Midnight Post : I Forgive, but not Forget …. (Another me, yasu and The Mirror)

Thanks to Misaki again on Acid Black Cherry group on Facebook, i found out finally somebody upload this Acid Black Cherry on DAI安吉, i’ve been looking for this one but i dunno why what i got is a file for IPhone? ….

eeehhh that’s weird ….



well let’s just enjoy this video and have fun with my 2nd broomance in this world : yasu and Daigo …..



yasu     :    number 2?
noi        :    i am sorry, but yes …
yasu     :    then who is the number one?
noi        :    who else but Sherlock Holmes and John Watson, but don’t worry ya_san, you are still number one in my heart … ima ma demo, itsumademo ….
yasu     :    whatever ….

ah ya, not only that,  but today is also the day when they (you know who, but not Lord Voldermorth) open the pre_sale order for  Acid Black Cherry TOUR 『2012』GOODS. and soon they open it there you are i start to eat my credit card, …..

yasu      :    eat your credit card …? for what,
noi         :    well, who knows if i eat it …
yasu      :    don’t say after you eat it, you gonna get you some cash …
noi         :    omo … how did you know that, is it work? …
yasu      :    you, …. weird …

i am already made a mistake, ah no i didn’t make a mistake, but maybe i just unlucky dealing with my Acid Black Christmas goodies, Actually i don’t wanna talk about it or post it on my blogs, because i don’t wanna say some bad things after he said to me if he still wanted to continue his bussiness on his last email to me last February.  but  i’ve been waiting so long and he (you know who, not yasu) just gone and leave me like this, he never reply my so many mails , and the worst is, i can’t have/buy this :

i bought again the other stuffs like sticker, postcards and bag from another seller, but still i can’t find this one, the Photobook, i really want this and he just screwed everything. If he can’t buy that for me at least he should say something like i am sorry or something else what people should say in this circumstances, but he didn’t ….

and also he never say something about all my money that i am already sent to him. How much did i sent him? it almost 9,000 Yen (for the goodies and the shipping cost), One day i did think about to let it go,  i mean forget about it, but bloody hell, ……  who can forget about that 9,000 Yen …? one number nine with 3 zero behind it is memorable like hell (if you’ve been in hell like Hellboy)…. the answer is no one, except you got hit on your head, there’s something mess with your brain or you got amnesia ….

I forgive, yes but not Forget …..!!!

noi      :      nee ya_san, how many burger do you think i can get with 9,000 Yen …?
yasu   :       they gonna bury you with it
noi      :      really …?
yasu   :      then count it ….
noi      :      eee …..

but then i start to think again, maybe i lost that 9,000 Yen for a reason, you know maybe there’s something that i forgot to do, some donations, or i how many times i forgot to pay my bus ride in the morning ….. xD  ah ya i forgot about it many times, this is why i often pay my bus weekly or at least every 3 days.

But when i was on college, if i didn’t have to pay my bus fee one day because the driver assistant (the man who collect the money) forgot or didn’t see me even i didn’t hide.  i am gonna be soo happy and said so many Alhamdulillah ya Allah  while nonstop smiling like an idiot . yeah i was lucky at least i can save this for lunch …. ahahaha yeah that’s a very bad example, for only that less amount of money.

but at that time i was really poor, i have to work as a waiter on some restaurant near my college, be a private teacher,   be office girl and many other side jobs i did to get some cash, waw it was a very hard time, so something simple like i didn’t pay my buss ride in the morning it felt like a bless from God to me, see how God knows everything, God knows if that day i didn’t have money so God gave me a free bus ride in the morning.

and that time, even hard for me but i did it, and be who i am now even how miserable my live is now, but i am stil grateful to God everyday for what God gave me all this time, there’s a phrase that say : you are gonna feel tired if you keep look upside, so sometimes try to look at the downside .

the point of that phrase is oke if there’s some days in your live you feel so unlucky, miserable (like what i always feel) if you compare to another person maybe your friend who have a better live, and everything more than you, … nah if you keep look at them who is so lucky (upside) you’re gonna feel nothing but more negative feelings and unhappy, …

nah what if you try to look at the opposite of it, try to look at the other person who is more unlucky than you, nah i am sure what you feel is gonna be different, you gonna feel lucky and say lots of at least ….  ex : at least i don’t have to walk that far to sell something (this is what i feel when i saw a salesman/woman), at least i can go to  college ( this is what i feel if i see someone who can’t go to university because they have no money) … etc etc

so the point is Up and Down, over and over just like what your personal trainer said on your fitness or yoga class, … oke enough about the Up and Down things,  now the hunt is on now, the hunt for Acid Black Cherry TOUR 『2012』GOODS

~   Phamflet …

3,000 円

オールカラー 36P
B4サイズ 約36.4cm×25.7cm

i am not gonna miss this, yes this is on my list  …..

~   2 Version Posters

1,000 円

B2サイズ 約51.5cm×72.8cm

i’ll skip this one ….

~    2 version of Stickers

1,000 円
A5サイズ 2枚セット 約14.8cm×21cm

~     3 version Postcards A, B and C (5 each)

500 円
A6サイズ 5枚セット 約10.5cm×14.8cm … checked

~   T Shirt A and B version (for woman and man)

3,500 円
レディース_着丈:約77cm 身幅:約45cm 袖丈:
メンズ_着丈:約71cm 身幅:約50cm 袖
丈:約19cm  ………

everybody wants this, thanks to this on Acid Black Cherry Official Blog

~   Bath Towel

2,500 円
ジャガード織 約21.5×110cm

~    2 Versions Towel ..

2,500 円
ジャガード織 約21.5×110cm

~  Mirror Slide

1,500 円
材質:UPR(Unsaturated Polyester Resin)・ガラス・合金

~     サーモマグ

2,500 円
本体:ステンレス 蓋、飲み口_ポリプロピレン パッキン_シリコン 20cm×φ5.5mm(容量:300ml)

source : http://www.janne-shop.com/acidblackcherry/products/list.php?category_id=68

i am not sure what that thing is, but see the 300 ml, i think that is a bottle, or maybe like a coffee glass, but with a cover you know what i mean ….  nah i am already ordered that, i have to finish this list before May, because i have another things to plan, what plan …? what else but L’arc live in Jakarta , i better make some plan A, B and C because something just happen and more than one plans always better.

and if you missed yasu’s radio show with Yuki Rin (i just found out if she is one of the AKB48) … ahahaha oke blame me, this is because i only know 2 girls from all the 48 girls on AKB48, they are Takamina and Atsuko Maeda (this one is already graduate) and btw  i never understand about this graduation things on AKB48 and the others girls band with 48, are they in boarding school or something ….?

ah ya you can hear the show again in here :



last night i had a dream, this one is not a wet dream, i wish this one is , but this dream that i had last night was dry, because it was not related to sea, pool, or water, but it was on the post office , see how this my waiting start to effect me and then suddenly i had this weird dream.

on my dream last night, the scene is post office, the cast is me and my office mate BCL, and the story is about me and BCL went to post office to protest the post office why they didn’t give me my 『2012』 until now.on my dream BCL didn’t say something to help me with the protest and when i said : hey L, say something, she just leave me …. hueeee, what the hell is that supposed to mean ….

see how weird this dream ne, while everybody in my country now doing some protest to the government about the plan to increase gas and fuel price next month (day after tomorrow), and i had a dream  about protest but to the post office? …. OMG i think my brain messed all the news that i watch on telly related to the protest and songs in  『2012』  albums that i listen everyday ….

yes, i asked master Yoda about this one  ….

when i asked him   :    why Master, why ….?
and then he said    :    because it already written, the point of your life is waiting, so My Dear, you better wait …

me                       :    as you say Master, i will obey you ….

i am gonna be wait with patient, as time goes by and i wait longer i am gonna be more patient than before, …. or what, i should mad? but to who? …… to the wind blows, for blow my skirt when i was on my bike? …. i can’t think about this anymore, yes i said on twitter if i don’t care about my 『2012』 because i am already see all of it,

but hey what about the 40 pages photobook? … how can i find the 17 red apples and the girl with the red ribbon there, nobody gonna scan it for me, and even there’s somebody scan it i am not gonna satisfied because i want the big scan, like what i always did, 600 dpi, 4891 x 6511, because if the scan is a big size scan, you can have a good quality image even you cut the image.

ah ya here’s the  ARENA 37°C April 2011 scans, i am gonna call this with yasu and the mirror, or yasu in the mirror?

i hope he didn’t do that mirror mirror hanging on the wall talks …  but if he did, i am sure the mirror is gonna answer him with : who else but you when he asked :

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall, who is the brilliant man for my fangirl Noi Himura? …..

ahahahahaha ,  ….  kyaaaaa … *dumped into Limbo forever*

yasu     :   hey i am not gonna ask something like that,
noi        :   i said that if …  ne
yasu     :   btw what make you think the mirror is gonna answer it like  that ….?
noi        :   nah that’s because i am the mirror …
yasu     :   Oh God, i should know you are gonna say that ….
noi        :   kyaaa ya_san, help me  ….
yasu     :    bai bai noi_chan, enjoy your time on Limbo….




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