and 「イエス」 today is officially a yasu day, because this brilliant man was born today 37 years ago,

my present for you ya_san is a pray, another pray for you …

Happy Birthday, i wish you all the best, stay brilliant, genki and sexy as you are now and my pray is : May You have a thousand splendid happiness, because you deserve that and yes again you must be happy ….

yasu    :   a pray ..?
noi       :   yes, a little pray …
yasu    :   hmmm

actually i made that video about 3 months ago, and it takes a whole day of my office time to do that, this is because i am not good with a video edit or something related to, nah that day i dunno why i just finished that, video and when my netbook went crazy and i have to install it again , i  didn’t forget to save that video even i lost all my image file of yasu …

nah when i upload that video on Facebook because i want to tag Acid Black Cherry DreamCup, i dunno why Facebook just deleted it, because a copyright things, but when i uploaded it on Youtube, it was fine ne.

not only that, Facebook also deleted 「イエス」  PV  that i posted last month. i surprised by that, because Facebook never do that before . i think they already find me, you know who and because this ACTA things now , maybe Facebook choose to be more careful. so 2 days ago i made another Facebook, yeah just in case Facebook delete my account or make a video disable to my account .

and not only pray but i also sent something, i hope it can reach him, i posted it via FanClub. today, he is 37. and yes again he is on his way to reach his Golden moment. he worked hard as we know with his 5 consecutive single from Pistol to 「イエス」 . he did great so i am sure he is gonna reach his golden moment before 40.

credit to :  alt_A_

last night i got some blast on my mind for another pairing for me and yasu, on our fangirl (me) and idol (yasu) relationship between us. As all my office mate said often to me, how i am mentally in love to somebody who don’t know me and will never know about me, …. and hello, i am talking about this man ne , who else but him. the birthday boy today

so our new pairing is Sherlock Holmes and Molly Hooper, yes, yasu is SH and me as Molly. why do i have this on my mind …? if you watch SHERLOCK HOLMES season two  and finished all the 3 episodes,  esp.  The Reichenbach Fall episode  i am sure you know what i mean , ..

Molly Hooper, the one whom SHERLOCK asked to in his final problem with Jim Moriarty, and how she able to see if SHERLOCK is not okay. how Molly is just be there for SHERLOCK, admire him and his brilliant brain, …

noi       :  so that’s what i am gonna do, i am gonna be Molly Hooper for you
yasu     :  and i am SHERLOCK ...?
noi       :   yes, just like Molly, admire  you even you never know, kind a secret admirer  ….
yasu    :   secretly? …. noi_chan this blog is not secret ne, everybody know …
noi       :   well okay not a secret …

btw recently  i have this laziness to write something here, and the condition just supported me to be lazy to write something. i know that is not good ne because i need to write something, at least with writing something here i can reduce what is on my mind, what bother me, etc.

not only that i also missed a lot of things like : i missed to watch Acid Black Cherry on Happy Music because i am too busy play some new video game that i got last week, i also missed the Coming Soon show because i thought the show is on 11:50 AM, but when i found out it was PM, ….

OMG

OMG

the sky and rain made a very genius conspiracy to drive my net connection crazy, so it went crazy and i can’t watch it. but thank God there’s so many people record and there you are, you can watch it here :

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=2540787601284 :

and you can watch the whole show in here . Maybe some of you noticed how his voice sounded a bit different ne, but i think i hear his sound like this in one of the live show , on Re:Birth maybe? ah i forgot.

yasu    :   so you didn’t watch me live on your …. what did you call it…?
noi       :   my telly …?
yasu    :   ah ya your telly …
noi       :   sorry ya_san, but just blame the rain for that …
yasu    :   what the …

but for me he still brilliant and this is the greatest present from him to all of his fans out there who already dyin to see him on Telly, and in this case me, this is the first time i watch him live on Telly and look at him ….

that is brilliant …..!!!!

maybe i am already in a stage where i don’t care how my idol is on stage whether his voice is not like usually, but somehow i always have a reason to make the fact that he sounded not usually is okay, like maybe he is a little bit unwell and so many reason in my mind.

and here’s the Offshoot for 「イエス」 

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=2554795271467

when i posted that Facebook video on Acid Black Cherry Group on Facebook, many of them said they can’t watch the video, i dunno what the hell is happen, because when i cliked it, for me it’s worked and i signed out and watched it again with my another Facebook it also worked. so i decided to upload it on MF, nah if you can’t watch the video above you can dowload it here

not only that i also have no idea if yasu is gonna be on the Men’s Spider magazine , until i saw that on one of my friend ameblo, and OMG is this a fashion magazine …? but for a Jrockers, male ? … because as i know Men’s Spider is You Ayoukawa’s band.

OMG look at him, and yeah you right this is not a scan yet , because i haven’t receive my magazine, and i still have 3 magazine to scan.  but look at him ….

this one is my fave ….. ahahahaha …

so yasu is in fashion now plus his collaboration with 109 MEN’s Fashion, …. OMG saw him on an outfit with various color like that make me feel like when Sunako meet Kyouhei at the fisrt time, i can’t say anything but one word : Mabushiiiii …… ahahahaha …. *dumped to black hole*. ah ya i almost forgot lot of things just arrived ne

i am soo bloody happy ne , and yasu on Arena 37 is sooo brilliant, i mean the outfit, the hair, the make up and of course yasu himself is mabushiiii ……  yes, i am already scan  it and there you are the scans …

i’ll scan the rest of the magazine and another artist this Sunday, and i have no idea why Photobucket just testing me recently, it just get slow for upload just one image, i know i scan it in a big size but i don’t think that’s too big, see, about 36 MB is not big ne …

so yes, this Photobucket testing on me, my patient just make me dizzy just like how one girl on L’arc en Ciel (Cielers Indonesia) group on Facebook who also tested my patient with her silly and spoil post. God, i hate that kind a post and i wanna erase it, yeah i can do that because i am the admin on that group with Tekki of course. but that’s not good ne …

btw about L’arc en Ciel, finally they comin to my country, even yes i am gonna see them in Bangkok but hey i can’t just skip the chance to see them live in my country. I am gonna see them live more than once, and for me this is a BLESS for me and all of Indonesian Cielers out there, ….

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hey we made it ne, they finally come, i got the ticket, even in Jakarta there’s no seat all of it is standing but because considering how short i am i bought the VIP one, because there’s an early enter and also the merchandise.

so here i am chasing them in Bangkok, then they are chasing me back to my country. that’s wonderful dream ne, and this dream just being true one month again

i am gonna close this entry with this song, this is one of my fave song from L’arc

夢を描いてくよ　どこまでも高く

自由に舞うのさ　My Heart Draws A DREAM

noi      :   and it still drawing another dream ….
yasu   :   what dream ,….
noi      :   my brilliant dream to see you ya_san live on stage …
yasu   :   demo ne noi_chan, you can’t draw right …
noi      :   OMG you knew it, well i am not good in draw something … but
yasu   :   but what
noi      :   my heart is really good in drawing, draws a brilliant dream about you, so wait for me okay … *start to sing* この胸は, この胸は,この胸は …
yasu   :   whatever, just don’t sing  …..

~owari~

well as always before a lovely month, there’s gonna be a very long month, so next February is gonna be a very long February ….. uwaaaaaa ……. *jump to Limbo*

yasu     :    hey hey noi_chan, nani ….?
noi       :    i am so exciting about next March ne
yasu    :   why ….?
noi      :    ah don’t be like that, you know why …
yasu    :   well, then enjoy your time in Limbo ne, bai bai ..
noi      :    eeehh  …..

next March, the 3rd month every year, is gonna be a very worthy month for me as a fangirl who live and lost my self in this fandom world. and yes, of course it always connect with this two man in my fandom world :

1.  hyde

in this case L’arc_en_Ciel who’s already show me the magic of JMusic and all things related to. As you know i am in 2 fandoms. L’arc _en Ciel and Acid Black Cherry.   i never buy L’arc stuffs until now, because Tekki is the one who bought all of it.

But yesterday she said to me about her changing, she said she is still Hyde’s fangirl but not like she used to be, she became a relaxing fangirl, i mean not a rush fangirl who always have the feeling having all the idol stuffs is a must like me,  (^_*) ….

i know this is because of SHERLOCK, and i tell you ne since we both watch SHERLOCK and get Sherlock_ed together, she became more British, and we both start to talk in English at home if we are talking about our L’arc trip to Thailand, why?  this is because

our L’arc trip is on KPC (read : Keep Parent Clueless) category ..

yasu   :   KPC, you mean another lie?
noi      :    ya but this one is the gentle one ne …
yasu   :   but it’s till a lie ne noi_chan …
noi      :   no no this is different this is different ne, this is yasashi uso, … it’s fine ne, nothing’s hurt
yasu   :   what the ...

this is because i have a drama  queen as my mother, if i told her majesty i am gonna go to Thailand to chase L’arc i know she is gonna freak out and start her own drama again, and the drama is gonna be a never ending one , Until now i haven’t find a good reason (yeah i mean a good lie) to cover this even i often said if i am a Big Fat Liar but now i think i am not that big as a liar because it still kind a hard for me to find a good lie for my L’arc trip.

last Friday i went to the Immigration office to fix my passport, because i missed a recommendation letter from the company i work for. at the first time i thought i am not gonna need it because only a government officer like Tekki who need a recommendation letter from her superior if she wanted to go abroad. but the fact is everybody have to get a recommendation letter. so they still delayed my passport until i give them a recommendation letter.

OMG

OMG

why is so hard to chase L’arc ne? …. but i know sometimes we have to work harder for something BIG like this, and the funny part is when i was there in the immigration office it just remind me to one book from my fave writer Chitra Banerje Divakaruni   you can read my review of this book in here

if in that book Mrs. Divakaruni wrote about group of people who trapped in the India Embassy of India for a visa to go to India with different reason, nah for me i was stuck in the immigration office with another 64 peoples there with many various reason to go abroad.

i  came there at 11:00 am, because that day is Friday, so when i arrived there it’s already break time because it was  Friday Pray time, then ah ya as usual i remember again about him, him, the one and only him (read : not yasu). he is Mr. Friday .

yasu    :    ah come on, noi_chan, sto taking bout him and go finish your post …
noi       :    nee ya_san, did you know if i think about ..
yasu    :    about what …?
noi       :    about stealing his picture and post it here …
yasu    :    why?
noi       :    maybe if i do that i am gonna forget him 100%
yasu    :    you baka …..!!!!
noi       :    so, that’s not a good idea ne …

okay i am not gonna do that then, let’s back to the topic. so i have to wait until 13:00 PM after the break time. i get a number line, and my number is 96, i saw the number on the board is 23. so yes, ….  i still have to wait …  96 – 23 =  ….

is

is …. *look for a calculator*

for another 73 peoples more, and i am gonna be the last person there. i hate waiting and honestly patient is not in my blood line, i mean why do i have to wait longer ne, i spent my whole life for waiting : waiting for my bus in the morning, my period every month, all my yasu’s stuffs that i bought, and now a passport?

i was sit next to a woman with her 2 years old son who was cryin so loud, OMG what kind a food and milk did she give to her son ne, so he can cry that loud …?  …

then she asked me :  where do you wanna  go?
me                        :  to Thailand
her                        :  for what …? study or work …?
me                        :  to watch a live concert …
her                        :  what ….? … *with her surprised face*

okay, there you are again that face, the face that people gonna give me if i told them about the reason to go Thailand for. not only her, even the man who interviewed me also gave me that face and add another question : what band?, oh you must be love them so much until you go abroad just to watch them … etc etc many more …

hey what is wrong with that? …  i think there’s nothing wrong but it just not a common reason here in the small province i live if somebody go abroad just for a live concert, and they have no idea about a fangirling things and yes, they are all muggles …

i think this also the reason why the rumors at my office, yeah long before my trip begin the rumors is just everywhere. see instead of i am going to Thailand to chase Hyde, the rumors said i m going to Mecca for an Umrah.

what the

what the

Umrah? … Umrah is a trip to Mecca to visit many religious place there, and it is not the same trip with Hajj, ah ya you can say Umrah is more simple than Hajj. I mean if Umrah you can go by yourself, you don’t need to be on the waiting list. because if you register for Hajj now, for example me (really?) so i am gonna go to Mecca on 2019,…

waiting list , in my country now everybody who have enough money and wealthy want to go to Mecca for Hajj.  and Hajj is one of 5 what a muslim must do, but for Hajj if you don’t have enough money you can skipp it.  Going to Mecca for Hajj is not cheap ne, it’s so expensive. nah if i have enough money i am not gonna go there,  but maybe i am gonna send my mom there to Mecca for Hajj.

back to the rumors, i dunno why the rumor is so fast ne, even my boss asked me about me going to Mecca. the funny thing is when i asked my friend who told my boss about this : why did you told him i am going to Mecca for umrah …? her answer is simple : because that’s more reasonable than to watch a live concert …

well okay then, i don’t care about the rumors or whatever they gonna say about this but the important thing is i am going to see L’arc ne, imagine Hyde, Ken, Tetsuya and Yukihiro, the band that i never imagine i am gonna see them.

i am gonna go there with Tekki, adrio_nevralka, and another 30 people from Larcology and i am sure we all gonna have some fun there. …. and about what reason i am gonna say to my mom Her Majesty The Drama Queen  …..?

I’ll think about this again later and now le’st watch Hyde on the New Roen photos, thanks to aalenchan who post it on larcenciel.

OMG look at Hyde, ….!!!!

as time goes bye, people gets old and they gonna look old but not this man, hey this year he is gonna be 42 years old ne, but look at him, he is still the same and somehow he always look younger ne, Hyde, the flawless Hyde ...   and

2. yasu

his number one fanboy whom i accidentally in love with and until now i dunno why, but sometimes something just happen like that, just bang ….!!!!  and you have no idea why that’s happen, even n this universe there’s always a reason for anything but in this case (my case with yasu) …

i don’t have a reason to answer the why do you became his fangirl or what make you admire hime like that questions. I got many question like that btw,  and i can’t answer it correctly just like when somebody ask me when did you start to love yasu/ Acid Black Cherry …

March,

what is on your mind if you hear March ….? for me when i hear March,  my mind just full with one girl name Marchia , ….. Marchia, what a beautiful name right? i can’t remember exactly who is she but i remember she is one female character on one of my fave manga that i read when i was a little.

her name is Marchia and in the story she was born n March so that’s the reason why her name is Marchia, …. one of my friend also born in March, but her name is Martha. ah ya talk about her i remember she is one of my friend when i was in collage. but about 3 months ago she got married and i dunno why i didn’t get the invitation for her wedding .

am i disappointed? yes, i am …. i just feel being invisible again, in my friend’s wedding day that’s her big day ne, did she forget about me or there’s something happen that i dunno and that things make her skipped me from her wedding guest list …? ah i dunno

ah ya stop talking about that, i better talk about fangirl ne, because this blog i made with a main purpose is for a fangirling thing not else even sometimes i wrote many craps here, but ahahahaha as time goes bye, so does my craps ….

so next March one month after February, finally i am gonna see L’arc_en Ciel, and not only that. , but yasu is gonna release his 3rd album on March, see see what i am talking about? is this a coincident or I dunno if this is another conspiracy between Hyde and his fanboy yasu to turn me into a very busy fangirl (so i can act busy) on March but i am sooo *with triple o*  excited about this :

神様教えて・・・
”終わり”の時は 今すぐじゃなければいけませんか？

Acid Black Cherry
3rd ALBUM
『２０１２』

この世に生まれたすべての人間には
生きる”権利”と、そして
生きる”義務”がある。

God, Tell me
Is it The End now ….?

Acid Black Cherry 3rd Album “2012″ (Read: Ni-Zero-Ichi-Ni) Release on 2012.03.21

Every human being born into this world
Living with their rights and
a responsibilities as well

Jacket A : 【CD＋DVD①】〈MUSIC CLIP Edition〉

品番：AVCD-32200/B　￥3,940（tax in）

<CD>

・Re:birth (9th Single)
・少女の祈りIII (10th Single)
・ピストル (11th Single)
・シャングリラ (12th Single)
・蝶 (13th Single)
・CRISS (14th Single)
・イエス (15th Single) etc
（there will be 13 songs all）

<DVD> （Approximately 80 minutes）

◆7 Singles Music Clip

1.Re:birth【MUSIC CLIP】
2.少女の祈りIII【MUSIC CLIP】
3.ピストル【MUSIC CLIP】
4.シャングリラ【MUSIC CLIP】
5.蝶 【MSUIC CLIP】
6.CRISIS 【MUSIC CLIP】
7.イエス 【MUSIC CLIP】

◆［MUSIC CLIP］ Special Edit Version
Special Edit Version

1.Re:birth 【Special Edit Version】
2.少女の祈りIII【Special Edit Version】
3.ピストル【Special Edit Version】
4.シャングリラ【Special Edit Version】
5.蝶 【Special Edit Version】
6.CRISIS 【Special Edit Version】
7.イエス 【Special Edit Version】

◆yasu ［MUSIC CLIP］ Special Interview
special interview with yasu for review of the album MUSIC CLIP

bonus : digipak, application card (valid only in Japan)

CD Japan : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview…
HMV        : http://www.hmv.co.jp/en/product/detail/4947792
YesAsia   : http://www.yesasia.com/global/abc-3…

Jacket B : CD＋DVD②】〈Osaka Jo Hall Live Edition〉

品番：AVCD-32201/B　　￥3,940（tax in）

<CD>

・Re:birth (9th Single)
・少女の祈りIII (10th Single)
・ピストル (11th Single)
・シャングリラ (12th Single)
・蝶 (13th Single)
・CRISS (14th Single)
・イエス (15th Single) etc
（there will be 13 songs all）

<DVD> (60 minutes recording）

◆ABC X’Mas Live _ Acid Black Christmas
〈2011年12月25日　Osaka Jo Hall〉

01.Opening Movie
02.CRISIS ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
03.蝶 ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
04.眠り姫 ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
05.冬の幻 ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
06.Black Cherry ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
07.ピストル ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
08.少女の祈りIII ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
09.Re:birth ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
10.SPELL MAGIC ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
11.イエス ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
12.シャングリラ ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～
13.20＋∞Century Boys ～Live at Osaka-jo Hall～

CD Japan : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview…
HMV        :http://www.hmv.co.jp/en/product/detail/4947793
YesAsia   : http://www.yesasia.com/global/abc-3…

Jacket C : 【CD ONLY】

品番：AVCD-32202　¥3,000 (tax in)

<CD>

・Re:birth (9th Single)
・少女の祈りIII (10th Single)
・ピストル (11th Single)
・シャングリラ (12th Single)
・蝶 (13th Single)
・CRISS (14th Single)
・イエス (15th Single) etc
（there will be 13 songs all）

Bonus : 44 pages Booklet

CD Japan : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview…
HMV        : http://www.hmv.co.jp/en/product/detail/4947794
YesAsia   : http://www.yesasia.com/global/abc-3…

OMG

OMG

can you imagine, Acid Black Christmast …. i know they gonna make that live into DVD but i never imagine if they gonna put it into an album like this, i always think if they gonna put The Free Live on album but ah ya because they already share The Free Live to download so okay .. …

Acid Black Christmas on DVD ….? is brilliant ne ….

nah i think i have to do some cuts on my CD/DVD list to buy because next March is gonna be hell for my wallet. so yes, i am not gonna buy another artist than L’arc , Acid Black Cherry, and BREAKERZ. so that’s mean no movie dvd,

~  L’arc_En_Ciel : Butterfly album  done
~  BREAKERZ  : Miss Missery done
~  Acid Black Cherry 3rd album : Jacket C : 【CD ONLY】  done
~  Acid Black Cherry 3rd album : Jacket B : CD＋DVD②】〈Osaka Jo Hall Live Edition〉  done

nah one more for the Jacket A : 【CD＋DVD①】〈MUSIC CLIP Edition〉 and maybe for the FC edition if they gonna release some FC edition like the 5 consecutive singles .

credit to : alt_A_

I always wait for the Edit version PV , i mean they gonna edit what? …. but i am sure for CRISIS they gonna bring back the nerd because look at this …

see that’s Hiro, so ….. so okey i hope this is right i am gonna see the nerd version for CRISIS edited version and maybe all of the single? … who knows …. ahahahaha …. *so exciting*

today i went to spa, to get a whole body scrub and some sauna, and i am already do this spa things start from last month, every Saturday or Sunday after work ….

yasu    :    eeeh, you spa, sauna … really …
noi       :    ahahaha yes, ..
yasu    :    what’s wrong with you …?
noi       :    nothing’s wrong, i’ll tell you why ….

wekekekeekkeke, it sounds girly ne, and can you imagine how boring i am for stayin there and waiting inside the sauna, while watching my body melting, … then i remember him, Jim Moriarty with his scary words

well okay that’s only my feeling ne, somehow inside the sauna i feel like i was burn alive and my whole body melting … but maybe Jim Moriarty the number one crime consultant can do something with me, i mean with my skin …

i really want my skin to be lighter than now because i am so tanned now, and this whole body srub things so boring and i don’t have time to go to spa every day, but when i finished the whole body scrub part and then drown myself in the bathtub for a milk bath treatment about 30 minutes then when i got home thanks to how lack my health now is, i got a fever, and the fever is 100% not a Saturday Night Fever …..

so okay this spa and sauna things just make me sick. maybe if i ask Jim, he’ll think about something for me. He is capable of anything ne …

Dear Jim,

Regards,
NH

yasu    :   chotto ne noi_chan, skinn you, really ..?
noi       :   yes, you know be more lighter than now …
yasu    :   and , i am sure he is gonna make you into shoe  …
noi       :   noooooo …..
yasu    :   then don’t be silly, you’re not a snake ne …
noi       :   oke then i’ll just scrub …
yasu    :   nah there you are …

~owari~

noi      :    oke ya_san, you can stop prayin now. …
yasu   :    eeeh ……
noi      :    See, i am okay, i survived ne …
yasu   :    who is prayin for you anyway ….
noi      :    you didn’t …?
yasu   :    don’t be silly ne noi_chan ….

ya ya oke, because right now i am writing this post while listening to this song, 15th single「イエス」より【Recreation Track】: Stop It Love.  and you can hear this song —->in here . Bloody hell i love this song i mean now i can hear the clear version than the youtube one ne, and yes, one million yes again this song is brilliant and yasu sounds brilliant as always ….

and do you remember when i said if this song flattered me, and by listening this one tonight, again and again i feel yasu call me with love, see from stop it, noi_chan to stop it, love ….!!!

OMG

OMG

that’s so sweet and make me stop doing anything but write this post and listening to this song over and over again, well i can’t sleep tonight btw …..

yasu     :    just stop it, noi_chan …
noi        :    hey where’s the love ne …?
yasu     :    ah whatever …

Stop It Love

何か話して　あなたから　かけた電話でしょ？
嫌な予感してた　友達に合わせた日から

Please don’t forget my love
もう　あなたは振り向かない
悲しい思い出だけ残して

Romaji

Nanika hanashite anata kara kaketa denwadesho?
Iyanayokan shi teta tomodachi ni awaseta hi kara
Anata No mae de naku no ga tada kuyashikute
Demo nani mo ienaku natte karuku owara setadakedo

credit to : Chris Yu Hiroaki @Facebook

here’s the funny thing, i dunno maybe there’s something wrong with my ears, but somehow when i hear this song on the part whe yasu saing Stop It Love, it sounds like stupid, so it’s stupd love? …. well sorry ya_san maybe if i have no idea what’s the title of this song before i am sure i am gonna think if the song title is Stupid Love, instead of Stop It Love …

oke oke you can mad at me and step on me like that but this is real ne i feel like this before when i listen yasu’s version of Glamorous Sky at the first time. I think he skipp Thursday and straight to Saturday but then i listen again and again ah he said Thursday like Saturday ….

btw CD Japan mailed me if they shipped my 「イエス」 single on  January 16th but as always happen to me, this alien always have to wait longer than the other, because there’s no post route to Mars, so i have to wait for Superman. Waiting for his time for weekly trip for visiting his father Jor El. A weekly trip from Earth to Crypton, and he is gonna stop by in Mars to give my CD …. ahahaha …. *mentally broken*

because today is January 18th so nobody shoud say no, because today is 「イエス」 day  let’s smile and say a lot of yes, one million yes for today and one million yes for this man

and btw i am already scan my Fools Mate February 2012 i magazine, and this time they (the postman, not aliens) delivered the magazine to my home, not like usual i have to pick it to the post office, and there you are my scans :

i haven’t scan the rest of this magazine because well i kind a busy now, but i am sure i am gonna scan the rest of it nah if some of you want your fave artist in this edition of Fools Mate and want the scan, just tell me by add a comment on this post or message me , tell me what artis, i’ll scan it for you.

well okay , tonight i am gonna talk about The Fall, my fall and The Reichenbach Falls . I watched this 4 times already and it just stay in my mind, this last episode and closing for SHERLOCK season 2 is so brilliant, Steven Moffat is one of a kind man with his brilliant idea that make me cry, laugh, cry, break my heart, laugh and cry again over and over when i watch it.

This episode started with this, a scene when John meet his psychiatrist after a very long absence. and he said   :   My Best Friend, SHERLOCK HOLMES is dead ....

and i was like , eeeehhh …… while drink my big glass of iced vanilla latte, i chosed that than a shock blanket because i am ready shocked and fall thanks to Steven Moffat’s tweet, so yes i need my coffee than a shock blanket.

and the final duel between the most dangerous criminal master mind James Moriarty and the Reichenbach hero SHERLOCK HOLMES is on. Jim Moriaty started it with 3 crimes at the same times meet face to face with SHERLOCK in the court OMG if i am a lawyer or DA i am not gonna ask SHERLOCK as my witness, because ah you know why…

he just can’t stop his show off, but for me that’s not a show off, for me that’s the real SHERLOCK, he has to be that way, it is the consequences by having the not boring and brilliant brain like him. He also know before the court is over if the jury say not guilty to Jim Moriarty.

then he just made some tea because he knows Moriarty is gonnna come to Baker Street 221B to visit him, this scene and the dialogue is brilliant.  how Moriarty said to SHERLOCK : every tale needs a good old-fashioned villain. You need me, or you are nothing because we are a like , you and i except you are boring .

that scene remind me of one scene when Joker meet Batman and said the famous quote of Jerry Mcguire : You Complete Me …!! …  Just like what SHERLOCK describe about Moriarty in the court as a spider, a spider in the center of a web, a criminal web with a thousand threads and know precisely how each and every single one of them dances.

So the line of this last episode is how Jim Moriarty be a director in his big drama, and the scenario is how to make everbody see SHERLOCK as a fraud, to see his fall because he owe SHERLOCK. and the I O U just everywhere to remind SHERLOCK.

Even in the end he did fall and OMG i can’t stop cryin for how he say Bai Bai to John, and ask him to tell everyone (Lestrade, Mrs. Hudson, and Molly) how fraud is he OMG i cried again  and spent all my ABC tissue (thanks yasu) like an idiot infront of Tekki’s laptop. I know he is not dead, because i read it on the book a long time ago but still that scene is so sad, ne.

noi      :   nee ya_san, we should watch this together ne …
yasu   :   for what …
noi      :   mmm … you know cry together …
yasu   :   i am busy ne so i have no time to cry with you …
noi      :   okay ….

back to SHERLOCK, everybody just got into Moriarty’s game include John or maybe not 100% fall like  Lestrade.Sally Donovan, Anderson with his idiot brilliant impression. But Moriarty missed one person, he missed Molly, his ex fake girlfriend. He didn’t count her, because he think SHERLOCK never count her, so he only mentioned 3 friends of you : Lestrade, Mrs. Hudson and John.

Molly, the sweet Molly who always be there for SHERLOCK and also his big admirer, and she noticed there’s something wrong with SHERLOCK. and when he finally go to see Molly and ask for a favour, said I Want You to Molly …. OMG that’s amazing, finally Molly got something.

they end this 2nd season with the fall of a very brilliant man but we all know if he is gonna be back with The Return of Sherlock Holmes, if you read the book . And i think Mark Gattis had enough seeing so many fall out there on SHERLOCK fandom so he tweeted this

but the question is how and what did Molly and SHERLOCK finally do, to make the fall ended like that and everybody believe it. I know there’s something wrong with the truck and the biker who hit John and what make John believe if SHERLOCK is really dead after he feel there’s no pulse after he touch his best friend’s hand …?

what

what

what

noi       :    what what ya_san, what …
yasu    :    why did you ask me ….
noi       :    omo ….
yasu    :    go make your own deduction ….
noi       :    okay i’ll do that tomorrow …
yasu    :     you, lazy ….

enough about The Reichenbach Falls, now it’s time for my fall, i got a lot of fall recently ne. i remember about something what people usually do before new year, a something called resolution, well i don’t have resolution, but i deal it whit remember of all hat i am already get last year, everything

last year a lot of things happen and have i told you how fair God is? … God is so fair, God gave me a lot of gifts and also a lot of falls especially in the end 2011. now i can say i am financially okay, i can pay all my dad’s medical bills with no double think about change some med into another brand because the brand that my dad’s doctor gave is too expensive etc etc .

the project i am on now going smooth until now, but then God also gave me another thing, at the end of December i start to sick again, and now it’s January when rain just fall everyday, it just make my health up and down like a yo yo.  today i feel better and the next day i feel sick. that’s what happen now me and my yo yo health.

so now i am not only pay for my dad’s medical bill but also my own medical bill. see this is how God make it fair to me by gave me and also make me spent more. see money is like a salt water, more you drink it more you gonna feel thirsty.

about money, i never want a lot of money ne, because my mom always say : enough is always better than much but always not enough.

and something just happened recently and it just scared me, i am so affraid. it just make me affraid to anything , get on line, open my email or text message, and everytime my phone ring, my heart just beat fast. this is so scarry, nobody knows what is all about but Tekki and she also scared like hell just like me.

and my health and that scarry things combination made my days worst. i can’t work perfect while my boss keep pushing me to do my best, i feel like i just trapped and imagine like a spy who got arrested and got nowhere to go . But thank God eveything is over and i survived from the Fall, my own Fall

and during my 3 weeks fall, for some reason that only God know, this man always make me better, and also this Acid Black Cherry TV schedule update makes me more better :

1/23　TBS系「カミスン！」 

Acid Black Cherry is gonna perform on TBS Coming Soon   with 「イエス」 not only that but there’s also gonna be BREAKERZ there, …. i am so exciting for this, BRZ and ABC , yasu and his broomance Daigo …. omo omo …. kyaaaa ….. *fall from bed*

nah just like what Jim Moriary said to SHERLOCK how he owe him, i am gonna say the same thing to my brilliant man, for  「イエス」  day what i am gonna say is

ya_san , …   I  O   U

yasu      :     oke you owe me, but …
noi         :     but what ….
yasu      :     just don’t ask me to fall from the roof oke …
noi         :     eeeehhh  …..

~owari~

i have this fall word in my mind right now : first is BBC SHERLOCK HOLMES : The Reichenbach Fall gonna air today on BBC and that’s mean i have to stay awake until 03:00 AM, i hope i don’t fall asleep like the last second episode, and thanks to the brilliant Steven Moffat with his tweet ..

omo look who is the spoiler. What do i mean by THAT? of course i know what you mean is   ……   omoooo …..

i am already fall before The Fall and Moffat i blame you for this ….!!!!….  *fall from bed*

yasu    :   hello, who said “I don’t mind with spoiler?”
noi       :   ah ya i said that …
yasu    :   then ….
noi       :   oke, oke ya_san, … see i am standing now not fall again …
yasu    :   good and you’ve been fall a lot anyway  …
noi       :   omo how did you know that …?

and btw i just saw this Youtube video on my Tumblr dash and this is what i am gonna call as the brilliant fangirl, i told you ne SHERLOCK Fandom is brilliant because inside of the fandom there’s so many brilliant fangirls with their brilliant ideas like this one :

so her idea was to play with Jim Moriarty ringtones, we all now Jim Moriarty ringtone is Stayin’ Alive from Bee Gees, but thanks to her (i think she is female) now i can imagin maybe he want to change it someday with :

~  Beyonce : Single Lady

~  Spice Girls

this one is my fave, just look at how Jim’s face at the part : If you wanna be my lover ….. OMG this is brilliant, it looks like he said : who want’s to be your lover anyway .…. xD

~  And this one i have no idea what song is this

i love this idea btw and yes 666x bravo for this fangirl, yes, girl you are brilliant . I wish i can make something like that but as you all know my brain is just a tiny litlle boring brain.  i don’t know how to make some video like that, or how to change the audio …. no no that’s to far from my brain cabability.

BBC SHERLOCK HOLMES : The Reichenbach Fall is my first fall, then what about my next fall …?  oke here’s my next fall, actually this fall is already happen a long time ago ….. what fall is it? ….

what

what

what

the answer is so easy ne , what else than my fall for this guy ,,…..

all the image above is from the February issue of CD &DL. I’ll scan this next week. In this edition CD & DL there’s also L’arc _en Ciel there and yes the poster is L’arc. so this is a package of L’arc and ABC in one magazine.

and this scans for L’arc is soooo amazing ……

credit to : Umibe @Tumblr

here’s what happen, see if this is about L’arc you can always find the scan easyly i am already saw the scan for L’arc_en_ciel but i don’t see the scan for Acid Black Cherry yet. omooo

back to my fall, my fall for this man (read : yasu) started on when ? ….. i dunno and i can’t remember exactly when did i start to fall in to this man and start doing everithing what i did now, include spamm all the people next to me with yasu. Why can’t i remember that this is because my brain just got fixed by Master Yoda last week. and maybe he (read : not yasu) just erased it accidentally

and my fall into yasu also made me fall as his fangirl, well yasu is brillliant but i think i am not brilliant enough as his fangirl. Last night when i stay on my Twitter time line to find Mark Gatiss’s tweet and i didn’t find it but i  read Steven Moffat’s spolier tweet and start my fall,  in the middle of my fall before the Fall i saw this image

in my mind, my fangirl mind i think he is yasu, because i think i read she wrote yasu , …. but then somebody reblog this image when i posted it on my Tumblr and added : he looks like Yukkie , or he is really Yukkie….  eeh now i am not sure again whether he is yasu or Yukkie …..

so yes, i start this Sunday morning with my fangirl fall because i am not sure if he is yasu or Yukihiro. and don’t ask me the source of this image ne because i forgot it

let’s moove to the next part and leave the fall behind ne. the next part i am gonna tell you is really happen and the fact that this kind of thing can be happen is kinda bother me nah because i hear this on my bus ride in the morning . so yes, this is my Another Bus Story

Yesterday morning, my Mp3′s battery just run out, nah because i didn’t listen to anything even i still put my earphone on, so what i am listening to is the talking from all the passenger. they talked about a girl who got pregnant by her own uncle.

that girl is about 13 or 14 years old, and she is on her last year on Junior High School and next month she is gonna have her final exam.  all this time nobody know if she is alredy pregnant for 18 months and 15 days,  okay he is kinda fat and chubby girl so nobody noticed about her condition.

but if another people failed to noticed her condition, i think her mother should notice that, i mean she is her mother ne, …. and she should know maybe from she is not having her period or how she never ask he to buy a panty liner for almost 8 months. or maybe her mother is too clueless or careless …?

this is what she said when her teacher come visit her and asked her about what happen. Everything started when she asked by her uncle (he is her mother’s older sister’s husband) to pick some of his gray hair and they start to do that more often, and this pick up gray hairs activity is common in my country i used to pick up my mom’s grey hair when i was a little. I usually do that on Sunday afternoon or Friday afternoon when i don’t have to go to my Arabic school.

but one day nobody was home and there’s only she and her bastard uncle there.  Then suddenly her uncle call her to go inside her room and force her to have a sex, …. and i think she don’t understand of what the hell is her uncle gonna do to her, and she said she already said no, but then her uncle start to tie her arms and legs on bed and start to rape her. …

OMG
OMG

and that’s happen again and again. after doing that her uncle gonna give her some money while tellin her not to tell anybody about this or he is gonna kill her.

i didn’t hear this story from her but the woman who told this to me and all the bus passanger is her teacher who visited her and she told this story while cryin and said Masya Allah for many times and i also can’t stop reply her Astaghfirullah everytime she said that

i think that girl just don’t understand 100% what just happened to her, about how she got pregnant and  why her father so mad to her uncle and wanted to kill him while drunk and made her uncle/her new husband ran away until now.

here’s the funny things : her mother know if her one and only chubby and fat (who get more fat recently) daughter is actually pregnant for 8 month and 15 days when they both went to their relative’s wedding party.  One of their relative told her : hey are you sure your doughter is okey? look at her belly, look how big it is  …. i think there’s something wrong with her, you better take her to the doctor, and from the wedding party they went to the village doctor, ….

the village doctor said : I am so sorry but this is too late, you better take her to the distict health center, .…. then she just panicked, bt she still have no idea if her doughter is pregnant because the village doctor didn’t mention about that. …. meybe she think about tumor? ….

then she take her to the dstrict health center, and the doctor there said the same things and told her to go to the hospital in the city, nah after she and her doughter in the Hospital, the hospital doctor said to her if her doughter actually is pregnant . ..

then she just shocked and they went home and told her husband. they both start to ask her who is the man did this to you? and because this girl is so innocent it takes a very long time and a very complicated ways to explain to her about do this thing and one name just pooped out …

he is her uncle, the mother’s brother in law who did this, …. the father was so mad and go straight to her brother in law’s home, …. after so many arguments  etc etc , finally the bastard uncle agree to marry her as his responsible for his act. … yes, they were married but not legally of course because the bastard uncle is still marry to the girl’s aunt . and she kind a lost in the fact if her uncle now is also her husband.

nah all the family want to keep this inside the family so nobody knows about this, but 3 days after that, the girl’s father was drunk and somehow he just so mad and so frustated with all the things happen to his daughter, and how he didn’t notice about that and how his wife is so stupid and many more, …

with almost expload anger and plus some alcohol, he just not 100% awake what his doing, he grab one dagger and start to run to his brother in law and also his son in law’s home told him if he want to kill him. the brother/son in law just run. the run after with dagger made all the people in the village came out and wondering what happen, …. so that night when the uncle/brother/son in law escape from his new father in law dagger, all the people in the village know what is happen on their family.

a phrase human’s tongue is longer than a samurai is true, this story is just everywhere, in schools, in the neighborhood, in the market, in the bus (with me inside) and now i wrote it here for all of you.

what i get for this true story is how importat is a very early sex education.  i know there’s so many of you there who also a mother, a young mother even still a fangirl so yes what i mean is a mother fangirl out there, …. you should start your own sex education for your own son/doughter sooner.

not by tell them all about the sex things but you can start it with show them which part of their body that nobody can’t touch it, and told her to not be affraid to tell you if something like that happen. and after that in line with their incerase age you can start to add some thing with that. and don’t forget to get closer with them so you can wacth their growing and always know abouth your child.

okay i am not a mother ne and i am not married yet, but i think this is so important ne for a girl to get the early sex education from their own mother that from internet or school, because basic things is important, very important.

and for the young fangirl out there, you better watch yourself ne because molester is just everywhere, and let me tell you somehing : if there’s one man and one woman alone in one place, the next 3rd is the devil,  …. next what happen is the devil is gonna do something and something is gonna happen, usually that’s not the good one .

so you better avoid that situation except you, yourself want to be alone with your boyfriend, that’s fine but still remember to do the save one oke, ah you know what i mean

the girl in the story, abselutely zero for a sex education and the fact is she didn’t realized if after all this time she is been molested, raped and got pregnant from him. She even still go to school by bike with her 8 month pregnancy like nothings happen.  and her mother’s failed about a lot of things.

my mom also never gave me a sex education, she never talked about that,  i think she is an old fashioned woman who still think if talking about sex is taboo, so we better not talk about that. maybe this is also the reason why i have this in my mind about sex

sex is something that you can learn by doing ....

but even she didn’t sex edutaced me but my mom is always watching me, she knows everything about me. even we don’t talk much. i love my mom, but my relationship with my mother is not more than a daughter and mother who love each other. Someday one of my friend told me is she told everything to her mom and how she can consider her mom as her bestfriend, …. nah that’s never happen to me.

in my live my dad is Capt. Von Trapp, the evil one who never sing and  my mom is Maria  so that all there’s an invisible line between us to get closer and that tiny line now change into a very big wall with a thousand teracota army.

oke that’s all folks , and let’s just take care of ourself ne because if we don’t do this the who else is gonna take care of us? just be save oke … and btw i just complete my Acid Black Cherry magazine list

• 12/10発売「アリーナ37℃」  done
• 12/15発売「Songs」   done
• 12/28発売「FOOL’S MATE」 done
• 1/10発売「アリーナ37℃」  done
• 1/14発売「CD&DLでーた  done
• 1/15発売「Songs」  done
• 1/28発売「FOOL’S MATE」

oke one left ….. and i think after this maybe yasu is gonna be a cover on Fools Mate, Arena of CD&DL for his next new album, OMG i am so excited about that  and also ….

1/20 日本テレビ系「ハッピーMusic」 

Acid Black Cherry is gonna be on NTV Happy Music  01月21日（土）1:28～2:23 with the other guest :

~ ｢イエス｣Acid Black Cherry
~ ｢メッセージ｣植村花菜
~ ｢Joy of Love～happy ever after～feat.HISATOMI｣SATOMi
~ ｢Never let you go～死んでも離さない～｣｣2AM
~ ｢バイマイサイド｣Hemenway

OH May Goooo finally after all this time, it takes 5 single finished ne we all gonna see yasu on TV live, even yeah i still hope to see him on Music Japan, ah well maybe i have to wait again and non stop requesting him on Music Japan to see him.

what long and boring post ne, well oke last but not least what i am gonna say is :

yasu, you are brilliant, but i am so sorry ne i think i am not brilliant enough as your fangirl but i promish you i will scrub my self again and again until i can be your brilliant fangirl ….

yosh, Ganbatte …..!!!!

yasu     :    what, scrub yourself ….?
noi        :    yes, just wait oke i promise you  …
yasu     :    ah forget it , and btw after AIDS campaign and now sex education post …?
noi        :    omo ….. i am so changeable ne ….
yasu     :    so you now you are changeable … hmmm
noi        :    but don’t worry my feeling for you is not gonna change …
yasu     :    hmmm … let’s see
noi        :    ah somebody is worry …
yasu      :   whatever ….

~owari~

that’s arrived 3 days ago, and guess what my dear brother Tekki said to me, … he said : nee Boo, you are not in love with yasu but you just in lost  with him …  eeeh lost or lust? … ah i forgot, but he can say whatever he wanted to say and i don’t care.

because he didn’t win BAFTA unlike Marin Freeman who just won BAFTA for his role as Dr. John Watson in SHERLOCK BBC . So thanks to SHERLOCK fandom and this BAFTA euphoria

so i think he is gonna talk with my hands until he win BAFTA ….. ahahahaha , i better stop talking about him because if he read this …. he is gonna stop do something for me, if you ask what kind of relationship that i have with Tekki is, i am gonna answer with : he is part of me, you know  we are twins, but he can be anything i want, ….

he can be my DiNozzo or probie if i wanna act bossy, he can be my chef Gordon Ramsey if i wanna eat a bowl of hot noodles, or he can be my Mycorft if i got into trouble and he had to fix it or get me out of that , well this happen a lot ne. i can’t even remember how many times i got in to a trouble and he saved me …. so yes, i dunno what i have to do without him

yasu     :    but it sounds like you just use him, or her?
noi        :    no, what make you think that way …?
yasu     :    it is right …?
noi        :    no, no ….

and this Disney MP3 Player also arrived at the same day with all the CRISIS stuffs, and i remember when i came to the post office, the post officer just call me : hey, Noi Himura we have your package finally …. in front of everybody, and i was like …. eeeehhh …?

but the bad things is about 2 days before the day i got all that stuffs, something just happen with my netbook BlueBerry   i dunno what happen, but i think i just got some viruses inside of him (yes, my notebook is male) so it just blank evevrytime i want to use him. He is fine now but after he fixed, i lost all my yasu folder, i mean a folder where i put all my yasu’s images, scans, songs, etc. thank God i am already made a back up file for all my videos. ….

because i just lost all my mp3 files, so what i put on my ne MP3 is only one song and i don’t have to tell you because i am sure you already know what song it is, …. well you are right, the song is Acid Black Cherry 「イエス」 .

i sing this song a lot recently and of course i did that at office and annoyed all my officemates, the muggle one with my disaster voice. well i think they get used to me and my voice or they already find a way to ignore me … ah what ever i don’t care ….

btw i there you are my scans, i didn’t upload it on Photobucket because Photobucket told me if i only have less than 3 GB files to upload. this is because i am almost reach the bandwith. and i better save it for my next magazines ….

4 days without my BlueBerry is sooo boring, i mean i can’t do anything, i can’t work because i saved all my work there so when i use my office PC i got nothing and i can’t remember anything. At home for at night i use Teki’s laptop for browsing something bt still i feel wird ne, because it’s always like that ne if you use a thing that is not belong to you i am sure you are gonna feel this way

what

what

what …?

by moved from one PC to another, i feel like a whore, and in this case this whore didn’t use condom so …. the risk is so big ne, because there’s a lot’s of PTSD out there. so i told you ne you better use condom ne, save sex is so important oke …

yasu    :   hey, since when you become an AIDS campaign person?
noi       :   omo …. ya_san what he’s doin …. kyaaaaa …… *almost collaps*
yasu    :   none of your bussines, go away ….!!!
noi       :   omo omo omo …..
yasu    :   and stop sayin that omo things …!!!

OMG

OMG

oke let’s back to the topic, …. so this means i am an internet addict? or just can’t live without my netbook … maybe yes, ….  Today i just watch this shocking news on larc_en_ciel about L’arc is gonna be in Singapore, ….

can you imagine this ….? i am going to Bangkok next March to see them, and now S’pore? …. OMG OMG so that’s mean i am gonna see them live twice this year? ….. if that’s true happen this is gonna be a BLESS, ….

Everything is for today, 君へと夢は今

not only that,

this year is gonna be a very brilliant year for a fagirl of this brilliant man ….

yasu    :    watch two live and go to 2 different countries in one year … hmmm
noi       :    why …. ?
yasu    :    don’t you think that’s a little bit greedy …
noi       :    okay ya_san, you’re win tonight …
yasu    :    eeeh …
noi       :    i am greed and that’s the reason why i didn’t win BAFTA …..
yasu    :    what the, BAFTA … ?  you better sleep now …
noi       :    @_@

~owari~

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雨に打たれ　君を探して
叫んでいた
愛してる　愛してるよ
降りしきる雨　声はかき消された

届きはしない
でも構わない
張り裂けても
「愛してる　愛してるよ」
たった一言　簡単な言葉なのに
なぜ僕は君に言ってあげなかったんだろう

外は雨　あの日と同じ夜の雨
時間が忘れさせるのは嘘らしい
じゃれる君　あしらう僕　滑る君

気が付けば君といた日々思い出して

「私のこと愛してる？」が君の口癖
ごまかす僕　いたずらに笑う君が好きだったんだ

些細なことで　君を泣かせた
雨に打たれ
もういい　もういいよ
何よりも大事な君の手を僕は離したんだ
涙浮かべ　笑ってみせた
涙声で「バイバイ　バイバイ・・」

大好きだった君の笑顔が切なくて
愛しくて悲しくて空がまた泣き出した

始まりはいつだっけ？覚えてないけど
君に好きって言葉さえ言ったことなかったね

ねえ今なら　今ならまだ間に合うのかな？
ポケットの中　誓いしまい込み
君に会いに行くよ

雨に打たれ　君を抱きしめ
叫んでいた
愛してる　愛してるよ
柔らかな笑顔のまま
静かに目を閉じた

そうこの手はもう離さない
涙声で「愛してる　愛してるよ」
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Romaji

My Heart To Heart Translation

struck in the rain looking for you
were shouting
I love you I love you
and pouring rain have been deafened the voice

it does not reach
and  makes no difference
Even if it breaks
“I love you.” “I love you”
one word, a simple word
I wouldn’t say to you, why?

The rain outside, the rain that day and the same night …
time could forget that, it’s a lie
your joke, sulk,
i realized and remember the days with you.
“do you love me?”   your fave phrase
deceive myself, laugh unnecessarily  … I love you

Over trifles  which made you cry.
struck by the rain
It’s enough’s enough
your hand, that i love than anything i had to let go
Showed smiling tears
In a tearful voice, “Bye Bye”
You face that i love, your smile is painful
Love, sorrows, The sky also have been moved to sad, tears

When was it started?
I don’t remember even i can’t say the word “i love you”

Now if it still time we can meet?
on this pocket An oath will not be carried out as our love
i am coming  to see you.

Stucked by the rain, i hold you
i shouted i love you i love you
with gentle smile i close my eyes
Those hands, i won’t let it go anymore
although it was an easy word, only 1 word,
why didn’t it say earlier?

can you accept this ring, please?

Finally that is the 15th single , the last of Acid Black Cherry 5 consecutive singles and yes, yasu ended it beautifully with such a brilliant love song, a love song that flattered all girls in this universe including me the alien fangirl of him (read : yasu)

especially the last part, ……   for God sake, is this a proposal song, okay let me get this straight, i mean did he already find someone? ….. *so exciting* …. oh boy eh no girl, if this is really a proposal song and he (read : yasu) really find somebody finally come on, just say yes oke ….

noi       :   so ….
yasu    :   so what ….
noi       :   is this true …?
yasu    :   hush hush himitsu ne noi_chan, go continue start your own deduction, fangirl analysis or whatever you name it …
noi       :   some clue please …
yasu    :   @_@ no …

oke here’s my fangirl analysis, so if he is in love (Omay Goooooo), that’s gonna be awesome ne, i mean the fact (i mean the possibility) he wrote this song to propose a girl just like how hyde wrote Anemone for his wife Megumi …. well yes, he is still hyde’s number one fanboy and yes again he is a very talented and romantic man and musician who wrote a song to someone he is in love with …

that’s soooo sweet ….

yasu    :    that’s all, your fangirl analysis …?
noi       :    no no no i am not finished yet ..
yasu    :    so boring ….

and if this is right, i am sure there so many fangirl out there who will be broken hearted, and what about me? …. i dunno what i have to say about this but i think i am gonna be so happy if this is really happen ne, i mean if yasu really finally found someone, loved and in love with somebody, be happily ever after …. because as i always say he deserved that 100% …

yasu    :   you are gonna be happy yes, but okay? really …?
noi       :   why not …
yasu    :   you such a liar ..
noi       :   eeehhh me….?
yasu    :   yes, and not the good one …

well okay enough with the song and let’s talk about the PV …. when i saw the preview PV as i said before it remind me of City of Angels, … and there you are oh God, this is so amazing, i mean the scenario, whoever wrote it he/she must have seen the movie, City of Angles one of my fave movie.

yasu as the angel, one of God’s angel who sent to earth , ah no in this case this angel (read : yasu) was doing nothing and the setting was in somewhere between heaven and earth God know where is it, maybe busy with his own mind or take a nap until this little girl in red come, ah ya he’s the lazy angel ….. ahahahaha …. *got slap*

ahahahaha ….. i am so sorry ya_san, this is why i said maybe he is take a nap , this is so funny ne, and then when he wake up and realize there’s a little girl who get lost there, he start to talk, ask and play with her a little while …

and take a walk, while talking maybe, or he just wanna take her back to home? …. eh no the setting is somewhere between world and heaven ne so he is not gonna take her home, well okay i’ll take he just gonna take a walk with her, but then

but then there you are another angel is comin and i think this one is on duty, and his duty is to pick her, because she doesn’t belong to be here. she can’t do anything but go with him and she said bai bai

and as we all know the girl change her dress into white but then yasu the lazy angel think and think, try to remember who is she? and how she can be here? come on, think, think ……

and then he realize something. the girl is not supposed to go through that door, this is not the time yet, so he shouted at her

and she just run to him. ooo i love this scene, when he hug that little girl, it looks so warm ne don’t you think so? next is he take the little girl to a door where she supposed to go, …. but ah ya he forgot the red ribbon,

because nobody can open that big door (a door to go back to her live) without the red ribbon, well maybe this is also why the other angel almost took her because she didn’t use the red ribbon, so she was counted to go to another door insted a door where she supposed to go

in the end the girl wake up from her coma, the angel smiling with a perfect smile (what a brilliant smile ne ..?) because he is already do his job with no mistake, and everybody is happy ….

this is the first time i write a review about a PV and a complete one, i use to write a review but only for a movie, and it used to be my fave movie. But because this PV is so brilliant just like yasu himself well i just can’t help my self if i don’t write something about this PV

nah last question is what do i get from this PV? well maybe what i get and what you get is different but let me tell you what i got after watch this PV over and over , it’s a very important lesson btw . and the lesson is If you’re in a coma and suddenly you are wake up in somewhere you have no idea about that, here’s what you have to do

~  don’t just follow some angel because there’s so many angels out there
~  stay away from doors, any doors because you have no idea wich one is for you
~  stay calm and wait for the perfect angel who is gonna show you where to go … and last is

don’t worry because yasu is gonna find you and save you by give you  a red ribbon  …… xD

yasu    :   hey noi_chan, stop it ….
noi       :   nani …?
yasu    :   come here and answer me , do i look like a red ribbon sales …?
noi       :   no , …
yasu    :   so …
noi       :   you don’t sale it ne you just give it for free ….
yasu    :   what the ….. *dizzy*

~owari~

what

what

what

the answer is a Stockholm Sydrome …. nah as you all know Stockholm Syndrome s an apparently paradoxical psychological phenomenon in which hostages express empathy and have positive feelings towards their captors, sometimes to the point of defending them, and who kidnap me?

Yuki    :  who?
Junji    :  not me ….
yasu   ;   not me …
noi      :  but you should kidnap me ne …..
yasu   :  hey noi_chan, see my outfit? nah Pirate of Cherrybean season is over ne …
noi      :  but still, you can change ne …
yasu   :  no and nobody is gonna kidnap you …

ah okay then i am gonna save this Stockholn Syndrom to myself, maybe one day he is gonna be back as pirate and kidnap me again … #pray. btw now in this January where rain is gonna fall everyday here in Bahama, this matsuwa season also begin, with a new season on 2012. and the lists are :

~    Acid Black Cherry 15th single「イエス」Full PV

as what the ABC_staff posted on their Official Blog on Ameba they gonna reveal the full PV of 「イエス」 single on January 8th 2012 at 23:00 pm Japan Time from Their official Youtube Channel : Acid Black Channel and they gonna tweet the link at 23:00 Japan Time via their official twitter : @TEAM_ABCD

so you better stay tune on twitter because the game is on, what game is it? It is The Game of Counting Hours with Acid Black Cherry, i am sure this game is gonna start early just like the last time they did with Cho PV, the Counting Hours game was already started on 09:00 am and the PV reveled at 23:00 pm. What a long time for counting ne? but that was fine because we all know if Cho PV is worthy very worthy to wait.

~      My CRISIS FanClub Edition …

i should have receive my stuffs 2 days ago but because of New Year so it still stucked in somewhere between custom board and post office. But today when i asked them (the post officer) they said maybe tomorrow, but tomorrow i am gonna be on my vacation  i wanna watch MI4 : The Ghost Protocol and find some black dress to wear. So i am gonna get it on Monday OMG i can’t wait for the sleeve case

Today tekki said if she is gonna graduate on 27th this month so i better prepare myself like what outfit i am gonna wear, my mom’s outfit, shoes etc. see i am already waiting for this almost a year, she said she is gonna graduate January last year but untill now she still not graduate yet.

yasu     :    a black dress …
noi        :    yes …
yasu     :    for graduation, are you sure?
noi        :    yes
yasu     :    why black …
noi       :     well thanks to you ne ….
yasu    :     eeehh me?

~    My Acid Black Christmas Goodies …

for this one i dunno when i am gonna get it, somehow for something like this i have to wait longer, just like what happen when i bought Free Live Goodies. bu too bad i missed the bag because i really want it …

~     BBC SHERLOCK HOLMES  Season 2 Episode 2 : The Hount of Baskervilles

i just can’t wait for this at Sunday, BBC is gonna air that and i have to find another spot on Lifestream to watch it, … I hope i can find it. so next Sunnday is gonna be a very busy Sunday night till dawn for me because at 23:00 Japan Time i am gonna be with yasu and then after that i am gonna move to Baker Street 221B join SHERLOCK to catch The Hount of Bakersfield

but as Louise’s tweet i think i am gonna learn to sing that song first …  that’s funny …

~   and last but not least is this L’arc_en_Ciel 2012 Bangkok World Tour

oh God this is confusing, they said they gonna open it on 7th January midnight which mean now, but what the hell is happen they still locked it , or is it right if the midnight sale started only for Thai? ….

OMG

OMG

so the question is am i gonna start this 2012 with my biggest fail as L’arc fangirl? ….

well the answer is noooo big nooo because i am already got the ticket on seat SD even i am not gonna sit next to tekki but there’s gonna be 4 seats between us. OMG i hope i am not gonna lost and who know if  …

yasu    :   if what …?
noi       :    there will be a cute guy sit next to me ….
yasu    :    eeehhh ….
noi       :    omo ya_san, finally after all this time … i am gonna watch L’arc …
yasu    :    L’arc or some cute guys sit next to you …
noi       :    of course l’arc but even there’s a cute guy sit next to me … shinpai janai ne because you are still the one ne …
yasu    :    ah whatever …. *sleep*

~owari~

oke let’s start this post, so i kind a lost my interest to internet recently, for me internet just so boring, not because there’s no something new about yasu and the 15th single yes related things  yet, but

that’s because i just lost my fave spot to be on line in my own room, it just screwed. My mom, the drama queen start her own drama again. after she dragged me out of the carpet when i was sleeping on the floor after almost all night long stayed awake to watch SHERLOCK Season 2 streaming live in BBC.

i used to have my own spot in the corner of my room with my little desk. a spot in the corner where i used to spent my night till dawn time being online, searching something (usually yasu related to) , keep watching my twitter time line waiting for Mark Gatiss tweet (just to re_tweet it), post something here (continue to force people who was so un_lucky find this blog and read all of my craps) or read all my friends blog in ameblo and try to understand what they posted or share and at the same time hoping that is gonna help to improve my Nihon go.

and also i used to fall asleep there, on the floor (of course with some carpet, i am not a beggar anyway) or sometimes when i found something funny or get excited i am gonna start to rolling 2 on the floor like an idiot while sayin

OMG

OMG

OMG

nah the problem is my mom just took away my little desk and replace it with a big desk and chair right on my fave spot, ….  so what i am doing now is sit here in this chair and and put my netbook on desk and start to type. butt his is not fun and i don’t like it all, i mean this room start to look like my office, and what am i supposed to do if i wanna rolling2 on the floor?

yasu     :    well you can fall from your chair to the floor
noi        :    not funny ….
yasu     :    then stop doing that, you’re not a baby …
noi        :    but that’s just …
yasu     :    no no no …

okay then let’s talk about this one, the brilliant things on 2011. i am already wait for this because me and whoever who is on SHERLOCK fandom was waiting for this since last year, and they even had the official counting days for this, so there you are last Sunday i finally watched SHERLOCK HOLMES  Season two : A Scandal in Belgravia via streaming live.

OMG i remember that night is the longest time for me to run and run over on Tumblr just to find one available spot on LifeStream to watch it. After kicked by many LiveStream rooms finally i got an invitation from someone is so kind.

BBC Sherlock Holmes 2 : A Scandal in Belgravia. i have to watch this one 3 times until i got the point, well i think so, and i am gonna say this again, Steven Moffat  did a very great job with this episode and also all of them. So yes, what i am gonna talk about is SHERLOCK.  nah for those of you who is not watch this yet you better be aware ne because i am gonna spoil you, all of you who read this, so be ware ….!!!

Where is Belgravia anyway? and why did Steven Moffat use this country Belgravia to replace Bohemia for the original book by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle?. First time i heard about Belgravia is on NCIS, one of their case was involved the Defence Ministry of Belgravia who is in danger. in this case NCIS have to protect his one only daughter named Adriana who study in USA.  The funny part is in the middle of all conspiracies Adriana fall in love with McGee instead of DiNozzo

the story begin with the ending of season one, that is the pool scene. I wonder how’s this scene gonna end, but OMG OMG i just can’t believe it, when everybody was so serious (both SHERLOCK and John) and also me who watch that …..  suddenly Jim’s phone rang and bloody hell the ringtone is

Ah Ah Ah Ah Staying alive Staying alive ………

Stayin’ Alive – The Bee Gees

Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk
I’m a woman’s man: no time to talk
Music loud and women warm, I’ve been kicked around
since I was born.
But now it’s all right. That’s OK
And you may look the other way
We can try to understand
the New York Times’ effect on man

Whether you’re a brother or whether you’re a mother,
you’re staying alive, staying alive.
Feel the city breaking and everybody shaking,
and we’re staying alive, staying alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha, staying alive, staying alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha, staying alive!!
(Oh, when you walk)

Well, now I get low and I get high
and if I can’t get either, I really try
Got the wings of heaven on my shoes
I’m a dancing man and I just can’t lose
You know, it’s all right. It’s OK.
I’ll live to see another day
We can try to understand
the New York Times’ effect on man

Whether you’re a brother or whether you’re a mother,
you’re staying alive, staying alive
Feel the city breaking and everybody shaking,
and we’re staying alive, staying alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, staying alive, staying alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, staying alive!!

Life going nowhere. Somebody help me
Somebody help me, yeah.
Life going nowhere. Somebody help me, yeah
I’m staying alive

Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk,
I’m a woman’s man: no time to talk
Music loud and women warm,
I’ve been kicked around since I was born
And now it’s all right. It’s OK.
And you can look the other way
Or we can try to understand
the New York Times’ effect on man

Whether you’re a brother or whether you’re a mother,
you’re staying alive, staying alive.
Feel the city breaking and everybody shaking,
and we’re staying alive, staying alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha, staying alive, staying alive
Ah, ha, ha, ha, staying alive!!
(Yeah)

Life going nowhere. Somebody help me
Somebody help me, yeah.
Life going nowhere. Somebody help me, yeah
I’m staying alive.

Life going nowhere. Somebody help me.
Somebody help me, yeah
Life going nowhere. Somebody help me, yeah
I’m staying alive.

Life going nowhere. Somebody help me.
Somebody help me, yeah
Life going nowhere. Somebody help me, yeah
I’m staying alive.

Life going nowhere. Somebody help me.
Somebody help me, yeah
Life going nowhere. Somebody help me, yeah
I’m staying alive.

then what i did is nothing but laugh while rolling2 on the floor, ….  OMG Steven Moffat, look what you have done to meee? ….  Mr. Moffat you just flipped the everything and everyone  who watch this from a very seriously concentrate to watch and maybe learn how Jim Moriarty the Criminal Master Mind say : I will burn you to SHERLOCK, I will skinn you and i will make you into shoe to somebody who call him,

for God shake this man is so scary, but at least he has a great taste of music thanks to him i listen Bee Gees Stayin Alive over and over …  xD and i watch this on Tumblr somebody posted maybe after we all see the ending of this pool scene and of course Jim’s ringtone … he is gonna say this

jiahahahaha …… well that’s hilarious, The Moriarty Jim and Molly’s boyfriend Jim from IT . i think Steven Moffat use the phrase Saved by The Bell to finish this scene , and for me that’s brilliant

and the boys (that’s how Mrs Hudson call SHERLOCK and John) continue their days with John write on his blog (yes, i should visit John’s blog more often), SHERLOCK consult all the client who’s comin to Baker Street 221 B and keep ask the client to try to make it not boring. That would be hard ne, maybe if i have a case and i decide to consult him i might be ended with him sayin : so boring to me before i finish tell him my case …

yasu   :  a case, .. you have a case?
noi      :  of course i have a case
yasu   :  just don’t tell me you case is that Mr. Friday again…
noi      :  OMG ya_san, how did you know about that?
yasu   :  so boring ….

oke then because yasu said if my case is gonna be so boring so i think i am gonna cancel my plane to go to baker Street 221B and consult him (read : SHERLOCK, not yasu) about this. and then let’s talk  about The Woman, Irene Adler

it’s kind a weird for me because for some reason SHERLOCK didn’t know anything about this after his brother Mycroft forced him to go to Buckingham Palace to meet his client on a sheet? ….  i see the brotherhood hings here between SHERLOCK and Mycfort, They both are the same Holmes, he older and the younger one. How Mycroft was so annoyed with how younger brother act

the woman, Irene Adler meet SHERLOCK for the first time with a very dazling way, i mean what are you gonna do if you visit someone’s house and the host welcome you in nude? … OMG but that’s just make SHERLOCK unable to read her. SHERLOCK is somebody who always make a deduction of include to all people meet but for this woman he can’t get anything.

before i watch this , i think i am not gonna like Irene Adler character , but the fact how adorable she is just change everything she is the woman who can make SHERLOCK like that, keep thinking about her see how they send a text message each other , …. omo i can’t hate her, because Irene Adler is an  amazing character

Molly asked about her to Mycroft : Who is she untill SHERLOCK can recognize her from her body? poor Molly, …. how their relationship, did SHERLOCK in love with her? and the fact that Irene is gay, everything seems complicated Steven Moffat arranged it beautifully

he also close this case beautifully with SHERLOCK sayin : The Woman ,let her be The Woman ... after SHERLOCK read Irene’s last text message : Good Bye Mr. Holmes …. okay i am not gonna tell all the story not because i don’t wanna spoil you all further but it just because i am still wondering until now whether Irene is death or alive?

as i always say Molly Hooper is my fave on SHERLOCK how she talk and how she keep adoring SHERLOCK by stay near with him. i mean look at her, maybe i am gonna be like that if i have to face to face with yasu …… *crossfinger*

and of course what happened on Christmas party

when Molly came SHERLOCK start to act like he get annoyed by Molly, but Molly looks pretty with her black dress. He started to talk about a new boyfriend and make a deduction from the gift, and it just make Molly sad and say you always did that, saying a very terrible thing to me ….

but then when he found out what is inside the gift

then suddenly he just change like he is not SHERLOCK. I mean i can’t imagine he is gonna say I am sorry to Molly and then say Merry Christmas and kiss her? …. that’s so sweet, the sweet and kind SHERLOCK  just came out only for Christmas?

btw i think i am gonna write the same thing as Molly on my next birthday card to yasu like this :

Dearest Yasu, ……

Love Noi XXX …..

noi       :    so, dou dou …
yasu    :    not funny noi_chan …
noi       :    well it is not supposed to be funny but it supposed to be …..
yasu    :    supposed to be what?
noi       :    it supposed to be XXX
yasu    :    what the …

i have to close this post with something even not as brilliant how Steven Moffat close A Scandal In Belgravia, … come on, i don’t have a brilliant brain like him. so i am gonna close this post with what have SHERLOCK fandom to me. I start to see everything differently like :

~    never let my umbrella far away from me in this January because rain is gonna fall eryday, but look what just this man did

OMG, that’s can’t be happen Mycroft without an umbrella?  oh no …..

~    Microsoft on my computer as Mycroft
~    Locked – Un_locked as Sherlocked – Un_Sherlocked

that’s all i can remember even there’s many others . so if Irene Adler texted SHERLOCK : Good Bye Mr. Holmes,

nah in my case what i am gonna do is ….

yasu     :     what ….?
noi        :     text you : Good Bye Mr. Hayashi …..
yasu     :     ah you know that’s not gonna happen ….
noi        :     why …?
yasu     :     because i never give you my number ne, remember?
noi        :     aaaaaaa …….
yasu     :     so you better save your : Good Bye Mr. Hayashi ne …. *laugh*

~owari~

credit to all Sherlockians and Cumberbitches for all amazing SHERLOCK 2 : Scandal In Belgravia images

yasu         :     him, who  ….?
noi           :      not you …
yasu         :     i know it’s not me, then who?
noi           :      i am not gonna tell you, btw how’s your New Year …?
yasu        :      then i am not gonna answer you …
noi           :      aaaaaaa ……

ah he is not gonna answer it and sure he is not gonna ask me either so i am gonna ask my self  how’s my new year’s eve?, ….  the answer is nothing special, just like another night but the different is i am free tomorrow, and who is gonna work on January1st btw ….

i spent my new year’s eve do nothing but stay tune on my telly while rolling2 on my bed watching Kohaku on NHK and of course waiting for Hyde. but because i watch Kohaku while watch Prince of Persia so i almost miss L’arc performance (i didn’t get the talk btw) but hey see how fast internet now is, i can see the performance plus talk now because someone is already upload it

again and again Hyde with his stunning hairstyle, and leader in red? …. but for me Ken and Yukihiro looks awesome tonight, ….  Hyde sounds amazing not only when he is singing but try to listen when he talk, he still sounds amazing …. not only that, now look at this new OHP image

they all flawless, and for Butterfly album cover …

lot’s butterfly and see how beautiful is it covered by butterfly all over her body. I watch this movie : Prince of Persia : The Sands Of Time  for the 2nd time on my telly, i am already add one movie channel to my cable start this January btw. that’s a sign that i am already get my moviegoers soul back

Where is Persia anyway? …  if you wanna find where is Persia now the answer is Iran. Yes Iran is Persia. The story begin 15 years ago when King of Persia adopt a child. The child named Dastan who has nobody and of course there’s no royal blood inside of him became Prince Dastan, Prince of Persia among 2 of the King’s son Tus the older and Garsiv

even Dastan is not their real brother but both of them ( Tus and Garsiv) love them, at the first time i have a feeling if Garsiv hate Dastan because The King love Dastan so much. but that’s not true , ….

because The King well educated all of his sons and keep told him if brotherhood is not depend on having the same blood but it depend on how stong is your sword, a strong sword to protect This Kingdom (Persia) together as one. and his sons keep it on their minds.

one day there’s a rumor from a spy that said if the kingdom of Alamut have a weapon and they wanted to attack Persia. so The Persia move one step forward by attack Alamat firt before they attack Persia. There’s one Princess in Alamut who really have no idea why did Persia attack her country. Her name is Princess Tamina.

Princess Tamina as the crown princess of Alamut have a duty to be the guardian of a blade, a legendary blade that her ancesstor told her to protect. and now the dagger is on Prince Dastan’s hand. The secret about this dagger is about the glass with some sands inside of it.

well that’s not an ordinary sands, but that sands is a sands of time, whoever own the dagger and push the button and there you are the sands of time is gonna tell him about what is gonna happen next. nobody knows about that but the dagger owner himself.  Not only that, but the dagger also can turn back the time.

nobody knows about this, but Princess Tamina and all the guardian who supposed to guard the dagger. But there’s one man who also know about the dagger and it capability of. He is The King’s younger broher.  He want he dagger so he spread the rumors about Alamut and makePersia attack them.

after attack Alamut succesfully,  Prince Dastan gave his father a prayer robes of Alamut as a gift. but who knows if the robes is already posined. What happen next is The King died because of the poison and before he died, he ask Dastan : why, why do you do this to me ….? yes the all think Dastan is the one who kill his father.

Dastan has no other option but run, and together with Princess Tamina he start his journey to prove his innocent and find who behind all of this, ….   the next part is the journey and this movie put all the details beautifully , … the scene, the scenery, between Dastan and Tamina from hate into romance step by step, and when Dastan and Tamina trapped in the sandstorms and they have to stay in a tents waw that just kick my brain back to when Jack G spent all night long with Heath Ledger ….

OMG

OMG

see how different is Jack Gyllenhaal in this movie from the koboi into the big guy from Persia, i don’t like him much after i watch him on Brooke Back Mountain and i think i only know him as Maggie Gyllenhaal’s brother. But everything is different when i watch him  on this movie …..

ah ya today on the 1st day of 2012 lauraorganasolo was so awesome by posted and event called Celebrate 2012 with a 20th L’Anniversary Streaming on larcenciel and i have a very wonderful time even late to join there . but then the streaming  was stopped because some reason, but the good news is she is gonna stream again for L’20 DVD Day to tomrrow on 7 am Japan Time, nah if you wanna join me you can go here

the best part of joined the Streaming Live event is being able to have some chit chat with L’arc fans out there while saying Happy New Year each other and of course the Hyde, Ken, tetsuya and Yukihiro talks. not only that she also stream some videos and we all laugh together (i think so) and when she streamed Hyde and Ken on Cartoon KAT TUN, OMG hyde was so funny 100% epic fail. i can’t remember exactly when did i watch that video but that’s so funny …

Ken_chan MC is soo funny …. @_@ OMG he can say lots of  yay yay yay yay so fast ne until made me blurry about what he said next but all the yay things , and then he said  something …. i dunno what is supposed to mean but then i found out if he talk about the next song Seventh Heaven …..

how hyde said hello, ni hao, then annyong haseyo and then konichiwa  is so adorable … that’s remind me when he said wo men se F4 in Taiwan Live and btw i also found out if they cut yasu’s part when he sang winter fall and honey together with all artists ….

OMG

OMG

noi      :    ya_san, they cut you part ne ….
yasu   :     of course they have to …
noi      :    but i thought i am gonna be able to see you  ….
yasu   :    come on, noi_chan don’t say you don’t know why they have to do it …
noi      :    yes, i know ….
yasu   :    so you know and now go away, don’t you see i am in the bathroom now?
noi      :    ups …..

of course i know the reason why they have to do it, the copyright things make them have to do that, it is impossible to include all of the artists from different label  who joined the acappela on the DVD. this event is the best new years for me and also this event give an idea to do the same thing to Acid Black Cherry DVD.

I think i am gonna do the same thing like what she did, to stream a dvd and watch it together with all ABC fans instead of upload it and enjoy the moment, talks maybe and watch together than watch it alone while skipp some part.  Because as you know i am so stupid to deal with something like uploading file, especially the big size one.  so i’ll think about that …

now let’s talk about yes single, …. now it’s already January where rain is gonna come everyday and thank God the long December is over so i am only have to wait for another 17 days to Acid Black Cherry 15th single yes comin and of course all of these stuffs :

OMG isn’t he looks brilliant? so yes yes yes i want all of that indeed i am waiting for all of that stuffs even until now i haven’t receive my CRISIS FanClub edition yet but ah i am fine with that ….

yasu     :    sure you are fine?
noi        :    yes …
yasu     :    why? ….
noi        :    because your next 15th single is yes,so i can’t say no ..
yasu     :    what the ....

i may look greedy for want all of that, but maybe i am and i think i start became into a collector, you know what i mean i bought all the CD just because i want the bonus stuffs all of it, and i don’t care if i bought double or triple for the same CD and i am gonna tell you again like what i posted on my Facebook and Tumblr

it’s fine to be a greed fangirl because for something like this (read : ABC stuffs) Greed is Sooo*with triple O* Good

if someone asked me about what’s 2011 on your mind? or what i feel about 2011? …. well last year (waw it’s so nice ne say a day before today as last year) is …. ah i dunno what to say. lot’s happen, but i am still the same me, didn’t change much as i expected on 2010, ….  but lot’s of things just make me happy last year

~    Yasu is everywhere in internet

from facebook, twitter, youtube, ameba etc. it just make me happy because it use to very hard to find some info about him but from the Acid Black Cherry Official Website but now even i can see him on that santa hat and his new year’s post yesterday

明けまして愛してる。姫始めはいつすんの？ yasu

just a simple tweet and post on the facebook wall but still it really worthy ne, even i thought there’s gonna be a message video or something but hey that’s fine.

~   I got a promotion

a promotion means they are really see me, and how i worked all this time, for me it seems like i am not invisible anymore, me the one Noi who was always invisible to everybody and everywhere just get notified. I am so happy for this

~     This Man

he is Mark Gatiss and he is the reason why i stay on twitter. for what? just to see his twitter on my time line. yes again and again he never reply my tweets to him but still read and re_tweet all his tweet just make me happy. Mark Gatiss and his brilliant brain.

but what happen today just make me think if he is reply my tweet even not directly. He tweeted about him watching Wizard of Oz with his dog and i tweeted/ask him : What cath you in this movie? the red shoes catch me at the fisrt time. and the his next tweet is : As a child, the bit where the Wicked Witch of the East’s feet curl up terrified me. see see …..

and about what i want on next 2012? …. maybe i wanna be more lighter than i am now,  see how tanned i am? i spent more time outside than inside maybe this is because i enjoyed more outside /field job than desk job so there you are my skin is darker and darker but thank God my heart is not dark at least the sun didn’t effect my heart …

even this year my yasu looks hairstyle was totally failed and it became Dora looks hairstyle but i think i got the bang  just like yasu’s …….  ahahahahaha ….  or not?

okay last but not least just like one of Yes lyrics :

涙うかべ笑って見せた涙声で ばいばい　ばいばい 大好きだった君の笑顔が切なくて

Namidau ka be Emi tte miseta namidagoe de Bai bai bai bai Daisukidatta kimi no egao ga setsunakute

what i am gonna say is :

Happy New Year to all of you minna, Let say Bai Bai to 2011 and embrace the brilliant 2012 together ….

yasu      :    embrace brilliant 2012 with you? ….  ah no …
noi         :    that’s fine ne ya_san ….
yasu      :    eeehh … really?
noi         :    sure ….
yasu      :    why? or is there’s something wrong with you?
noi         :    well you don’t have to embrace the brilliant 2012 with me because you are already brilliant ne ….. yay yay yay ….!!!
yasu      :    heeee ….. just do what ever you want ….

~owari~

just finished watch/re_run NCIS tonight and yes i am 100% NCIS Maniac because i have at least one from all the symptoms of NCIS Maniac, …..

and the symptom is i call the new guy/girl at my office with probie, act bossy and sometimes make fun of him/her just like what DiNozzo always did to McGee. If there’s a quiz or some application on  Facebook wha/who are you in … Nah in this case the question is : If i am one of NCIS , then who i would be? ….  and the answer is :

I may not be perfect but i am DiNozzo …..

Anthony Dinozzo, is my fave character from NCIS team beside Gibbs of course, he is kinda funny man but sometimes he also can be so serious, and i don’t like hen he is so serious. For me he is not DiNozzo if he is not make fun and make everybody fun/annoyed with his joke. He is also a movie freak, how he always say some quote from a movie in every case OMG i love that …

this episode is about how all the team member have to deal with one Doctor to evaluate all of them, and all of them talk about the same thing : about how they deal with Kate’s gone, ….

the Kate’s death episode is so sad because i never imagine if she is gonna be dead like that, in the hand of a sniper (he is Ziva’s half brother) and he decide to kill Kate instead of the others because her name is Kate and it fit to the bullet he use at that time, so among snipers they have one kind of  bullet with Kate as the code name   …

Gibbs choose not to talked about that because he think everything is over. The ending was when Ziva shoot her own half brother right to his head. for him the rest of it is memories and there’s nothing wrong with memories, Abby feels like she just lost her one and only sister to hang out with and how she deal it is with work and work harder. She only have her works and her private lab now, ….

DiNozzo choose to act nothing happen and be more stronger than before, somehow i think he really sorry to not be able protect Kate his partner that day and let her died like that, and for Ziva she works harder because how she feel about be the replacement to Kate so she must be better and work harder.  in the end the doctor (she is Kate’s older sister btw) said some question to Gibbs :

A man walk into a bar and he ask for a glass of water to the bartender. The bartender just take his gun shoot and almost shoot the man. But after that, the man say thank you to the bartender and give him some tips,  and the question is why?

then Gibbs answer the question with : because the man had a hiccup … xD , …. well that’s make a sense, but the point of this is about reaction. as always every action there always be a reaction follow. and in this case every body all the team member have their own way to deal with Kate’s death

nah again and again i am gonna connect this reaction things into this fandom and fangirl things. for me in this fandom world every fanboys and fangirls have their own way to express him/her feeling about his/her idol.  what is on their mind about their idols, and i am sure they all not the same way,

i just found something funny on Tumblr, there’s one post about Acid Black Cherry in this case is yasu, …. it’s 100% about yasu and OMG she (yes she is female) posted about what she had on her mind when she watch yasu she said ….

ah i am not gonna wrote it here because that’s so ….  ahahaha

yasu     :   so what ….?
noi        :   so ero ero … ah no, that’s not erotic …
yasu     :   then what ….?
noi        :    i dunno but you can read it here
yasu     :   but that’s not only about me …
noi        :   but still for me that’s funny ….
yasu     :    eee ….

because me, my self i never ever gonna post something like that, even yes i admit i have this dirty brain inside my head but still posting or wrote something like that is so far far away from my imagination. and well i am gonna give 666x (read : sexy sexy sexX) bravo for the owner of that blogs for that ….

and finally there’s only 2 days left on this year 2011, and well come to 2012 soon.  in the end of the year like always we all closing and with this closing means i have to work harder before new year finish all the damn report that need to be fixed.  all the Excel sheets on my netbook turn into shits when i got dizzy for too much stare at all the numbers.

all that numbers is a puzzle, my daily puzzle that i have to fix and arrange it so it can be perfect and ended balance. but today i just feel so sleepy, even i am already had my morning coffee but still very hard for me to concentrate dealing with those numbers. what i do first in the morning at office is have my morning coffee and some snack, open my Yahoo Messenger and get on line, checked my emails and then start do my works .

but here they come my daily sleepy. i dunno why i always sleepy everywhere. in the morning i feel sleepy because i haven’t eat something a.k.a. i am hungry nah after lunch i feel sleepy again because my stomach is full, over and over again  …

yasu     :   come on, just say you are lazy ….
noi        :   no ya_san but it just …
yasu     :   just what …
noi        :   ah i dunno
yasu     :   see ….

Acid Black Cherry Official  Ameba Blog just posted the 6 different version of yasu, well i am gonna call it with Y6 …. xD. i can’t wait to see all 6 version of CRISIS bonus PV nah what i am gonna do is wait until the CRISIS project that i posted on Acid Black Cherry Group on Facebook done

on this CRISIS project is basicly i just asked to all of them who bought CRISIS single w/ DVD to tell which version  what the got and share it there on group, nah to you who read this and have the DVD you can join this CRISIS project and

yes dear, as always sharing is caring  …. xD

ah ya that’s my shoulders, not yasu’s btw  ….. ahahahaha ….. *dumped to Alaska*  i think there’s something wrong with my shoulder, my left one. I believe this is because everyday i put too much stuffs on my bag and by carry it everyday hurt my shoulders,….

and that’s my bag, what is inside it? everyday i put things : my netbook and the charger, 2 wallets, 2 handphones, 3 notebooks, 2 money cases with some cash inside it, my stationary, lunchbox, ….  that’s not much right, but still hurt my shoulders …

in the end of this year, i still do the same thing like what i always do, waiting for my stuffs comin and because New Year and Holiday i have to wait longer for my stuffs .. and CD Japan also close until next January 4th

so i have to wait for my Fools Mate January 2012 issue until next year with my CRISIS Fanclub editions, L’arc 2012 calendar and of course my L’20 Complete Box DVD, we (Mickey and me) ordered it from HMV and they haven’t ship it until next year unlike if you order i on CD Japan like mrsmisser,  Milly and many more who already got it

btw now i am listening to YFC new single All My Love, thanks again to mrsmisser who already upload and posted it on his LJ. somehow i love this song, see i am not into G (that’s how adrio_nevralka always write if she mentioned Gackt) much but this song is lovely …. ah i better find the lyrics and translation

i know i should order Fools Mate January 2012 issue earlier because if i did that maybe today i am already got it , …. but ah okay i am not gonna do this stupid should a could a would a things again … but this January edition yasu is so good to be true, so there you are as always you can call this as teaser before i get my magazine and scan it next year ….

OMG

OMG

noi          :   OMG ya_san, this so fun ne
yasu       :   what
noi          :   to be able to say  i am gonna do it next year instead of i am gonna do it tomorrow even the real next year is the day after tomorrow ….. xD
yasu       :   what the …

oke oke here’s the teaser i just love this one,

I am not gonna make some new year’s resolution or something like that because my new year wish for this year is simple :  I just wanna be healthy end be better a better version of Noi . that’s all and i think i just found the way to start it with. Just like what His Holiness Dalai Lama said on his official tweet

A calm mind is really helpful in sustaining a healthy body

so what i am gonna do is stay calm and keep lookin at this man, why? for this time the reason is because he is just too good to be true but still brilliant ….!!!!!!

yasu       :   but i am true, i am real ne …
noi          :   for me sometimes you are too good to be true
yasu       :   well then there’s something wrong with you …
noi          :   it is …
yasu       :   then what is wrong?
noi          :   i am accidentally in love with you …
yasu       :   ah the accident again …. so boring …..

~owari~