Hello everyone, ….
Sorry i’ve been very busy recently since my works really loves me more than anything so they won’t leave me to do something else until i finish them.
At the end of this October finally i managed to finished some of them and got an excellent result after spent my whole 2 weeks with no day off to working on the finishing.
Yes, finishing is always the hardest part now i feel so tired.
It hurts all over me, from back to head. Feels like i got beaten up by a whole battalion ofPolice in Calcutta after 1,000 miles ran away from them
yasu : so, what did you do now ….
noi : i did nothing eh, ya_san 信じて くださいよ 。。。！！！
yasu : you didn’t steal something from them …?
noi : Eh God, the one and only i want to steal in my life is you eh …
yasu : then why did they after you …
noi : you go ask them, not me …. >_<
But thank God, i have this …
This is very good eh, and totally works for me because usually Vitamin C make me sick but not this one .
It contains Vitamin C and Calcium, yeah for the C and maybe also some Vitamin D for my weak and almost broken bones ( hopefully it will fix my broken heart as well …. xD)
and the R is for ..
eee vitamin R ….?
yasu : be serious noi_chan, vitamin R, really …?
noi : maybe it’s some anti-radiant …?
yasu : from what …
noi : for you of course, since you are so radiant … !!!
yasu : you fangirl, go away … !!
very well then, i’d say now i am like a new bunny with energizer battery behind and i am ready to do anything.
I say anything eh, …
so what happen next is, instead of get some relax time while finishing the other projects that i haven’t finish, i make another plan for another projects …
and start to write again in here,
I say I am Inspector Himura ne, but as always i ended to be the last person in this Acid Black Cherry Fandom to get my INCUBUS singles.
You may say this is my punishment for how Greed i am to wants everything but yeah people …
Even yasu said any door …..
but because until now i still don’t have INCUBUS CD single to put on my bed to call thisINCUyasu to come to my door. …
Bloody Hell, i really need Capt. Rogers to help me now ….!!!
But of course thanks to how fast is internet sharing, i am already listen to the single and the cover track as well.
i am totally obsessed with INCUBUS (say it 150%) it was like this song never let me go to really listen to the cover track CLOUDY HEARTS from BOOWY. I did listen to the cover, and i only get yeah, well done yasu ….
But for INCUBUS ….
i had no idea what will happened to me if this wacky obsession wouldn’t end soon. I mean this songs kinda gave me ear and eye_gasm ..
yes, ear and eye_gasm …
yasu : hey noi_chan,
noi : what …
yasu : did you …
noi : i say something ended with gasm, it doesn’t mean i just had sex eh …
yasu : you should explain it, people will think ..
noi : i am sorry darling, this time you have to do your research.
I did mine btw ..
so on that Secret Meeting ….
First with the opening movie with a very BIG surprise about the upcoming 4th Album called Land then the PV with a red and purple color, La vie en Rose and this dazzling and radiant yasusinging like this, with a blue devilish eyes …
and closed very nicely with yasu‘s talking with this something i call a dorky cute act as a bonus ….
ah ya, you all can see the whole PV in here …
About INCUBUS ….
How am i gonna say it eh ….
since i am not in a music industrial or a music analysts so i have no idea how to say it correctly.
Yes, maybe it’s something that they (whoever they are) will say as a hard-rock music but personally i say this INCUBUS is the smooth and more organized version of GREED GREED GREED ..
I say, if GREED GREED GREED is an off-road racing, then this INCUBUS is a Formula 1 racing ….
yasu : F 1 …
noi : yes, like that movie i watch recently …
yasu : so …
noi : INCUBUS is a smooth and quite fast track like a Formula 1 racing …
Then 。。。 GREED GREED GREED eh,
Dunno why, but i always think …
GREED GREED GREED is a very messy song with messed lyrics as well.
Maybe i am the one who is not too complicated to understand what the hell is yasu tryin to say with GREED GREED GREED lyrics and music but i never get what is the point ofGREED GREED GREED beside
as an official license to be GREED from yasu ….?
so when i listen to this INCUBUS on the day they (read : team_ABC) held the Secret Meeting i was like …
Yes, yasu, yes …. !!!!!
like yasu was askin me something and i had none other answer to give but yes and yes ….!!!!. See, that’s what i am talking about having an eye and ear_gasm when you are listening and watching a music PV.
Like when you are having sex,
i am sure you wouldn’t ever say so many yes and yes … !!!! if you don’t get the orgasm.
yasu : but noi_chan, you said you never have sex …
noi : yes, that’s true …
yasu : then how, OMG noi_chan did you really ….?
noi : don’t be surprise like that darling.
I am an Adult Fangirl, of course i do my research eh …
yasu : a sex research …?
noi : what the …
Ok, leave the eye and ear_gasm alone, now let’s back to INCUBUS, then when i listen correctly to the lyrics …
I can’t do this anymore. I can’t sleep. I can’t dream.
It’s all a nightmare.
I can’t wake up Incubus. I…
I wake up in a nightmare, I fall a sleep
Wishing I don’t have to cry all day and all the nights
夢でもいいから あなたでもいい 愛して
I don’t want to cry in the pain.
I can’t do this anymore.
I can’t sleep. I can’t dream.
It’s all a nightmare.
I cry with me myself and I …
あの頃 私 夢を見てたの この世界はバラ色って
何かが狂い 乱れて枯れて 悪夢が私にキスをした
だって そうやって言ったじゃない! あれだってしょうがなかった!
Just on time! もうやめて!
あの頃 私 夢を見てたの この世界はバラ色って
気づけば私 夢の迷い子 悪夢はまだ終わらない
色のない夢 殺される声 1つずつ奪われてく
音のない世界 感じない愛 悪夢はまだ終わらない
then i was like ….
Eeeeh, reallly yasu ….?
i thought this time yasu will make another sexy song like Black Cherry. And if Black Cherry is from the woman’s side, then this time yasu will make it the male version of Black Cherry.
From the INCUBUS side, …
where the INCUBUS tellin us about him doing his sex crime as a sex demon ruined somebody’s life
and i never imagine this is gonna be dramatic story like this but okay, maybe i was hoping too much for this single.
So i am gonna blame what for this long eeeee …. !!!! i said …
my dirty mind ? …
yasu : yeah, go blame your dirty mind …
noi : but i believe i don’t have a dirty mind ne …
yasu : then what you have ..
noi : i believe i do have a sexy imagination ..
yasu : sexy what …?
noi : yes, very sexy …
enough about INCUBUS next is this
~ CD&DL でーた Interview #2
this is for Focus 2 : Statement Collection (yasu’s)
This magazine frequently published some series interview for Acid Black Cherry.
This time we are interested to discuss what yasu said that he had from the previous archives. So we want to discuss further what it means, purpose and reason of his statements.
# from September 2009 edition, about 「黒い太陽」/「Kuroi taiyou」
ー we heard some quotes about you, yasu …
「黒い太陽」/「Kuroi taiyou」 – in this song lyrics, yasu put his views about love
黒い太陽 is a lyrics with love at the first sight theme.
On your first meet, are you sure you will give your love only to him/her ….? Because that’s the most important, and if you feel i wanna know more about him/her ….!!! then it can be the beginning of love.
ーand then as you get older, is your view about love also changed …?
as you get older, the point of conversation change as well. Maybe want to know some deeper things. But the important is how their (our lover’s) attitude?
when we are young, we only see things on that time we couldn’t imagine how when we’re old later. But when we’re get old, then we realize oh, she/he also old now …
from the beginning, i always have thought if we don’t respect each other, then we cannot be together forever with person that become our girlfriend or wife
ーas a more than friend person to our lover, of course we want to able to love him/her. Then came this quote …
愛してない song is words of a high level love confession .
「It is a paradox. But i even more rarely use that 「愛してる 」 word.」
ーThen what did you say when you ask a girl to be your girlfriend …
「I don’t say 「愛してる 」 because i think 「愛してる 」 is something that we are not suppose to express with words.
I add 〜すら at the end. There are people who love to say 「愛してる」. For example sayin 「愛してるよ …. !!! 」 at the ending of phone conversation, or when you meet you ask 「愛してるよ ?/ do you love me?」
but i am not that kind of type.
If in my heart i say 「いとしいな 」/「my dear 」, that means i am sayin 「愛してる 」. That’s why i don’t say it much on my daily words」
ーMen and women are different ne.
Usually women want it to be expressed by words while man must think No need to say it, the must already know
「yeah, women are like that. Seems like it became a theory about difference between male and female.」
ーBut when it said and often repeated, that must be annoying.
yeah, i might get upset
ーOK, next …
from the beginning, i am a kind of shy person …
yasu, are you a shy person …?
I was destined to be a shy person … !!!
and seems like there are more that kind of person (shy) than the not shy person. From all people that i know for all my life until now, the not shy person is SHUSE.
ーha ha ha
yes, he is the one.
The not very shy person. So mostly when people meet him for their 1st time, they show a friendly and a bit nervous face. But that man that i said as a not shy person said OK, just go you all ..!!!
sayin something like that at the beginning, that’s totally not good.
ーKansai people are known to consider public image as important, but is there any newly acquainted people come to you and being not polite?
yes, i have …!!
I am sure that person is from Kansai (laugh). It’s said that Kansai people have a good character, but in this situation it turned out to be the contrary as what people think. Maybe this person already tired to be a nice person.
So i must be more aware where ever i am.
ーCharacter, eh …
Actually i’ve been fooled by some person. This person, why act like that to other people but like this to me. But behind all of that, there must be many other good side.
I understand and very sorry for what happened to you. All this time, i never get fooled btw. We have no idea how far a person able to see something.
But be sure if people with that kind of character, must have a boring live than other people with more kind heart.
ーyes, that’s so true.
Then about a man’s truth and faithfulness, i am interested with what you said about
not to forgive, but when i want to give up, then I’ll give up
Is that supposed to mean that man really can’t give up and separated?
yeah, i think so. But that’s not an accurate advice anyway because i think it’s only a reason for a man to himself.
ーThen what would a man say about a woman’s truth and faithfulness?
For me, even if for a faithful woman i’d rather not to know about that. For example if we accidentally see their call history or message in their phone, it makes us suspicious or not believe in them.
So it will be more better if we don’t know right …?
Or when they send a message using ♡ icon, maybe it shows how faithful she is but what if she doesn’t use that icon? That’s why i’d rather not to look on their phone.
But man or woman, they’re certainly not going to hide his faithful towards their beloved right, because if they do it will show their insincerity that will hurt their loved one.
ーHmmm, but the feel on Bit Stupid song isn’t the female character is too be hidden …?
Really too hidden, isn’t so?
Then apparently it really end (laugh). But actually it depends to the person. An affair it can’t be forgiven. Actually i’ve been cheated once and thought about i can forgive.
But even i did forgive, it still sucks anyway.
To all those who’s never been cheated by someone, hey must be very happy eh (laugh) . I’ve been cheated when i was young (laugh).
But in relationship there’s some phrase of that person is totally unfaithful so are you really sure with your love?
ー Very well then what about 「恋人」/「Lover」 that written as 「愛しい人」/「Itoshii Hito」/「My Dear」 …?
i think 「恋人」/「Koibito」/「Lover」 is a some sad state/situation, because it would be better if both use 「愛しい」/「Itoshii 」/「My Dear」 for each other.
Now i watch this 「昼顔」/「Hirugao」 drama …
Then i thought there’s also something not good about having a lover. Unless we can put a limit each other, unlike the marital relationship (husband and wife).
Similar with faithful to your lover, if we can’t show it then it won’t work. So just respect each other …
That’s all, since it’s already midnight now so i will continue to my next post and this one is ….
~ Whatsoever Update from me …
this is for 5th Season 『 Shangri-la 』 PHOTOBOOK ~ Oita
Enjoiii … !!!!
Geeez yasu, you are a bit complicated eh …
yasu : and you are not …?
noi : of course not, like Magnolia i am a simple person.
For me it’s easy : say it or leave it … !!!
yasu : ah, that’s why he dumped you noi_chan
noi : no, he is not. He only ignore me, that’s all
yasu : yeah, not yet.