Recently, after works, at home i do nothing ….
but stay in front of my PC while doing something that is too embarrassing to tell or even to write here. I dunno why i keep doing that, but i just can’t stop to do it.
i know i am still a miserable person as i am. I thought that’s over and i won’t jump into the same situation, but it is always like this. Still the same me, to the same person but with an upgraded level of miserable
Ended like this and i hate it.
yasu : what drama now is noi_chan , …
noi : I am waiting eh, waiting ..
yasu : waiting for him to talk to you .. ?
noi : おも 。。。や〜〜ちゃん、do something,
yasu : why me ..
noi : because he loves you more than i do. New single, album or anything please …
yasu : don’t be fool, ….
here i am now waiting again like this song …
as you know, yasu also did a cover for this song and he did it brilliantly. Until it made me as a person who didn’t know anything about that song now feel connected to this song in so many reasons that will take entire seasons to sexplain.
That song always hit me on my face whenever i heard it, especially this part ..
あなたがふられる日まで … ♪♪
I’ll wait for you, I’ll wait for you forever
Until the day
Another rejects you …
yasu : you mean, will never reject him …?
noi : ah ya, so や〜〜ちゃん do something …
yasu : see, i help you with praying …
noi : hee, i am serious eh
yasu : then stop waiting …
i wish stop waiting is so easy to do like to say.
Now i feel all my life turned into Jane Austen‘s book. I said on my Facebook about if i were one of Jane Austen‘s character, i should be Emma. You know Emma Woodhouse the careless and busy matchmaker.
Emma who is too busy about other people’s love story and ignored her feeling and Mr. Knightley‘s eternal love for her.
but too bad, i am not Emma ..
in fact, now i found out if i am the same as Anne Elliot from Persuasion. A woman who was so easily persuaded and made mistake and hurt someone that she is fallin in love. And it ended with nothing but misery when she have to meet again that man in a different situation.
And whether she want it or not, she have to deal with it, with all of it including being ignored by him. Can you imagine how hurt it is, when someone that’s so kind and gave so many attentions to you suddenly ignored you.
Being ignored is worst than trapped into friendzone (you know, recently this dumped into Friendzone term is trending), or the change from friend into acquaintance … etc etc it just worst than anything.
Now what can i do but waiting, maybe time will explain ne and ….
hopefully i will get the same ending as Anne.
yasu : ちょっと ね noi ちゃん、i have one question …
noi : do ask then …
yasu : you persuaded ? by who ? i never say anything …
noi : eh, not you? だれかな 。。。。？
Ah this is so confusing eh, before this post getting long i suppose it i’ll think about who the hell persuaded me later.
i do always write a long post ne, and it is fine for ElJay and WP but not for Ameblo. Because ElJay and WP‘s maximal characters post are much more than Ameblo.
As you know, Ameblo put max 40,000 characters for you to post there. So whenever i wrote a long post, and it became more than 40,000 characters i have to make it into 2 parts or cut some parts of it so it can fix into 40,000 characters.
And i really hate if i have to cut some parts of my post because i had to edit it again. I am not fond of doing editing, because i do my livin by do some edit to people’s financial or tax reports.
omo, not reasonable enough? …. xD
well, let’s just say by editing my post and cut some part of it, it make me feel i just cut some part of my own budgets for my personal project. Had your budget cut is not fun at all ….
~ 「Shangri-la Meeting」 ~ Tokushima
From Ehime, Project 「Shangri-la 」 landed to Tokushima prefecture and yesterday 「Shangri-la Meeting」 was held at Awa Odori Airport together with Tokushima FM.
For yasu, it was his 1st time to be in Tokushima prefecture. The city for the !st time, the feeling seemed also became somewhat hot …?
That time, at Tokushima airport for the 1st time and it was also the 1st time for the airport for such a event like this. An event at the airport, so it became such a special and made yasu felt a bit hot …?
OMG, can you imagine? i mean yasu is already HOT and then somehow he feels a bit HOT,
so HOT + HOT it became —–.> a double HOT …?
yasu : not funny noi_chan …
noi : of course not, it’s not a joke
yasu : then what, another nonsense …?
noi : don’t you see, it’s mathematics ne ..
A + A —-> double A, so
HOT + HOT —-> double HOT
yasu : stay focus noi_chan, FOCUS … !!!.
Okay, but we have to back to the HOT again tho …
So somehow yasu felt a bit HOT, not only because it was his 1st time to come to Tokushima prefecture but also for the event itself being held at airport, waiting the arrival for the last flight …
And also because it was at the airport so it was a very wide venue more than another.
In Tokushima prefecture,「Shangri-la Meeting」together with Tokushima FM immediately begin when yasu start to say …
My first time to come to Tokushima.
My name is 「保徳」/「Yasunori」and 「徳」/「Toku」character on Tokushima remind me of a sense of closeness feel since my childhood (laugh)
and then they started talking about Tokushima from food, mountain climbing (?), etc etc …. many more and also
~ the impression of every place which Project 「Shangri-la 」 have performed with so far ,
~ how they ( who came to 「Shangri-la 」Meetings) treated yasu like a star with their kyaa kyaa ….!!!, like it was Michael Jackson who’s comin.
Michael Jackson eh,
he said a lot about this ne. How he was treated like a superstar, and he mentioned Michael Jackson for it. When i first read about it, i wonder i maybe he is fond about Michael Jackson but i didn’t see/read about him talking about Michael Jackson ne.
So now i think he mentioned Michael Jackson as the superstar because he was born on 1975, so he is one of the 80’s. Nah what’s boom on 80’s – 90’s around the world but Michael Jackson ..?
even for me as the 80’s, Michael Jackson is still the Superstar. I remember how all my friend on Elementary School put Michael Jackson as their idol.
next is ..
~ A long Way Down to Kudanshita : Part 2 (From Jakarta to KL)
On my 2nd flight from Jakarta to KL (Kuala Lumpur), my seat was next to wing. I was glad about it because as you know that section/seats (read : next to wings) are the safest seat on a plane.
I read about how Prince William‘s bodyguard put him in the economic seat class next to when he was traveling alone rather than in the business class. People kinda like giving what the hell is that …? comment about it since he is Prince William eh, the next King of England.
But they just didn’t know if why his (read : Prince William, not yasu) bodyguards do that. …
Arrived at Kuala Lumpur International Airport about 08:30 AM in the morning, because it was only about 1 hour flight from Jakarta to KL. Still sleepy since i didn’t sleep last night and couldn’t sleep at all at the plane.
My friend was right, this new Kuala Lumpur International Airport is much more bigger than the previous one.
But, instead of like a mall i think it’s like Star Enterprise on Star Trek and it made me feel have to find where the hell is Capt. Kirk … xD
It is so big and bright especially for my sleepless eyes that time, but then my eyes suddenly open when i entered Kuala Lumpur International Airport building and there’s a sign for a Movie Lounge.
then i was like …
Thank God, …
that’s how i spent my time waiting for my next (3rd flight) top Tokyo at 13:30 PM. Surely it would be a long and boring time to wait of i didn’t do nothing.
i had enough going online with PC and bothered some of my Facebook friends last night at Soeta ~ Jakarta. Then i went to some cafe there for my breakfast with this …
Maybe it was too early in the morning, so they only have a limited breakfast menu and i think that one is more make sense to me than all the western/British breakfast menu they offered me.
That egg rolls were not good but it was OK if you are so hungry and will eat anything in front of you (like me that day).
Finished my breakfast, i went to find the Movie Lounge to spent my waiting time there.
so what they said as a Movie Lounge is actually a corner where you can enjoy some coffee while watching movie free. The coffee, of course it isn’t free. They put two BIG flat telly on the wall, one with some local Malaysian drama from TV3 and the other played movies from Fox Movie Premium channel.
I got my seat, behind those 2 man there and because i saw it was Spiderman 2. I called my mom using FB Messenger first and then i found out if this FB Messenger application is very handy for traveling aboard like this.
I mean, i used to worried about how to call my mom when i am travelling aboard.
Confused to find a public phone call or rental phone to make an international call ne, because i never want to make Her Majesty worry about me. And i know if i don’t call to tell her where i am now, what i do she will not stop praying in her room for me.
Iike i say before my mom, Her Majesty The Drama Queen is a very religious person. She always pray daily especially for me. Yes, me the one who always make her worry. For sexample, even now i am already have my own job that i think it is quite good, but it is never good for her because i am not a civil servants like my sister.
For Her Majesty, a civil servant who works for and paid by the government is the best job for a woman beside as a teacher.
Unlike this job i have now.
It’s not that i don’t wanna be a civil servant, of course want and i tried to be one of them. But what can i do if i keep failed whenever i follow the exam? i failed for the 4th time 2 years ago.
Can you imagine? 4 times ne …
yasu : 4 times, really noi_chan …?
noi : yeah …
yasu : the exam, was it really hard ..
noi : no, it wasn’t that hard, but my brain just didn’t work well that time …
yasu : i shouldn’t ask ….
then i said to myself, that’s enough ne because as how i was told by my teacher to go home after knockin on somebody’s door and nobody open after 3 times, i suppose i have to stop hoping and tryin to be a civil servant after 4 times failed on exam.
That’s why my mom always worried about me, my future and how she nonstop prayin for me everyday. Yes, everyday ne because that’s how i always see her every evening sit in front of our home with her tasbih (it’s something like rosario in Chritians, to count how many times your pray is) prayin.
Ah dear mommy, please stop worry about me, look i am fine …. !!!
That’s what i always tell her but she is still the same Her Majesty The Drama Queen now. Nonstop worry and prayin for me.
Ok, back to the Movie Lounge,
so the next movie is Gerard Butler and Morgan Freeman‘s Olympus Has Fallen, an American 2013 action movie. The Olympus in this movie is for The White House.
It’s about a man named Mike Banning (Gerard Butler, from 300 Spartan) a disgraced former presidential guard who accidentally involved into a terrorist attack situation that took POTUS (President Of The United States) and most of his staffs as hostage and left only Congressman Martin Trumbull (Morgan Freeman) as the decision maker.
And Mike as a former trained very well and a bit heroic bodyguard, gotta do something to handle this situation.
I suppose he also feel some guilty because he is very close to the 1st family, but on his duty time there was a car accident and they lost FLOTUS (First Lady of United States) then they disgraced and transferred him to the bureaucratic service
This movie is quite good eh, even it’s not as good as Training Day. I always like this kind of saving, hostage film like this. And while the other guys sit in front of me kinda worried about what will happen to Mike,
Well, that’s normal eh because i know for people who never watch this movie, it looks like he is gonna die at the end of the movie after he called his wife.
But i tell you he is fine.
Indeed he is always fine because he is Gerard Butler, ne, he is one of the Spartan. I believe if you all see 300 Spartan you will believe he is gonna be fine,
and my fave part is when he had to put the code to lock Cerberus and as a field agent he couldn’t find where the hell is # (hashtag) on the keyboard until somebody said Shift 3 …!!! to him.
I’d say, that’s a very nice touch .
After Olympus Has Fallen, the next movie is a romance movie and i move from my seat because the man who was sit in front of me leaved his seat. But when i look behind me, i saw there’s a couple who made a preliminary love scene before the movie begin.
Then i was like ..
Go get a room please …!!!
yasu : hey, it is just a kiss …
noi : yeah, but it is a deep kissu ne. Because i saw they also use …
yasu : use what …
noi : ah no, i am not gonna say it ..
yasu : noi_chan please, you are not 13 anymore ..
noi : sorry, it is Captain‘s order …!!!
I dunno, it always weird for me to watch a couple kiss each other in a public space like an airport Movie Lounge like this. Maybe because i was raised in a different culture so yeah it’s bit weird to see a live kissu scene, not from movie.
So for me, at that time i feel like there’s 2 romance movies played there. Behind and in front of me, then i fell asleep. I told you ne, i am a bear and pillow person so i can sleep everywhere.
I woke up when i heard they start to call my flight and then i just ran to the gate. But in the middle of my run, i remember i forgot to take my Optimus Prime pillow with me.
I went back there and i saw that couple were sleeping while hugging each other.
Omo, really ……..? *eat my pillow again*
YUKI : look who is jealous now ….
yasu : hmmm …
noi : don’t you see what i see?
the world seemed like only belong to both of them and you know what will happen next ?
yasu : what ….?
noi : soon we have to pay rent for our stay in this world to them.
YUKI : we ..? you maybe, but not us … *laugh*
They both seemed like enjoy their sleep, and i wonder if they knew if there’s people (like me …xD) are watching them while they were sleeping? …
ah let’s skip this part ne, so i ran back again to find my gate because i heard them sayin this is the last call for all passenger flight D7 522 to Tokyo.
Found my gate and get into the plane. My seat was not near window and next to a man who look so busy with his game. Indeed, he is a BIG guy ne, so it was a bit narrow between me and him. Not only that, when they served dinner, one of his elbow was on my table.
but i didn’t talk much with him ne, i only said thank you, excuse me …. etc etc and some other simple thing to say to people that i don’t know. Not only because following what my mom always say about not to talk to strangers but remember what happened to Rachel McAdams on the Red Eye movie ?
that’s terrible eh even indeed Cillian Murphy is so adorable there ….
So what happen next was whether i want it or not, i had to put my pillow on his arm on my night sleep from KL to Tokyo. My 2nd flight from KL to Tokyo took about, …
from 13:30 PM to 23:00 PM is ….
noi : 10 hours ….?
yasu : no, it is not 10 hours …
noi : eeeh …
yasu : what is wrong with you …
noi : i dunno, EVERYTHING is VERY WRONG with me now …
It was a long and cold flight ne. With the summer outfit on me and i didn’t bring any jacket to cover myself, that airplane feels like a giant refrigerator with me freezin inside and i was so glad when it over
Landing at Haneda at 23:00 PM, then filled immigration papers together with an Indonesian old man who wanted to visit his son in Yokohama. He was got into trouble with the immigration paper because he doesn’t speak English.
So i spent some times talking with him while helping him with the immigration paper. Since he is from Malang, East Java we spoke in Javanese language. It was delightfully weird how i was in Japan and had a quite long conversation in Javanese.
Finished immigration things, i entered the arrival terminal i was looking for a ticket machine to buy a PASMO card. Got the PASMO with 3,000 yen inside
then what next is spent another night at airport again. This time i found a nice spot next to electricity plug to charge my phone. Callin Her Majesty again and then fell asleep ….
I’ll continue the next part tomorrow as A Long Way to Kudanshita Part 3 : Tokyo Day 1 and i’d say it was a hell of a day tho …. xD
next is this …
~ The Whatsoever Update from Me …
now we are reach to 4th SEASON 「Shangri-la 」 PHOTOBOOK
this one is for Saitama
while this one is for Encore SEASON Pamphlet.
I’d say, this Encore SEASON Pamphlet is some kind of costume display but they made it as a book.
That’s great idea ne, especially for fans who weren’t able to go to the Final Season in Budokan and Miyagi where they held an Costume Sexhibition for all costumes of yasu for 「Shangri-la 」 Live from 1st SEASON to 5th SEASON.
Like me …. xD
and also they put something that they called scent of yasu …? (dunno if i got it wrongly) and now i suppose everyone have the same scent with yasu because i see many fans bought the same Dolce and Gabbana ~ Light Blue.
Even it’s a fragnance for man, but seems like girls also bought it, so i suppose now there must be some increase number sellin of Light Blue Dolce and Gabbana in Japan, thanks to yasu … xD
and there you are for 1st SEASON part …
even though this is not my fave 「Shangri-la 」 costume, but i like the vest and how the haistylist (Mr. Yoshiaki Takami) put that green on his hair and that made it fit to green theme of 1st SEASON ~ 5th SEASON 「Shangri-la 」.
while this one is for the 2nd SEASON part
2nd SEASON costume is my fave ne, because i think the hair and the outfit purple color are PERFECT as perfect as the 2nd PHOTOBOOK is for me rather than other SEASON.
i will continue the next season for next post so at this time, just enjoiii …… !!!
still talking about 「Shangri-la 」 PHOTOBOOK, this time is about ..
~ SPECIAL BOX Case Application …
as you all know, for you all who ordered Fan Club and TSUTAYA version for all 5 series PHOTOBOOK you will get a SPECIAL BOX to hold all your 5 books full of yasu.
And yes, it is free but of course you have to apply to get it.
by collect coupons from all 5 series PHOTOBOOK and put it on the form inside the 5th SEASON 「Shangri-la 」PHOTOBOOK and follow the instruction there to apply.
And remember, the closing date to send your application is July 31st, 2014. Yes July 31st, 2014, the same deadline for me to send my owl back to Hogwarts because see everyone …
finally they called me again … !!!
so yes, i am gonna back to Hogwarts by the end of this July aand i am soo fu**in happy … #yaaay !!!
yasu : no way, they already kicked you out …
noi : yes way, look that’s my name and address ne ..
yasu : fake adress …
noi : yeah, say what you want but i will go to Hogwarts. So bye bye luv …
yasu : is she mad …?
then next is ….
~ ARENA Tour GOODS Pre-Order
via Official UpRise Shop : http://upriseshop.jp/products/list.php?category_id=326
The good news is now you can buy the venue only, you all know i am talking about kewpies as the most wanted item during 「Shangri-la 」 Season. So now you better start to contact your proxy/deputy shop.
Actually, to me for this ARENA Tour GOODS venue only my fave is the ABC mask.
It is very useful for me, who always spent my time outside office, on the field full of dust especially in a hot season like this. So this morning i said to all my friend …
Look everyone, this is my new Acid Black Cherry mask …. !!!
and this Acid Black Cherry mask is really good for me who have this forever Acid Black Cherry fever, so i won’t pass this forever fever to all my office mates.
Because you know having this forever Acid Black Cherry fever is not easy,
たいへん ですね 。。。
but worthy because it always make me happy at the same time. So yeah it’s kinda complicated like that.
last but not least is, lets talk about this Acid Black Cherry interview on Asian Beat.
I really love to read yasu‘s interviews now, find out what he is sayin and think about for some matters. I love this one more because they already added the English translation so i don’t have to spent my whole one or maybe 2 weeks to read and understand all what yasu said.
you can read the whole interview in here : http://asianbeat.com/en/feature/interview/12-1.html
The interesting part for me as an overseas fan of course this …
and this ..
he is sayin that he (read : yasu, not Capt. America …xD) is aware about him also have so many overseas fans outside Japan.
Even i know he is aware and know about it, but still sometimes i think because how humble and moddest yasu is, he might sayin again if he doesn’t know if he has so many overseas fans like what he said on his long time ago New Year’s interview with JAME World.
I dunno why, but i always remember that interview because thanks to what he said on that interview we all made some fans video to let him know if we are still here and support him.
next is this part …
so i suppose i have to wait more longer to see Acid Black Cherry live outside Japan, at least Asia or South East Asia ne, because he already said that. He is still put another layer on his finishing groundwork for his career in Japan.
But the question is for how long? ….
Of course it will be fine for me to wait another more longer since i am the waiting person as always. But still i am afraid if yasu let us wait too long for that whatsoever finishing things he do now, this is what is gonna happen to all overseas fans …
source and credit : Acid Black Cherry French Street Team
Now, it’s depend on yasu whether he will let all his oversea fans waiting and ended like that. After all, he is the idol ne and i am the fangirl.
And waiting is one of things that a fangirl can/able to do. Believe me, i am really good at waiting ne … xD
Omo, too dramatic eh …
But don’t worry everyone, at least if we have to wait we all waiting together ne. And OK, ignore about the waiting let’s just see another positive thing from that interview ne.
It is forever OK to use online translation, because sometimes yasu also do that …. #wekekekekeke
noi : ….. eeh he he he *laugh*
yasu : hey, i didn’t say it is forever OK …
noi : very well then, it is temporary OK
yasu : but …
noi : i gotta go now luv, じゃ ね 。。