Run After a Train to L’arribean : ちょっと, 待ってください .. (Another me, yasu and L’arc)

today’s L’20 live report from natalie

see just by reading some report like this just make me happy and so exciting about what i am gonna watch next year, ….  and Hurry Xmas live on stage? ….  OMG

all this time my heart never stop to draws a dream, …. what dream?  my dream to watch them live on stage, … and until now my heart is still drawing that sweet dreams, …. and it move one step closer to the final ….

next year 2012 is gonna be a very busy year for me, …. see a new album for L’arc and Acid Black Cherry, and i am sure after new album, there’s gonna be another live for Acid Black Cherry and it means another DVD to buy …. hoooo, in the end everything is about the money, honey and buney …..

it was fine, but then this L’Announcement  about new album, next year so after Leade_sama’s announcement there’s no P’unk en Ciel and now an album for P’UNK ? eeehhh  …. one thing that bother me is they said about a streaming live for mastering the new album on December 26th @22:00 pm , and they also said to watch that streaming live i have to use the access code that included on CHASE single

yes, i ordered the limited edition from CD Japan because i want the DVD, … unlike ABC, on L’arc single we are not gonna find the Offshoot video added on the DVD because the offshoot is gonna be in Chronicle , so that’s the different ….

nah the question is what if my CHASE single arrive after 26th? … so  i can’t watch that streaming live even i buy CHASE single?, ….  normally i got my CD?DVD or stuffs about nine days after they shipped it, …. so i need 6 days more top get my CHASE in a normal days, …. but this is the end of the year ne, there’s Christmas and new year, ….  and i am sure i am gonna get my CD on January , ….

so what should i do to get in to the train to L’arribean?

yasu    :  well, you should run faster ne …
noi       :   i ran fast, …. but i don’t think the post office gonna run with me …
yasu    :   of course not, post office is a building so it doesn’t run ….
noi       :   eeehhh …… demo …
yasu    :   just do what you always do …
noi       :   what …
yasu    :   wait, just like you wait for me …
noi       :  …… hmmm

oke then i am gonna wait, and hope there’s somebody out there who is so kind to record and share it with me …. They (whoever made that schedule) should add more days, not only 4 days ne, because L’arc have so many overseas fans like me and not all of them have Superman as their Mr. Postman, like meh ….  me, the one who always wait for his  (read : yasu) stuffs

and this December another thing added to my Matsuwa List , … because Acid Black Cherry CRISIS And L’arc CHASE single have the same release date on December 21st …  and let’s talk about CRISIS, …. we all see the preview PV with 6 different yasu there

1.   The Pilot ….

just like the cover single, i saw him as a pilot. Well, okay i watch too much war movie like Bond of Brother and Saving Private Ryan, …. but on this Spaceship fandom called Acid Black Cherry this man Mr. Yasu Hayashi is my pilot, ….

2.   The Fanboy

everybody know how he adore Hyde, …. and for me he is hyde’s number one fanboy always, …. and  somehow i always know one day he is gonna use this Hyde looks hair, but i never expect he is gonna do it fast like this …. it must be hurt to have a hair do like that, and how many hours they (read : hyde and yasu) spent to have that hairstyle? …. it must be more than one hour, …. so 666 bravos to my two brilliant man Hyde and yasu ….

3.   The Black Haired Pirate

he gave me another nostalgic moments of him in black hair, red bandana, dark red outfit and his beautiful shoulders … this is perfect and   i love it,

4.   GANTZ

maybe he really wants to join Nino and Kenichi Matsuyama to kill some aliens, …. btw i watched this movie GANTZ 3 times but i still don’t get the point of this movie ….  and i am sure after he kill all the aliens he is gonna save me from here a.s.a.p. …

finally he heard what i always sing, this song Flower, …..

Like a flower … so ya_san, ….

noi       :   so hayaku, mitsukete, mitsukete kokori iru kara … just find me hurry ….
yasu    :   stop dreamin , who is gonna save you anyway …
noi       :   again and again …
yasu    :   what …?
noi       :   you ruined my dream …. but that’s fine ne because my heart draws a dream ….
yasu    :   what the ….

5.    The Man In Black

i always love Janne Dearly Live Osaka, one of the reason is because he use a black suit even inside it he use a red shirt but somehow it fits on him, …. and now this one : yasu in the black suit is fabulous

6.  I’m Clueless about this one

see how that black and gold just fit with his blonde hair? ….   and why do they have to make 6 different of yasu? …. i can’t find a clue even from this

from listening little part of CRISIS lyrics

凍えたこの恋心は 悲しい涙色

凍えたこの恋心は 悲しい涙色
おねがい 涙、また流ないで


Kogoeta kono koigokoro wa kanashī namida-iro
Dakishimeru dake de
Kon’nani kokoro ga mieru nante

Kogoeta kono koigokoro wa kanashī namida-iro
Onegai namida, mata nagarenaide

Anata ga inaku naru made

This numb love feeling is colored sad tears…
Just to hug it….
To be able to see a heart so much…

This numb love feeling is colored sad tears….
Request tears, there isn’t a style again…

Till you disappear; …

noi      :   why 6 different of you? and numb love feelings …
yasu    :   hmmm …
noi      :   is that a …
yasu   :    a what? ..
noi       :   ah i forgot …
yasu     :   nee noi_chan i’m not gonna spoil you so go find it yourself … or just ..
noi        :   ok ok …. i’ll wait ne, matsu wa, itsumademo matsu wa …
yasu      :   good girl and now go to sleep …




Acid Black Cherry 15th Single is Yes : Finally After All This Time .. (Another me , yasu and L’arc)

FYI this gonna be a very mellow post ….  there you are …

Acid Black Cherry 15th single Yes, …. 

1. イエス
2. Stop it love【Recreation Track】

release on January 18th next year , …..  so this is gonna be a great two weeks new year after party present to all of us and close Acid Black Cherry 5 Massive Single Attacks, …. and i am so glad, …..

finally …

after all this time ya_san ….

yasu   :   there you are drama queen  …
noi      :   yes, the drama of my waiting for you …
yasu   :   come on, stop it ….
noi      :   ah, …

and just like the title Yes, so yes i am sure this is gonna be a brilliant love song ….  and  i am gonna say it again, but this time instead of the mellow drama queen tone, i am gonna use a happy tone : …. finally, after all this time yay , ….. the massive attack is gonna end but my matsu wa season of him ( read : yasu ) is still goin on and on … waiting for what? … what else but another new album? ….



this matsu wa season is officially endless again …..  i am so excited for the next album, … but before the new album on 2012,  there’s still 2 steps to finish, …. yes, my waiting for the 14th and 15th single isn’t over yet ….

and btw for the Recreation Track , this time he is gonna cover himself for a long time  song he wrote 10 years a go Stop It Love  …. i remember someone told me about this song, … because i am not in to Janne too much, like i always said i am not a Janner but i think i tend to be ABC fans , …. even i really hate this separation of Janner and Acider (that’s what they called)  i admitt i also listen to Janne and in love deeply for some of their song  …

and i don’t know much about them, but i am so gratefull to have a lot of other people who already educated me about Janne a long time ago and whe they told me about that song Stop It, Love … somehow in my ears it sound like yasu called me with a nickname : Love …. ahahahah …

well sue me, but that’s what i felf that time, … Love, just like what Dr Lightman call his daughter or his co_work Dr. Foster, … if you watch this serial Lie To Me you must be familiar with Dr, Lightman saying : I am sorry love, Yes love …. 

noi         :    nah ya_san, in this case what you said is Stop it, love, instead of Stop It, Noi_chan ….
yasu      :    what? ….
noi         :    ah come on, just say yes ne …
yasu      :    no, why should i? ….
noi         :    wew , you just ruined my dream …
yasu      :    your baka dream ne ….
noi         :    @_@

btw i just watched some show called DAI 5 or something on BS  FUJI TV yesterday, this is DAIGO D5 Show …. and there you are yasu comment to DAIGO, ….

i wonder why i can’t have a bigger screen for my Key Hole TV , i mean i can’t make it bigger like Windows Media Player or GOM Player , … and i also wonder why untill now there’s nobody who upload that show on you tube or somewhere …  there ‘s only one person who upload this video but not with yasu comments part , ….. eww …

back to matsu wa season,  my waiting for the 13th single is not over ne, why? …. i can’t believe this is happen again, … see what is always happen to me, the custom board said : for some reason, we hold your stuff (read : my Butterfly CD/DVD) ….

yasu    :   eeeh … again?
noi       :   yes …

this is the 5th or 6th  times i forgot  the custom board did that to my ABC stuffs, ….  then i start to think this one the hold it for what reason? …  OMG  OMG did they watch the PV? …

bloody hell, what what if they did? …. i am so clueless about this one, … i hope everything is gonna be fine, .. well that’s me, all i can do is pray, i am suck dealing with this kind of things , because i always get use ask someone else to deal something for me, include for this one i am not gonna handle this one by myself but my friend is gonna do that for me …. Oh God i am so glad with that …

sometimes i wonder why i am clueless dealing something connected with bureaucracy, … 2 weeks a go i took a day off from office to get my new ID card and some tax payment card for my passport, but what happen is i just lost in the middle of the system, … somehow they just reject my application by saying this one is not right or i have to complete this one etc etc …

i know what they said was right, i still have 1 or 2 things of papers left, and i took the wrong paper that time, but still i feel like they just smashing me over and over, and in the end  i just gave up and decided to leave all of that process and went home, …. and i delayed my passport again, Tekki was so mad about this , …. but what can i do? … i just answered her : i’ll deal with it again next month …

i know this Acid Black Cherry 5 single Massive Attack is kind a hard for all ABC fans include me, because for some reason as a fans … you have a feeling that you have to buy all 5 singles of him, and the money especially for an oversea fans like me well it makes my wallet cry cry cry ….

but for me, the hardest thing is the waiting, ….  and somehow i always have to wait longer than everybody else for so many reason that i never expected …. so here i am the one who always wait in my entire life :

~    my bus in the morning …
~    my period every month, …

this is the funny thing, i do always wait for my period because somehow if my period is late i always think i am pregnant, …. what the hell, eventually the stupid childish part of me take control whenever my period is late. so how can i pregnant if i don’t have a sex? … OMG i should so that,  you know make love , … have a sex

btw for what reason is we have a sex? this question was on one episode of How I Meet My Mother,  one of the character just said if the one and only reason for having a  sex is just love , … while the others able to tell him 50 reasons to have sex like rebound sex, after meal sex, ect ect ..xD but  tonight episode was so funny ne …

yasu     :    you, have a sex, …? with who?
noi        :    i have no idea …
yasu     :    don’t say with Mr. Friday …
noi        :    aaahhh him ….

well if he (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu) asked me, i am gonna say yes. but i am 100% sure he would never asked me for that, even if he love me not as a little sister like what he told me and broke my heart untill now . i mean for a very religious man like him who pray 5 times a day and went Mecca for Hajj … so he would never asked something like sex to me , not before he hold my fathers hand and ask me for his wife  ….  and make that sex is legal for us …

yasu      :     so that’s impossible ne ….
noi         :     demo ne ya_san, what if i am the one who ask him …?
yasu      :     eeehhh …..?
noi         :     ah don’t be shock like that, it just a joke ne …
yasu      :     not funny ne ..

btw why did i talk about him? you all know in the end he married to another woman and leave me broken hearted so let’s back to the topic, what i am waiting for what ….. hmmm … ah ya …

~    My salary every month, ….
~    and last but not least is waiting for all my Acid Black Cherry stuffs ,

now. let’s talk about L’arc , ….  yesterday i saw this photo on my twitter timeline , it’s from May J’s tweet, she is the J Melo host, …. i was like OMG did i missed this show?

but thank God that’s only recording, and there’s no official schedule yet when did they gonna air that show , ….  look at all of them they all look adorable with the duck face …. especially Leader_sama …. wasssoiiiii …!!!!

see this is what happen recently i think i don’t know much about L’arc, … i never find anything about L’arc because i think Tekki is already did that, but now she also too busy with Benny, and Thanks to SHERLOCK  i think Tekki is more British now , …. wekekekeke ….

btw this one is for tomorrow :  November 24th is Yukihiro’s brithday, ….

Happy  Birthday To You Yukihiro, here’s a thousand splendid happiness for you, my numero uno drummer … stay genki and i’ll CU next year

yes, next year. i hope i am gonna have a chance to watch L’arc Live on Bangkok, but what happen is untill now they hasn’t post about the pre_sale ticket for Bangkok, and it just kill me slow but sure. i am so nervous about this, … i feel like i am already loose before i go to a war, …. i am already give up for the ticket before they announce the ticket sale ….

Dear God,

here i am ask You again : Just give me a chance to watch L’arc live next year , just once in my lifetime before i end it i wanna watch them L’arc _en_Ciel, My Larger Than Live Band ….


yasu       :     end what, your drama?
noi          :     yes, my drama on this giant stage with God as the director : my life
yasu       :     what ….
noi          :     i’ll talk about it one day  …. so ya_san tonight ask me anything …
yasu       :     and …?
noi          :     and i’ll say
Yes ….
yasu       :     just … don’t sing …
noi          :     yes, boss
yasu       :     eeh she call me boss again …? weird girl



My Black Cherry Sista (me, Freena and Vale_chan)

that’s Freena, me and Vale_chan …. and we are The Black Cherry Sista …. yay …!!!!

a photo made by Freena after i tagged her on my noi love hyde photo yesterday , …. what can i say about them is they are lovely, …. they are my friends on Facebook, ….we meet each other because all of us on Acid Black Cherry group on Facebook …..

what make them are so close to me is :

1. all of us are lost in this fangirilsm world …. and we love Yasu, and have the same long hair like Yasu …

2. we love to talk about him everyday on Facebook

3. we dunno how to use Twitter, so when there’s a rumors that they (i dunno who they are) gonna close Facebook, we’re just …. eeeh then what about us ne? ….. then we decided to learn how to use twitter more than just follow and un_follow ….

ah ya i am gonna say something about twitter : …. i hate twitter because i dunno how to use it as good as i use facebook and because many of my friends start to move to twitter and leaving me …. makes me hate twitter more and more ….. shitttt …!!!!!

3. both of them is from Mexico, so i eat a lot of nachos to add my Mexican blood level as them ….

nachos to add my Mexican blood level, takoyaki and okonomiyaki to add my Osakan blood level ima demo all of you can imagine the mess on my blood, they are so busy for running Osaka – Mexico over and over

wekekekekeke ….. (^_^)

Freena and her Vegeta_sama,

i know a little bit about Vegeta_sama because i am also read Dragon Ball, even not as much as Freena …

me and Hyde

and Vale_chan with Kai ….. here’s the funny thing, i dunno much about Gazzette, but Vale_chan loves Gazzete so much she did give me link to their PV and i am start to listen to them

and when i bought this magazine, there also Gazzette there, i wanted to scan Kai for Vale_chan but then i realize i dunno which one is Kai ….. all of them look the same …. OMG i think i am too old for this kind a visual_kei bands …. then i ask to her :

“nee vale_chan wich one is your husband Kai?” …… wekekekke …. *shamless noi* …. and yeah in the end i didn’t scan Kai but i just take a picture of him with my BC …… Gomen ne Vale_chan,

but the weird thing is even we adore Yasu so much but non of us have the picture of us with Yasu’s poster ….. what the …. sorry Yasu, we’ll find out how to be with you via Photosop ….. … but there’s one thing :

I dunno how to use PS (read : Photoshop) … the one and only PS than i can use well is Play Station …
wekekekekeke ….. *laugh with Yasu on Mars*

いつまでも matsu wa ….

my DVD isn’t comin yet and they already teased me with this :

….. OMG damn that’s make this January is to long and so booorrriinggg ….

but there’s already another list to wait …. he is gonna release single o March? …… yay i am happy but i am sure my wallet is gonna cry …

with upcoming Janne 15 Anniversary …. many of my friends said that Yasu is gonna end ABC and back to Janne …. this is the 2nd sign about their back, after the first one Yasu’s hair change … and ow this ABC Dream Cup 2011 ….

are they gonna be back and Yasu is gonna end ABC? ….. you wanna know what i think? …..

yes i think they are gonna be back for their 15 anniversary …. maybe (i said maybe ne) he feels that this year 2011 is his time for comin back home to JDA …. just like what his God Hyde did …. back to L’arc~en~ciel, because Hyde is everywhere to him no wonder if he following him.

and i hope he is not gonna end ABC, if Hyde can do both of it (L’arc and Vamps as his side job) …. why can’t he …. i am sure he can do that, come on Yasunori ….. don’t do that on me ……

yasu : ….. just wait ne noi_chan …..

so if Hyde is everywhere to Yasu, in the end both of them are everywhere to me …. i see them everywhere ……

hyde ♥ noi ♥ yasu for evaaaaaaa ……