Friday Post : 『M』 and 『S』 , new pairing ? …. (Another me, yasu and Sadako)

look at this one …

nah what do you think when you look at that image above ….? familiar to something? ….

for me, somehow i remember hyde but i am not sure what is the something connect it to hyde  beside the idol-fanboy connection between them (read : hyde and yasu). and the when i posted the image on my tumblr , someone re_blogged  it and added a comment (ah what do we call a comment on tumblr?) with

The font is Same as Vamps Sweet Dreams Photobook! …

ah ya, Vamps Sweet Dreams Photobook, how can be so hard for me to remember this ne, Tekki bought the Photobook, it’s a little book … but what inside it is more than that,

even i only saw this once when it arrived, but I like this Photobook, maybe because for me in this Photobook (at the Sweet Dreams era) hyde‘s hair is my fave from all his hairstyle, that red hair just make him more sexy and don’t forget about the song itself …

 

 

Sweet Dreams – VAMPS

Kanji

SO BEAUTIFUL I’VE NEVER SEEN THAT PLACE,
WHEN THE TRIP IS OVER I WANT TO GO WITH YOU

次の街へと向かう　いつの間にか遠くまで
心の隙間を激しい音で埋めていって　眠りに着くんだ

GOOD NIGHT TO YOU, I ALWAYS DO THINK OF YOU,
EVEN WHEN I AM FAR AWAY
WERE YOU WONDERFUL TODAY? BECAUSE SURELY THERE,
WILL BE GOOD TOMORROWS, SWEET DREAMS,

SO BEAUTIFUL I’VE NEVER KNOWN THIS JOY,
WHEN THE TRIP IS OVER I WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU

こんな日々を過ごして来たよ　離れても感じてる
一人になったら君を想い話しかける　もう寝たかな?

GOOD NIGHT TO YOU, I ALWAYS DO THINK OF YOU,
EVEN WHEN I AM FAR AWAY
WERE YOU WONDERFUL TODAY? BECAUSE SURELY THERE,
WILL BE GOOD TOMORROWS, SWEET DREAMS,

GOOD NIGHT TO YOU, I ALWAYS DO THINK OF YOU,
EVEN WHEN I AM FAR AWAY
WERE YOU WONDERFUL TODAY? BECAUSE SURELY THERE,
WILL BE GOOD TOMORROWS, SWEET DREAMS,

WHEN I RETURN, I WON’T LET YOU GO, SWEET DREAMS

Romaji

SO BEAUTIFUL I’VE NEVER SEEN THAT PLACE,
WHEN THE TRIP IS OVER I WANT TO GO WITH YOU

Tsugi no machi e to mukau itsu no ma ni ka tooku made
Kokoro no sukima wo hageshii oto de umete itte nemuri ni tsukunda

GOOD NIGHT TO YOU, I ALWAYS DO THINK OF YOU,
EVEN WHEN I AM FAR AWAY
WERE YOU WONDERFUL TODAY? BECAUSE SURELY THERE,
WILL BE GOOD TOMORROWS, SWEET DREAMS,

SO BEAUTIFUL I’VE NEVER KNOWN THIS JOY,
WHEN THE TRIP IS OVER I WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU

Konna hibi wo sugoshite kitayo hanaretemo kanjiteru
Hitori ni nattara kimi wo omoi hanashikakeru mou netakana?

GOOD NIGHT TO YOU, I ALWAYS DO THINK OF YOU,
EVEN WHEN I AM FAR AWAY
WERE YOU WONDERFUL TODAY? BECAUSE SURELY THERE,
WILL BE GOOD TOMORROWS, SWEET DREAMS,

GOOD NIGHT TO YOU, I ALWAYS DO THINK OF YOU,
EVEN WHEN I AM FAR AWAY
WERE YOU WONDERFUL TODAY? BECAUSE SURELY THERE,
WILL BE GOOD TOMORROWS, SWEET DREAMS,

WHEN I RETURN, I WON’T LET YOU GO, SWEET DREAMS

English Translation

So beautiful
I’ve never seen that place
When the trip is over
I want to go with you

I go on ahead to the next city, until, before I know it, you’re far away.
Continually filling the hole in my heart with violent noise, I fell asleep

Good night to you!~
I always do think of you
Even when I’m far away
Were you wonderful today?
Because surely there
Will be good tomorrows
Sweet dreams~~

So beautiful
I’ve never known this joy
When the trip is over
I want to share with you

You know, many days like this have come and gone; even though we are apart, I’m still feeling it.
Whenever I am alone, in my thoughts I talk to you…
I wonder if you’ve already gone to sleep?

Good night to you!~
I always do think of you
Even when I’m far away
Were you wonderful today?
Because surely there
Will be good tomorrows
Sweet dreams~~

Good night to you!~
I always do think of you
Even when I’m far away
Were you wonderful today?
Because surely there
Will be good tomorrows
Sweet dreams~~

When I return
I won’t let you go
Sweet dreams~~

i always say how brilliant yasu is, nah for hyde i am gonna say hyde is glorious, i mean look at him, while everybody grow older he grows younger from year to year just like that, ….

and how he wrote songs that makes you feel ah i dunno what i have to say about my feeling about hyde, i think if you also love hyde you have the same feeling that i feel.  just like Glamorous Sky, Sweet Dreams is another song that proove how genius is hyde .

everytime i hear this song i feel comfort, calm (even i don’t have to call SHERLOCK) and somehow it feels like hyde tell me that everything is gonna be okay. This song is about a man who made a promise to himself to be back to her (his beloved) and how he always miss her around and non_stop thinking about her. Wondering how her day is, wish that she always has a dream, and will be good for tomorrow ….

and …..

yasu     :   and what ….
noi        :   him, you know who …
yasu     :   again, …. nee noi_chan i get bored for your rambling about him now hyde_san? …

hyde     :    then i better get some shower than listen to your story about him, whoever he is …
noi        :    but guys, i just want to be honest ne …
yasu     :    nah that’s too honest , right hyde_san ….?

hyde     :    yup …

having somebody who always think about you no matter how far he is, is a bless ne. at that time, when i hear this songfor the first time i wish he (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu) is gonna/would thinking of me like that. and even just one time i really wanna hear him or read a text message from him saying Good night and have a Sweet Dreams . I dunno and never know whether if that time he (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu) already in realtionship with his Julia (now you all know why i hate a name with Julia) or not, but still i never get the message or hear him sayin that …

yasu     :   so you hate Julia because Mr. Friday choose another girl named Julia than you …?
noi        :   yes, …
yasu     :   well that’s pathetic …
noi        :   i know and that’s fine ne, because …
yasu     :   because of what, you didn’t win BAFTA?
noi        :   omo ya_san, how did you know that?
yasu     :    weird …

yes, i hate Julia, i mean i just hate that name, and i remember when there’s a girl wrote a message to me, sayin if she already read my blog (this one on LJ) for almost 1,5 years.  and i remember she said i am sorry before she told me what her name is, …. why? just because her name is Julia, ah ya she is from Russia btw. …

OMG

OMG

oke blame me for how many time i spam here  posted how i hate Julia name just because Mr. Friday married to a woman named Julia, so i feel that hate to Julia name. I dunno anything about her and honestly i don’t wanna know, so i hope for next year i am not gonna see them both at Ied day. But how can i skip Ied, see i am a muslim and Ied is our winning day after a month fasty, so how can i skip that,

I never like the Ied tradition in my family such as gathering etc etc, but more than that is i never imagine how i am gonna feel if on the next Ied (this year is gonna be on September if i am not mistake) i have to meet him and his family, see he is a father now, ….

Oh Dear God, please don’t let that happen and can you make me not at home for a week on Ied?  …

oke enough the talking about Julia, and back to this the image of yasu on 「GOOD ROCKS!」 vol 27 cover and Vamps Photobook connection.  see the same thing? ….

PINK

PINK

PINK

actually the image is from @hirosukerocks tweet, ….  he also the one who tweeted about yasu on Good Rocks TV, ah ya i think  he is the DJ ne, and he tweeted like this  ….

【RT希望】次号「GOOD ROCKS!」の表紙はAcid Black Cherryです！20ページの大特集！4月27日発売です〜！

and when i RT it with this

Oh Dear God , … RT @hirosukerocks 【RT希望】次号「GOOD ROCKS!」の表紙はAcid Black Cherryです！20ページの大特集！4月27日発売です〜！

he replied me with

@NoiHimura ありがとうございます！

see see that, now i know if somebody that i don’t follow (i better follow him ne) reply my tweet, ahahahahaha … OMG why nobody tell me about it a long time ago when i started to use twitter ne, …. so yes, this is a moving forward for me on my twitter life, ….

ah ya thanks to minlilin for tellin me about this video, yasu message for fans in Taiwan related to 3rd Album 『２０１２』 Taiwan press release

 

 

he said he would like to do a performance in Taiwan if there’s a chance and he also mentioned about some internet message , ah the fanproject video, see i told you ne he saw that video … yay , his fave single is Chou and he is straight …. xD   ….  even if he is gay it doesn’t matter ne, i still love him no matter what …

actually i always think he is straight, and for his endless love for hyde, i think this is because of hyde and his ability to turn a straight guy into gay. … and somehow him as hyde’s number one fanboy just make me happy and i am so proud of him ne, i mean he is the role model of a fanboy who can be with his idol . that’s awesome ne….

So if there’s a question how can i be a good hyde’s fangirl/boy? the answer is look at yasu .

hyde

hyde

hyde

he always be the same hyde , the one and only. nobody would say no to him, and if you listen how he said a message to all the S’Pore fans, …. you will know what i mean

 

 

and Ken_chan, OMG what he is doing ne, ….. keep doing that, …. xD, ….

today is the day for the BUTTERFLY Premium Night at Ebisu Liquid Room, and because i don’t have the limitted pass code on the BUTTERFLY album, so i didn’t watch it, but yeah as always , i did RT on twitter ….

and OMG hyde with no braids?

credit : to all of you who tweet it on twitter, … sorry i don’t remember because i just save so many screen caps, and for the quick live report you can read it here :  http://www.facebook.com/yuiku666/posts/403112473040468 my fave is when he  jumped and dive into the audience and had to be saved like this …

that’s epic ….. and when i go to Japan, i better go there to Ebisu Liquid room, even just standing infront of it …. *make a note*

i listen to SID new single 『S』 yesterday, this one is from video ripped, and then somehow i remember this

noi         :   OMG ya_san what’s that ….
yasu      :   what is on your mind about this …?
noi         :   oke that’s M enough ne, but come on, Pink? ….
yasu      :   what about Pink ….?

this is the first time i saw him with something pink like that, and i am the one who always get use to see him on black or white and recently with red, grey and brown now saw him on Pink like that is so beyon of my imagination ne. Oke said a lot about how M he is but stil,

PINK? ….

talking about M, you know what kind of M that i am talking abou, not James Bond big boss M, but this M is, ah you know what it is, … isaw one show on my telly, it called 1,000 way to die. is there any of you saw this show? and form all 1,000 ways to die one of it was being M

on that episode told about a man who is M and he always want to go to some place to get a pleasure. He saved his money to go there. The place he was going to provide various kind of service, so whether you are M, S, they gonna make you satisfied.

nah because he is M he get a room with a girl (became the S)  in a black leather costume (ah ya just like a cat woman) with a stick to beat him. before the game is on, the girl ask him to change his cloth into the same black leather costume so they can have a hot and long lasting game. he did that and he lyin on a table while the girl hand_cuffed him and pust something on his mouth so he can do/say anything ….

but then when the girl start the game by start to beat him with her stick of course with a very sensual style (she is pro btw) suddenly he feel something is wrong with him, he can’t breath, he wanted to scream but he can’t do that, and because the loud music as backgound and how the girl is too excited get involved  as the S on their game for two that night, she didn’t notice if there’s something wrong with her client the M.

finally he died because of breathless just 15 minutes after the game start. And then the ME who did the autopsy said if he had a serious alergy to leather. so when he was on that suit you will never imagine how hurt it was for him, and yeah, maybe it’s already written on his destiny book if he is gonna die for his M ….

so this  『M』 and  『S』 as the new piring? oke we can skip that, … and yasu is right like he always do the one and only S that i can be is Sadako, i mean i can you imagine me, myself do something sadistic to him (read : yasu) Bloody hell no … talking about Sadako, look what Piko tweeted on his twitter …

he said : my wive in 3D, waw that’s scary ne ….

Sadako, Sadako, remind me to my Sadako hair, i cut it before i cut my head because with that hair, many people who saw me think how scary i am, even there’s a little boy who saw me on the meatball shop and he said : ma ma, she looks like Gumiho, what the hell …

then because yasu cut his hair and became a bob blonde like that,  so i decided to follow him and cut my hair, i want a the same hairstyle like him, but eventually the hairstylist failed to make my hair look like yasu and it became like Dora the Exploler, ….  both Sadako or Dora hairstyle that i have now needs some treatment. My hair is not 100% straight, so yes my haif has some part of it gay (read : curly) so i need Iron Man to iron it so it can be 100% straight like this ….

but last month he (read : Iron Man, not yasu) texted me if he can’t iron my hair again because he is sobusy to save the world, He said : The world need me more than you need me noi_chan, … so what can i do if he already say that, i can’t be mad at him, i mean mad to Iron Man? that’s impoosible ne.

he said he is not gonna be available for me at least until next year. so he told me to not eat too much instant noodles, and i did that, can you imagine i am the one who always loe instant noodles stop to eat that? yes, i have to dod that because i don’t want my hair turn into gay (read : curly) and also i decide to change my hairstyle from this Dora The Exploler stye

to this whatever style …

ah no that’s not a whatever style ne actually that’s because i am so lazy to do something with my hair recently and this style the ponytail one is perfect match for my lazyness …. *laugh with panda*

and good news, finally they gonna send my Acid Black Cherry 『２０１２』 tour GOODS, at the first time they (the proxy i use) said if the don’t get any notification about my order, and they wanted to return my money and i was like what the hell again? i mean i was not lucky with The Acid Black Christmas GOODS and now this one?

but thank God the next day they told me if they receive a notofication from the Official shop if they already send the stuffs, …. so yes, this time i am fine ne because i am gonna get this

hell yeah, i am sooo *triple o* happy …..

noi      :     nee ya_san, let me be your greatest admirer …
yasu   :     by what …?
noi      :    i’ll be  the  『S』 if you are the   『M』, but tell me something …
yasu   :     what …
noi      :     tell me you don’t have alergic to leather like that man right? ..
yasu   :     eeh, what the…. nee noi_chan i don’t want you to be my 『S』, because i am sure the one and only 『S』 you can be is Sadako …. no, i pass
noi      :     fuihh thank God then, ….

~owari~

 

ARENA37℃ April 2012 Scans

 

Artists :   Acid Black Cherry, YFC, Golden Bomber, GLAY, SUG, VIVID, SPYAIR, THE KIDDIE

you can find the scan HERE , password is : bahama221b

you can do anything you want to these scans but as always a credit would make me happy ….

 

 

Crossfinger Post : I will forget you completely ….. ( Another me, yasu and Mr. Friday again)

oke this is gonna be another long post before i start to forget again, i forget alot recently and that’s not good ne i better find something maybe a vitamin for my brain or i should eat a lot of banana, before i forget about everything include forget about yasu, …

but why i never able to forget about him  (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu) …

yasu      :     a long post about him (read : Mr. Friday, not me)
noi         :     ahaha ya_san ….
yasu      :     then i am not gonna say anything  …
noi         :     no, no say something ….
yasu      :     don’t you see i am busy so go start write the long post …
noi         :     well, okay ….

ah ya i am gonna start this post with something about Facebook. Finally today my Facebook got time_lined. and i don’t like it, see the new Facebook timelines, made me lost inside my own Facebook, can you imagine that, me who always say I am a Facebook saiyajin got lost on my own Facebook page. It sounds like i drown on my own bath tube, what a fool ne, even yeah i slept over once on a bath tube during my spa time, but still this is weird.

today is my turn to be timeline_ed by Facebook, i thought they gonna skip me but they didn’t, they should skip me and this is what my Facebook is gonna look like

and Facebook told me if this time line goes live on April 22. Even they (you know who, but not yasu) said if this timeline feature is gonna be more effective than the old one, but for me this is confusing. But hey i can put a banner, i dunno what image i should put there. So i put that image there . see that’s me, hyde and yasu on my timeline ….

aha

aha

aha

yasu      :    there’s something not right about it …
noi         :    what ….? ah ya, i know what’s not right …. see the image is me, hyde and then you ne…
yasu      :    eh …
noi         :    it supposed to be hyde, me and you … so i am gonna be in the middle , but too bad i dunno how to change it , so i am sorry ne ya_san ….
yasu      :    what the …

now i know why Facebook found me and they didn’t skip to timeline_d me, i mean my Facebook. that’s because today i just signed_up on GetGlue . This is an application where you can rate or write reviews about the movie, serial you watched, music you listened recently or book that you already read. Why did i do this anyway?

that’s because all my moviegoers friends use it, they rated, review on it everytime they watch something. and i wanna do that, i wanna say something for my NCIS time, i think this Get Glue application is gonna be more better than if i posted on Facebook (ah ya i connected this application to my Facebook) or tweet it on twitter.

but look what i found there n Get Glue, i found Acid Black Cherry there, and there you are my 1st review on Get Glue is my review about one song, my fave song from Acid Black Cherry 3rd album 『２０１２』 : so … God Night and my review is , ah no this is not a review but the correct term for this is what i get when i listen to this song :

this song  so … God Night, from Acid Black Cherry 3rd album 『２０１２』 gave me this feeling, the same feeling everytime i listen to Celine Dion song I am A Live , …

i want a baby now, and my baby is gonna grow up to be a cute boy/girl and i am gonna sing this song while watching him/her sleeping and wonder what he/she did today, and can’t wait for her/his story tomorrow at breakfast …

yasu      :     a baby, with who ? …
noi         :     you know who, don’t worry it’s not you  …
yasu      :     Thank God, then. 3 days ago you gave up and now you want a baby, don’t tell me if ..
noi         :     OMG ya_san, you know …. kyaaaa *eat my pillow*
yasu      :     DAIGO ….?
noi         :     kyaaaaaaaaaaaa ….. *fall from bed* of course not

that’s exactly what i get when i listen to that song so … God Night  , yup i want a baby. I wish i can have a baby without a marrige you know like what they did in modern country with the artificial insemination, but because i live here in a country where the culture and religion value is still strong, i might get a lot of trouble if i do that. Not only me but also my unborn child for example it’s gonna be so hard to get a brith certificate if the mother (me) not married yet.

so if i want a baby i have to marry somebody first, but hey i am not gonna marry soon, ne because i have no idea what kind a wife i am gonna be if i get marry. I have a picture in my mind for what kind a mother i am gonna be in the future if i have a baby, I am gonna do anything to be a mother and also a friend for my child. I don’t want my child like me who never able to have that kind of relationship with my mother, and i think i have to find a perfect man for this.

Everyday my mom keep remind me about my promise to her to be normal when i get back from japan next October, Oh God, see how dramatic she is? i haven’t go there yet and she’s already remind me everyday like that, OMG i knew she has something  maybe a plan, i dunno why but i think this one is about a guy …

and when she already think about something, i know she is not gonna stop until she get what she want, and because i made a promise to her the last time when she leaved me, so oke i’ll do that, i’ll do whatever she told me . I don;t want she leave me again, Without my mom, it just drive me crazy. …..

A Promise is still A Promise ...

yasu     :    so …
noi        :    then i shall keep it ne …
yasu     :    oke  …

oke let’s back to yasu and Acid Black Cherry, ah ya i forgot to write about this on my last post. it was about yasu on DAM channel, i tried to find this video on DAM channel Home Page, but i might missed the day when they posted the video , but there you are somebody uploaded it on You Tube, i think she/he recorded the video on the karaoke …

see what i mean, but still this one is great  …. not only that, i also got another list to wait for Acid Black Cherry, hell yeah i love if there’s another list of ABC …

~  new dorama with 「イエス」 as the OST

today Team Acid Black Cherry（Official） on Facebook also posted about 「イエス」 single for a short drama OST. The dorama is  Re:Dream / トレーラー映像 on April 18th …. ♥ on Bee TV a channel for mobile phone. I hope somebody is gonna share the dorama, because i really want to see it , and hey,  Sacchan? …

omo

omo

the story of this dorama inspired by this song 「イエス」 it self, so you all know what’s the story is gonna be about, OMG see how brilliant is this song 「イエス」  it gave an inspiration to somebody to make a story/dorama. It remind me of Theresa Teng’s epic song Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin (The Moon Represent My Love) and how that song as inspration for many HK movies.

~    Rhythm ＆ Drums magazine May 2012

  4/13発行「リズム＆ドラムマガジン」….     done …

Special Talk Session
淳士×yasu ［Acid Black Cherry］ …… i can’t wait for this one …..

~    GOOD ROCKS! TV Steaming Live

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you can watch it here ———>    GOOD ROCKS! TV  on April 26th at 21:00 JST …   ah ya before i forget (i forget a lot recently) look at this one :

that when he was on FM Fukuoka, and i remember i read a blog, she (the blog owner) write if her friend who lives in Fukuoka saw yasu and hyde together for a dinner in a restaurant, and then i was like, eh is that possible …. ? i mean see the date March 12th, hyde was abroad for L’arc WT … after Bangkok, Taiwan, and Shanghai ….

i dunno why i posted that on ABC group, …. see this is why i am not a good admin, an admin should’nt post something with a personal rambling or opinion, but look what i just did, i want to delete it but there’s an image there …. then what? …

this day Sunday morning, i lost my ATM again, see this is the 4th times i lost my ATM. i have 4 ATM’s from 4 different bank. And this ATM, from this bank, this is the main ATM for me, i mean this card also another stuffs that i use for work. When i lost my ATM for the 3rd time, i said to my self : Oke this is the last time, ne and you (i said to my lost ATM), don’t you ever dare to lost .…

but what …. i still lost it, Oh God i hate to deal with this anymore, see to get a new ATM card, i have to make a report to the police about my lost, OMG (again) i’ve been there three times and  now i have to go there for the 4th times with the same report? ….  i am sure they (the police) gonna think what a stupid girl i am

Bloody hell no,

3 is the max for how many times you gonna do something accidentally. I mean nobody fall in the same hole for 3 times right, and also this Bahama Love Triangle is only for 3 persons (read : hyde, me and yasu) not 4 persons, so the question is :

why should i had to lost my ATM for the 4th time?

yasu      :     you want me to answer it …?
noi        :     sure

yasu      :     let me think about it first …
noi        :      ok …

yasu       :     hey noi_chan, i know the answer …
noi          :     what ….
yasu       :     maybe because this Bahama or whatever you name it need another additional …
noi          :     heee
yasu       :     add one person here so it’s gonna be 4, … that’s why you lost your ATM 4 times ..
noi          :     what the ….

yasu        :     1,2,3,4 …. me, hyde_san, you and then who’s next , DAIGO …? … *laugh*
noi           :     no, no ….. oke, that’s not funny ne …
yasu        :     you’re the one who started it, ATM lost and love triangle connection ? ….
noi           :     heee ….

so today at office i do nothing, just finished my reports and do nothing because i don’t have cash to pay all of them, this is Sunday where i supposed to pay the workers, they used to get their payment on Sunday, nah because i lost my ATM i had to cancel their payday to tomorrow ….

i really hate to do this, but what else i can do ne, i mean it was Sunday and there’s no bank open on Sunday and where should i get that much money to pay them all with no ATM card? ….

i regret, yes, i mean they all should get the money today, who knows if they already have/make a plan to do wth their family to buy something for their children for school stuffs maybe? and they all have to cancel it because of one fool person,

me, who lost her ATM because soo stupid and can’t remember anymore even she tried so hard to remember, I better ask Dr. House about this. I spent my Sunday morning to say lot of I am Sorry to all the workers, …

i don’t even dare to look at their face because by lookin at their disappointed make my guilty feeling inside of me much bigger . then i spent the rest of this failed Sunday just surfing arround the internet and do nothing, but scanning this (you know what i mean)  …

i dunno why just do something simple like scann something with him (read : yasu) just make me feel better, see how woird ne, how yasu always make me feel better in many ways including by scanning …. ahahaha what the …

btw recently i listen to this band CN BLUE, thanks to my dear hermanita Vale_chan who let me know about them, their last mini album : Ear Fun is a nice album and yeah, it sounds fun in my ears, i saw this video on one of my Facebook friend post : ….

Hey, You – CN BLUE
Lyric by Han Seong Ho
Composed by Kim Do Hoon, Lee Sang Ho

I wanna come back, beautiful day

Alone I got crazy
I got crazy more and more
Loving you, if loving you is my mistake
It’s not, it’s not, it really is not
Tututurutu love again

Everyday everyday I strut
I walk on the street in fear
Once again back again
Darling, darling, darling, darling

Day after day Monday Tuesday better day
I will smile again
I comfort myself,  but to me you are the only one

Good Bye darling Hey you
Oh my darling Hey you
I love you to death, please come back to me

Because I love you, because I only know you
Once again l0ve forever

Durudurudurudu whoa, whoa
Durudurudurudu no no
Once again back again
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful one day

Durudurudurudu whoa, whoa
Durudurudurudu no no
Loving you don’t leave me

I’m alone like a fool
Only me who’s like a fool
Loving you, loving you, you seem to get tired of it
Go away go away
You said good bye
Tututurutu love again

Today I slowly sing it again
I sing the song that we listened together
Once again back again
Darling, darling, darling, darling, darling

I’m tellin you, Monday, Tuesday, better day
I will forget you completely
Every time I try again to me you are the only one

Good Bye darling Hey you
Oh my darling Hey you
I love you to death, please come back to me

Because I love you, because I only know you
Once again l0ve forever

Durudurudurudu whoa, whoa
Durudurudurudu no no
Once again back again
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful one day

Durudurudurudu whoa, whoa
Durudurudurudu no no
Loving you don’t leave me

Good, good, good bye darling ah
Oh, oh my darling you
Yeah, yeah, yeah oh ready now

It’s hurting.. it must not be me
Say no, no, no, no, no, no, tell me why
(hey you)

Good bye, darling hey you
Oh my Darling hey you
My love, I want you
My heart wants only you

The day when we were happy
The day when I miss you
I will go back to you .. together

Durudurudurudu whoa, whoa
Durudurudurudu no no
Once again back again
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful one day

Durudurudurudu whoa, whoa
Durudurudurudu no no
Loving you don’t leave me

my mind just blown away to him (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu) the lyrics stabbed me right to my heart, and i can’t forget him and this song is my 2nd surender for all my efforts to forget about The Unforgettable Mr. Friday, ….OMG

OMG

noi        :    i have to do this ya_san …
yasu     :    do what, another Dear Mr. Friday …
noi        :    yea, what else ….
yasu     :    he is not gonna read it anyway …
noi        :    nah, that’s exactly why i have to write it …. chotto ne i’ll write this one first ..

Dear Mr. Friday :I’m tellin you, Monday, Tuesday, better day I will forget you completely.
Every time I try again, but to me you are the only one.
Alone I got crazy. I got crazy more and more Loving you,
if loving you is my mistake. It’s not, it’s not, it really is not .
Day after day Monday Tuesday better day I will smile again.
I comfort myself, but to me you are the only one …

regards,
The Forever fooled by you (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu)
NH

maybe what some people say about how first love is gonna be forever is right, …. i took only a moment to make you love somebody but when you wanted to forget or you have to forget about him i took forever, …. but even i give up twice but still in my heart i am sure i am gonna forget about him completely .

i just don’t want to force myself to do that, i want it to be smooth and naturally, so in the end i will 100%forget about him, not him, but all these feelings inside of me that i keep here in my heart and nobody know about this dissapeare one by one.

i don’t want anybody know about this, my feelings about him, a pathetic feelings from somebody who stuck in a love that she never ever gonna get, … see how pathetic i am ? …. and i am gonna kill myself if he found out about this, but i think before i kill myself my dad is gonna kill me first ….

and yes,  ya_san you are right, you always do ,

I’m like a fool, Only me who’s like a fool,  …. just me so …

noi          :   so omedeto ne ….
yasu       :   for what …
noi          :   for having me the Forever Fooled girl as your fangirl …
yasu       :   omedeto …?
noi          :   ah ya, i should say Gomen ne ….
yasu       :   Good, now go to sleep  …

~owari~

3 Days Past 誕生日 Post : The Fellowship of Cherry ….? (Another me, yasu and Yamapi)

After spent my whole day outside office and somehow i think i am the last person who found out about what just happened in Aceh. 8,5 SR earthquake just happened in my country and i dunno about that? ….

then i wonder am i gonna be the last person who get out form a ship/plane if there’s something happen with the ship/plane and i am clueless about that?. Bloody hell that’s scary ne, and then i listen to this song  その日が来るまで from Acid Black Cherry 3rd album  『２０１２』 yes, i am still tryin to dig this album deeper and wondering what this man (read : yasu)’s message inside it

yasu      :    i am sure you are still clueless ….
noi         :    OMG ya_san, yes i am …
yasu      :    what take you so long ne noi_chan …
noi         :    blame Master Yoda for this, because he just did something with my brain somehow my brain capacity just reduced ….
yasu      :     eh ….?

Kanji

その日が来るまで
Lyrics & Music: 林保徳

静かな海と 輝く緑
すべて壊れて 泣き出した空
神様教えて…滅び逝く運命は
今の時代じゃなきゃいけませんか?
もう眠るといい ずっとここにいるから
その日が来るまで この手は決して離さない
神様教えて…命まで奪うなど
あの子が何をしたというのですか?
あの小さな星を掴みたくて
透き通る空に手を伸ばしたよ
慰めはいらない 哀れみもいらない
ただ一つ 悲しみを還して
愛の言葉 世界中に届くかな?
空を越えて 君の元に届くかな?
人はその時 誰も無力で
何もできずに ただ故郷を見ていた
神様教えて…うつむく人々に
僕は何を唄えばいいのですか?
胸の奥の方が痛いよ なのに言葉にできないよ
同じ空の下 同じ空を見て
僕達の祈りを一つにして
愛の言葉 世界中に届くかな?
空を越えて 君の元に届くかな?
愛の言葉 世界中に届くかな?
空を越えて 君の元に届くかな?
愛の言葉…
空を越えて…
愛の言葉…
君の元に届くかな?
君の元に届くかな?
必ず君に届けるよ…
目を閉じて 耳を澄まして
聞こえない? 子供達の笑い声
神様教えて…終わりの時は
今すぐじゃなければいけませんか?

Romaji

Sono Hi ga Kuru Made

Shizuka na umi to kagayaku midori
Subete kowarete nakidashita sora
Kami-sama oshiete…horobiyuku sadame wa
Ima no jidai janakya ikemasen ka?

Mou nemuru to ii zutto koko ni iru kara
Sono hi ga kuru made kono te wa kesshite hanasanai
Kami-sama oshiete…inochi made ubau nado
Ano ko ga nani wo shita to iu no desu ka?

Ano chiisana hoshi wo tsukumitakute
Sukitooru sora ni te wo nobashita yo
Nagusame wa iranai awaremi mo iranai
Tada hitotsu kanashimi wo kaeshite

Ai no kotoba sekaijuu ni todoku ka na?
Sora wo koete kimi no moto ni todoku ka na?

Hito wa sono toki dare mo muryoku de
Nani mo dekizu ni tada furusato wo miteita
Kami-sama oshiete…utsumuku hitobito ni
Boku wa nani wo utaeba ii no desu ka?

Mune no oku no hou ga itai yo na no ni kotoba ni dekinai yo
Onaji sora no shita onaji sora wo mite
Boku-tachi no inori wo hitotsu ni shite

Ai no kotoba sekaijyuu ni todoku ka na?
Sora wo koete kimi no moto ni todoku ka na?
Ai no kotoba sekaijyuu ni todoku ka na?
Sora wo koete kimi no moto ni todoku ka na?
Ai no kotoba…
Sora wo koete…
Ai no kotoba…
Kimi no moto ni todoku ka na?
Kimi no moto ni todoku ka na?
Kanarazu kimi ni todokeru yo…

Me wo tojite mimi wo sumashite
Kikoeru kai? Kodomo-tachi no waraigoe
Kami-sama oshiete…owari no toki wa
Ima sugu janakereba ikemasen ka?

English Translation

Until the Day Comes

The quiet sea and the greenery so beautiful it shines
The sky that wept when everything shattered
God, please tell me…does the time when our fate of being destroyed
Have to be in the present time?

It’s all right if you go to sleep, because I’ll be here forever
Until the day comes, this hand will never, ever let you go
God, please tell me…when you say you will steal their very lives away
Are you saying those young ones did something wrong?

Wanting to hold on to all those tiny stars
I reached my hands up to that transparent sky, you know
I don’t need comfort, and I don’t need compassion
Sent back with a single sorrow on my heart

Will my words of love reach the whole world?
Will they will reach across the sky, and make their way to you?

All the people on that day, everyone was powerless
Unable to do anything, they just looked upon their hometowns
God, please tell me…for all the people with their eyes cast down in shame
What should I sing to them?

The depths of my heart ache so much, but I can’t put it into words
Under the same sky, looking up at the same sky as all of them
Joining all our prayers together as one

Will my words of love reach the whole world?
Will they will reach across the sky, and make their way to you?
Will my words of love reach the whole world?
Will they will reach across the sky, and make their way to you?
My words of love…
Reach across the sky…
My words of love…
Will they make their way to you?
Will they make their way to you?
I’m sure they can make their way to you…

Close your eyes, and listen carefully
Can you hear them? The voices of the children laughing
God, please tell me…do the end times
Do they have to come so soon?

credit to : kikuko_kamimura

and i asked the same question 神様教えて…終わりの時は, 今すぐじゃなければいけませんか? …. but

Dear God,

i don’t wanna know the answer. Just don’t answer my question. I am too scare if You answer that question. I know that D Day is comin sooner or later but about when i am gonna let You to be the one who know that. Knowing the fact that they only give me another 4 years is enough for me even that’s too much for me, i mean you can’t do all things you want to do only in 4 years right, ….

but still Thank You God  for the 4 years info.

regards,
NH

anyway, 3 days ago was our day,

guess who, me and yasu?  the answer is no a very big no, because that day was our day (read : me and Yamapi) …

so yes, i am gonna say again  Happy Birthday to me and yamapi ……  and look what i got for my birthday, i got a lots of things  …..

1. Acid Black Christmas tote bag,

someone was so kind bought this for me. I use this bag to office everyday and just by lookin at it i am happy ne. I hope i am not gonna ruin this bag just like what i always did to all my bags by put so many stuffs inside. I never know why do i have to bring so many stuffs to office everyday. and i am tryin to reduce it now, so what is inside my bag now is : 4 wallets, netbook, 2 handphones, MP3, and my Acid Black Cherry 『２０１２』 lyrics book.

I did bought this but because of what happened with him (read : not yasu) i didn’t get my stuffs and i even lost my bloody hell unforgettable 9,500 yen, … actually when he asked me what do you want for your birthday this year, i answered him with, i want this

Acid Black Christmas Photobook but this Photobook is already sold out and i can’t find it everywhere, i did search at Yahoo auction but still i can’t find it. I really want this Photobook because i want too see the rest of the content. I did saw it but not all part, …

see that’s 2 images above is also my birthday present, someone let me see inside of the Photobook, Bloody hell what he’s doing? just lyin on bed like that, with that look,

OMG

OMG .…

oke i am gonna say exactly like what i wrote on my Facebook when i posted these brilliant photos of yasu : i don’t mind to stay forever in Limbo with him ….. *jump into Limbo*

yasu       :     stay forever in Limbo, with you? well i do mind ….
noi          :     why ….?
yasu       :     do i look like i don’t have anything to do so i can join you on Limbo?
noi          :     no ya_san, you are so busy …
yasu       :     good, then stop jumping like that and go finish your blog post …..

2.   A Nice talk with Her Majesty The Drama Queen

on my birthday i did some talks with my mom, this is a very long talk between me and her and i think this is the first time in my life i did something like this, a long conversation with my mom during our dinner time. Just me and my mom. and if i use to be the one who listen all her drama talks, that night is different, i  am the one who talk and she was listening to me. and do you know what my mom said?

she said  i am not normal

i was like, heeeeee? ma, how could you say that, even yes i am a little bit deaf but hey i am still a normal person. I can walk, i can work, and i am not gay … OMG did she think i am gay? …. kyaaaaaa ….. *jump off the London bridge* ….

yasu       :    OMG did she said that noi_chan ….?
noi          :    i don’t know, but maybe …
yasu       :    if she really say that, i am gonna let you jump off that London bridge … but hey, you’re not in London now so you better stop think about that … *laugh*

she said she want me to be normal like another’s daughter, i mean do a normal things what a girl should do (i dunno what a normal girl should do in her mind) . You always do the same things, talking about the same person (read : yasu, finally my mom knows the different between yasu and hyde) and on your day off instead of going out with your friend you just stay at home and lock yourself in your room and do whatever you do with your netbook.

friend?

she knew i don’t have it and how friendship just didn’t go well with me in this life. i did think about to re_connected again with my college friend who un_friended me on Facebook by made a new Facebook account but then i canceled it because i think that’s gonna be nothing. They still gonna be the same them, and a new Facebook account is not gonna change what they think about me anyway

so in the end i only use that new Facebook account NoiLoveYasu to upload a video and there’s only me, and Acid Black Cherry Official on the home page …. and to all of you who add that Facebook account i am sorry i am not gonna use that account so that’s the reason why i didn’t accept your friend request ….

and then i told her about my plan to go to Japan next October to watch yasu and hyde on this year VAMPS Halloween Party , as always she give me that look, while say so many Astaghfirullah over and over. and then she also said : why do you this, you always make me worry. i can’t sleep while you were in Bangkok last month and now you wanna go there to Japan for yasu and hyde for a week, are you gonna kill me? …. etc etc many more …

but thank God at the end i can make her sure if this trip is gonna be okay, fine. and i promise her to be a normal girl (even i still blurry what’s my mom version of normal, but I think the normal vesion in my mom’s mind is get married and have my own baby …) and still continue on for my plan to buy a house. With the new rules recently that make down payment for a house more expensive than 2 years ago , i have to postphone this plane, my major plane.

OMG

OMG

i can’t believe when she said  okay about my plan for October. I tell you something, this is the first time i told her about my plan a long time before the D day. On my last trip to Bangkok i told her about it only 3 days before the D day, so this one is a very big different ne. so with Her Majesty Drama Queen’s bless and approval, i am sure this trip is gonna be smooth, fun and happy ….. *amin, amin ya rabbal alamin* 

i better start to make a plan about this. I have to do this now, i mean this year. oke i did think about next year but who knows what is gonna happen next year, what if my health is not gonna stable as now, because i am not sure. But this year i am sure i am gonna be healthy because ….

3.  Dr. House is back …..

noi                :      hey Doc, where have you been …
Dr. House      :      i have something to do …
noi                :      you better check me ne, there’s something wrong …
Dr. House      :      it’s not Lupus …
noi                :      so that’s mean i am gonna be okay ….?
Dr. House      :      yup, ….

see ….. i am gonna be OK …. yay …. *happy*

now i have one favourite day, and that day is Tuesday, why ….? nah if you have a cable telly and you should now about this. On Tuesday night i am gonna stay all night long in front of my telly because somehow all the great serial (not serial killer) on Tuesday night.

17:00 – 18:15  CSI on Fox
19:15 – 20:15  Blue Bloods Season2 on AXN
20:15 – 21:15  Grey’s Anatomy , i forgot in wich channel this one
20:15 – 22:15  CSI 12 (with the new boss)
22:15 – 23:00  HOUSE on SET

3.  yasu on my telly

not only that, at that day Acid Black Cherry Official on facebook also announced about 「J-MELO Rock Special」 on 2012.4.30.

Guests: Acid Black Cherry, DEAD END

1. “Yes” / Acid Black Cherry
2. “Yume Oni Uta” (Dream Demon Song) / DEAD END

i can’t believe it ne, i mean it almost 2 moths since MayJ tweeted about it on her twitter

今日のJ-MELO収録のゲストさん達が凄すぎる！！ GACKTさん( @GACKT )がヴォーカルを務めるバンド「YELLOW FRIED CHIKENz」さん、「DEAD END」さん、そして「Acid Black Cherry」さん！

finally i am gonna be able to watch yasu on my telly, NHK World. As usual this channle is gonna air the show 3 times a day exactly like how many times i eat one day (morning, noon, night) plus the regular NHK gonna air it at midnight, just like what they did when L’arc_en_ciel was the guest … so 2012.4.30 you all better stay tune on NHK

and on 2012.4.13 don’t forget to watch The Samurai yasu on TVQ Entertainment Samurai. i think they gonna post the streaming video that day . OMG i always love when he did something traditional like wear kimono or with samurai like that, because this Samurai yasu is

yassshhhooooiiii ……!!!!

and with all the birthday greetings posted on my Facebook Wall, i realized yasu also gave me something, what he gave me is …

4.    The Fellowship of Cherry

oke i am a movie freaks, so what is on my mind is always not far away from movies. nah in this case if Frodo Baggins have his own Fellowship of The Ring, yasu gave me The Fellowship of Cherry in this fandom world and instead of going to Middle Earth we all gonna go to Japan to see this man live on stage ….. *crossfinger*

this year birthday is so different with my last year mellow birthday, this year there’s nothing but happy, i was having fun by celebrate it with my office mate (because they are somebody that i can call my friend in my real life now) i spent my whole day with them and they are the one who listen all my ramblings mostly is my pathetic rambling about my dad and how i hate him so much and of course my nonstop rambling about yasu plus my disaster voice singing 【イエス】

 

 

when they hear this song for the first time they said : hey Moi, he call you , and when i asked who? they reply me with who else but yasu. ah, i think i know which one is, this part

些細なことできみを泣かした
Sasai na koto de kimi wo nakashita

雨に打たれ
Ame ni utare

もういい　もういいよ
Mou ii mou ii yo

bloody hell i am not gonna bother myself to explain them about that after all they are muggles they not gonna get anything about something like this, so what i said that time was : ah ya he is calling me, just like what i always do calling him : yasu, yasu ….. ahahahaha *dumped into swamp*

today i managed to scan Fools Mate May 2012 edition with yasu as the cover and there’s yasu and MORRIE’s interview part. There you are enjoy the scans ….

to live in this fandomw world sometimes it’s not easy ne, i mean especially when you live in a place where nobody knows about the stuffs you are talking about and in the end they, all of them gonna think and bookmarked you as the weird person, or not normal (like what my mom said about me) …

All of that happen because they just don’t understand about what i feel and how i appreciate my idol and all that i do is just some part of it. In this fandom world i do have some goals to reach and i just hope somebody understand about this, in this case my mom. and for the muggles …

They just don’t see you (read : yasu) as I do. I wish they would try to.  I’m sure they’d think again. If they had someone to adore like yasu

yasu      :   ah that’s from Michael Jackson’s song …
noi         :   ssshhh ….
yasu      :    you only replace Ben with my name …
noi         :   heee, you ruined the game again …
yasu      :   then stop playin this game, whatever you named it and you should go to work now
noi         :   aaaaaaa ……

~owari~

 

D day Post : Happy Birtday To you Daigo ….. ( Another me, yasu and Ben)

i am gonna call today as D_day, for  what ?

what

what

what ….. < —- this is how he usually wrote on his blog ….  xD

D is for Daigo, let say ….

Happy Birthday to you, Daigo.  i wish you all the best …..

i can’t believe he is already 34 years old, but still for 34 years old man he is awesome ne, i mean for me Daigo is someone who can make you laugh and then feel happy for whatever reason, even just looking at what he do, what he post and what he wear like this

see see only Daigo can do that. He also a very2 good blogger, he update his almost everyday and waw for somebody like him, i mean he is so busy right but still he make some time to update his blog so his fans all over the world know what his activity, what is on his mind, etc etc many more …

since when i started to listen to BREAKERZ? i forgot it, maybe after i hear Ao no Mirai, nah after that, i just follow them until now, … this band BREAKERZ is different from another band , for me i always think they tend to pop i mean  they did have rock side on them but the sweet one ….

Not only that, he also posted his beloved aniki (read : yasu) on his blog post, nah a long time before yasu is everywhere all over the internet and social networks like now, i used to sneak out on his blog, maybe he post something about yasu. because sometimes he did …

yasu      :    what, you only open his blog to find me?
noi         :    yes, but …
yasu      :    i am gonna tell Daigo about this,
noi         :    eeeh, no no ya_san, don’t …
yasu      :    hey, hey Daigo …. look noi_chan …
noi         :    stop it and let me finish this ….
Daigo     :    nani ….?
yasu      :    she …
noi         :    nothing ….

and somehow i still doing it until now and it became like a habit to me for click/open Daigo’s blog when i am on Ameba. so every time i saw a notification if there’s a new post fro Daigo on my Ameba wall (or whatever they name this) and then while clicking the link i wonder what Daigo gonna told us today, what story, new event, new glasses maybe or etc etc many more,…..

i always say if yasu and Daigo are my number two broomance after SHERLOCK HOLMES and John Watson, and i love how they both keep talking about each other. On every interview in telly or radio yasu never forget to talk about hyde (after all he is hyde’s number one fanboy) and his bestfriend Daigo and Daigo did the same way.

see how sweet that ne, i mean their friendship like that for me is awesome, both of them are vocalist of a rock band, famous, and their friendship also connect their fans,  you know all Acid Black Cherry/Janne fans usually get along well or be friend with BREAKERZ fans, for example is me with minlilin, seiret, Joanna, and Alyssa. see that’s one of the magic in this fandom world. There’s always divisions but each division connect well with a fans_friendship following the friendship of yasu and Daigo ….

A Fellowship of Friendsip? waw that’s brilliant ……!!!!!

their friendship sometimes make me envy, for me who have no friends or someone that i can call with my best friend, yeah sometimes i feel that envy feeling when i saw them both get along like that, talk about each other, and i dunno why their friendship remind me to one of Michael Jackson‘s song.

i grew up with Michael Jackson songs, and i remember when i was on elementary school, everybody in my class have their own dairy book where they gonna ask all their classmate with their bio like what’s your name, address, hobby, fave singer, etc etc . And at that time on fave singer question Michael Jackson is everbody’s answer.

Ben, this song is a forever friendship song, i love this song and God Bless Michael Jackson. On the day he die i cried while listening to this song …. because the world just lost one of the most talented man.

 

 

Ben
Michael jackson

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I’ll never be alone
And you my friend will see
You’ve got a friendin me
(You’ve got a friend in me)

Ben, you’re always running here and there
(Here and there)
You feel you’re not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If you ever look behind
And don’t like what you find
There’s something you should know
You’ve got a place to go
(You’ve got a place to go)

I used to say “I” and “me”
Now it’s “us”, now it’s “we”
I used to say “I” and “me”
Now it’s “us”, now it’s “we”

Ben, most people would turn you away
I don’t listen to a word they say
They don’t see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I’m sure they’d think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben

A friend to call with our own, so we never be alone, too bad thanks to how weird i am i don’t have it in my real life. I f i have a friend where i can go to tell him/her what i feel, what just happen i think i don’t have to cry like an idiot in front of burger shop like the last time whan i lost my mom. nah because i don’t have it so there you are i cried and cried there

noi       :   nee ya_san, that’s not gonna happen if you give me your number …
yasu    :   oh no, don’t start again ….
noi       :   i can call you ne …
yasu    :   i told you ne, that’s impossible, i am not gonna give you my number …
noi       :   who knows ….
yasu    :   hey you did posted on your blog, that’s enough ..
noi       :   but still it not the same …
yasu    :   ah there you are the spoil fangirl ….

well at least i have a blog ne and that’s what a blog use for, at least for me. but in this case in this fandom world i think i have it. friends, i dunno whether they think the same way as i think abot them as my friend but i really think they are my friend. having friend from the same or another division in this fandom world  is another thing that i have to thank to yasu, …. Oh dear God this I Owe yasu list is getting longer ne, …. and i dunno if i have any chance to say all on that list to him (read : yasu) or not ….

yesterday i had my day off, and today i work and finally today the meatball man finally show up again after lunch after almost 2 weeks he is not comin. I asked him why and he said that’s because he joined his neigbour to arrage sound system for weddings. This is April and in my country this month according to Javanesse calendar is good to hold something, for example wedding

he said he can get about 200,000 IDR (about 20 USD) for one wedding, nah the last two weeks he got 5 weddings, so he got 1,000,000 IDR ( about 100 USD) total. that’s not happen everyday ne, …. and while listen to that story from a man who his daily job is selling a meatball soup and only get about 50,000 IDR a day, i wonder maybe this is the way God remind me to not stop be grateful for everything i have now and told me to give more.

yes, i should give more because 2  days ago i just got 100 USD, ahahahahahaha, finally this fangirl is lucky enough ne, … i am not gonna tell you where the hell is that 100 USD come from, but hey God, you never forget me ne, finally there’s something good came to me. btw i spent my day off for this :

aha

aha

that’s my own Acid Black Cherry 『２０１２』 lyrics book, i made that my self for me and of course for my friends for what, of course to help me more easy to dig this album deeper and i don’t have to open my netbook if i want to listen this album and understand more. I put kanji, romaji, and English translation for each song in this album. and of course with this image

as header, actually i wanna put it also as footer. but too bad when i did that all the page just screwed and i dunno how to fix it. so okay i play save and erase the messy footer and there you are just like that. Now this book is in my hand everyday and today i tried it on my bus riding this moring and somehow my bus riding feel faster.

i also scann the Photobook from 『２０１２』 CD Only version, i did that slowly because i don’t wanna make any damage to the booklet, i don’t care if any damage i made to my magazines but this photobook is different ne, it need a special treatment because the man who is inside it is so special, there you are enjoy

ah ya i almost forget, today i just decide if i am going to Japan this October, for this year Halloween Party, to watch hyde and yasu in one stage. Because this is my first trip to Japan, i am not gonna go there alone, i am gonna be together with my friend and we gonna stay there for one week,

yay

yay

yay

so Yukiko, would you meet me next October? ….

yasu       :    hey noi_chan, hurry where’s the meal, you make me wait ….
noi          :    eh, meal? you know i can’t cook. i failed on my last fettuccini class remember …
yasu       :    Good, first you can’t swimm and now you can’t cook …?
noi          :    ups, sorry but wait i’ll make you some spaghetti …
yasu       :    spaghetti again, that’s boring. you fangirl, you better do something …. *leaving*
noi          :    heee ….

~owari~

Midnight Post : Dear Mr. Friday, Yes I Give Up …. (Another me, yasu and Mr. Friday)

Midnight Post : Dear Mr. Friday, Yes I Give Up …. (Another me, yasu and Mr. Friday)

Today was a rainy day, all day long, and as always when the rain fall my net connection is gonna be death. With no net connection what can i do?, see this is the effect of net connection on us, yes it makes everything more easy but also give us some need/addiction and we do nothing without it.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=162439477211301

so i spent my whole day at office watch that Shangri La Edit PV over and over again while tryin  to do this Shangri La tap dance like yasuri and his gang like this :

it looks simple but it so hard to do ne, plus how i can’t stop laugh just by looking at how yasuri sing this song, …. OMG this yasu’s alter ego just so funny, ….  ah i better do this again tomorrow at office, eh but tomorrow i am off, so okay i’ll do that the day after tomorrow, it’s impossible for me doing something like this at home, you all know why, so office is better ne for my fangirling activity, ….. ohohohohoh

yasu    :    at office …? yeah right …
noi       :   but that’s true ya_san …
yasu    :    and they still pay you for that?
noi       :   ahaha yes, but they don’t know about this, and i tell you something …
yasu    :    what …
noi       :   this is what i call my KMBC activity …
yasu    :   KMBC? … don’t tell me you are gonna join girlband …
noi       :   me? of course no, KMBC is for Keep My Boss Clueless …
yasu    :   hey fangirl, … that’s not good ,,,

so today i was trolling and drolling like an idiot at office. but don’t worry nobody watch this  because i did that on my own room/office so nobody see it but me, myself. even it didn’t work well at least i didn’t trolling in public like what i did on twitter 3 or 4 days ago when yasu was the guest on  FM802 l REDNIQS

that night i joined the USStream chat box and the first guest was Versailles, and because of the copyright things we can’t hear the song and i also can’t find this radio station in KeyHole. all we can hear was only the DJ talk, . I just follow all their conversation and then someone say if she (i think she is female) can hear all the song on Kiryun on his show ANN (maybe she joined it with KeyHole or use Radiko or something)

then i asked her : who is the guest on ANN ….? and i didn’t realize if what i post on that chat box is also gonna be on my twitter with hashtag #red802, …. and then the radio official twitter (maybe the DJ) re_tweet me : こらこら（笑）don’t ask that here! RT @NoiHimura: who is the guest on ANN? ….

OMG

OMG

and the worst thing is i found out about that after the show after someone that i follow on twitter re_tweeted it and i saw it on my time line, so not only the DJ who was Re_tweet my stupid question but also there’s 4 people who did that, one of them said : hey it’s a different channel,  ….

Bloody hell, i am sure they all laughed about that, and damn why there’s no notification on twitter ne, when somebody re_tweet or reply your tweet,  ah or there is but i am the one who have no idea how to find it? …

noi       :    see ya_san, twitter hates me ….
yasu    :    ah no, you are the one who can’t find it so you better do something else than just re_tweet …
noi       :    i did that …
yasu    :    really? , hey noi_chan look at this ….
noi       :    i want it …. aaaaaa …… *drolling again*
yasu    :    ssshhh .. there must be something wrong with her …

i can’t sleep tonight because i just had a very long sleep until i missed my NCIS time, but tonight i just have a fun time with my Cherry Sista, it’s been a long time since the last time we had a very fun cherry chat on Facebook.

noi        :    yes, ya_san, that’s us ne ….
yasu     :    eeh ….

and thanks to my dear hermanita vale_chan, i realized something tonight. When she tagged me on this youtube link, i realize what should i do and i should not faight againts it, I think even what i feel is wrong but at least my heart is fine just by having this feeling inside of me, even i know i am not gonna have him or by his side, but loving somebody is never wrong right? ….

yasu     :    oh no, there you are again the drama with Mr. Friday ….
noi        :    i am sorry ya_san, but only tonight is the last time oke, i promise you …
yasu     :    you always say that but still …
noi        :    i don’t know he just in my mind tonight ….
yasu     :    i told you ne, get over ….
noi        :    omo, don’t leave me ….. *mellow*

when i listen this song, read the lyrics and translation, somehow this song just blow me away to him (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu),  and this song kind a  tell me, hey you are not the only one who have those feeling, i have it to. still loving somebody, how many time i try to forget it and push my self to forget it but  still it just there, the feeling is still there, still the same. but it hurt me now  …

My aching love, it’s bitter as if I swallowed poison
I try to smile but I’m faintly aching

I am Still Loving You
CN Blue

You’re my love

I can’t fall asleep in this long night
I draw you out again
Today, I hold back tears yet again
I let out a sigh – you’re my love

Stabirabi rapststabira
Love you love you love you my love
Stabirabi rapststabira I want your love

My painful love, I’m hurting as if I cut my skin
I try to hold it in but soundlessly, it hurts
My aching love, it’s bitter as if I swallowed poison
I try to smile but I’m faintly aching

Today, I see the morning yet again
I draw you out again
Lingering attachments push over to me again
I still love you – you’re my love
You’re my love

Stabirabi rapststabira
Love you love you love you my love
Stabirabi rapststabira I want your love

 

so tonight, in my sleepless night i want to say something to him (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu) even he is not gonna read it , (well i hope he never find this blog and all what i wrote about him). but at least by writing it in here i can get it out of my mind so my mind, my brain is gonna be lighter …

Dear Mr. Friday

I give up to forget you,  After all this time i do, I dunno when this love is gonna end but i can’t do that anymore, force myself to not think about you, even that’s not a true happiness but still it make me happy just by thinking of you ….

regards,
NH

yes ya_san, i give up

yasu      :    what, you give up ….
noi         :    i am sorry, but yes ….
yasu      :    just like that …?
noi         :    i can’t do anything but giving up …
yasu      :    see noi_chan, this is the reason why NYPD say no to you …
noi         :    eeh ….?

~owari~

yasshhooiii Post : Noi DiNozzo…? ohohohoho … (Another me, yasu on a Fools Day)

today this office belong to me, because there’s nobody here but me. so here i am do nothing but listen to this what i call Album of This Year : Acid Black Cherry 3rd album  『２０１２』 while writing this post and yes, while digging this album deeper try to find out what yasu want to say and what i can i get from this album.

Before i start this post, look what just came yesterday …..

OMG

OMG

Whoaaaaaa ……

and i can’t stop laugh when i see this PV edit version …. now let me ask you this question : have you ever imagine to sing Shojo no Inori III with that pumping style like what yasuri did?, i never but this edit version PV is …

you can watch the video here : http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=161337533988162

100% yasshhooiiii ………………………!!!!

yasu    :   yasshooii ….. ?….
noi       :  yes, yasshoiii …
yasu    :   what the …
noi       :  oke see yasshooii is your version of wasshoii  … so yes it is yasu’s version for wasshooii ….
yasu    :   eh …?
noi       :  yay …!!!!

as always i am the last person who get this album  『２０１２』, remember some lyrics on Hyde’s Glamorous Sky English version? —–>  a ah i am always late, …. yes, that part is sooo *with triple o* noi_himura …. xD

nah see now i have the album and this is also the answer to you all who ask me : hey have you get your copy, etc etc via message, i dunno why while i was nonstop posting about how i really want this album but i didn’t get it yet on my Facebook, twitter (yeah i tweet about it) but still there some one, two, three who asked me that question ….

there’s one scene on NCIS when Director Jenny Sheppard asked Gibbs whether Tony is  ready or not to have his own team, and Jenny think if she should ask Gibbs about that because maybe Tony is not gonna say if he is ready when he is ready. But then Gibbs said : We will know if Tony is ready even everybody will know about that, he is the one who is gonna say that.

nah what’s the connection? in this case there’s a causal connection here, see this is the reason why i didn’t answer those questions whether i have my copy ot not yet  , because here i am tellin everybody if i have my copy now ….

that man is Tony, if you watch NCIS (like me who have NCIS hours everyday 17:00 PM after work and Saturday night) you must know him. He is Anthony DiNozzo Jr. one of my fave character on NCIS. I said once if allowed to see one character on NCIS as me, that would be DiNozzo, yeah i may not perfect but i am Dinozzo, … I see  many similar things between me and him (read : Tony DiNozzo, not yasu) ….

noi      :   do you wanna know ya_san …?
yasu   :   you still gonna tell me even i say no  ….
noi      :   ahahaha, okay then i am gonna call this with ….

Noi Himura vs Tony Dinozzo ….

yasu   :   eeeh, don’t tell me after this you are gonna change your name to Noi DiNozzo …
noi      :   of course not, just let me finish this oke … demo ne ya_san, Noi DiNozzo it sounds cool ne?

yasu   :   what the, i better leave you now  … *dizzy* …
noi      :   no ya_san, listen to this first ne … onegai …
yasu   :   just don’t be boring …
noi      :   aye aye boss ….

oke let the battle begin, or what should my DiNozzo part? …..

1.    DiNozzo is a Moviefreak.

just like me, but i think he is much more than me about movies. Unlike me who often forget some part from the movie DiNozzo remember every things, all of the details. He connect everything with all the movies he watched. Remember in one case when Gibbs was held by one boy with a bomb in school and DiNozzo is the one who was in charge on that case? nah he solved that case like a movie, and the movie is Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock’s Speed.

Not only that, he also said how they are so Brookeback Mountain about how he and McGee spent one night together waiting for one officer who’s gonna bring them some stuffs but the officer never came. He said that when McGee show Ziva the sunrise photo he took  after spent one Brookeback Mountain night with DiNozzo .

i did that to, sometimes when i watch a movie i did compare what i saw on it with my life, see this is what makes movies are amazing, i mean the fantasy they offer to you and thoose fantasy are not alone, but they always come together with something you can learn about it, plus a warning for you not to follow this, because that’s exactly what will happen to you when you did something like this,

2.    DiNozzo is single

Unlike me wo always be single but not available, DiNozzo is 100% available, he did fall in love once or twice and too bad not ended well. From him i found the perfect answer for Her Majesty My Drama Queen Mother’s monthly question :

Until when you will gonna stay like this, When did you are gonna start to think about getting married, have my own baby, etc etc …. damn all of this questions so boring …. and now thanks to you Tony,  i have the perfect answer for that, the answer is  : I am waiting for someone’s perfect for me, perfect man at the perfect time, and as time goes by i became more patient about waiting for this ….

i mean this man ….. ahahaha ….. *got slapped*

3. Dinozzo is funny, always make you laugh but you will never like if he is serious ….

He always be somebody who always funny even at the time when people should not be funny, but DiNozzo is different, Remember how funny was he when he got an envelope with virus? and he is the one infected while Kate was fine, at the end of that episode he said : it feels like the end of Aliens movie …. but when he is serious, i don’t like it, i dunno why maybe this is because i don’t get use with the serious DiNozzo,

me, myself is not different with him (read : Tony DiNozzo, not yasu), i always do or say some jokes everyday and every time, so that habit sometimes screwed me, see when i said some jokes people who do not know and do not get use with me think if that was serious, and when i talk something serious they think i was joking, ….

nah that’s all my DiNozzo side , ….

still connected to part number 3 : being missunderstood, that’s what you are gonna get if you always do/say something with joke, or not put a serious face on your face. See i don’t have a poker face  (if i do have i think i am gonna move to Macau and play poker there until i have a lot of money), so people should able to read me, i mean read my face to see if i am serious or not, I think recently i just got what i should get for how i’ve been acted recently :

~    i am the one who always pretend to be busy so my mom never ask me to do something, no see what i got, now i always busy it seems like this papers work is endless, i mean there always be them on my desk waiting for me to fix them, ,..
~    i am the one who always pretend to be deaf everymorning and dawn on my bus ride, last month i feel how is the un_comfortable if you are really deaf. for one week i can’t hear anything, and the next weak only my right ear work, and i have to wait fior another 2 weeks to have my ears back to normal.

I did  say if i can read lips to know what people are talking about in my pretend to be deaf time, but when i reall can’t hear anything it was not that simple. It was okay if for daily i mean i use my mother language which is Javanesse or Indonesian at office, but when i watch my telly, Oh God, i was in trouble i can;’t even understand what was Diego Bunuel said.

yasu    :   so your lip reading failed to English, what about Japanese ..?
noi       :   ah you know it also failed …. nee ya_san, Thank God i am not deaf and now i realize something …
yasu    :   what, you’re an alien …?
noi       :   no this is different, i realize if i can’t stop being your fangirl, the fulltime one …
yasu    :   really, why ….?
noi       :   because i have no where to go …
yasu    :   what about NYPD?
noi       :   they said no …

btw i watch the last MUJACK show with yasu, and somehow i think i just see the pattern how this show worked, there’s girl doing some erotic things ( licking ice cream, lolipop and the scene is in the playground? yeah right … ) and then cooking show, … for me this show like someone gave a fish to a cat …. ahahahaha … *dumped to gargoyle cage*

i should see this show with another guest, just wondering did they gonna do the same pattern or not if the guest is not yasu. I never see this show, and honestly i only watch it because there’s yasu there as guest, i do listen to Japan Radio Show even the guest is not yasu (for certain station) but not telly show,

why? ….. if you ask me why the answer is because i do have so may movies, drama, serials that i have to/want to watch with less time i have to watch, so that’s the reason my i skip the Japanese telly show except if the guest is yasu. and this one is on PON somebody is so kind for upload it ….

cheese, and french fries for snack? …. btw British don’t say french fries for potato fried like that, but they call it with chips? i thought chips is for potato chips, but it’s not … OMG this is awesome, ne same language but different meaning …

 

time goes by, and there you are, we meet April again. What’s on April?  what else than Daigo, me and Yamapi’s birtday upcoming and of course is April Fools Day. What did you got for this year Fools Day? … This year i was save thank God, there’s nobody hack my Facebook and change my user name into yasu’s bitch again like last year, …

but this year, on April 1st in the morning Julian posted on my wall if somehow he is not in the ABC group again, i made that group like that, open group but only admin can approve member request. So at that day i was thinking hey what did i do, as i remember i didn’t do anything, then i checked into the group and there you are Julian still a member there.

then i wonder what day is today, it was April Fools Day, so Facebook is the one who fooled me first on this year Fools Day,  and then this man ….

yasu     :    me ….?
noi        :    yes, you ya_san, …. Oh God, i want that bag ….
yasu     :    eh ….

with this April 1st  Team Acid Black Cherry Official Blog Post , they said if they gonna end the blogs and all related things. and i was shocked, ….

even i knew something like this would happen, i mean yasu never miss a chance to take a part on April Fools Day, one day in a year where you can do something to fool people … and not only that, i also think one day they (Team_ABC) should change the name because the Dream Cup is over after they revealed the last present.

and we all know they not gonna end it, i know they are not gonna let the magic of sosial networks to help them for promotion and also help me and another million yasu’s fangirl all over the worls to know about him, what he do, telly and Radio reminder and many other things

but there is some change like on twitter from @TEAM_ABCD to @TeamABCofficial, the Facebook Page move to Team Acid Black Cherry(Official) <—– like this page again …. and the same things with Mixi, they just erase the DreamCup word.

April Fools Joke from you ya_san, it worked ….

yasu       :    then who is been fooled …?
noi          :    yeah, it was me ….. *raise my hands*
yasu       :    ne, noi_chan just raise one hand, that’s enough …
noi          :    oh …. i better sleep now …
yasu       :    what happen with her ….

~owari~