…. xD Post : 『Shangri-la』Live ~ Tottori … (Another me, yasu and The Truth that I can’t Handle)

From this 6年半ぶり!盛り上げ上手な鳥取県!post on The Official Blog …

there you are ….

~ 『Shangri-la』Live ~ Tottori  …

『Shangri-la』 Project finally reached Tottori Prefecture.

As what they (read : 【TEAM Acid Black Cherry】) wrote there, for Acid Black Cherry that’s their comin to Tottori after six and a half years ago they came for the Secret Live at Yonago Live House with a very different venue  …..

For this 『Shangri-la』 Live ~ Tottori the venue is Torigin Bunka Kaikan Hall ~ Rika Hall, the same large venue as they had for the previous live in Hiroshima

I repeat, six and half years ago Acid Black Cherry came to Tottori for the Secretly Secret Live and they had memories of all of them eat sushi together. This time, this special that waited for yasu in the dressing room is ….

「鳥取県産サバの塩焼き」/「Tottori Grilled Mackerel 」


「鳥取とうふちくわ」/「Tottori tofu chikuwa」/ 「Tottori tofu fish paste」

then it’s a special product from Eastern of Tottori Prefecture since Edo periode, a very healthy dish they said and yasu‘s fave fish paste.

and Tottori gourmet’s knobs ….


「かに汁」/「Kani-jiru 」..

Warm soup with lots of taste of winter 「かに」/「kani」/「crab」, of course yasu also enjoyed this. It was a happy moment followed with a full of happiness in the dressing room.

with talks of memories of the time when they visited Tottori six and half a years ago, like “I went to Mizuki Shigeru road” or “I was also at the sea” …. etc etc memories talkin while reading questions sent from twitter or blogs.

followed with stretching carefully ….


noi       :    eh chotto stretching ….?
yasu    :    yes ….
noi       :    is that stretching?  OMG i thought you were doing a pose ne.
yasu    :    pose, for what  ….?
noi       :   since when stretching can be sexy like that?  annnd …


really  …?

because i think they should wrote it as stretching sexyfully because yasu look so sexy  … nyaaaaa *got hit with an English dictionary*

PS    :   don’t try to find that sexyfully word in your English dictionary because it will hit you when you try to do that ..

Eh God ….

seems like by reading all post on The Official Blog i feel like 【TEAM Acid Black Cherry】 totally spoiled me a lot recently ne, by posted that yasu and his beautiful shoulders,

and also many other photos like that on 『Shangri-la』PHOTOBOOK  1st Season especially yasu in this red shirt.

I am so sorry but i have to do that in here even i did it already on my Tumblr …xD

After all this Inspector Himura is still a fangirl ne, so sometimes (read : many times) i can’t help myself not to do any sexcited things like than.

So please bear with me …

ah ya, there you are 『Shangri-la』 PHOTOBOOK  1st Season ~  Yamagata part, you can see it in below …


don’t worry like the last time, no password required because am just too lazy to make a locked post now. Plus how i kinda get lost on my own Photobucket albums these days. I told you ne, i hate this new version of Photobucket .

i need to fix that and surely it will take forever for me to arrange and fix all of it again especially with this very slow internet sonnection i have now.
Back to 『Shangri-la』  Live ~ Tottori story, on the MC yasu also said about …

When he came to Tottori six and a half years ago, there was no convenience store and also the Elementary School students (girls ..?) who came to watched their Secret Live at Yonago Live House that time, they must be already an adult now …

ha ha ha ….

that’s very funny and obviously yasu, he did his counting very well. Then the question selected on The Question Corner is ….

December 6th, today it seems to be The Sound Day (?). So what is the song that you all play and recorded for the first time?

and yasu‘s answer is ….

Song that i recorded for the first time, It was recorded from electronic organ that i have when i was at elementary school.  But i recorded original song of me it was on high school.  Well, it was embarrassing song (laugh).

At the time, there is no instrument in the house,next is The SetList ..
01. I’m not a ghost
02. Rakuen
03. Pisto
04. Tsumi to Batsu ~ Kamisama no Alibi ~
05. scar
06. Greed Greed Greed
07. Nemuri Hime
08. Yes
10. Shojo no Inori Ⅲ
11. Shojo no Inori
12. cord name【JUSTICE】
13. 20+∞Century Boys
14. SPELL MAGIC (request)
15. Yasashii Uso (request)
16. Kuroneko ~Adult Black Cat~
17. Shangri – la

then the Kewpie




credit : @Yasuの女


waaah, so yellow ne …

well today at 10:37 AM started to write this post since nothing left to do anymore until now. Yeah, i am miss delay now. I delay this, i delay that …. etc etc many things got delayed by me except my dinner, lunch or midnight supper …xD

Rain, a quite heavy rain fell all over night since yesterday afternoon.

As always, since we are workin on an open space so whenever rain is fall or after fall there will be nothing to do at office after 10:30 AM. Nothing to do but wait until the land is dried enough for us to start the  machines.

Actually I do love this situation, but of course not with the complains followed after delaying. But the bad news (or should i say good news?)  is at this time …

I am on my 6th cup of coffee  …. #yay


yasu     :     yay? that’s not something yay ….
noi        :     but …
yasu     :     you’ll be coffee addict
noi        :      no, it’s only 6 ne and that’s because something very wrong with the cup eh, it always empty after 10 minutes so i have to refill it again …
yasu     :     ah, you already an addict …
noi        :     as you say …

yeah, indeed i am a coffee addict.

It’s not something that i can be proud of especially as someone with quite high blood pressure and this forever Anger Management problem like me, being a coffee addict just make me worst ..

you all see Jack Nicholson‘s movie Anger Management right?

in there you’ll seen how hard is not to be mad for a person with an Anger Management problem. Me, myself i always try to be nice and calm but trust me, that’s pretty hard to do ne.

Somehow there’s always something that pulled this whatsoever Trigger of Madness inside me, even that’s only a simple things …

Jack Nicholson, for me he’s brilliant, as well as scary sometimes.

I mean just like how Hugh Grant doesn’t have to act as a lovely charming man because indeed he is already charming, for Jack Nicholson he doesn’t have to act scary because he is scary sometimes ..


I never forget how scared i was when i watch him on A Few Good Men with Tom Cruise, Demi More and Kevin Bacon. I mean who would forget the emotionally epic trial scene between him as Col. Nathan R. Jessup and Tom Cruise as Kaffee

Col. Jessup    :  You want answers?
Kaffee             :  I think I’m entitled to.
Col. Jessup:   :  You want answers?
Kaffee             :  I want the truth !!

Col. Jessup    : You can’t handle the truth …..!!!!

geeez, ….

that’s was so scary ne, because that movie sure it is not a thrilled movie, but on that scene i got thrilled by him.

By writing this post and remember again abaout that movie, tonight with the sounds of rain fallin out there i realized what is  the cause of this Anger Management problem i have now and how i get mad so easily.

Col. Nathan R. Jessup is right,  it’s because  …

I can’t handle the truth …. !!!!

yasu     :    Truth about what ….?
noi       :     About anything that finally revealed like The Truth that i Love You
yasu    :     i know that …
noi       :    and Love HYDE at the same time …
yasu    :    i also know that, so calm down fangirl …
noi       :    omoooo ….

~  owari ~

Soo Happy Post : 金曜の夜は …. (Another me, yasu and 【TeamABC】)

Oh God, tonight is the best Friday night for me …

i think i am not gonna sleep tonight no matter how i am gonna be the most ugly zombie tomorrow at office because Oh God, for second time because 【TeamABC】 official just make me soo fuckin happy and overwhelmed tonight. After 3 blog updates on their Official Ameblo about ..

~   The Gate Opening Schedule changing for the next Live 5th Anniversary “Erect”  for Osaka Performance on Dec 30th
you can read it in here :  http://ameblo.jp/abcdream-cup/entry-11377763213.html

~   they changed their blog skin ,
you can read it in here :  http://ameblo.jp/abcdream-cup/entry-11377791611.html

~   Exhibitions to celebrate Acid Black Cherry TOUR 『2012』 Live CD and DVD release, where they will display the costumes was worn by yasu during TOUR 『2012』,  at Tower Records Shibuya, Live photos of TOUR 『2012』  at Shinjuku Tower Records, and 0th single : Kimi Ga Iru Kara handwritten lyrics by yasu at TSUTAYA EBISUBASHI, new TV schedules and general tickets sales information …
you can read it in here : http://ameblo.jp/abcdream-cup/entry-11377932245.html

after that, they tweet_ed this …


they really don’t want all of us (read : all of you team_yasu) go to bed early tonight  by tweet_ed link to Acid Black Channel, and Oh God, for the 3rd time tonight, they uploaded the videos that i really2 want to see ….

Re:Birth and  「イエス」 from TOUR 『2012』 Live DVD

i know and do always say how brilliant is yasu, but i never think if he also has such a brilliant team with him and tonight let me say this :

【TeamABC】 Official :  you, all of you are brilliant tonight and thank you so much for this overwhelming Friday night ...

also make that 1,000,000 steps to close to yasu not that hard to do again. I am on my 10th steps now and sure i will finish that 1,000,000 steps to be close to yasu and watch him live on stage, then i’ll find my boss’s son in Osaka no matter what and also finish my Halloween fanproject photo … *cross fingers*


nah for all of you team_yasu over there here’s what you should do …

Stay calm, watch the videos, enjoy yasu then make lots of screen caps, gif and last but not least, let’s make a flood of yasu images on Tumblr ….  ajajajaja … *lost her mind already*


yasu     :    have you make it  …
noi        :    no, i haven’t …
yasu     :    don’t say you will only re_blog it …
noi        :    omo, how did you know,
yasu      :   i knew it …
noi        :    that’s why i love you ya_san, i do always …


Sleepy Post : 2012 Live DVD Sleeve for [Limited Edition] … (Another me, yasu and A Book of Roses)

from Acid Black Cherry Official Home Page : News  there you are

Specifications sleeve for [Limited Edition] 2012 DVD i wonder why i didn’t see it before ne, well OK maybe i just left away again ne. …

my last 2 holiday is gonna be a disaster. Suddenly my mom’s refrigerator didn’t work ne, so here i am with no ice, cold water, vanilla latte or anything with ice,  Even i said so many time how African Lion i am, i think there’s a Polar Bear inside of me because i get this fever  because i didn’t get something cool/iced for 2 days

spike-african-lion-4727 polar bear2

That’s weird ne, when somebody else get a fever/cold because too much drink an ice/cold drinks, in the other side i get cold because i don’t get ice/cold drinks ….

I better go to sleep now but see that sleeve, tell me what’s on your mind after you see it ne …? for me somehow my mind just blown away to bed of roses, but of course that’s not a bed  so instead of a bed of roses, it looks like

It is a Book of Roses ….


noi         :   if roses in the garden growth well, i am sure it can be a bed of roses …
yasu      :   who is the gardener …?
noi         :   me, but don’t worry i’ll get you another roses next year …
yasu      :   next year ….?


Finally Post : Acid Black Cherry TOUR 『2012』 Live DVD … (Another me, yasu and My Matsu Wa List)

OK, i am gonna say like what all the female character on romance movies gonna say if they finally get/find something what they waiting for …

finally after all this time … …

the TOUR 『2012』 is over and live report is all over the net and there you are 【TEAM Acid Black Cherry】 announced it yesterday ….

「Acid Black Cherry TOUR 『2012』 Live DVD

Release Date: October 17th 2012 (Wed)
AVBD-32205 ~ 6 (2DVD) 6,300 yen

『Set List』

140 minutes recording



01. Doomsday clock
02. Pistol
04. Tsumi to Batsu ~ Kamisama no Alibi~
05. Chou
06. Yubi wa Monogatari

~the day~

07. Fallin’ Angel
08. In the mirror
09. イエス
10. so…Good night.
11. Cherry Cherry
12. Re:birth
13. Shojo no Inori
14. Shojo no Inori Ⅲ


E1. Fuyu no Maboroshi ~Acoustic version~
E2. Kimi Ga Iru Kara
E3. Sono Hi ga Kuru Made
E4. Shangrilla


【W Encore】

WE1. Black Cherry
WE2. 20+∞Century Boys

Bonus ( 20 minutes)
DOCUMENTARY OFF SHOT ~ Acid Black Cherry TOUR “2012” ~

[Limited Edition] Bonus

~ Specifications sleeve
~ Live Photo Booklet inclusion (24P)

※ Specifications and contents are subject to change.

pre_Order : CD Japan l  HMV

there will be Blue-ray version end of this year

at least they only make it one version from the Nippon Budokan Final Live Performance July 20th , unlike the last Re:Birth DVD, 2 versions : Osaka Jo Hall and Yokohama Arena. So yasu this time kinda save us (at least me) from the confusing choose which version do i have to buy and for me it ended with me bought both versions.

my friend  told me about this 『2012』 live DVD last night on our Facebook chat/message, and because the release date is on October 17th so she said maybe they will announce it on August 17th, 2 months before the release date and i agree, But then they announced it soon.

That’s why when i read 【TEAM Acid Black Cherry】’s tweet  i was like eeehh, A DVD ….? So yes, it surprised me …


noi       :    Omedeto ya_san …
yasu    :    for what …
noi       :    for surprising me …
yasu    :    just for that …?
noi       :    of course for the live DVD also and …

it’s only August now and there’s still another September and a half of October, so all of you who wants to buy this DVD because i am sure you all want it what i am gonna say is  take your time, start to save some money and remember to stay calm, …

and here’s Magazine schedule for Live Report


8/10「ARENA 37℃」 done

8/14「WHAT’s IN?」


8/19「BASS Magazine」


and i gotta think about this, i mean all of the magazine above is about the LIve Report right, so i think i am gonna buy just one, but maybe add FOOL’S MATE …. so there will be more things on my Matsu Wa list, waw that is great. Anything is great about this man, because he is

Brilliant Beyond The Un_brilliant things in this Universe ….

yasu   :   in the Universe … what now noi_chan, Star Wars …?
noi      :   omo how did you know ….?
yasu   :   i know ….


Matsu Wa Post : Whatever Will Happen, I Am Still Happy … (Another me, yasu and Her Majesty’s Pray)

it’s been 2 day my office net connection screwed …


i can’t get a stable connection, it always ended with disconnect. it seems like somebody with a giant and sharp scissors cut it. Maybe HYDE The Scissorhands  feel so boring and he can’t find another ice or plant to cut with his scissor hands and then he found me, and then  …



cut ….

HYDE    :   i didn’t do that,  …
noi         :   i said maybe ne, HYDE_san. so you didn’t
HYDE    :   no, i better do this …
noi         :   ah deer, now i remember something  …

So there you are with no net connection, what should i do on my spare time at office like this but play my restaurant game?, i already sleep, and somehow i did all my works and there’s no papers to do at my desk. This is weird ne, i have nothing to do.

This is something rare ne, it usually there’s net connection and lots of papers to do and then i will be stuck in the middle this, search, post something or start to work. Even my office net connection is not fast as fast at home, but it’s enough for me because i never download anything BIG sized file at office. Slow but stable connection to open my social networks is fine.

Actually i love to write/post something for this blog at office, sit right there at my desk and write whatever i want to write, everything in my mind, move all of it into this post to make me better. I told you ne, writing makes me feel better, this is my free and magical therapy with this man


yasu    :   therapy, with you ….?
noi       :   yes …
yasu    :   no, no noi_chan, go find Dr. House …
noi       :   but he is busy …
yasu    :   i am busy too

i’ll call Dr. House later ne. btw I learned something on my bus ride yesterday evening. The bus driver accidentally hit a motorbike, and there’s a damage on the front of it. The motorbike owner then stop and i think he was kinda pissed off with the bus driver. Then they start to have an argument, the motorbike owner talk with a higher tone, he was mad and he want something to do about it.

then i see something, my bus driver was so calm ne. I mean if i were him i am sure i am gonna freak out and talk with a higher tone. But he is not. What he did is he ask the motorbike owner for a handshake first, he introduced himself and then he said i am sorry, this my fault and what can i do to fix this ….

even i am not sure if he gave all the money because he has a rich heart or because he was affraid to get into deeper trouble for example if they call police, nah if that happen i am sure everyone will see all of it as his fault. even he is the driver but i know that’s not 100% his fault ne, for me the stuation was like in The Animal Planet.

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If you find a doe hurted and there is a leopard next to her (it’s a female deer), i am sure you are gonna say if the leopard is the one who attacked her, nah in this case the bus, the driver and all the passengers (include me noi_himura) is the leopard (because it’s bigger) and the motorbike with the driver is the doe, the female deer.

then he gave all his money he got today, the money that supposed to be his bus rent payment for the bus owner and some of his own money. i was like eeeh, what the hell is on his mind,  if i were him i don’t wanna pay all the damage by myself if that’s not 100% my fault, maybe i will pay for 25% or max is 50% the damage cost.

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yasu   :    but he is not you.
noi      :    i know, that’s why …

when one of the passenger (not me, btw) asked him why he is the one who has to pay all of it? he only say of of course i have to, because that’s my fault. Not only that, he also said if it is okay for him to loose all his money today because he still can find another money tomorrow but he doesn’t want to make a loss for somebody else, this is Ramadhan and he wants only good things to do.

ah he has a rich heart then. See he is a driver with not much money. I mean these days is not easy for a bus drivers because so many bus but less passenger so less money to get but the cost for fuel, the tires, oil, sparepart and service increased.

with all of that i can say he didn’t get much money even he start to work very early (04:00 AM until 17:00 PM), but he just did that? nah what i get is he has a very rich heart even he is not rich. Not only rich people can have a rich heart but sometimes i see a very rich people with a poor heart inside.

on my walk to home i keep thinking about this and what about me, do i have a rich heart already …? because i am not rich like Richie Rich. But at least i want a rich heart inside me like the bus driver today. Do you know if you are walking while thinking (or OK, you can say talk to yourself) you’ll never feel how long is the distance you have to take. Suddenly there you are i arrived at home and then home i saw this one arrived …


my new Acid Black Cherry Hair Accessories finally arrived …!!! this one is bat? not the same devil like the previous, but this new one is more comfy to use in my head. There’s some fabric pads on it. This one is already sold out ne on the Official Online Shop, waw that’s very fast because i remember last week when i open the Official Shop this item still available.

not only that, at night i got something else, and maybe for you who live in Japan or get use with something like this it is nothing but for me it is amazing. I got an email for my Pre-reception Acid Black Cherry “Erect” Fan Club ticket. lottery




i have no idea if they will send it to me, i mean my email. I thought they will send it to my proxy’s email because she is the one who handle all my FC related things. and yeah this is the first time for me ne and my heart beat fast just because of it, Oh God i am soo *with triple O* sexcited ….

so my mind just overloaded with that, until now. lot’s of what if. what if i didn’t get the tickets?  and if i get it what should i do next, and so many what if … etc etc. But the biggest thing that i am worry about is not about that, but the visa related. All the image of me going to Jakarta to get it, what if i get lost there and what if i didn’t get a visa …?

God, that’s what i am scare about. About the tickets yes, i will soo fuckin hapy if i get it and i am still fine if eventually i didn’t get it, i still can try the general sales. but the visa things, that’s scared me …

Dear God,

Are you busy recently …? why don’t you help me ne, i need your help now ….


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yasu    :   what is that?
noi       :   that’s my pray ya_san, ….
yasu    :   for what …
noi       :   for me so  i can get the ticket to see you, so cross finger for me ya_san …
yasu    :   why should i, you said you will be fine if you didn’t get it eventually ..
noi       :   but …

i asked my mom to pray for me about this, and she said if she better pray for me to be normal soon (read : get married and have my ow baby) so she don’t have to think about me again because there’s somebody who will look after me. Then i told her : just pray for me and after this i promise you i will be normal ne ….

in this case is the standart normal for my mom, Her Majesty The Drama Queen. and then she start to talk about how she worry about me everyday and she really want me to be settled in with somebody. nah if she’s already like that, what can i do but listening while reply her once or two while thinking

if i want to be normal, i should change this first ne, i found this on Tumblr about guys i find attractive, and here’s my list

~  famous  : you know who


~  taken : HYDE


and you know the other who’s already taken by Julia

~  psychologically disturbed : HULK/Bruce Banner


HULK is my fave accidental super hero. i know Peter Parker also accidentally became Spiderman, but there’s something about the man inside the BIG giant green monster HULK. Dr. Bruce Banner, and all what he did to deal with the green giant inside of him. How he go to Brazil to learn Capoera so he can manage his anger

and if you watch The Avenger you also know how he keep below the superheroes radar until The Black Widow have to use a little girl with a sick daddy to find him in India.


my fave is when he finally get along with the dandy billionairre Tony Stark. Tony said they both speak in the same language (science language), work together while sharing about their condition and how to deal with it. Both of them are genius but Tony enjoy his live much more than Bruce.

~  twice my age : Tom Hanks


i watch him on BIG when i was a little girl and now i am BIG enough for joining him in Normandy to Save Private James Francis Ryan. i really hate Matt Damon in this movie.

~  not real : Kotaro Minami



~  dead : Count Dracula

look at him … see what i mean …? that’s him Counn’t Darcula on Bram Stoker’s Dracula. he is gorgeous ne, if you watch that movie you will see how much he love Mina, so when Mina asked him to bite her and share his immortal life together, he can’t do that.

Even yes, eventually he did it, but i can see how hard he did it. He just didn’t want Mina to be in the same life with him a long and empty life. nah that’s what a true love ne, it hurt.  Gary Oldman did great as Count Dracula.

i never care about the popular blink blink vampire Cullen all over media recently, i mean a vampire goes to school in a sunny day? fall in love and then get marry and have a family?. Fall in love maybe yes, but he is still virgin ? … hell no, i don’t buy that, …

this is why i never read Twilight because i don’t want to ruin all the epic vampire/Dracula settings in my mind. For me Twilight seems like want to make a vampire more human. nah that’s something that i never get along with. Because for me  w vampire is still a vampire, they aren’t human. ex human yes, so they can be in love.

but them marry and have a sex? no, they already death ne, they will never feel the feel that human get from having sex. If you watch Interview With The Vampire, see how Brad Pitt described about his long, immortal but empty live he is now. I know maybe some of you don’t agree with me, but that’s all just my opinion.

yes,  that dead man is attractive, and Long Live Count Dracula ….!!!!

~  gay : ….


from that list i know it still a long way to normal like what my mom want ….. xD


oke, let’s back to the main stream of this blog, Acid Black Cherry.  『2012』 TOUR is over and now on my time waiting for another tour/live performances to come, this is the time for me to collect all the 『2012』 TOUR live report. Gather all of what i get on net or social networks with many various photos.

~     http://www.cddata-mag.com/blog/staff/010/acid-black-cherry.php

~     http://music.emtg.jp/liveReport/2012070164996de25

waw that’ amazing, isn’t it? and then there will be a live viewing for yasu’s next performance on 「a-nation」「stadium fes」 together with AAA、BIGBANG、Every Little Thing、浜崎あゆみ、TRF、U-KISS, start 8月26日on cinemas in japan …


check the details in

here   : http://www.liveviewing.jp/contents/043_a-nation.html or

here   :  http://www.j-cast.com/other/a01_prtimes/2012/07/30141093.html

so if you in Japan, you are in this Acid Black Cherry division like me and love yasu you better go go to cinema. Don’t miss the chance to see Acid Black Cherry live viewing on big cinema screen …

yasu on cinema screen ……?

noi       :   waw, that would be awesome ne ya_san …
yasu    :    hmm …
noi       :   and you are gonna look big ne, …
yasu    :   how big …?
noi       :   this big …. *get ready to hug*
yasu    :   go away noi_chan …


Serial Post , Finale : 1 Maybe 2 Steps Closer to you …. (Another me, yasu, and Mr. Friday)

you in here is random as random as the destination of yasu’s gonna blow my mind to

but as you all know the random things in my life is very limited, so yes you can guess who is the you in this post. Of course one of them should be him …


noi      :   is there any possibility you can make it not random …
yasu   :   so you can choose …?
noi      :   aha yeah ….
yasu   :   then the answer is no …

and the next one is Mr. Friday, my dreams, happiness and the last one is My Almighty God. I’ll talk about this topic later, because i have to close the Serial Post first ne. Actually i don’t wanna close this, so that’s the reason why i do this finale part late, so late long time after The Final Performance on Budokan.

But still we have to close things that we’ve already open ne to make everything in balance. This world, for me is about balancing, like yin and yang, positive and negative, good and bad, reward and punishment so does open and close. Well there you are my last Serial Post :

Acid Black Cherry TOUR『2012』  07月20日   –  Nippon Budokan, Day 2 ….

1. Photos of the venue  :

plus this cake


2. What he (read : yasu) was doing during this tour or behind the stage.


3.  A final check by yasu himself plus sleeping or whatever he did on the audience seat and he showed the seat number


4. Acid Black Cherry TOUR “2012” HAIR CATALOGUE #22

there you are the final Acid Black Cherry TOUR “2012” HAIR CATALOGUE and yasu can take a rest for being the model. i am not gonna say anything about this but only this : he is kinda feel glad or should i say relieved about how this is gonna be his last time as hair catalogue model ….


yasu     :   what, relieved? …. i don’t say that …
noi       :   but …
yasu    :   ah i know you say that because you can’t say anything right?
noi       :   eehhh you know …


so finally yes, this serial post is over, just like  Acid Black Cherry TOUR『2012』, and now we better get ready for the next tour

but before that 5th Anniversary Live, yasu still have another performances like the next a-nation, and yeah of course VAMPS Hallloween Party on October . yeah he is still busy ne, and who knows if among all his schedule and the ongoing live performances he has something for us ne,


noi       :   oke ya_san,
yasu    :   nani …
noi       :   give me something i have no problem with spoiler ..
yasu    :   sorry but i am not gonna give a spoiler to a spoil girl like you …
noi       :   but maybe …

maybe a new single will be announced before, on or after 5th Anniversary Live? like last year when PISTOL single announced during the Sixth Sense Live …? …ohohohoho …. *lost in her own imagination*

and this another Acid Black Cherry TOUR『2012』 live report, and this one  is the complete one (read : much more photos than the other ) … xD


that one above is my fave …

come on, look at him ne that’s something mind blowing of yasu is his smile ne what else and this one below is just fit to be the new banner on Acid Black Cherry Group on Facebook ..


me gusta, perfecto ….!!!!

and finally there you are my own 『mini y』 and one lovely omiyage from marchlavender  #whoaaaa


so cute ne, so i only have 2 of this  『the mini y』 series that one and the upcoming is the one with white shirt and black tie. and i hope the Offical Online Shop is gonna open another pre-order for that because it sold out fast and i see the price on Yahoo Auctions just scared me, geez it became double and maybe more than that …

i also received the Acid Black Cherry 『2012』  band_score last week, but I never imagine if the band_score is gonna be that big ne, i mean i thought it gonna be small like a pocket book or something but it is big ne …

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when i open it after the page with yasu, i understand nothing about it. it’ all about musical notes, yeah it is a band_score ne not a pamphlet or photobook so no wonder what i found is lots of musical notes, that sure my simple brain never understand. my musical teacher and my seniors at University Choir that i joined  said how musical note_blinded i am oftenly and yes they are right.

but at least i have this to complete my bucket of  Acid Black Cherry 『2012』  and not only that who knows if one day my unborn child will have some musical taste and know how to read that band_score? … so it is still yay i got it  …!!

now let’s back to the random you  that i wanna be close to topics :

~   1. who else but yasu …?


today i call some agency to ask whether they can help me to get a visa to Japan. I know i should take care of this by myself but i can’t do that. I mean leave my whole bunch of papers and problems at my desk that wait for me to fix and edit just to go to Japan Embassy in Jakarta to handle it?

no i can’t do that, i mean yeah oke if you think i am lazy to do this by myself that’s right but i think if i handle force my self to go to Jakarta to get my visa it will cost the same like if i use some agency service ne. I live in a very small city and yes it is so far far away from Jakarta, it need about a whole night travel by bus and one hour by plane.


yasu    :    then take the one hour plane …
noi       :    no no no ya_san …
yasu    :    why …?
noi       :    i told you ne,
leaving on a jet plane is not my division …
yasu    :    but if you go to Japan you have to in to leaving on a jet plane division
noi       :    i’ll think about that later ..
yasu    :    then what division you are in …?
noi       :    many, but not plane related

i just have enough with all dizziness and ear problems (read : can’t hear anything for a week) again, no more. and also the cost like plane ticket, taxi to the Japan Embassy from Airport (of course i am not gonna go by bus, i don’t wanna get lost in Jakarta) is gonna be the same as if i use agency to get it for me, like that simple ne …

ah ya i call the agency that adrio_nevralka told me, using her reference because this agency is the one that her office use to call to handle something like this. But then the agency said they only accept for Jakarta only. while i am in Central Java. this mean i have to find another agency at least based on Central Java who accept people who live in Central Java ne. I should’ve know this ne …

and not only that, i also read if there’s another terms on this visa application to Japan. they said they want a schedule of my visit there. eeeeh like a tour or something? nah this is what’s on my mind ne. I mean how do i supposed to do that, i have no idea …

plans …? sure i have many plans in my mind, but that’s only in my mind and it really hard for me to get it out of my mind and write it down to A4 paper as my tour schedule. What should i write …

~  watch live concert ..
~  go to Osaka Castle …
~  eat tako and okonomiyaki in front of Osaka Castle like the movies …
~  Shibuya
~  Tokyo Disneyland ..
~  sauna maybe … xD
~  eat ramen, sushi, McD Japan and all the Japanese food that i watch on telly  …


yasu    :    so you go to Japan just to eat …?
noi       :    but i want to see you, that’s the main things …
yasu    :    go away noi_chan, you don’t have plan at all ….
noi       :    then what …

what else, think about what …? yes,  i don’t have a plan at all, so here i am stuck in here think about what should i write as my one week tour schedule on my visa application. but i have to think harder about it ne because if i can handle this and i can get a visa to go to Japan well that means i am gonna be  …


noi       :    1 Maybe 2 Steps Closer to you, ya_san …
yasu    :     then start think …!!
noi      :     i do think about you ne …
yasu    :    not me, but your plans and noi_chan, just stay focus OK …

2. closer to, eh no i mean a little step away from Mr. Friday …

it has to be end, this weird or obsessed feeling that i have to him (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu). i mean this Ramadhan is a perfect timing for me to start a a little step away from Mr. Friday .. and

~  3. one step closer to my Almighty God …

i started it well by not think about him on my pray at mosque these days. i just go there and sit outside the mosque because i was late and everyone already had their own spot but me. but Mr. Friday’s mother (his family own the mosque ne) prepare carpets for anybody who didn’t get a spot in the mosque like me …. xD

i remember when i was a little and my feeling about him was still madly in love not crazy but stupidly stable loving him (read : Mr. Fiday, not yasu) like now. i am  sure i will be inside the mosque at the front line, right behind the man’s shaft (the line in praying) for what …? none other than to watch his (read : Mr. Friday, not yasu) back .

and watch him doing all the move on praying from behind, Oh Dear God please have a mercy on me … it was beautiful ne, and i enjoyed it. see this is why we are not M.F.E.O (Made For Each Other) because my one step closer to my Mr. Friday means my one step away to my Almighty God .

because what i did that time it was totally wrong, i supposed to be there for pray to my God, but what did i do? nothing but watched that beautiful back and him praying. I’ll be burn in hell for this, but God is already gave me a really hard punishment for me and i have to take it ne.  so now what i have to do is reverse it to one step closer to my Almighty Godand one step away to my Mr. Friday maybe that’s gonna lead me to …

~  4. one step closer to my happiness …


that’s Tsukiko_chan, and if you watch this dorama Toshi Densetsu no Onna i am sure you agree with me how cute is Masami_san there. When i watch that dorama at the first time, it kinda hard for me to believe if she is the same girl on Proposal Daisakusen with Yamapi .


but she is Masami and she is so different ne, more cute and fresh as a police woman in Tokyo PD who is so addicted to urban legend and then she connect everything to urban legend include the case she work on. She also believe in it. all this urban legend like

~  if you can catch 3 sakura inside your hand in one catch, then your love will stay forever …

nah because there’s no sakura here in my country so i am not gonna do that, yes, skip this ….

if you loose some of your eyelashes, put it on your finger, make a wish and then blow it, then your dreams will become true.

i do this every time i loose my eyelashes and i also blow it, but here in my country there’s also another urban myth that said if you loose some of your eyelashes that means somebody is missing you or at least somebody out there thinking about you ne. …

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noi      :    do you …?
yasu   :    what, me thinking about you ..
noi      :    maybe …
yasu   :   do i look like i don’t have anything to do? …
noi      :    of course you have many things to do …
yasu   :   then dream on, fangirl ..

~   if you make a heart symbol on your nail using red color and wait your nail to grows until you can cut that whole heart symbol perfectly, then the man who you love most is gonna love you back …

i am sure i can’t stand not to bite my nail and sure i won’t get the whole heart symbol perfectly … #skip this

~   if you write the name of somebody that you love so much in a new eraser and you are using it, only you until last then  he will know what you feel to him.

i’ll do this tomorrow, i’ll buy a new eraser and write someone’s name on it and sure i will use it even i never draw or write with a pencil but ah ya i’ll find out something to erase …. #whohoho … *very optimis*


yasu     :   you will write my name …
noi        :   i am sorry but no …
yasu     :   why …
noi        :   because there’s always a wide deep blue sea between us ne and …
yasu     :   you can’t swimm …
noi        :   that’s why it won’t work for you and me ..

~   when you look at yourself on double side mirrors infront of you and your back at midnight, then you will see the devil ..

and many urban legends more, but eventually all the case that she worked connected with urban legends, whether is it true or some people use the urban legend to as their alibi, plan, or justify in with. still this dorama is nice to watch.

that mirror things i also i did this, even i only use one mirror instead two. but i still see the same thing, the pathetic, unhappy and the devil side of me and then lots of questions following ….


like why can’t i be happy while everybody can be happy, why can’t i have a normal live like others, … etc etc you know exactly like one song in Acid Black Cherry 『2012』  :…


In The Mirror
Lyrics & Music: 林保徳

なぜ俺だけこんな目に会う? 教えてくれよ
いつも不幸せを感じる度 心が荒み出し
挙げ句他人の不幸を望み それを覗き


わかってるんだ でも できないんだ
思わず目を背けてしまった その哀れな姿に

なぜ俺だけこんな目に会う? 教えてくれよ
何一つ上手くいかない毎日が 俺を黒く染め
挙げ句他人の優しさが 鼻について
差し出された手さえ払いのけて また堕ちていく


わかってるんだ でも できないんだ
「構わない このまま世界よもう終われ」
投げ出してしまいたい俺と 諦めたくない俺

わかってるんだ でも できないんだ
「逃げるな 答えを求めたのは誰?」
答えなどもう要らないから イラ立ちを消してくれ


Naze ore dake konna me ni au? Oshiete kure yo
Itsumo fushiawase wo kanjiru tabi kokoro ga susamidashi
Ageku hito no fushiawase wo nozomi sore wo nozoki
Sukoshi sukuwareta you na ki ni natte wa
Munashiku nayamu

Nagusame no kotoba nanka iranai kara
Omae mo onaji me ni aeba ii

Wakatterun da demo dekinain da
Kagami no naka no ore ga iu
“Wakaru ka? Kono asamashii yatsu ga omae”
Omowazu me wo somuketeshimatta sono aware na sugata ni
Sonomama jibun wo kirai ni naritaku nai yo

Naze ore dake konna me ni au? Oshiete kure yo
Nani hitotsu umaku ikanai mainichi ga ore wo kuroku some
Ageku hito no yasashisa ga hana ni tsuite
Sashidasareta te sae harainokete mata ochite iku

Awaremi no kotoba wo kakeru kurai nara
[BAKA] na yatsu da to waratte kure

Wakatterun da demo dekinain da
Kagami no naka no ore ga iu
“Kamawanai kono mama sekai yo mou oware”
Nagedashite shimaitai ore to akirametaku nai ore
“Shinda you ni ikiteiku nante dekinai yo”

Wakatterun da demo dekinain da
Kagami no naka no ore ga iu
“Nigeru na kotae wo motometa no wa dare?”
Kotae nado mou iranaikara [IRA]tachi wo keshite kure
Kono mama jibun wo kirai ni naritaku nai yo

English Translation

Why am I the only one who suffers like this? Tell me already
Whenever I feel my unhappiness, it reveals the flaws in my heart
In the end, I wish for the misfortune of others and become a voyeur
When I realize they may have saved me a little
I am troubled, feeling the pain of my illness in my empty tears

Since I have no need for consoling words
It’s fine with me if you suffer the same as I

I really know, but I really can’t
The me in the mirror says
“Don’t you get it? That wretched guy is you”
Without thinking, I averted my eyes from the pitiable figure before me
I don’t want to hate myself like this anymore

Why am I the only one who suffers like this? Tell me already
As I paint the days where something always goes wrong in black
In the end, the kindness of others just disgusts me
As long as I refuse the hand offered to me, I fall all over again

If I just do enough to accept your words of pity and nothing more
Give me your ridicule and make me the fool

I really know, but I really can’t
The me in the mirror says
“I don’t care, hurry up and end, this world that goes on the same”
The me who wants to abandon everything, and the me who doesn’t want to give up
“I can’t go on living as if I’m already dead”

I really know, but I really can’t
The me in the mirror says
“Don’t run away from me, who was the one who went looking for answers anyway?”
Since I don’t need answers anymore, take away my ire
I don’t want to hate myself like this anymore

yasu wrote that song perfectly ne, so perfect until it slapped me over and over every time i lookin to my self in the mirror, it is not that i hate myself not that far but i kinda feel sorry for my self for how unhappy i am, and the same sorry for all the people next to me who affected by my un_happiness

sure i do have things in my mind of  wish for the misfortune of others because after all i am only an ordinary people and still have this devil side of me that i let to win many times.

lady mary and matthew

I can’t be so kind like Lady Mary who can be so happy for the love of her life cousin Matthew happiness for finding Miss Lavinia Swire and their nice romantic love and upcoming wedding while she 100% still in love with him. If i were her i am not gonna spent my time visiting Lavinia when she got sad because Matthew is gonna be at war and how she say yes when Matthew ask her to take care of his mother and her fiance while he is away …


yasu      :    that’s not good noi_chan …
noi         :    his mother yes, but his fiance? no, big NO for that …
yasu      :    there you are still the same selfish you ..
noi         :    yes, then what should i do ne …

the point is i am not happy and i have to take this the un_happy me instead of hate it, and try to do something to make me better so the happiness can find me like what kmakms said today on her comments about how  you don’t look for happiness , but it looks for you

waw Nikki, that’s brilliant and sure what she said change my mind and give me another hope. with another things to do to make me better. maybe all this time happiness kinda hard to find me because how hard me to find. I hope this Ramadhan can make me better, see wash your hair, take a bath, scrubbing and all things you do in the bathroom can make your body clear, but for your soul you need to do something more.

nah for me what i do is fasting in this Ramadhan and one step closer to my Almighty Godand one step away to my Mr. Friday will clean my soul and there will be no trouble for happiness to find me like how happiness found Nikki …

so hey you, happiness and you ya_san find me hurry ne …!!!!


yasu      :    why should i …
noi         :    because i am waiting ….
yasu      :    just that …
noi         :    and i am your fangirl …
yasu      :    yes you are but number 40,001 …
noi         :    then …
yasu      :    then you have to wait ne, i have a long line of 40,000 fans wait for me …
noi         :    ah ya for the Handshake event …

today Acid Black Cherry Official announced the winners for the Handshake Event for 40,000 fans in here : http://acidblackcherry.net/qa.html and Kiku got it, she is gonna meet and have a handshake with yasu ….



this is weird ne and i dunno why. i mean Kiku is the one who is gonna meet and have handshake with yasu but i just so excited about it. Well maybe this is because i think she really deserved it after all what she’s already did with her amazing LJ and i knew from all those 40,000 lucky fans who won that, she is one of them … #yay … and i can’t wait for her report after the Handshake event

this is so weird ne how something simple like this can make me happy like this even i am not the one who get it because i didn’t apply, the fact is i have no idea how to apply.  well eventually my heart still draws a dream and now …

I love myself and tryin to be happy now ….!!!


yasu     :    so everything in our garden is rosy again noi_chan …?
noi        :    yes, sure …
yasu     :    then i’ll check that …
noi        :    eeeh … no no ya_san, you don’t have to .. OMG … *run to the garden*
yasu     :    i knew it is gonna be that way …


Meme Post : Answer with song titles of one band … (Another me, yasu and darling)

Stolen from mrsmisser and nagaokagetora

Pick a band/artist, and answer the questions using titles from their songs:

1. Choose a band/artist   :   Acid Black Cherry and Covers   

2. Are you male or female:


3. Describe yourself:

Nemuri Hime …xD

4. How do some people feel about you:


5. How do you feel about yourself:

In The Mirror

6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend


7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend:


8. Describe where you want to be:


9. Describe how you live:

Shojo no Inori III

10. Describe how you love:

Kimi Ga Iru Kara

11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish:


12. Share a few words of Wisdom:

Doomsday Clock

13. Now say goodbye:

So … Goodnight

髪にKiss まぶたへKiss 星のない夜空に奏でた
My angel Lovely angel 囁く優しい子守唄

オヤスミKiss Careless Kiss
My angel Lovely angel 唄わせて君が眠るまで…
優しいKiss 明日もKiss 濡れたほほにそっと口づけ
オヤスミKiss ねぇKiss Kiss

yay, it seems like i made the correct answer ne  ….

noi     :   so …. Goodnight darling …. ラブラブ
yasu  :   darling ….?
noi     :   yes, darling. btw i just noticed if the last part on so …. Goodninght song, what that little girl say is
Goodnight darling …. ラブラブ
yasu  :   eeh, you didn’t know ….?
noi     :   i am sorry, but
イエス i am a little bit deaf so ....