Heartache Post : 2015 tour 「L-エル-」 Goods and more … !!! (Another me, yasu and Mr. THORsday)


I suppose ….

coming soon …!!! is become a fave words for yasu and his team these days eh. After wrote that damn coming soon on their 「L-エル-」 Special Site ,  now they also put it for this2015 tour  「L-エル-」 Goods page on UpRise….


i mean,

when i was so f***in happy about them finally announced the Official Goods for 2015 tour  「L-エル-」 suddenly my happy nyappy fangirl moment opening UpRise shop full of Goods that i want, got a masive HIT by this  ..


#ewwww whuuut theee ….. !!!!


seems like now coming soon …!!! also became another annoying words to see on Acid Black Cherry division in this fandom world beside these SAMPLE posted on yasu‘s poster sample.

even i know  ….


yasu    :    you know what ….
noi       :    i know they put that BIG SAMPLE for a reason …
yasu    :    so you know …
noi       :    hey, i am not a Fulltime John Smith eh, sometimes i do know something …
yasu    :    stop whining then  …. !!!!

very well then, let’s start this post and as always friendly reminder for you all who read, i think this is gonna be ….

another long and full of boring rambling of a fangirl for being lost in her fandom world …. !!!

first, or course it has to be about …

~   2015 tour  「L-エル-」 Goods

Pre-order period  :   February 9th (Monday) 15:00 ~ February 16th, 2015 (Monday)23:59 JST
via                     :   Official Shop ~  UpRise 
Scheduled to be delivered on March 4th, 2015 (Wednesday)

# The pre-sale Items

that you can buy online  ….


1. T-shirt (woman, man M and L size) : 3,500 yen
2. Sticker (canned) : 1,000 yen
3. Bath Towel : 3,500 yen
4. Muffler towel (both FC and non-FC ver.) : 2,000 yen
5. Key ring : 1,500 yen
6. iPhone 5 and 6 case (both A and B type) : 2,500 yen
7. Notebook type mobile case : 3,000 yen
8. Socks (Both man and woman) : 1,000 yen
9. Tote BAG : 3,000 yen

# The venue-only Items


1. Pamphlet : 3,000 yen
2. Postcard : 500 yen
3. QPset : 4,000 yen
4. Incubus-kun figure (all 8) : 1.000 yen

A venue-only items means, you (yes, i am talking to you, all oversea fans … !!!) cannot buy it via online. If you want to buy it, you have to go or ask somebody to go to the venue to buy it for you or you have to wait until the Tour is over and they will allowed us to buy those venue-only items via on-line

and the worst part is …

they put the pamphlet and postcards on the venue-only items, really  … ???  >_<

from all Acid Black Cherry goods, pamphlet and postcard are my fave items ne, even according to this blog post about 5 Popular Acid Black Cherry Items and the reason why ….

from number 5 ~ 1

5. Tour Pamphlet

4. Original T-Shirt


There are many fans who attend live bought and wear it immediately on the venue. Sense of unity can be born by wearing the same T-shirt and the live became more and more liven up.

and also Acid Black Cherry T-shirt so easy to wear even at the venue ,,

3. Stickers

because it’s not expensive so students can buy it and put it on their mirror, bags and have fun by make their room full of Acid Black Cherry

2. Muffler Towel


1. Headband …

both the red classic devil or the back bat, Acid Black Cherry‘s headband is something that fans must have. Not only to use to watch Live but you can also use it when you are going to karaoke

but on mylist, pamphlet and postcarrd still number 1 and 2.

Even i do love T-shirt, but the problem is here where i am livin now (out of Limbo), nobody understand and i cannot share (read : show -off …. xD ) about all my Acid Black Cherry stuffs, no body will envy or at least say …

ワウ、すごい ノイちゃん 。。。!!!

everytime i use my T-shirt, towel, tote bag, even this thermos like HYDE  >_<

But different for pamphlet and postcard ne, at least i can posted on my Facebook andInstagram then share with my lovely Acid Black Cherry fans fellows that recently i call asCinderella

yes from now on, in here i will call all my team_yasu‘s mates asCinderella … !!!


yasu     :    なんで?
noi        :   because these days, somebody call me Cinderella
yasu     :   ah, he must be drunk ….
noi        :   say as you want, but that makes me happy ….
yasu     :   she is daydreaming again …

ah ya, that blog i am talking about is this

Visual Mania : http://ticketcamp.net/visual-blog/

it’s quite interesting since they do post lots about Acid Black Cherry. About the goods, fans blog, lyrics, the benefit of being a FanClub member and even yasu’s hairstyle that too bad on that post they missed my fave

Red Haired/Mary Jane yasu ….


and now …..

they (read : yasu and his team) really put the pamphlet and postcards on the venue-only items, bloody heeeeell ….. !!!!  *start to bleed in and out*




OMG, how dare you yasu …. !!!!


yasu   :      poor darling, noi_chan … *laugh*
noi      :     ヤッさん、 なんで 〜〜え ?
yasu   :     you tell me why ….
noi      :     do i have to say it here ..
yasu   :     yes, you have to …

well maybe, i say maybe eh ….

Remember how yasu said about how a bandman is also a businessman …?

it’s business ne, and they also wrote on the Official Blog about how wrong is to sell a self-made/with no permission iPhone case with Acid Black Cherry before we all finally know they made the Official iPhone case as one of this next tour  「L-エル-」 Goods ….

see, it’s all about business and of course including sales number …

Then i suppose for the previous 「Shangri-la 」 Tour Goods, the number sellin of booklet and postcard wasn’t that good because the scans already all over internet maybe before the Touris over.

blame who ….????

yasu     :     blame who …. ????
noi        :     who ….. ???
yasu     :     don’t ask me ….
noi        :     ah come on, that’was very long tour ne, who could wait until it over anyway ….
yasu     :     surely not you  …

that’s why this time, they put the pamphlet and postcard on the venue-only items, so there will be no scans up on internet at least until the end of the Tour.

I wish i can say

Do not worry everyone, i will go to Japan see yasu live on stage and buy all those damn venue-only Goods … !!!

but i am not …


seems like my luck is only worked for things related to Acid Black Cherry not for others (read : ONE OK ROCK) I didn’t get a ticket from PRIMAL FOOTMARK lottery and it’s so pissed me off …

It ruined all this plan i arranged.


A stupid plan (read : dream) about to see yasu and that Stoberry (read : taka ) at the same time i am going to Japan on June, when my schedule will allow me to disappeared for some days.

See i am tryin to do this

「一石二鳥 」 / 「isseki ni chou 」 / 「killing two birds with one stone 」

so i failed, maybe my stone wasn’t BIG enough to kill two birds at the same time. And that day, when i was so pissed off and just canceled my L Tour ticket for Emihe, suddenly out of the blue he told me about how happy he was about going to 4 L Tour and i was like …

Whuut theee ….. ????

PS : after i wrote my last post about going to Japan on June, somebody kindly offered me one of his Ehime ticket.

then i said  to him  :   Please don’t talk about yasu‘s live ticket to me ….
he ask                   :   why ….??

after that i didn’t know what to answer why i didn’t want him to talk about yasu‘s live ticket to me. There’s no way i answered him

because I ENVY YOU   … !!!

yasu      :    why not, you are envy him right …
noi         :    yes, i am but …
yasu      :    btw who is he noi_chan …?
noi         :    ah 秘密ね, i won’t tell you …
yasu      :    so can we call him as who? Mr. Thursday maybe …?
noi         :    no you can’t! He is not from Asgard eh, he is from Japan
yasu      :    hey, i said Thursday ne, not THORSday. What’s is wrong with you …

i guess everything is wrong with me that time,

It was a Total Heartache moment for me, the feeling being failed came together with a BIGenvy and jealous at the same time. Yes, i am a jealous person, i jealous and envy to everyone who got something that i failed to get.

it’s been almost 3 months i didn’t talk to him and i’d say that’s a very good progress for me about become an ULTRON by tryin to let go these whatsoever strings about him attached to me

You all will never understand how i really want to talk and show him everytime i received another Acid Black Cherry stuffs from Japan. Rather than posted it on my Instagram orFacebook, actually i only want to show it to him and say

Hey,  look what’s arrived today … !!!


yasu    :    日本語で …?
noi       :    これを 見て ….
yasu    :    then what …
noi       :    ah …. *thinkin hard*

Now i realized maybe what i feel about him it wasn’t crush or something, but it’s all about me envy him.

Me as oversea fangirl envy to him a Japanese fanboy who can go to see allyasu‘s live easily.

That’s not good eh, and i feel so bad about it because no matter how bad i am to him, he is still kind to me. And i never know why.

Geez …  what am i gonna do now eh,

but then as how changeable i am, suddenly i feel better, said sorry to hime and forget aboutnot able to get ticket and go to Japan when this one arrive  …. !!!


yay, my ABC umbrella arrived … !!!!

yeah, a fangirl can be so complicated sometimes, feelin up and down even for some stupid reasons .

Very well then,  back to  「L-エル-」 Goods

I did ask somebody to buy all of it for me on the venue, but the Tour schedule in Sapporo is onJune 3rd, 2015 ( 6月3日 that i wrongly read it as March 6th … >_< and finally i bought some via on-line.

Maybe this time, i will have to wait longer to get that pamphlet and postcards together with the socks.

i didn’t get the socks since they said it was already SOLD OUT but when i checked it again, it’s not SOLD OUT yet. Hmm, that’s weird eh. I read about how things happened with UpRise, that day since so many fans wrote about it on their blog.

So rather than ask my proxy to make another new order for that socks means i have to pay another fee, i think i am gonna buy it on the venue next June or at lease until i find somebody else who want to buy it for me before June.

after all, faster is always much better eh …

Hmmm, next is ….

~    Magazine Schedule Update

1.   「B-PASS」 April Issue

Release Date   :   February, 27th 2015
pre-Order         :   CDJapan

and today, i was wrongly bought 「B-PASS」 March Issue using all my CDJapan points.  Shit really does really happen ne … *cryin*

2.   「tower +」 28

It’s another free paper, and this one is from tower so you can get it for free at any tower records shop in Japan of course.

Release Date    :   February, 10th 2015
you can read the interview in here : http://tower.jp/article/interview/2015/02/09/tower28-1

~    yasu on Telly

1.    「INCUBUS」as  『MUSIC B.B.』’s  Opening Theme for February

Acid Black Cherry‘s 「INCUBUS 」 selected to be the opening theme for national music information TV 「Music B.B」 for this February . More info about this telly, you can go to

「Music B.B」’s HP in here  :  http://www.music-bb.com/index.php

2.   yasu @ namaiki TV

here’s the video …



that’s a total sweet wake up call in the morning, and it surprised me when i see yasu‘s long and brown hair again that everyone will agree if i say that as A Throwback Picture look a like

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and this one is from namaiki TV‘s twitter

that’s so Janne era look right …?

i love it and i hope he will heep that hair long at least untill L Tour is over so i will see him all over on-line live reports with that long brown hair. Now i suppose no one will buy me if i said he is a 40 years old man eh, i mean how can a a 40 years old man can be so young and pretty like that …???

Now i wonder is he still using SALA to wash his hair …??

i am sure you all do you search right, read from there and there about what yasu like, dislike and use. For example if i am not mistaken, he use SALA (it’s a Japanese brand shampoo) to wash his hair and his perfume is DOLCE & GABBANA Light Blue which i believe some of you (fanboys especially) start to use it now.

But there is one things/info that really makes me happy until know, It was when yasu himself said he is NOT GAY on his comment video with avex Taiwan long time ago.

3.  Music Japan TV  「【MJSpecial】 Acid Black Cherry~「L-エル-」


First Broadcast  :   from February 4th, 2015 (Wednesday)
more info          :   http://www.mjtv.jp/lineup/AcidBlackCherry/index.html

and if you are in Indonesia and you have Waku Waku Japan on your telly cable, i think you might able to see it.

Because they also broadcast some shows from MJTV with a Japanese girl who speak inIndonesian language complete with her cute Japanese accent as the host. She said, she was born in Surabaya and lived there during his childhood.

Yeah, Indonesian language with Japanese accent where they always put h between with s andi or change sih into shi sounds always cute ….  >_<

4.   K-MIX 「みんなの19HR」

Broadcast plan   :  February, 16th 2015 (Monday)
more info            :   http://www.k-mix.co.jp/19hr/

yeah, you can bookmark that site, who knows they will put some photo’s of yasu after, before or during the show on their blog.

next is ….

~   avex Official Facebook Award 2014

from avex group’s Official page  :   https://www.facebook.com/avex.official

avex official Facebook Award 2014 announced by the end of last year ( December 25th, 2014) from all 421 posts posted there up to December 2014 into 3 divisions/categories : how many likes 「いいね!」, comment 「コメント」 received and got shared 「シェア

and the results are

1.  as Like of The Year  is May J
2.  as Comment of the Year is EXO,

aand ….

3.  as Share of The year is our Acid Black Cherry

yay omedetou yasu …. !!!!

next is another ….

~  Whatsoever Update from me …

5th Season 『 Shangri-la 』 PHOTOBOOK, this time is for Kumamoto

Enjoii …. !!!!

and to close this post, is this …

~ Whatsoever Drama from me ….. xD   *got a massive SLAP*

let’s talk about iPhone


i didn’t buy that because iPhone case even i think that iPhone6 case A is totally cute, but i don’t play iPhone.

I did think about to buy iPhone so i can also play and buy song on iTunes, but i remember that time tsune_chan said something about how useless is to play iPhone when you are livin in village with not so many wi-fi signal area available.

So by that, will made the works harder to find signal and it make it broken, and me just like how i always do just say そうですね、tsune_chan ….!!! then decided not to buy iPhone  after all ..

i am not fond about iPhone, iPad, iTunes … etc etc and all things started with i , well  つまり …

yasu     :     you don’t like because it’s more smart than you …?
noi        :     omo, how did you know  …
yasu     :     yes, i know  …

but know i started to regret why i was so fool about not to buy iPhone just because of whattsune_chan told me. Start again the should’a would’a could’a things again …

It’s been a very long time since i was still one of the MTV Junkies who keep following western bands. And now thanks to Stoberry for his featuring on that song now i start to listening to that band, Against The Current.

I am just another John Smith about that band so I KNOW NOTHING …. !!!

all i know the vocalist and Stoberry are following each other on Instagram. Both their fans even hope that there will be some romance things happen between them.

and they will release the album next February 17th via iTunes …. !!!!

and my should’a would’a could’a started with me wondering about if i just ignore tsune_chanand still buy that damn iPhone, i am not gonna worry about how am i gonna buy/get this song. Even i know there will be someone will share it on internet, but still i want to get it differently this song that recently haunting on me.

Yes, i am talking about this   ….


Dreaming Alone ~   Against The Current feat Stoberry

The story starts laying in the dark with someone new
I’m feeling tired from all the time I spent on you
But I know I’m strong from all the trouble I’ve been through
The story starts where the story falls apart with you

Don’t lie, bright eyes
Is it me that you see when you fall asleep?
Cause I know it’s you I dream about every night
Giving me a feeling like
Love in the summer
Way I’ve never felt with another
Don’t lie, bright eyes
Is it me that you see?
Tell me I’m not dreaming alone

The story starts lying in the dark broken and bruised
I count the scars left in my heart from losing you
And I was wrong but let’s be honest you were too
I miss the part where I was falling hard for you

So don’t lie, bright eyes
Is it me that you see when you fall asleep?
Cause I know it’s you I dream about every night
Giving me this feeling like
Love in the summer
Way I’ve never felt with another
Don’t lie, bright eyes
Is it me that you see?
Tell me I’m not dreaming alone

I can’t take back the things I said
And I won’t say that I regret
Any day that I was yours

Don’t lie, bright eyes
I know it’s me that you see when you fall asleep
And you know it’s you I dream about every night
Giving me this feeling like
Love in the summer
Way I’ve never felt with any other
Don’t lie, bright eyes
It’ll always be you and me, so why are we dreaming alone?
It’ll always be you and me, so why are we dreaming alone?

PS   :  that’s only a listening lyrics, so not official yet

I like how they change the you with bright eyes, just like what Stoberry did change you withpieces of me . Somehow, for me it just beyond sweet when …

somebody gave a personal nick-name for you and you know it’s only him that will call you with it …

omo, i am sorry if  this post ended like this ne. Well bear with me everyone, maybe this is because tomoroow is Valentine’s Day and here i am still counting scars left in my heart about me dreaming alone since i know he   …

noi         :      ah, never mind
yasu      :      what, who you’re talking about  …??
noi         :      you know who …
yasu      :      ah, that THORSday
noi         :      you know i am 53 this year so it’s time for me to get serious
yasu      :      ah you, lie again noi_chan …. *leaving*
noi         :      well, you call me bright eyes and won’t lie !!!  … >_<


A Fangirl Post : Acid Black Cherry 2015 Tour L -エル- … (Another me, yasu and The Fangirl License )

The new Album hasn’t released yet,   。。。

but they already announced this upcoming tour for the new album next year and they call it as ….

                                 2015 Tour L -エル-


yes, i knew there will be another Tour for the upcoming New Album next year, but i had no idea if they will announced it by the beginning of December.

I thought they will announced it after the album release (February) or at when 2014 is over (read : The Beginning of January) so that would be great as A Surprise for New Year’s Eve on Acid Black Cherry fandom eh …

But as you know all the words already spoken, the announcement already made the i suppose it is time for us to prepare our self.

so brace yourself , as fast as Michael Fassbender …


yasu     :    really noi_chan, use Michael Fassbender again ….?
noi        :    why not, he is the young MAGNETO ne …
yasu     :    i know, but you already use it on Facebook. Go find another fast man …
noi        :    then who, FLASH ...?
yasu     :    hmmm …
noi        :    but that’s DC Comics, not Marvel and you know you are not super hero, you can not fly ne
yasu     :    still i am faster than you, Capt. Slow … *laugh*
noi        :    OK then, lemme say it again …

Brace yourself and prepare your self everyone,

because as fast as The FLASHyasu and his team now are getting fast …. !!


Yeah i am tellin you eh,

there will be a lot of things to prepare whether you (at least, me …..xD) are going to see that 2015 Tour L -エル- or not. For sexample like preparing yourself for …

1.  FanClub Ticket Lottery …


if you are Janne Da Arc FanClub Members and have a plan to go see that Incuyasu live on stage next year, prepare yourself for the FanClub lottery ticket appliction

Ticket pre-entry Period : December 10th, 2014 (Wed) 13: 00 ~ December 15th (Monday) 23:59 JST
via Uprise                   : http://upriseshop.jp/ (you have to be a VIP member to apply)

Application Result and confirmation : http://pia.jp/piajp/v/abc15fc-rslt/
Confirmation and Payment Period   : December, 22nd (Monday) 18: 00 ~ December 28th (Sunday ) 23:59 JST

Tour Schedule

March, 10th (Tuesday) Hiroshima :  Hiroshima Bunka Gakuen HBG Hall

March, 12th (Thursday) Hiroshima :  Hiroshima Bunka Gakuen HBG Hall

March, 18th (Wednesday) Fukuoka : Fukuoka Sunpalace

March, 21st (Saturday) Kagoshima : Kagoshima Baoshan Hall

March, 23rd (Monday) Shiga : Biwako Hall Great Hall

March, 25th (Wednesday) Hyogo :  Kobe International Conference Center International Hall

March, 29th (Sunday) Tokyo : Tokyo International Forum Hall A

April 1st (Wednesday) Kagawa : Alpha Anabuki Hall

April, 3rd (Friday) Osaka : Festival Hall

April 7th, (Tuesday) Fukui : Fukui Phoenix Plaza

April 9th (Thursday) Mie : Yokkaichi City Cultural Hall

April 13th (Monday) Shizuoka : Act Tower, Great Hall

April 16th (Thursday) Ishikawa : Honda Forest Hall

April 19th (Sunday) Nagano : Hokuto Cultural Hall

April, 21st (Tuesday) Aichi : Nagoya Congress Center Century Hall

May, 1st (Friday) Saitama : Omiya Sonic City, Great Hall

May, 7th (Thursday) Iwate : Morioka Civic Cultural Hall – Large Hall

May 11th (Monday) Miyagi : Sendai Sun Plaza Hall

May, 13th (Wednesday) Miyagi : Sendai Sun Plaza Hall

May, 15th (Friday) Fukushima : Koriyama Civic Cultural Center, Grand Hall

May, 26th (Tuesday) Niigata : Niigata Prefectural Civic Centre

May, 28th (Thursday) Niigata : Niigata Prefectural Civic Centre

June, 3rd (Wednesday) Hokkaido : Nittori Culture Hall

June, 11th (Thursday) Okayama : Kurashiki Civic Hall

June, 15th (Monday) Ehime : Matsuyama Civic Center

and for you all who don’t have that plan still, prepare yourself for …

2.    The Upcoming Tour GOODs


i am sure you all know just like the man himself,  Acid Black Cherry‘s Live GOODs are really hard to say no and last but not least, of course  …

3.    Whatever things related and will follow it

i am talking about news, sexlist, MCs and Blog Post from team_ABC on the Official Blog so i suppose …

you all can start to find another Acid Black Cherry fellows who will go to see that 2015 Tour L -エル- on Facebook, twitter, ameblo or another social media that internet offer to stalk ..

eh no i mean to add, follow ne …. >_<

i mean, surely you all want to know what will happen there ne …

~  what will yasu say on the MC,
~  will he end topless or not or …


ah, he must be ….!!!

~  what kind of game or scenario they will came up with on that 2015 Tour L -エル- 

surely they have to think about something new to make that live more live and hopefully they don’t just repeat their scenario from 「Shangri – La 」 Tour  because that’s gonna be boring eh …

Then Oh God, what about me ….



i am talking about me, Inspector Himura ne …

yasu   :   so, you are not going …
noi      :   yes, i think so …
yasu   :   nee noi_chan, remember for the last 「Shangri – La 」 Live you said ..
noi      :   omo,  …

yes, i do remember  ….


so last year,

when they (yasu and his team) announced the last 「Shangri – La 」 Tour i said to my self and everyone if i will not go to Japan with so many reasons.

But you all know what happen next …

I still go to Japan with a business class flight indeed,  and like an idiot with no shame i asked 2 kawaii Highschool students to take this picture of me did this Hail to yasu (read : image of yasu on truck, precisely) at Nippon Budokan

So what should i do now ….

Let myself to think if the same thing will happen again, i mean i will go even i already said i will not go? Or should i say i will go so i am not going to see the Incuyasu Live on 2015 Tour L -エル-  next year …

But i think no matter i say i am going or not, it will end with me not going to that 2015 Tour L -エル-  next year.

Why …?

that’s because now they use different way,

unlike the last 「Shangri – La 」 Tour  , now they use Uprise for the Lottery Application. It means i have to log in to Uprise or use the postcard application form they sent.

the problem is the postcard is not in my hand, and also i dunno what my password to enter that VIP Members Only – Application page on Uprise because my proxy is the one who usually deal with it.

And if i asked him, means i have to pay the fee and tickets price first no matter i will get it or not because the result, confirmation and payment period is very short, only 6 days

so at least i have to pay 2 x 7,560 yen + …. etc etc  = +/- 15,000 or 17,000 yen.

Oh no, no i am not gonna do that because i still have a lots of things to buy on my list and look at my wallet,

it’s already nothing there …


So yes, this time i really gonna pass this whatsoever lottery ticket to see yasu.

but maybe, i said maybe ne and who knows if …..

~  like the previous , 「Shangri – La 」 Tour they also add the same Arena TOUR after all those Hall Tour, and maybe again …
~  at the same week additional ARENA Tour (in Tokyo, Osaka or Yokohama), L’arc_en_Ciel will back and hold another Live



One OK Rock will held another Live so at the same week i can see all HYDE, yasu and ..

this stroberry …!!!


last September, when i failed on than N-whatsoever test and can’t go to Japan with my boss,

i said to myself …

Next year, if i go to Japan again i have to watch Stroberry (read : taka, not yasu) Live on stage.

i am talking about live in a BIG Stadium Live like their last Mighty Long Fall ~ Yokohama Live. I watched it for so many times i can’t remember and this part where Stroberry (read : taka, not yasu again …. xD ) sing this song

A Thousand Miles from Vanessa Carlton


that song suddenly hit me, hit on every part of me and it kinda haunt me.

At that time, because how that song hit me very hard i really want somebody to listen and understand that song so he will get how i really miss him.

So again like an idiot,

yeah love can make you like a fool and do silly thing, like me translated that song into Japanese using my Heart to Heart Translation,

so i suppose it’s totally wrong translation …


もしも 私が、

that’s why i never send it to him, Eeeh God …

I am totally Hopeless … !!!


yasu        :      so, he really dumped you noi_chan …
noi           :      i can’t believe he really did it ne, i mean hey who did dare to dump me  ….
yasu        :      he did, and that Friday also did
noi           :      no, no, no don’t say that …
yasu        :      don’t worry, i’ll get you another super glue now  ….

but about my heart , …

i suppose i have to give my heart 1,000 standing applause ne because no matter how much and hard i got hurt by them ( both of them) i still can back to love again.

OK, i am talking about how i tried to talk again and tryn to do my best to be connected again and even i failed to re-connect and got nothing but hurt i still have to thanks to my heart

and of course to God

for givin me a good, strong and healthy heart like my heart.

ah, forget about him ne and now let’s back to this Stroberry ….


yes, i do call him (read : again and again, taka baby not yasu …. xD ) with Stroberry from The Baby Stroberry Taka ne and then suddenly one day he posted this photo of him with a stroberry on his mouth …


Eh God, ….

i almost fall from my bed when i see that ne, i mean OMG that’s a very nice thing to see.  My phone was the one that fell from bed, but i was so very happy that night.

I mean what’s more perfect than to see Baby Stroberry with a Stroberry on your Instagram at midnight …???

and i can’t stop thinking he must be a good damn in kissu ….

noi       :     ねえ〜〜、ヤッさん 。。。。???
yasu    :      he is not gonna kiss you ..
noi       :     でも …
yasu    :      dream on fangirl and you better finish this post ne …

OMG, i talked too much eh …

But i think this is better than my previous post ne. I wrote a very long full of rambling post 2 days ago and i save it but i dunno why or what the hell again happened to Eljay because when i open my Eljay this morning

It’s gone, all of it …

So i think you all have to say thank you to whoever made my long rambling post gone because thanks to them you all saved from a very long boring full of rambling post from me.

and ah ya, this one is the ….

~  Whatsoever Update from me …

a bit late, but this is

5th Season 『 Shangri-la 』 PHOTOBOOK ~  Nagasaki


Enjoiii ….. !!!!!

now, let’s talk about a Fangirl License

Today i had a very long talk on twitter with my friends, and as always they are amazing like how they always are. We talked about a lot of things started from the Over The L’arc_en_Ciel GOODs, Fangirl License and somehow

it ended with yasu

and how i open my eyes if there’s so many another yasu in Japan, not only Yasuda Shota ( eeeh, だれ だ。。。。???) and this

yasu the Blonde on My Facebook Wall


it started when one of my friend said about how she will not able to see Over The L’arc_en_Ciel in cinema next year, then suddenly i asked her …

Why can’t you go next year? is your Fangirl License got expired …???

OMG can’t believe i said something like that, i thought it was funny but now when i think about it again i feel like i was sayin something rude to my friend.

Maybe she has her own reason ne ….

So today, i got a new lesson about how i should keep my jokes (the bad and possibly hurt one) only here, not for my friends on twitter or Facebook ….  *head desk 69x*

Now last but not least is for next 2015,

which is only another 26 days and i know i will still be like me, this way as a Fangirl but i need something MAGIC to be happen.

A MAGIC that will end with …

me go to Japan not only to see yasu, but also HYDE and The Stroberry … #Amin


noi       :     please do say Amin for me …..
yasu    :     but, what if your Fangirl License is the one expired next year ..
noi       :     hello,  i am Inpector Himura ne, i do have my own stamp to renew it …
yasu    :     what the …
noi       :     fine if my Driving License expired 2 years ago, but my Fangirl License is FOREVER ….. !!!!!



♡ to ♡ Post : Acid Black Cherry CD&DL でーた Interview #3…. (Another me, yasu and The Fanboy)


Okay everyone,

this post tonight started with a question from me ….


yasu    :    let me guess, what will happen to your Capt. …?….
noi      :    no, no no, say nothing …
yasu    :    or when will he is gonna talk to you again
noi      :    eee who  .. ????
yasu    :   that fanboy  ..
noi      :    well, actually the question is ……

Have you ever pray like you never pray before …???

I did that these week  …

All this time, i never pray as hard i how i prayed for myself yesterday.  I am somebody who always feel i am a very lucky person because my mother’s pray for me heard and will be heard by God for how devoted is she.

But one day, my mother said something that really scared me to hell. She said …

Boo, why did you never pray as hard as you did long time ago …?

I didn’t annswer her because i know that’s one of her Drama Queen question that i don’t have to answer. Then she followed with this …

I always pray for you Boo, you know that.

Start from the morning you go to work i always pray until you back home save at the evening. This time i am still alive, but if i die who is gonna pray hard for you if you don’t do it for yourself  …?

and who is gonna pray for me and your father  …?

then she started to cry …

Damn, i really hate when my mother start to cry. See i love my mother more than anything and sometimes this love that i feel to her kinda drives me crazy. I love her so much and i would do anything to make her proud and stop worrying about me.

At least once, i really want to see her proud of me face and smile that i often see whenever she look at my sister or talk about my sister to anybody.

i just want her to say …

look that’s my daughter Boo, she …. bla bla bla …

but too bad, she never say it and show that face and smile to me. I guess for her, i am still the same Boo that keeps her worry and praying hard so everything will be fine for me.

i hate that look in her eyes worrying about me, keep askin am i okay, not sleepy to drive, haven’t i forget my phone and wallet … etc etc and so many questions following to make sure i am ready to go to work like i am just a 5th grader.

that day, she asked me to pray hard again.

Pray hard in here,

not only a regular 5 times a day but also together with Monday and Thursday fasting, midnight prayers, don’t do this, don’t do that, don’t go anywhere for fun … and so many things followed that we as a Javanese call it as tirakat.

Tirakat is when you ask something to your God and do anything to knockin on your God‘s door and suppose that tirakat is gonna make the knocks i made louder.

I did that when i was in the middle of test to get my job after 1 year stayed at home to babysit my nephew. It was very hard, i even sleep on the floor behind our front door every night with so many prays that i read before and after sleep.

And then, last week something really bad happened to me.

It was very bad and scared me until i couldn’t tell anyone about this.  yeah, it’s worst than my previous bleeding. I thought, this is it i am going to die.  It made me less concentrate to work and made so many mistakes at office.

When i see those many X in red they put on my reports when they audit me, i became more hopeless.

Then what happen is, when i had no one to turned to ask for i turned to my God and start to do that tirakat again. Then as always this what Bimbo say is true again.

Bimbo (a 50’s Indonesian band) in their song sayin

Aku jauh, Engkau jauh
Aku dekat, Engkau dekat

I am far, then You (God) far,
I am close, then You (God) close

That day, i started to make myself close again to my God and my God came close to me. That nightmares and pain finally over , i guess i am fine and God gave me another chance  for me.

i suppose my mother the one and only person that will always say i am beautiful beside James Blunt ….



this time she is right again .

I still need to work harder, and along with how hard i am working i also have to pray harder. Because if i don’t pray for myself then who else but my mother will pray for me … ?

I have no idea what happen to me now, but all i know i feel save now.

Ok, ehough with the miserable rambling, now i better continue my previous post since instead put ~owari~ like how i ended all my posts i put ~to be continued~

so next is this ….

~   Magazine Update …

1.   MEN’S KNUCKLE Magazine …


Actually the Acid Black Cherry  interview on this magazine is quite interesting. If i am not mistaken, they talked about why men also love Acid Black Cherry. See how Acid Black Cherry (read : yasu) from a men’s point of view.

All this time, i don’t talk a lot about yasu with male fans/fanboys.


yasu    :    then what about that fanboy …
noi       :    what fanboy, who …?
yasu    :    you know i am talking about who ..
noi       :    i don’t know …
yasu    :    yes, you know
noi       :    no, i do not know and stop talking that you know i know who you are talking about …. *dizzy*
yasu    :    まさか noi_ちゃん、he really dumped you ne …. *laugh*
noi       :    please stop and lemme finish this  …

Even yeah, i do have some ABC fanboys as friend in Facebook but i don’t talk a lot with them. Mostly i only talk with the fangirls.

So sometimes, i really want to know how they (read : the fanboys) think, admire and worship yasu.

And by how  …

# did they wrote a blog like me, or
# they buy stuffs (cloth and accesories) like yasu,
# then they dressed and act like him? or …
# do drum or bass cover together withy their band …

talking about that, it reminds me about one ABC fanboy that i follow on twitter. That fanboy use to surprised me everytime he posted his photo on twitter.  So whenever i see his photo,

i was like …

~  Eeeh God, is this yasu from a new magazine or pamphlet?
~  ああ〜〜〜 why the hell i dunno about this  … etc etc, bla bla bla

Because he really look like yasu and then when i found out that’s him (read : that fanboy i follow on twitter) not yasu, what can i say but …

Oh God what a fool me, that’s not yasu …. !!!

But as time goes by, now i get use to see him ast and look like yasu. He doesn’t surprise me anymore, in fact i am getting bored with it, so i am thinkin about to un-follow him eh …


yasu       :     why ….?
noi          :      i am bored eh …
yasu      :      how can you be bored, you don’t use twitter a lot …
noi          :     and i also never talk to him anyway …
yasu       :     maybe you should try to talk with him
noi          :     heee ….

Back to MEN’s NUCKLE magazine,

I didn’t but this magazine, not because  somebody said to me this is a host magazine but this magazine remind me to MEN’s SPIDER magazine with yasu as the cover that i bought a long time ago.


Yes, the pages with yasu are great but i just not that keen with the rest of the contain. I mean there’s so many pages of men’s underwear catalogue complete with a model of topless men lyin on the floor like that.

I have no idea where the hell is that magazine now, because all i remember how i was tryin so hard to hide it so no one will find it. I can’t even imagine what if my father or the drama queen mother found it.

Geez, they gonna kill me …

But thanks God, i still can see yasu from their site …



ya_さん、かっこいい ね 。。。 !!!!

source   :   http://mensknucklehost.jp/news_page/863.html

and from that magazine, we also found out if in this year 2014 once again yasu do a collaboration with 109 MEN’s. And they call it as …

2.  Acid Black Cherry x 109MEN’s Collaboration.



where they will put a BIG banner of yasu in front of 109 buildings and stores inside like that. This is his 2nd collaboration after 2 years ago on 2012 before releasing his 3rd Album 2012.


that’s 2 years ago Acid Black Cherry x 109 MEN’s collaboration banner. See that scarf, that is so Pistol eh, and here’s this year Acid Black Cherry x 109 MEN’s

from  109MEN’s site



From 2012 to 2014

yasu,  seems like he doesn’t change a lot ne. Even yeah, he changes in some ways as how people are changing more mature look i say. But he is still have that radiant on him. I suppose all that kind of stretching he loves to do really works eh …

next is this …

4.      CD&DL でーた 2014年10月号 Interview #3


Focus 3 「どんな感じ」


How is yasu‘s Feeling Recently …?

This is a regular corner in this magazine, some revival. Choose one kanji letter, then together with yasu play with it.

Annnd the kanji choosen was this letter …

手  「hand」


~     握手会  「Handshake Meeting 」

On the previous Project 「Shangri – La 」 47 prefectures sequence tour, you did a lot of  High Five with so many people right …

Yes, i was so glad able to see fan’s happy face. I am grateful, but i also moved. Is this handshake really make me happy? i wanna cry. Ah no, no what the hell i am, wanna cry ..?

If only i could keep doing handshake like that.

Giving a handshake to fans, i really happy and i’d love to do it again, anytime …!!. I really received so many happiness from fans. Thank you so much.

Hand, is really a flirty part of us isn’t it  …

Women, many of them apparently love hands. But i think beside hands, cheeks also the same.

I supposed it is not a handshake then

Ha ha ha right (laugh). Then this part also the same … (laugh).

This …

~    手帳  「Notebook」

I don’t bring notebook (direct answering)

Then  what about your schedule …?

Tamura (laugh)   <—  his manager’s name

~    手をつなぐ  「Holding hands」

Holding hands, is a bit embarrasing isn’t it …?  But if, for example going to a Cabaret Club, i wonder is there anybody want to hold my hand or not ….?

yasu_san, that’s not what i mean  ….

Sorry ….  (laugh)


noi       :    me, me, me, i will hold your hand …. *raising both hands*
yasu    :    hey noi_chan, don’t answer …
noi       :    but you’re askin ..
yasu    :    i wonder eh, not askin. Be focus OK  … !!!

But for women, holding hands is more imprtant than for men. And women who holding hands look more natural than men.

maybe because there’s some different principles, when walking together then suddenly he/she give you her hand then your heart pounding.

From men’s side, that’s not something that really matter. It’s just …

eee, you want me to hold your hand …? 

But for women it is something more special. Again and again maybe, this is become an eternal theory for male and female.

For women who is not get use to holding hands, it must make her heart punding by the man who is holding her hand. But can we say is as a success?

No, but then when he/she already start to think  I really want to hold his/her hand nah, that’s  something that we can call as a love victory.

~   手もみ  「Hand Massage 」

This is actually about boobs right …?  (laugh) If i already hold it,  i am not gonna let it go

Do you prefer the lead to the top …

Ha ha ha … so this is about boobs shape …? Of course men love that, and a man who love the other way (down) would have questioned why.

~   山手線 「Yamanote Line」

Yamanote Line ….

yeah, i’ve pass through it about 1.2 years after debut. I never be on train by my own, except in other area than Tokyo.

I am only using train in Osaka or my hometown …


was there somebody recognize you …?

No. People didn’t recognize me, so everything is like ususal.  Recently i went to Monster Bomber 10th Anniversary with DAIGO and Kyan Yutaka (from Golden Bomber), but …


Isn’t this is the time for you to make music …? Do  work …

yes, but it is fine.

OK, i will continue my story. So that time, because DAIGO is so striking then finally everyone were lookin at him (laugh).

So, there’s also something not fun to be a person who often appeare on telly.



same as you, yasu.

Often seen in magazine and never recoqnized by people directly. So when people first see you on Ongaku to Higetachi festival 2014  Rock’n Roll STADIUM they just so excited posting on their twitter and other social media this is my first time to see yasu live on stage, and he is so cool ….!!!

Where’s the part of me is cool  …???


noi        :     Aaallll …. !!!!
yasu     :      stop answering noi_chan, it almost finish …
noi       :      ups sorry, that’s a reflect btw …

Previously, it was like Is he cool only because of the look …? 

no, because if i have to compare yasu that i often see in the magazine and the real yasu, I’d say the real yasu is more imppressive.  Because by seeing yasu directly, the fans even able to touch you. and that gave some different special impression .

That’s why you became having your own that they say as cool

Thank you so much for the compliment . But actually it is not like that.

And again, to see the cool yasu in the magazine is totally cool as well.

Come on, ….

Even you are a type of person that full of compliments, i think you are not that good about receiving it right …??

I am sucks eh …

When i was young, i was so proud whenever i get compliments. But as i getting older, it turned into something embarrased for me.

But now, you are more sexy ne …

Do not lie to me …

No, i do not lie. You look so natural and sexy like this lyrics Crazy love, crazy mind, crazy days (while tryin to move like Rakuen song)

OK, OK what’s next ….

~    手紙 「Letter」

You wrote a love letter, were you …

yes, i did.

Btw, we talked about this already …?  Now i never write a love letter, but i love to read all love letters that i received. I even remember to some of those who send it. There’s some letter that’s very deep.

The word’s choise that we use on a letter is really show the soul of the writer. Yes, i really love it.

~     上手  (very good at)

yasu, in what things are you very good at …?

Now, i am really good at playin Mario Kart 8 (laugh).

then are you also good at makin love …?

How am i gonna say it ….?

I myself also do not know, but i think women are more suitable to be said good about it. Because there is women that really good at flirting. That woman, maybe she do that not in purpose or reason but it’s more because of her natural instinct, since man usually do not want to do that.

A model that’s not that pretty, but really good at this. But there’s also a very pretty women but really sucks at this.

Maybe some men even say  I am very good with women but after he is in front of that women, he become nervous and said Back Off !! Back Off !!. So sometimes it would be better for a man to be controlled by a woman.

A women who really good at takin a men’s heart. Laugh often and pay a lot of attention. Usually men love that kind od care women.

And a good listener. Yeah that’s what a charming women is …
that’s all everyone, because i skipp the next part (Focus 4 : Summer 2014 review) …



yasu      :    why ….?
noi        :    it’s the same Live reports ne, ..
yasu      :    but still …
noi        :    ah, people can read on The Official Blog
yasu      :   you, lazy fangirl …

next is …

3.   B-PASS Magazine …

there you are ….

The Radiant yasu …. !!!


Enjoii …. !!!

i think they kinda make him look pale and that whatsoever they meant with 2 little ponytail is just a little bit awkward.

Aand yasu, his hair is getting longer eh. I wonder maybe he wants to keep it longer like his previous Erect Live and re-Birth single, remember?

but this time is blonde …


OMG does he thinkin about following Thor and go to Asgard ?


YUKI    :    what she is talking about ….
yasu    :    just ignore her, she watch to much superheroes movie …
noi       :    ah come on guys, long hair and blonde ? who else but Thor …
yasu    :    and i am going to Asgard?   …
noi       :    no, of course not because i am the who will go there …
yasu    :    see YUKI-chan, she is going to marry Loki …
YUKI    :    go find a new fangirl ne, this one is getting crazy  …

~ owari~

Quick Post : Acid Black Cherry a-nation2014 …. (Another me and yasu, The Man with Demonic Charm)

Hello everyone, 

finally today is my day off …

and just like yasu, i love to spent my day off with stay awake until late (last night i went to bed at 02:00 PM) and wake up very late at 06:00 PM annnd then  …

say hello to this Man with Demonic Charm …. !!!! *read : watch his video again*

yes, in my Blurry Eyes, yasu is always be a Brilliant Man with a Demonic Charm.

Do you all see what i see ….?

I mean,  see how that’s a Demonic Charm that totally hard to resist eh, after had so much sexcitement watching all a-nation 2014 videos …

i spent my last night forced my IDM to workin downloading all Acid Black Cherry a-nation2014 from that YT Channel

Thank God, somebody finally put that on YouTube and God Bless the person who do that  ….. #Amin


noi        :    that was my pray before sleep last night …
yasu     :    only that …
noi        :    i also pray that somebody will change his way thinking about me ….
yasu     :    what did you do last night?
noi        :    nothing, i swear to you and all my ABC collection i did nothing wrong last night …

i am a bit confuse now,

have no idea what to say and what to do and react in that situation. It is not the first time, but it happen again. I thought it was over and he already changed his way of thinking about me from that way into a way that i want to.

Even not 100% like my wish, but at least a little bit closer is fine.

But i suppose my wish is always be a silly wish that will never come true. After all, he is still the same person, with the same way thinking about me that i am not fond of. I thought with all things we had, shared and yasu’s talks will change things

but it’s not …

Now i really don’t know what to do. I am totally clueless about man, they just totally like a grey area that i don’t have a map to guide me. Yes, i am completely lost about what to do next. All things i imagined to do together sudenly start to vanished.

It always like this, ended with me as the stupid one.

Suppose i hoped to much eh, or did i misunderstood something or we both were lost in translation last night?  dunno ….

Okay, forget about that now let’s see again this  Man with a Demonic Charm

1.   「ピストル」

2.  「黒猫」

that  「黒猫」 part is my fave eh, as i say before …

a complete sexy song and sexy man singing on stage, that  is what i will say about  「黒猫」 Live version


noi       :    if somebody ask me …
yasu    :   who  …
noi       :    yeah, who is gonna ask me anyway  …

3.   「君がいない、あの日から…」


I am sure and hope you all already DL those video.

Yes, it is LQ.

But if we look for our situation in this Acid Black Cherry fandom, things are harder to get. Even for Japanese fans, they had to pay to see that channel on their tell or smartphone. So this time that LQ stuffs turned into almost HQ for me.

That’s why i always say

Do what you have to do, everyone ….!!!


to all team_yasu members of Facebook whenever there’s some rare Acid Black Cherry stuffs especially video availabe on net to DL . Among us rather than Download it, we say it as secure it ….xD

See how lovely my team_yasu members fellows are …

Ah ya, why do i say this as a A Quick post? because my post last night it wasn’t a complete post.

I forgot about this ….

~  Whatsoever Things from me …

this is 5th Season 『 Shangri-la 』 PHOTOBOOK : Tokushima


Enjoii …. !!!

and back to Acid Black Cherry a-nation 2014, it will be appeared on  …

~   OUT of MUSIC Magazine vol. 13



Release date : October 1st, 2014
Acid Black Cherry ~ a-nation
CD Japan : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/product/NEOBK-1717061

then finally, i received my CD&DL Data Magazine ….

I haven’t do anything about it, only reading and reading but here’s some yasu’s on a-nation 2014 from it





and the poster …..


it replaced this my old and fave poster of long haired yasu

me and yasu 2

that’s a very long time ago yasu‘s poster eh, and yasu on that poster was the reason why i kept my hair long. Because at that time i wanna a long black hair like yasu, but instead of yasu black and long hair turned me into Sadako ….

in here, The Ring is still  a very popular horror movie.

So a black long haired woman it is Sadako, i remember there was a little girl who was sit next to me wishpered to her mother about me looked like a ghost …

of course i heard what she said, and then i was like ….

Eehh ……?  

I kinda blamed her mother to let that little girl said that rude things to me to hear .  I suppose nothings worked for me ne including this   ….

Acid Black Cherry 「Shangri – La」’s Cross Stitches

This Cross Stitches making is trending now at my office.

All my office mates (the female) have one on their desk. They do that when they have nothing to do. Unlike me, there’s a time on a day for them to have nothing to do. I wonder why i am the one who keep moving like a bunny with no Energizer’s backup behind me.

And one day some of them dare me to make yasu’s Cross Stitches, i said to them  …

why not?  i can do that ….

I was so full of confident  before i received the materials ( read :  papers, needle and else), but when i got it and see the pattern OMG i think i am in trouble. There’s so many different color in gradation.

i made it based on this ….


That image divided into 12 spot areas to make it easier.  And hopefully i can managed to finished it before January 27th, on yasu‘s birthday.


But look what just happened, i spent this 2 weeks doing it every night while watching telly. But until now i don’t even finish 1/2 from the 1st block ne.

1st week was full of mistakes.

I made a double stitches when it supposed to be only a single stitches. So i have to re do it again while collecting all my threads i wasted because i can’t buy this kind of color here in my village.

So rather that have to go to other city just to buy 1 green grey thread, i choose to open it again and it’s very hard, harder than when i made it.

That image if you make it into a Cross Stitches pattern with some computer program that i forget what the name is, it will give you colors that’s not usual, at least for me. I mean it is a bit difficult to me to see the different from this pearl gray and beaver gray or gay green and the other green ….

Eh, Gay Green …?


yasu      :      it’s grey green ne  ….
noi         :     OMG  …
yasu      :      you better use your glasses ….
noi         :      but i still can see you perfectly  ….


A Bit Stupid Post : 「Shangri-la 」 Live ~ Kagawa … (Another me, yasu and 「ポテトとトマトの愛の物語」.. ♪)


I am totally lazy/stupid for these recent weeks …

It’s not because i had nothing to do, trust me still do have lots of things to do but with all those lots of things i had, have and still have to do just make me lazy to do anything.

Me, back at the same me last year.

Do the same thing everyday, being a night person by go to bed after midnight and wake up in the morning go to work with a face and walk like a zombie.


Can you all imagine that?

i said how i hate zombies because zombie is dummy, i don’t even watch or at least get in to the euphoria of The Walking Dead and whenever i am mad or a little bit stressed, i let it go by killing zombies on my games …

Now i became one of the zombie every morning … ?


yasu     :     you do now ….?
noi        :     yes, look at me …
yasu     :     hmm, is this gonna be a long post …?
noi        :     i think so  …

so let’s start this post this A Little bit (read : 6 Days) Late to say ….

~   Hello there September …. !!!


After a very busy August with lots of works that almost buried me alive now finally September is coming complete with lots of wonderful things that i wanna do.  As what Vina Panduwinata (she is a legend Indonesian singer) always say with her song

September Ceria

about how wonderful and lovely is September, indeed September this year should be wonderful and lovely as well because …

#    Ruroni Kenshin : Kyoto Inferno in Indonesia’s cinemas …


of course i want to see it as well even it means i have to go to Jakarta because it only available on Blitz Cinemas.


not only because i want to see My Dear Brother Kenshin on a BIG cinema screen, but  i also want to hear Mighty Long Fall played in a HD Sound in a cinema theater.

wah, that must be awesome eh ….

and then …

~     A Tired but must be a very Nice Trip to Osaka next week …

Commisioner Vijay wants to go to Osaka next week to deal with something and a family trip as well.

And at the first moment i hear about his plan i raised my both hand as high as i can ask him to let me go with him …

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yasu     :      like this ….?
noi        :      no, that’s raising hands, not waving eh or counting ….?
yasu     :      then like what …
noi        :      i raised my hands higher than all Titanic passenger’s SOS for help …
yasu    :       what the …

while sayin, take me with you sir,  i’ll be a good girl and be your free translator … etc etc with all the good things i promised will do there so he wouldn’t do anything but relax and have fun trip with his family after …

At the beginning,

he said   :    no, no Moi. This is Osaka, not Tokyo
me          :    then what with Osaka ..?
him         :    there’s no yasu in Osaka
me          :    OMG, did i ever tell you if yasu is from Osaka …?

so apparently from all things about yasu ramblings i said to him was not included the fact that yasu is from Osaka ….. xD

Okay, okay you all can say i just had my biggest failed as someone who declared herself as A Fulltime Fangirl of Acid Black Cherry but forgot to put the fact if yasu is from Osaka in all my ABC invasion (read : crazy woman’s rambling) ..

I feel like i just got a massive slap from the whole fandom ….


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noi      :    sorry luv, mission not accomplished …
yasu   :    what kind of Fulltime Famgirl are you ?
noi      :    but almost full like : 4/5 time, is it OK …?
yasu   :    no, not OK

Me, i always like do things like that.

Not only on make the non-ABC fans friends on my Facebook bored with all my things about yasu but in fact, i also do that in my real life.

Aaand believe me,  i love when in the middle of conversation (especially, the boring one …xD) i suddenly say something like this  …

Btw guys, do you know if  yasu also watch Discovery Channel ….. ?

and many else more until they all sayin, OK OK and then leave me alone then they all look at me with their  kind of “ええ〜〜 what the ..? “ face like this  …. xD



I just love to do that, because  there’s time when i feel that my rambling about yasu this and that kinda became my secret weapon to make people that bothered me to leave me alone.

Ah ya, back to the topic eh ….

So i waited and hoped to able to do that 2 wonderful things on this Wonderful September, because i also had plan about going to ONE OK ROCK Live at Yokohama Stadium to see this

Baby Stroberry Taka   …xD


omo, what with that face …..

but still God said no again to me. Just like how God said BIG NO to me September last year when i made a trip to Hokkaido.

Just like that, things happened again this year. I had to cancel all of it because i don’t have time to do it and also now Her Majesty needs me more than before. So what can i do but make this kinda

Note to myself …

Stay home, work hard, lock yourself at home and don’t make any plans to do on September again, because it is gonna fail anyway.

And yasu, please do wake me up when September is over  …


yasu      :    how old you are noi_chan …?
noi         :     53 years, very old eh
yasu      :    and do i look like your nanny …
noi         :    of course not
yasu      :    just finish this post hurry …

OK now, let’s continue this whatsoever Fangirl Homework for myself. And this time is for …

~    「Shangri-la 」 Live  ~ Kagawa

Kagawa is the last prefecture of Shikoku block in this 5th SEASON Acid Black Cherry ‘s Project 『Shangri-la』 and on the previous day, 「Shangri-la Meeting」 in Kagawa was held.

For this live in Kagawa, was the first live performance after the previous two years ago at the same venue. Doing a live performance at the same venue (at Sunport Hall Takamatsu) of course it revived some memories for yasu.


that day, when they did 「Shangri-la 」 Live in Kagawa it was also Junji‘s birthday and they were able to celebrate it with the audience in Kagawa.

Talking about Junji, i’d say he is yasu‘s stretching mate.


i believe you all see how often they did that whatsoever stretching toghether on DVD offshoots …

And back to 「Shangri-la 」 Live in Kagawa post, as always, they (you know who …) started with …

♪  the annual Local Gourmet Introduction corner

With so many local gourmet tought in the previous 「Shangri-la Meeting」yasu had waiting for all of it. And these were waiting for yasu at the Kagawa Live venue …

~   「豚の冷しゃぶ 野菜添え」/ 「Pork Reishabu/ Cold Pork Shabu Shabu, served with vegetables」
~   「チンジャオロース」/「Chinjaoroosu」/「Green Pepper Steak」,

it is a stir-fried Chinese American dish of sliced beef steak ( flank, sirloin, etc) cooked with sliced green or red bell peppers and other seasonings such as soy sauce and ginger, and usually thickened with cornstarch.

Sliced onions and bean sprouts are also usually added.

~  「ほうれん草のゴマ和え」/「Hōrensō no goma-ae」/「Cold Spinach Salad」
~  Vegetable salad,
~  Miso soup with pork and vegetables …


of course speaking of Kagawa


it’s Udon, the unique stifness of Sanuki Udon

after meal, everyone (yasu and the support members) are full of smiles from the dressing room to the stage.

Btw yasu also did some check at the backstage in Kagawa.


Eh God,

i love when he did that kind of checking eh,

but too bad i dunno why they (read : 【TEAM Acid Black Cherry】) didn’t purt some picture of yasu do checking at the backstage like what they used to do when they started to post all those 「Shangri-la 」 Live reports/post on The Official Blog.


yasu      :    hey fangirl, are you sure i did that checking after meal?
noi         :    i dunno …
yasu      :    you don’t know …?
noi         :    yeah ya_san, because there’s no before or after meal description on the magazine about it …
yasu      :    what did they say …
noi         :    they only say ….


香川で の LIVE日! 楽屋からステージまで、 笑顔あふれる   四国ラスト公演でした!


yasu       :    did you copy paste that …?
noi          :    no ya_san, this time i really read that magazine. I told you ne, i am so CHANGEABLE  ….!!!
yasu       :   本当に?
noi          :   本当だよ 。。。!!

and they (read : yasu and the support members) also did some …


♪  talks in the dressing room


This time they were talking about this Kagawa‘s gourmet …

「鳥の骨付き肉」/ 「bird version of bone-in meat」

that apparently served by the catering when they did Live in Kagawa last year.  And then, for some reason the topic changed into talk about Potato and croquettes ….

ええ〜〜、ポテト …..?


yasu     :     ジャガイモ …
noi        :    ah ya that’s what i mean, nah talking about ポテト ね …
yasu     :     どう …
noi        :     じゃ、「ポテトとトマトの愛の物語」 聞いて ください 。。。
yasu     :     ノイ_ちゃん、 もういい ね…. *bored*


i am sure you all know about this Love Story between Potato and Tomato from 9GAG



so let me write the drama version of mine for you all …

On a bright and sunny summer 2012, a potato meet a tomato online  and they both feel something that a human will call it as Love at The First Sight.

They have a crush each other but they also aware about how different they are. But it didn’t let them down, so potato ask tomato to wait while she is going somewhere and back as a nice hot and crispy french fries.

And while waiting for potato to came back, tomato also thinkin about what he can do so they can be together. Then when potato back to him as a nice hot and crispy french fries, he had an idea to turn himself into a handy and easy to use tomato sauce


then there you are as you all see now they are as a perfect couple so they can join burger together.

Just like what they wrote there, there’s no perfect couple at the beginning, so there’s things that they (and all of us) have to do to make us and our someone as a perfect couple be together with the burger

Why do i am talking about this now?


Not because how i love to see yasu eat that BIG burger like that,  because the fact is i love to see yasu eating anything

including eat me if he want to …xD


yasu       :       i am not gonna eat you  ….
noi          :       calm down, 冗談だ よ 。。。!!!
yasu       :       not funny …
noi          :       well …

It’s because there’s somebody who call me potato, and i suppose (read :  i hope …. xD) he also call himself as tomato. So in this case i am the potato and he is the tomato.

But as you know, i never take anything seriously.

Including this whatsoever thing i have with that Tomato Boy now. But dunno why suddenly our always bluffing and not serious conversation we always do, changed into serious.

It started when …

i said to him     :     i wish you are not a Japanese
him                    :     and i also wish you are a Japanese …

then i was like fallin on my bed like this …..

after that,

instead took us into DEAD END, it made everything changed into more serious now. He doesn’t have to say, but thanks to so many dorama i watch, i know the different.

I mean how he start to talk to me in a different way, from a boy’s talk into a man’s way talk to a woman ….

ah you know what i mean and somehow it bothered me.

I wonder is it okay? i mean if i still continue to follow whatever things he is on to me now. Because honestly i prefer if we both back to what we were both before unlike now.

We used to have lots of fun together ne, there’s no some silly fight followed with lots of interrogations that sometimes confused me and make ask to God

eh God, why he is younger than me …..?

I know there’s lots of love story like that happened on my dramas, but it’s a real life ne not a drama. And of course it’s forever okay for him to ask me what i did to day as part of his curious

but i am very bad to take part on things like this, and don’t ask me why.

And surely i gave them both (read : Potato and Tomato) 2 thumbs UP for what they did so they can be together. But it’s a very hard to do eh. Imagine ne, to slice myself and then jump into a frying pan like that.

of course it’s not i literally will slice myself into pieces and jump into a frying pan … xD

what i am sayin is there’s lots of things to do and think about if i want to be with him, together next to the burger as a perfect package on a McD table

see what i mean, it’s not easy ne.

that’s why i want both of us back to be as comfy as we were before and if there’s a chance for us to join burger on a McD table in the future,

at least there’s no strings attached between us   ….

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yasu       :      eh noi_chan, don’t tell me …
noi          :      what …
yasu       :      バーガーは、だれ 。。。。?
noi          :      あなたです… ….

yasu       :       WHAATT ….!!!
noi          :       ah come on ya_san, i am the potato, he is the tomato, you are the burger and McD is Japan  …
yasu       :       how could you …
noi          :       yes, i  can because who knows we can go to see ABC Live together.

一緒に eh, together …

yasu      :       but you said he is not ABC Fan
noi         :       it doesn’t have to be an ABC Fan to go to see ABC Live with me ne
yasu      :       A burger, really noi_chan ….??

and then the question selected on ….


♪  the Question Corner is …


An episode of your 1st meet with a musician that you are longed-for, を教えてください … !!!

and yasu‘s answer is …

Of course HYDE and also Kyosuke Himuro, but he also said i haven’t meet Kyosuke Himuro_san yet.

So yasu‘s first meet with HYDE was in ASAKASA Blitz live when he started his solo. First said hello in ther dressing room there and he gave HYDE his own CD and HYDE said to him   Thank you, i’ve seen you on TV …

And also MORRIE because DEAD END is the band that inspired him. They even had interview together on magazine and telly  …


And now sohow i feel this something what people say about  ..

There’s always another sky beyond that blue sky we all see everyday.

How a musician that we all adore and long for also have their own sky (read : their own longed for musician). That’s so sweet eh, imagine about how yasu also might feel the same happy and doki doki like we all do feel whenever meet his fave inspired musician.

But i wonder does he feel the same can’t wait on this time like this ?

On a time when he is gonna release a new single and i am totally curious and can’t wait about what the person (read : yasu) that i adore will have for me for his upcoming single for me. What’s the title, how is gonna be like  …. etc etc so many things that i can’t wait to find out

enough about that, then next is ….

♪  the SexList …

03/30 Tour  『Shangri-la』 Sunport Hall Takamatsu


01. I’m not a ghost
02. Rakuen

03. Kuroneko ~Adult Black Cat~
04. Tsumi to Batsu  ~Kamisama no Alibi~
05. scar
06. Greed Greed Greed

07. Nemuri Hime
08. KImi ga Inai、ano hi kara…

10. cord name【JUSTICE】
11. Shojo no Inori Ⅲ
12. Shojo no Inori
13. 20+∞Century Boys


14. Black Cherry (request)
15. SPELL MAGIC (request)
16. Pistol
17. Shangri – La

then next is my fave part ….

♪  the Kewpie …


credit  : @Yasuの女


aaand ….

I don’t have it …. xD

Well because of that a quite long 「ポテトとトマトの愛の物語」 , i think i have to delay the next episode of my Japan trip report.  It’s a bit boring anyway because full of my complain about the hotel i stayed there and how cold was Osaka.

so next it will be only  ….

~   This Whatsoever Update for me …

still from 4th SEASON 「Shangri – La 」 PHOTOBOOK ,  this time is for …

Live Digest Gunma – Tokyo




from ARENA LIVE 2014年8月号 …

Acid Black Cherry :  Project 『Shangri-la』 Final Season06.15 国立代々木競技場第一体育館




and last is from

7 ぴあ 2014年8月号


so enjoiii ….!!!

Last but not least is ….

This is kinda embarrassing eh, but thanks to her know i found out if i know nothing about something called love and relationship stuffs. That’s why i always choose to be a listener than be someone who will say something or give an opinion about it.

I usualy talk about this with my Cherry Sista, about stuffs like this, especially Moni. Because as i said before Moni always know what to say to me and in some way open my eyes.

But last week suddenly a fellow Acid Black Cherry fans asked me something about relationship and how to move on from somebody.

OMG can you believe that?


~   call somebody who knows nothing about love and relationship like me as senpai,
~   she also ask for one Acid Black Cherry song that perfect to ask somebody to back to her again.

and i answer her  …

what about this song, Aitai …?


she replied me …

but senpai, on that song story he is dead isn’t he …?



i totally forget if the anata on that song is missed because he is dead, not leavin her for someone else.

Then not only that …

~  she also asked about how to move on from lovin someone to me, a person who is still like this (you all know what i mean),

Then what should i say ne, because i know nothing and i am still on my way to move-on ne.

So i hope no one ask me about something about that again. I prefer people to ask me about yasu or Acid Black Cherry stuffs or join my crazy worshiping about him because for me ….

Define 「かわいい 。。。」?


noi       :    あなたです… ….
yasu    :    Define 「Love  。。。」?
noi       :    nah, now you tell me …
yasu    :    ehh ….

~ owari~

After Holiday Post Part 2 : 「Shangri-la Meeting」 ~ Kagawa … (Another me, yasu and Hana)

Part 2 is for ….


~   A long Way to Kudanshita Part 6 (Tokyo day 3)


it’s the D Day, …

The Day when i finally watched yasu’s Live on Stage for 2nd time !!!

That day, i don’t wanna do anything. I didn’t event went down for breakfast even i woke up quite early that day. All i did was nothing but stayin on my bed, eat all many kind of instant noodles i bought from 7/11 near hotel and watch telly.

For me as an instant noodles lovers,

Japan never stop amazed me with so may variety of instant noodles they have on their konbinis.  So spent my last sleepless night after a lame date on a 7/11 do nothing but choose which instant noodles i am gonna eat tonight just make me happy.

That day, i  took almost one hour in the bathroom, nothing but stayin in the bathtub enjoyed this apple smell aroma-therapy that the hotel gave me.

It turned the hot water into green, but too bad it didn’t turned my skin into green as well …. >_<

They gave that aroma-therapy free at the lobby, and a package of facial cleaning stuffs when i did my check-in. Not only that,  they also give a free coffee at the lobby start from 11:00 PM.

That hotel is quite good i say, compared to the other hotel at Shibuya where i stayed last year.

and about 15 minutes later, i am ready to go …


go where …?

I went back again to Tokyo Station to get another yen. I changed most of IDR i have and got about another 55,000 yen supposed that would be enough for my last 2 days in Japan.

I also bought Shinkansen ticket to Osaka for tomorrow morning and it was about 13,250 yen for the non-reserved ticket, who knows i might woke up late.

After that, i just stayed there next to the station gate, watching peoples and train schedule there. And suddenly my eyes caught a nice scene of a man who got a red X when he wanted to go to get his train.

I dunno what happened to me, suddenly i just laughed to him. It was so funny eh, and i had no idea if he was looked at me until i finished my LOL to him. We weren’t that far, so it’s a normal if he was aware my LOL at him.

When i saw him lookin at me,  i was like

OMG, what did i do? this is very not polite eh, so …

i said to him        :   すみません, i am sorry, really sorry …
and he replied    :    大丈夫, and you look very happy
me                      :    me  …. ?
him                     :    はい、…

then we started to talk and laughed together,

it was quite fun eh because i remember he was tryin so hard to talk to me in his English mixed with Japanese while i also tried to replied him in my Japanese mixed with English ….


yasu      :   but, who is he …?
noi         :   dunno, he is just a stranger i meet at Tokyo Station ..
yasu      :   but you said you won’t talk to stranger
noi         :   i only laughed to him ne  ..
yasu      :   then talk …

i know i should not talk to stranger like that, but he was so funny eh. I mean, if you see his Eeeh …!!! face when the bar wont open for him, it was just so hilarious in a charming way just like the person himself.

I can’t even imagine if that kind of person is exist, especially a Japanese stranger that i just meet and LOL-ed at. Instead of mad at me he talked and even got my joke and laughed 

when i asked him  :   「Platform 9¾」 どこで ?  ….
he said                  :   それは、ひみつです. i don’t tell you ..
me                         :   ah, you won’t tell …

Eh God, i love when people got/understand my movie jokes …. xD

ah ya i should ask his name ne, or at least i ask if he is on Facebook or not eh, because that’s what people ask to other new people recently.

Instead askin a phone number, the common trending question now is ..

Do you have Facebook …?
Or twitter …?
Then what is your Facebook and twitter name? …

etc etc … because now everyone are exist on their own Social Networks. No matter with what kind of purpose they have. So just like what happened with The Jane Austen Man on my 1st flight Semarang ~ Jakarta, that day i missed my chance to know that hilarious man further.

I mean, who knows if he is also on Facebook eh …

Finished with talking and LOL-ing, i went to straight to Budokan, because it was already 15:00 PM.

Arrived there, i stopped first to McD near Budokan and had some chicken burger there. Ate my burger, sit there while watching so many Acid Black Cherry fans walking around with their many Acid Black Cherry GOODS with/on them.

And i did what i always do just exactly like what i always do when i see there’s yasu‘s photo posted on someone’s blog, Facebook or Tumblr. I said to myself where’s that image originally from.

What magazine, what pamphlet, poster or even Radio’s blog.

So that day, with a chicken burger on my hand i say to my self from what Acid Black Cherry Live/event’s are thoose GOODS i’ve seen that day.

A tote bag from Re:Birth Live, a bag from 69 Live (that bag is the best, i say … xD), keychain from Halloween Party, or

this my fave 2007 Free Live white T-Shirt


well, …

i should buy another one again because that shirt is 100% perfect with a red short pants. And believe me, i have more than 6 red pants but only one that 2007 Free Live white T-Shirt.

all Acid Black Cherry fans on the road that day, what i saw most of them was wearing Acid Black Cherry hoodie ….



Finished my late lunch i went to buy some snacks and mineral water at the nearest 7/11 where i meet 5 fans who was cosplaying complete The Otaku/Nerd.


Arrived at Budokan, ….

there’s so many people already gathered in front of the venue gate, and just like on Acid Black Cherry‘s other Live, there was also 2 boxes in front of the venue’s door where fans can put their letter, fan-mail or present for yasu or the support members there.


I put a letter for yasu there, because somebody asked me to write her a letter for yasu.

Just like my simple Japanese understanding, i wrote a simple letter in Japanese for yasu on behalf of my friend. Not sure what i wrote was correct or yasu will manage to read my double disaster handwriting in Japanese .

Actually, even i am studying Japanese with all my heart but i never study how to write nicely.

Because look at that my disaster handwriting that nobody can’t read. so i know you all can imagine how worst is if i tried to write in Japanese letter …


That’s why instead of practice to read and write with pencil and paper like what people do,

i put that Simeji App. on my phone and use it for my Japanese writing and reading practice by re-write again some of things on FC Magazine, song’s lyrics or something like this ….


from DearLovingMasa’s twitter, that’s Dear Loving‘s 4th Album cover with yasu‘s comment on it …

「おい、ディアラヴィ! いい曲いっぱい入ってるやんけ!やるぅ ♡」 by yasu

and when i posted it on my Facebook, i made some mistake by wrote that 「入」 as 「大」/「dai」. But then Yukki, as always kindly correct me …. xD

back to Budokan, ….

When i was going to enter the venue and showed my ticket to one of the staff, one of them to make sure i understand, she repeated what she already say to me in English.

She said       :    no camera, no phone camera inside ….. !!!
I said to her  :    はい、わかりました …

i entered the venue and started to confused about finding my seat.

Dunno whether is Budokan, is so BIG or i am somebody who really easy to get lost and confused about finding place?

yasu        :      is that a question …?
noi           :      yes, but the rhetorical one ..
yasu        :      didn’t you ask somebody ..
noi           :      i did, but  dunno, ….

so i walked all around at 2nd Floor Budokan to find my seat.

I finally managed to find my seat at almost top of the 2nd Floor . It was a bit scary tho,…

and next to me is a 40 year’s old woman, a mother with her daughter that non-stop lookin at me finished all snacks that i bought less because i already ran out of snacks before the Live begin.

Then finally when everything was dark, the Live begin with  …

1. Greed Greed Greed


「Greed Greed Greed」 is the 1st single released during this 「Shangri – La 」Tour as one part of Project 「Shangri – La 」 itself beside the Live and Meeting nation-wide.

When yasu started this Project 「Shangri – La 」 , i said to myself …

if i am going to watch 「Shangri – La 」 Live, i have to watch the final/last Live so i can see all the 3 latest single Live on stage.

Even i did make plan to go to 1st SEASON Live ~ Hokkaido together with Tekki but It was cancelled because my father got sick and also Tekki keep sayin no about joining me to watch yasu.

But now i think God made different plan for me so i ended going to Japan on Encore SEASON and i managed to see all 3 latest single Live on stage.

Greed Greed Greed well, it was OK


yasu      :     only OK …
noi          :    what am i supposed to say ..
yasu      :     say something else
noi          :     what …

my seat was so far behind and i lost my glasses, so i didn’t see things clearly but i know yasu was nonstop moving there and like an Energizer Bunny. I mean, he seemed like never ran out of battery …

even i know 「Greed Greed Greed」 complete lyrics, still i didn’t even understand what the hell was yasu yasu, especially on the part with an English lyrics.


yasu ….

i’d say always amused me whenever he sing a song with English lyrics because he always make me to listen it carefully to get what he was sayin no matter i already remember all the lyrics in my head, but i always ended sayin …

oh yasu, what the …. ????

That’s why, i  am not gonna say, i want yasu to learn English more so he can make a song with a full English lyrics, because he already did with JIGSAW ~ QED version that in so many ways confused me and also…

i agree with my sweet baby stroberry Taka when he said on some interview …

FM 802

Writing a song with full English lyrics doesn’t make the album/single SOLD OUT, and after all i am still a Japanese, so there’s something that i still prefer to say/write in Japanese.

so if i say yasu need to improve his English, it’s because i want him to have a better and less confusing pronunciation on some English lyrics on his songs

2. Murder License
3. Rakuen
4. Chou

this is funny eh, …..


dunno what happened, maybe he was too sexcited or nervous but he started this song earlier. Even Hiro had not finished his guitar but yasu already started sayin


and i was like

えええ〜〜〜 、yasu …???

but then as fast as how i finished sayin that えええ〜〜〜 、yasu ….??? , he (read : yasu, not taka) fixed it and everything is perfect. I even say this Chou – Live version is perfect even with a bonus of that an earlier めを ….xD

on the 1st MC, …

yasu said how grateful he is to see everyone came to his Live at Budokan that night, because that day ….

May 29th 2014 in Tokyo beside Acid Black Cherry Live at Budokan, there was also LUNA SEA Live at Yoyogi and L’arc~en~Ciel at Kokuritsu ….

but as you all know,  some of his close friends like his BBF DAIGO, Akihide, Shinpei and even ka-yu was there too

5. 1954 LOVE/HATE
6. Kuroneko~Adult Black Cat~


This one,  Kuroneko~Adult Black Cat~  is nothing but AWESOME

I say everyone,  that was totally AWESOME and i am sure to you all Acid Black Cherry fans who ever seen this song Live on Stage agree with me. And to you all who are start to make a plan to go to Japan and see Acid Black Cherry Live,

hope you’ll be able to see this, because Kuroneko~Adult Black Cat~  live version is …


a perfect package of a sexy man, complete with a sexy song and voice     …

7. Kimi ga Inai, Ano hi Kara…


Live version complete with all those lightening and special effect make this song more heavenly and longing and less simple. Because this song is a simple and longing song eh, about somebody who realized now he/she isn’t here anymore …

8. Maria
9. so…Good night.


awww, ….

i really love this man and i suppose this Acid Black Cherry fever on me is  ….

いつも おわらない、よ 。。。!!!!

10. Pistol
11. Tsumi to Batsu ~Kami-sama no Alibi~


i am so glad finally i get a chance to see this song Live because i like this song, i mean i always adore how yasu put the idea about

~Kami-sama no Alibi~  / God’s Alibi —> an Alibi for God …

even when i listen to that song for the first time, it kinda felt weird for myself. In my whole life, until now i am somebody who never think if there’s an Alibi for God. Everyone needs an alibi, but not God

Because God is God,

the Greatest that never ever need an alibi because God never do wrong no matter how i love to blame God for whatever bad things on my life because i believe God has it own reason, that we have to figured out what is God reason for let this or that things happened to us.

So why would God need an alibi for?

that’s why  that ~Kami-sama no Alibi~ terms from yasu was a bit surprised for me.

12. Black Cherry
13. Shangri-la


14. doomsday clock (request)


that song was requested by a girl on 2nd Floor that seems like not into Acid Black Cherry that much. It was so obvious ne, because she asked Kuroneko~Adult Black Cat~  while that song is already played before …

i am sure she didn’t even know which song is Kuroneko~Adult Black Cat~ or not
I dunno why but i think on this 「Shangri – La 」Tour there’s so many that not into Acid Black Cherry audience (read : people who went there just because asked by their friends to go along, or else …) their seat number got selected on the request song part.

How the hell, they were so lucky like that?

yasu     :     ah not again noi_chan …
noi        :     yes, again and again i am jealous, why not?
yasu     :     so if your seat got selected, what would you say to me …
noi        :     ah ya, i gotta say something …

why i never think about this ne …

all think about was how i have to say I want nemuri hime …!! to yasu if my seat number might got selected because i remember yasu also asked some questions like …

what’s your name,
where do you come from,
and with whom do you come tonight … etc etc

then what am i gonna say eh, because i am sure have a real talk with yasu must be really hard for me especially with my very very simple Japanese understanding

15. scar (request)


While that song,

scar was requested by a woman also on 2nd Floor and she was quite close to my seat.She is a mother who is really into Acid Black Cherry, because when yasu asked her what song would you like tonight  …. ?

with confidence she answered scar

see that is what i mean with a fans who is really into Acid Black Cherry, who knows what she wants didn’t have to again and said lots of あの 。。。-ing or えっと 。。。-ing ..

17. 20+∞Century Boys


They also did some change

where yasu was on drum, Hiro on vocal, but they with changing part didn’t play anything. I mean they only kinda make fun with the instruments and Hiro‘s FUBAR screamin acting as vocalist.

and else but maybe it was a joke or something because all the audience were laughing. so f that was really a joke then i didn’t get what kind of joke was that.



then like a dream, that live suddenly over


followed with yasu shoot various color balls (with his signature on it) to the audience with that BALL GUN (?) and my fave ending is how yasu always took his shirt off and throw it to the audience.


I had so much fun, and once again ….

yasu completed me as one of his fangirl.

But i believe, this complete feeling i have after able to see 「Shangri – La 」Live soon will turned into in-complete again when yasu releasing something new (single or album). Because 2 years ago, after finished Erect Live at Yoyogi i also said …

thank you yasu, you complete me … !!!

But look what happened ne,

i still go to Japan again, so i think that’s like a never ending circle on a Fangirl Life to be forever once again will try to go to Japan again to see yasu and turned the in-complete into complete again …

What a Fangirl eh …

The Live finished and i went back to my hotel because tomorrow morning i have to go to Osaka.

Can’t believe when the Live is over nothing left but so much happiness and tired. All over my legs was hurt, i walked so slow while lookin at all those VK bandmans who was waiting out of the venue to give their band’s flyers and CD demo …

got into my train, dunno why but the mixed feelings between too happy and too tired made me cry alone there until i fell asleep and

ended in Tokyo Sky Tree Station again … #JustWhatTheHueeell!!!

so that was a hell of a long night of me back again to my hotel. All i wanted was nothing but to be on my bed …

that’s all everyone, next part it will be on my next post as A Long Way Down to Kudanshita Part 7 ~  Day  4 (Tokyo ~ Osaka)

next is this …

~ Whatsoever things from me …

still from 4th SEASON 「Shangri-la」 PHOTOBOOK because i have no idea why it take me forever to finish this PHOTOBOOK, so please bear with me.

Nah this time is for …



and moving backward for yasu‘s outfit on 「Shangri-la」 Tour , that i am sure you already see it if you are team_yasu‘s group on Facebook members.

So, this time is for …


# The costume theme for 3rd SEASON is Leopard. Not only the shirt, but the tank top under it was also leopard, and …
# they (whoever they are) put a vest that actually was the same vest that HIRO was wearing during 1st SEASON Live, while
# for the accessories, sometimes they put it simple and in other day they make it less simple ..



#  theme for 2nd SEASON is zebra, a zebra pattern transparent shirt that originally made fit to yasu

and for the shirt button …

# they (whoever they are) added a mini skull as one of it. While for the pants it’s the same leather pants that yasu was wearing on the previous SEASON 1.

So i think it is quite simple but i like this 2nd SEASON‘s costume eh  ….


because that shirt is a transparent shirt, so it made the back part look more sexy,  ah, you know what i mean …. xD . And  last but not least, to close this a very2 long post,

i am gonna talk about …


yasu     :      what, another movie …..?   *going somewhere*
noi         :     no, don’t worry because my movie talk is for next post …
yasu     :      eeh …
noi        :      i am gonna talk about …

~  My Waiting for The next Recreation Album  …


ever since i read the last post on The Official Blog, i keep wondering what the hell is yasu busy with now. Maybe preparing for the upcoming a-nation Live at the end of this month or i maybe

i say maybe eh, maybe …

as what they (whoever they are, again …) sayin if he is still doing music production each day, so it’s forever OK if i guess he is preparing something new. New single or maybe a new album.

As how Acid Black Cherry‘s single and album release sequence, and just like what Yukki said to me,if it is an album then next it’s time for Recreation 4 album …

Then he must already start to choose what songs he is going to cover.

And of course it is forever OK again for me to wondering (or posted a fubar request to whoever might read read this long and boring post) if maybe he will do cover songs that i like to hear recently.
i am talking about this song …



斉藤和義 – 歌うたいのバラッド

嗚呼 唄うことは

嗚呼 目を閉じれば



嗚呼 唄うことは



ぼくらを乗せて メロディは続く…
wow wow…

雨の夜も 冬の朝もそばにいて

ハッピーエンドの ah

i really want yasu to cover that song, even i know D-Lite (BIG BANG) already do that for his 1st single in Japan and BENI did an English cover as well,

but still i wanna hear how is yasu‘s version.



At this time, i’d say D-Lite cover version is better. I mean how that he amazed me by making that song into K-Pop. I am sure yasu‘s version (if he cover this song) is gonna be good as well …

Dunno why,

these days i just wanna listen to that kinda mellow songs. Not because i ate lots of melon at night but maybe because it is approaching the end of the year, as what people say it as a longing time

then lemme say again …

愛してる …

noi       :    愛してる よ … !!!
yasu    :   how many time you’re gonna say that …?
noi       :   for you, 1,000 times over …
yasu    :   日本語で?
noi       :   あなたのため、千倍にも 。。。? (^^♪



GREED Post : ABC 7th Anniversary FanProject …. (Another me yasu and LetThe GREED ON!)

so everyone,

i know i must write this on July (last month) when we decided to do this Acid Black Cherry 7th Anniversary : GREED FanProject, but because i was a bit busy so i just able to post this in here right now.

But i am sure some of you already see it in Tumblr or in this team_yasu group on Facebook


but it would be fine if i also post it in here as well eh ….


yasu    :    is this gonna be a long post noi_chan …?
noi       :    no,
yasu    :    hmmm …
noi       :    it won’t i promise you

OK back to the topic now.  so the topic now is this year’s Acid Black Cherry FanProject, and this year we named it as …

Acid Black Cherry 7th Anniversary :  GREED FanProject !

it was started when …

~  one of team_yasu group on Facebook‘s member posted some of her collections in the group.
~  Then there’s other member who posted a comment about how she wanted to see everyone’s Acid Black Cherry stuffs, and …
~  Then again, followed with dear maru_chan who said to me  it would be a good idea if we made that as our next FanProject by let everyone (All Acid Black Cherry fans) to show some of their collection of Acid Black Cherry stuffs.
~  About why we put GREED on it, it’s simply because  …


This year is Acid Black Cherry’s 7th Anniversary ne and 7 in alphabet is G and we all know what’s more G in this Acid Black Cherry fandom than that 「Greed Greed Greed」 single, so …

why didn’t we let the Greed ON this year?

that’s why everyone, let’s have some fun together again for this year’s Acid Black Cherry 7th Anniversary : GREED FanProject.


all you have to do is ….

~    Take a photo of your Acid Black Cherry collection you have like CD,DVD, Official Merchandise, or maybe some handmade things you made by yourself.
~    try to make as less photos possible.
~    Photos need to be at least 600px high
~    send your photos via e-mail to

# bringabctoeurope@hotmail.com,  and/or
# nagashiwadesign@gmail.com, with
# Subject: ABC 7th anniversary GREED Fan Project, and
# Content: your (nick)name, country and a message if you want.

~    DEAD LINE is  Sunday, August 10th, 2014 (2014/08/09) 14:00 GMT+1
~    And if you can’t send a photo of your Acid Black Cherry collection maybe because you don’t have it or you are still in vacation, you can always send a fan-art or a fanmail message.

I’d say this FanProject is a bit different from the previous we had, because this time we can show each other (among fans) what kind of Acid Black Cherry collection we have.

And i am sure by knowing that there might be something like Q&A following, for sexample

~   OMG you have that PHOTOBOOOK, i couldn’t find it anymore,
~   Where did you find it …?
~   in auction? for how much did you bought it …?  etc etc etc

and  because as what it’s written there  …

nagashiwadesign will create a special design video and PDF file and send it to yasu and his team_ABC to let them know if yasu also did sell his stuffs oversea …

as we all know they don’t put how many single’s sold in oversea to Oricon chart, even i am sure yasu has his own staffs do search about this matter but still,  it would be nice if we show him directly …. xD

not only that,

because as what the man (read : yasu, not Mr. Friday) said on the latest Official Blog Post ….



There’s nothing in particular for this year’s 7th Anniversary …

well, the man is already said whis words eh, even it kinda make me say eeeh, what the hell ….. (wich i tend to say, anytime …xD) but at least they posted something there on the Official Blog Post and let us know what yasu is doing recenltly



including how he loves to wear that whatsoever toe pad is.  They (whoever they are) said yasu use the Pro ver, like that …

Actually it is a healthy device that said recommended for people who is in diet because good to loose weight and also gain a proper posture by simply walking. Price is 1,667 yen (before tax) so with tax i suppose it will be around 1,800 yen.

Now, i see lots of people (especially who is Acid Black Cherry fans) also bought it. And just like what happened to Light Blue Dolce&Gabbana (one that they said as yasu’s scent) i am sure there will be increasing selling for that Pro ver. toe pad in Japan,  thanks to yasu .

gain a proper posture by simply walking ….?

sounds good eh,

And of course i want it as well eh, but how can but that online?  maybe i should check it on Amazon.jp for that. Anyway for me, by reading if he is still busy with song production things day by day gave me another hope for something else to waiting for,

for sexample like what i talked it with Yukiko and Mari_san on Facebook , we were kinda like eeeh …

~    a new single, or maybe …
~    the next Recreation 4 Album, or if he night think about to skip Recreation 4 album then …
~    a new album for next winter …?

i mean by only wondering what yasu is busy with right now we talked so far until new album and Recreation 4 eh? … Oh Dear God, I love my Facebook friend eh, i really do.

And also my waiting for something for Acid Black Cherry 7th Anniversary is over …


yasu     :    tell me, you were waiting for what?
noi        :    another free event maybe, or …
yasu    :     or what …
noi        :    another free things to DownLoad, ah ya maybe for this song

この青空の向こうに  …



or ….

yasu     :     why you always want something free …
noi        :     geez ya_san, nothing is better than a free stuffs eh he he he ….. *got another mass kick*

OK, back to the FanProject,

so why didn’t we do something by ourself as fans to celebrate as well as having fun together for this Acid Black Cherry’s 7th Anniversary ? …


but as what i already wrote on my Tumblr (because i read that un-fair comment is on Tumblr eh, …)

it surprised me and broke my hearts as well when i read about some people sayin how un-fair is this Acid Black Cherry 7th Anniversary GREED FanProject, especially for fans who don’t have any Acid Black Cherry Stuffs (read : CD, DVD, or other official merchandise … )

Un-fair for some fans who don’t have Acid Black Cherry stuffs? …

even  it’s written there  you can make a fanart or something else (ex : your photo maybe) for yasu to see, if you don’t have any CD/DVD or merchandise . Because i always think if fanart or other handmade Acid Black Cherry things that fans made is also Acid Black Cherry stuffs.

because i’ve seen many fans made their own beautiful handmade of Acid Black Cherry stuffs, for sexample like this amazing things that Audrey sent me …



So official stuffs or not, you still can join this project and now it is time for you to show it to yasu.

and about this project is only for the real fans?

OMG …..  i think everyone should know if in this fandom especially this Acid Black Cherry division there’s no things such things as

# real fan or non-real fan, …

omo, what am i supposed to say about this, a fake fans?


that’s ridiculous ne, i am aware about a fake boobs because yasu wear it on many occasions like that, but a fake fans?  Ah come on everyone  …

this is a fandom ne not FBI or MI6, let James Bod, the 007 do the fake and undercover things.

because what are doing is nothing but having fun by worshiping or sometimes whooring …? wekekekekeke  *dumped to hell*

and last but not least is  …

# senior or junior fans


even i did say about Acid Black Cherry gakuen, but it’s just because that LICK ME /SUCK YOU uniform eh, still it’s not a real gakuen/school where there’s such thing as senior and junior exist,

so please do read again, and don’t say things about fair and un-fair.

I know sometimes life is un-fair in someways, but for this Fan-Project we try to make everything is fair to everyone.

So no matter if you have much, less or do not have any Acid Black Cherry CD/DVD or merchandise, you still can join this project and have fun together ….

the point is we have fun together and also make yasu to look at us once in a year because i think sometimes he needs to be reminded if he also have us (read : overseas fans here)

and once in a year reminder is quite enough …. xD so everyone, …

Let’s remind him again, and remember …
DEADLINE is Sunday, August 10th, 2014 (2014/08/09) 14:00 GMT+1, so
よろしくお願いします、皆さん 。。。。。!!! *bounce*


yasu       :    once a year reminder for me, what this all about …?
noi          :    well, sometimes i do think you kinda forget   …
yasu       :    i forget who, you  … ?
noi          :    your oversea fans eh, not only me  …
yasu       :   what the  …