイバイ・・」

大好きだった君の笑顔が切なくて
愛しくて悲しくて空がまた泣き出した

始まりはいつだっけ？覚えてないけど
君に好きって言葉さえ言ったことなかったね

ねえ今なら　今ならまだ間に合うのかな？
ポケットの中　誓いしまい込み
君に会いに行くよ

雨に打たれ　君を抱きしめ
叫んでいた
愛してる　愛してるよ
柔らかな笑顔のまま
静かに目を閉じた

そうこの手はもう離さない
涙声で「愛してる　愛してるよ」
たった一言簡単な言葉なのに
なぜもっと早く言ってあげなかったのかな

どうかこの指輪を受け取ってくれませんか？

Romaji

Ame ni uta re kimi wo sagashite sakende ita
aishiteru aishiteru yo
Furishikiru ame no oto ni koe wa kakikesaretaTodoki wa shinai demo kamawanai
Harisakete mo
aishiteru aishiteru yo
Tatta hitokoto kantan na kotobananoni
Naze boku wa kimi ni itte agenakatta~n darou

Soto wa ame ano hito onaji yoru no ame
Jikan ga wasure saseru no wa usorashii
Jareru kimi ashirau boku suneru kimi
Kigatsukeba kimi toita hibi omoi dashite
Watashi no koto aishiteru?
Ga kimi no kuchiguse
Gomakasu boku itazura ni warau kimi ga suki datta~n da

Sasainakoto de kimi o naka shita
Ame ni uta re
Mou ii mou ii yo
Naniyori mo daiji na kimi no te o boku wa hanashita~n da

Namidau ka be waratte miseta namida koe de
Bai bai bai bai
Daisuki datta kimi no egao ga setsunakute
Itoshikute kanashikute mata sora ga naki dashita

Hajimari wa itsudakke oboetenai kedo
Kimi ni suki tte kotoba sae itta koto nakatta ne
Nee imanara imanara mada maniau no ka na
Poketto no naka chikai o shinai koi
Kimi ni ai ni iku yo

Ame ni uta re kimi o dakishime sakende ite
Aishiteru aishiteru yo
Yawaraka na egao no mama shizuka ni me o tojita

Sono ko no te wa mō hanasanai
Namida koe de
Aishiteru aishiteru yo
Tatta hitokoto kantan na kotobananoni
Naze mottohayaku itte agenakatta no ka na
Dou ka kono yubi wa o uketotte kuremasen ka

My Heart To Heart Translation

struck in the rain looking for you
were shouting
I love you I love you
and pouring rain have been deafened the voice

it does not reach
and  makes no difference
Even if it breaks
“I love you.” “I love you”
one word, a simple word
I wouldn’t say to you, why?

The rain outside, the rain that day and the same night …
time could forget that, it’s a lie
your joke, sulk,
i realized and remember the days with you.
“do you love me?”   your fave phrase
deceive myself, laugh unnecessarily  … I love you

Over trifles  which made you cry.
struck by the rain
It’s enough’s enough
your hand, that i love than anything i had to let go
Showed smiling tears
In a tearful voice, “Bye Bye”
You face that i love, your smile is painful
Love, sorrows, The sky also have been moved to sad, tears

When was it started?
I don’t remember even i can’t say the word “i love you”

Now if it still time we can meet?
on this pocket An oath will not be carried out as our love
i am coming  to see you.

Stucked by the rain, i hold you
i shouted i love you i love you
with gentle smile i close my eyes
Those hands, i won’t let it go anymore
although it was an easy word, only 1 word,
why didn’t it say earlier?

can you accept this ring, please?

Finally that is the 15th single , the last of Acid Black Cherry 5 consecutive singles and yes, yasu ended it beautifully with such a brilliant love song, a love song that flattered all girls in this universe including me the alien fangirl of him (read : yasu)

especially the last part, ……   for God sake, is this a proposal song, okay let me get this straight, i mean did he already find someone? ….. *so exciting* …. oh boy eh no girl, if this is really a proposal song and he (read : yasu) really find somebody finally come on, just say yes oke ….

noi       :   so ….
yasu    :   so what ….
noi       :   is this true …?
yasu    :   hush hush himitsu ne noi_chan, go continue start your own deduction, fangirl analysis or whatever you name it …
noi       :   some clue please …
yasu    :   @_@ no …

oke here’s my fangirl analysis, so if he is in love (Omay Goooooo), that’s gonna be awesome ne, i mean the fact (i mean the possibility) he wrote this song to propose a girl just like how hyde wrote Anemone for his wife Megumi …. well yes, he is still hyde’s number one fanboy and yes again he is a very talented and romantic man and musician who wrote a song to someone he is in love with …

that’s soooo sweet ….

yasu    :    that’s all, your fangirl analysis …?
noi       :    no no no i am not finished yet ..
yasu    :    so boring ….

and if this is right, i am sure there so many fangirl out there who will be broken hearted, and what about me? …. i dunno what i have to say about this but i think i am gonna be so happy if this is really happen ne, i mean if yasu really finally found someone, loved and in love with somebody, be happily ever after …. because as i always say he deserved that 100% …

yasu    :   you are gonna be happy yes, but okay? really …?
noi       :   why not …
yasu    :   you such a liar ..
noi       :   eeehhh me….?
yasu    :   yes, and not the good one …

well okay enough with the song and let’s talk about the PV …. when i saw the preview PV as i said before it remind me of City of Angels, … and there you are oh God, this is so amazing, i mean the scenario, whoever wrote it he/she must have seen the movie, City of Angles one of my fave movie.

yasu as the angel, one of God’s angel who sent to earth , ah no in this case this angel (read : yasu) was doing nothing and the setting was in somewhere between heaven and earth God know where is it, maybe busy with his own mind or take a nap until this little girl in red come, ah ya he’s the lazy angel ….. ahahahaha …. *got slap*

ahahahaha ….. i am so sorry ya_san, this is why i said maybe he is take a nap , this is so funny ne, and then when he wake up and realize there’s a little girl who get lost there, he start to talk, ask and play with her a little while …

and take a walk, while talking maybe, or he just wanna take her back to home? …. eh no the setting is somewhere between world and heaven ne so he is not gonna take her home, well okay i’ll take he just gonna take a walk with her, but then

but then there you are another angel is comin and i think this one is on duty, and his duty is to pick her, because she doesn’t belong to be here. she can’t do anything but go with him and she said bai bai

and as we all know the girl change her dress into white but then yasu the lazy angel think and think, try to remember who is she? and how she can be here? come on, think, think ……

and then he realize something. the girl is not supposed to go through that door, this is not the time yet, so he shouted at her

and she just run to him. ooo i love this scene, when he hug that little girl, it looks so warm ne don’t you think so? next is he take the little girl to a door where she supposed to go, …. but ah ya he forgot the red ribbon,

because nobody can open that big door (a door to go back to her live) without the red ribbon, well maybe this is also why the other angel almost took her because she didn’t use the red ribbon, so she was counted to go to another door insted a door where she supposed to go

in the end the girl wake up from her coma, the angel smiling with a perfect smile (what a brilliant smile ne ..?) because he is already do his job with no mistake, and everybody is happy ….

this is the first time i write a review about a PV and a complete one, i use to write a review but only for a movie, and it used to be my fave movie. But because this PV is so brilliant just like yasu himself well i just can’t help my self if i don’t write something about this PV

nah last question is what do i get from this PV? well maybe what i get and what you get is different but let me tell you what i got after watch this PV over and over , it’s a very important lesson btw . and the lesson is If you’re in a coma and suddenly you are wake up in somewhere you have no idea about that, here’s what you have to do

~  don’t just follow some angel because there’s so many angels out there
~  stay away from doors, any doors because you have no idea wich one is for you
~  stay calm and wait for the perfect angel who is gonna show you where to go … and last is

don’t worry because yasu is gonna find you and save you by give you  a red ribbon  …… xD

yasu    :   hey noi_chan, stop it ….
noi       :   nani …?
yasu    :   come here and answer me , do i look like a red ribbon sales …?
noi       :   no , …
yasu    :   so …
noi       :   you don’t sale it ne you just give it for free ….
yasu    :   what the ….. *dizzy*

~owari~

Finally …… : Aye Aye Sir, My Body is Ready and I am Chasing You … (Another me, yasu and Hyde)

so here i am still awake at this time 4 hours after midnight, no no i am not gonna try to be Cinderella now, my Cynderella syndrom is over 2 years ago when my one and only Prince Charming (you know who) was taken by Julia ….  and guess what syndrom i have now?

what

what

what

the answer is a Stockholm Sydrome …. nah as you all know Stockholm Syndrome s an apparently paradoxical psychological phenomenon in which hostages express empathy and have positive feelings towards their captors, sometimes to the point of defending them, and who kidnap me?

Yuki    :  who?
Junji    :  not me ….
yasu   ;   not me …
noi      :  but you should kidnap me ne …..
yasu   :  hey noi_chan, see my outfit? nah Pirate of Cherrybean season is over ne …
noi      :  but still, you can change ne …
yasu   :  no and nobody is gonna kidnap you …

ah okay then i am gonna save this Stockholn Syndrom to myself, maybe one day he is gonna be back as pirate and kidnap me again … #pray. btw now in this January where rain is gonna fall everyday here in Bahama, this matsuwa season also begin, with a new season on 2012. and the lists are :

~    Acid Black Cherry 15th single「イエス」Full PV

as what the ABC_staff posted on their Official Blog on Ameba they gonna reveal the full PV of 「イエス」 single on January 8th 2012 at 23:00 pm Japan Time from Their official Youtube Channel : Acid Black Channel and they gonna tweet the link at 23:00 Japan Time via their official twitter : @TEAM_ABCD

so you better stay tune on twitter because the game is on, what game is it? It is The Game of Counting Hours with Acid Black Cherry, i am sure this game is gonna start early just like the last time they did with Cho PV, the Counting Hours game was already started on 09:00 am and the PV reveled at 23:00 pm. What a long time for counting ne? but that was fine because we all know if Cho PV is worthy very worthy to wait.

~      My CRISIS FanClub Edition …

i should have receive my stuffs 2 days ago but because of New Year so it still stucked in somewhere between custom board and post office. But today when i asked them (the post officer) they said maybe tomorrow, but tomorrow i am gonna be on my vacation  i wanna watch MI4 : The Ghost Protocol and find some black dress to wear. So i am gonna get it on Monday OMG i can’t wait for the sleeve case

Today tekki said if she is gonna graduate on 27th this month so i better prepare myself like what outfit i am gonna wear, my mom’s outfit, shoes etc. see i am already waiting for this almost a year, she said she is gonna graduate January last year but untill now she still not graduate yet.

yasu     :    a black dress …
noi        :    yes …
yasu     :    for graduation, are you sure?
noi        :    yes
yasu     :    why black …
noi       :     well thanks to you ne ….
yasu    :     eeehh me?

~    My Acid Black Christmas Goodies …

for this one i dunno when i am gonna get it, somehow for something like this i have to wait longer, just like what happen when i bought Free Live Goodies. bu too bad i missed the bag because i really want it …

~     BBC SHERLOCK HOLMES  Season 2 Episode 2 : The Hount of Baskervilles

i just can’t wait for this at Sunday, BBC is gonna air that and i have to find another spot on Lifestream to watch it, … I hope i can find it. so next Sunnday is gonna be a very busy Sunday night till dawn for me because at 23:00 Japan Time i am gonna be with yasu and then after that i am gonna move to Baker Street 221B join SHERLOCK to catch The Hount of Bakersfield

but as Louise’s tweet i think i am gonna learn to sing that song first …  that’s funny …

~   and last but not least is this L’arc_en_Ciel 2012 Bangkok World Tour

oh God this is confusing, they said they gonna open it on 7th January midnight which mean now, but what the hell is happen they still locked it , or is it right if the midnight sale started only for Thai? ….

OMG

OMG

so the question is am i gonna start this 2012 with my biggest fail as L’arc fangirl? ….

well the answer is noooo big nooo because i am already got the ticket on seat SD even i am not gonna sit next to tekki but there’s gonna be 4 seats between us. OMG i hope i am not gonna lost and who know if  …

yasu    :   if what …?
noi       :    there will be a cute guy sit next to me ….
yasu    :    eeehhh ….
noi       :    omo ya_san, finally after all this time … i am gonna watch L’arc …
yasu    :    L’arc or some cute guys sit next to you …
noi       :    of course l’arc but even there’s a cute guy sit next to me … shinpai janai ne because you are still the one ne …
yasu    :    ah whatever …. *sleep*

~owari~