Acid Black Cherry CRISIS Lyrics : This is Brilliant …! (Another me, yasu and Dr House)

this is Brilliant …..!!!!

you can watch the full PV here :

凍えたこの恋心は 悲しい涙色
お願い 涙 まだ流れないで あなたがいなくなるまで

枯れ葉散る あの日は寒くて
哀しくて イヤな予感がしたんだ

凍えたこの恋心は 悲しい涙色
凍えたこの恋心は 悲しい涙色
お願い 涙 まだ流れないで あなたがいなくなるまで

髪を染め 化粧を覚えた

出逢いは突然で 別れも突然で
それ以上言わないで 言葉が突き刺さる
もう痛すぎて 耳を塞いだ

あぁもうダメ 涙がこぼれそう
背伸びして覚えた 化粧を落とさないで
最後くらいは キレイでいたい

壊れ焦がれ恋心は 深い涙色
今から泣くから早く行って 嘘 行かないで
凍えたこの恋心は 悲しい涙色
お願い 涙 まだ流れないで あなたがいなくなるまで


Kogoeta kono koigokoro wa kanashī namida-iro
Onegai namida mada nagarenaide anata ga inaku naru made

Kareha chiru ano hi wa samukute
Anata wa sukoshi itsumo to chigatte
`Nanimonai’ tte itta hohoemi ga
Kanashikute iyanayokan ga shita nda

Kon’nani chikainoni kyū ni kowaku natte
Tashikameru yō ni dakishimeta nda
Anata no kokoro no oku ni kakushita koe ni
Fureta ki ga shite mimi o fusaida

Kogoeta kono koigokoro wa kanashī namida-iro
Dakishimeru dake de kon’nani hon’ne ga mieru nante
Kogoeta kono koigokoro wa kanashī namida-iro
Onegai namida mada nagarenaide anata ga inaku naru made

Sukoshi demo kirei ni naritakute
Kami o some keshō o oboeta
Sarigenai yasashi-sa ni hika re
Kigatsukeba anata no soba ni ita

Deai wa totsuzen de wakare mo totsuzende
Hoka ni sukinahito ga dekita no ne
Sore ijō iwanaide kotoba ga tsukisasaru
Mō ita sugite mimi o fusaida

`Wakatta yo’ tte karuku waratte misetakedo
A~a mōdame namidagakoboresō
Senobi shite oboeta keshō o otosanaide
Saigo kurai wa kireide itai

Koware kogare koigokoro wa fukai namida-iro
Ima kara nakukara hayaku itte uso ikanaide
Kogoeta kono koigokoro wa kanashī namida-iro
Onegai namida mada nagarenaide anata ga inaku naru made

My Heart to Heart Translation

This frozen love  is colored sad tears
Until there are no tears flowing, i still ask you

That day was cold and dead leaves fall
You are a little different from usual
You said “Nothing,” and smile
I was sad and had a bad feeling

Though I am so near, become fierce suddenly…
To make sure I hug
For the voice that I hid in the depths of your heart…
I felt like having touched you and covered my ears

This frozen love  colored sad tears
that real intention is in sight like this only by giving a tight hug
This frozen love  colored sad tears
Until there are no tears flowing, i still ask you

Want to become slightly beautiful…
I dyed hair and learned makeup…
It is attracted by casual gentleness…
There was it near you if I noticed

The encounter is sudden, and the parting is sudden, too….
A favorite person was able to do it elsewhere….
Words pierce it without saying more than it….
I had too much a pain in it and already covered my ears

[I understood it] laughed lightly….
I seem to, oh, already shed useless tears….
Don’t drop the makeup which I stretch myself and learned…
The last is painful with beauty

It breaks and is its love,   colored sad tears
Because I cry now, I go early, and it is a lie line, or there isn’t it
This frozen love  colored sad tears
Until there are no tears flowing, i still ask you




the PV is also brilliant and and my fave is this one, Yasu the Fanboy

how they also put the nerd ABC even there’s no Akihide , … but still they bring back my memories about that nerd ABC, …. i love it, and hope someday yasu is gonna make another PV with them , a very funny one like the epic 20 Century Boys …

noi      :   OMG, ya_san, what is on your mind? …
yasu   :    why? …
noi      :   this song, is brilliant and you are so damn good for this kind of song …
yasu   :   hey watch your language girl ….
noi      :   ops sorry ….  frozen love, want to be beautiful  ahh …
yasu   :   no, no noi_chan, don’t start your drama tonight …..
noi      :   but it’s just ….
yasu   :   aish, not again  ….

btw what i get from this song, i am still listening now, is …. a very sad, lots of tears  a frozen love still askin for a person, the same person, … want to be beautiful, learned to put some make up dress nicely and …. OMG it just remind me of him (read : not yasu)  …… and the question is  am i shed a useless tears for him (read : not yasu) ? ….

yasu   :    i knew it’s gonna be end to Mr. Friday …
noi      :    ya_san, how did you know …
yasu   :    well everytime you add read : not yasu note, it always him right …
noi      :    i am sorry, but yes, it is him

i talked about Mr. Friday a lot here,  there’s a slight in my mind to post his photo here, but i am to affraid to do that, i mean what if he see it i mean if he for some reason, read this blog i am 100% sure if he is gonna be totally clueless if the Mr. Friday in here is him (read : not yasu), …. but i hope he is not gonna lost here, and

God please take the internet connection from him onegaiii  …!!!!

i remember i saved his photo, only one i stole that from his Facebook when i still on his friendlist, but when i found out he is gonna marry and his Facebook profile change into not only him but with his wife, i kicked him from my friendlist, … i know that was rude, see i am the one who added him and then i also the one who un_friended him …. at  that time, what i really want to say to him was : hey, see what you did, you just lost one friend on Facebook …. !!!!  and if i have to describe him, MR. Friday is like this man :

see he is Francis Ng, he is a famous actor in Hongkong, ….  if you don’t know who he is well on  Infernal Affairs 2 he played as Tony Lung’s big brother (in this movie, the younger version of Tony Lung’s character was played by Shawn Yue) and he is dead in the end of the movie but before he died, he found out if the mole all this time is his own brother ….

OMG that scene is so sad, Francis Ng with his bloody face hug Shawn Yue and look at him with that expression …..

oke back to Mr. Friday, …. well that’s him, Mr. Friday is exactly look like him, the wide forehead, and i think now it’s more wide because he pray a lot, he is a very religious man remember, than me, with this up and down faith ….  maybe this is one of so many reasons why God didn’t make the MFEO (read : Made For Each Other) faith for me and Mr. Friday …. the other reason is :

1.   I am stupid, ….
2.   I am not from a religious family with my atheis dad, , ….
3.   I don’t wear hijab, so everybody still can see my hair …
4.   I don’t dress properly for a muslim girl …
5.   I am complicated …

and many more …. and long time a go i asked God  : Dear God, if i wear hijab would he be mine? … and as always God didn’t answer me directly but via clues and … i think God never agree if i wear hijab only for him (read : not yasu) , … it’s gonna be useless …

so if in CRISIS lyrics yasu wrote about wanna be pretty by learned how to make up and dress nicely, … in my case is wanna be more religious by wear hijab just to be with Mr. Friday, …. and in the end he didn’t belong to me is another punishment from God who always want me to be a better person and pray more …. , pray only for God, with no other ….

this year is pretty hard for me, …. a lot of things happen, … my dad being sick and now he is more like crazy , …. how drama queen is my mother now and my health is not as good as last year, …. yesterday i collapsed at office because i ate too much durian,

yasu    :    how much you eat …?
noi       :    not much, only 3
yasu    :    eeeehhh ?
noi       :    but that was the small one
yasu    :    greed …..

and then i went to see a doctor, …. and the doctor said if my blood pressure is so high, more than a normal person should be, …. he also said : If God give you 100 years to live, now you’re on the 1/4 , … but with this high blood pressure ? ….  he asked me to diet and change my food pattern, … a diet? what the, i have to diet even i am not fat  ….

see my health is the one and only i am so proud of, and now what just happend to me? … i knew it, i shouldn’t go see a doctor, see a doctor is a disease digger, …. they never say : everything is fine with you, …  and they always find something is wrong with you …. well okay. i’ll do my diet next year after i see Hyde in Bangkok , ….  i need Dr House now , ….

i am not in a good mod now, i think i better stop add a comment or something because i am gonna say something rude like this : when somebody posted :

I………………CANT…….……..DOWNLOAD………….THE CONCERT………………………….JUST…………KILL……….ME………………..

on Acid Black Cherry Group on Facebook, instead help him/her to find the download links, … i replied him/her with :  I am gonna eat you alive ....

yasu     :   that’s rude ne …
noi        :   i know ..
yasu     :    are you in CRISIS?.

yes, i am on CRISIS right now so i am gonna spend this night to be mellow, more mellow than a melon, with this song and yes this mellow but not a mellon drama is on …. ahahaha … *got kicked by Megatron*

yasu    :   more mellow than a melon ….?
noi       :   yes, …
yasu    :   why melon? …
noi       :   well if i saiy more mellow than a cherry sound’s wierd … because ..
yasu    :    because …
noi       :   for cherry, what i am gonna say is
i am so happy more happy than a cherry, because of Acid Black Cherry ,,,,,
yasu    :   what the ….


Run After a Train to L’arribean : ちょっと, 待ってください .. (Another me, yasu and L’arc)

today’s L’20 live report from natalie

see just by reading some report like this just make me happy and so exciting about what i am gonna watch next year, ….  and Hurry Xmas live on stage? ….  OMG

all this time my heart never stop to draws a dream, …. what dream?  my dream to watch them live on stage, … and until now my heart is still drawing that sweet dreams, …. and it move one step closer to the final ….

next year 2012 is gonna be a very busy year for me, …. see a new album for L’arc and Acid Black Cherry, and i am sure after new album, there’s gonna be another live for Acid Black Cherry and it means another DVD to buy …. hoooo, in the end everything is about the money, honey and buney …..

it was fine, but then this L’Announcement  about new album, next year so after Leade_sama’s announcement there’s no P’unk en Ciel and now an album for P’UNK ? eeehhh  …. one thing that bother me is they said about a streaming live for mastering the new album on December 26th @22:00 pm , and they also said to watch that streaming live i have to use the access code that included on CHASE single

yes, i ordered the limited edition from CD Japan because i want the DVD, … unlike ABC, on L’arc single we are not gonna find the Offshoot video added on the DVD because the offshoot is gonna be in Chronicle , so that’s the different ….

nah the question is what if my CHASE single arrive after 26th? … so  i can’t watch that streaming live even i buy CHASE single?, ….  normally i got my CD?DVD or stuffs about nine days after they shipped it, …. so i need 6 days more top get my CHASE in a normal days, …. but this is the end of the year ne, there’s Christmas and new year, ….  and i am sure i am gonna get my CD on January , ….

so what should i do to get in to the train to L’arribean?

yasu    :  well, you should run faster ne …
noi       :   i ran fast, …. but i don’t think the post office gonna run with me …
yasu    :   of course not, post office is a building so it doesn’t run ….
noi       :   eeehhh …… demo …
yasu    :   just do what you always do …
noi       :   what …
yasu    :   wait, just like you wait for me …
noi       :  …… hmmm

oke then i am gonna wait, and hope there’s somebody out there who is so kind to record and share it with me …. They (whoever made that schedule) should add more days, not only 4 days ne, because L’arc have so many overseas fans like me and not all of them have Superman as their Mr. Postman, like meh ….  me, the one who always wait for his  (read : yasu) stuffs

and this December another thing added to my Matsuwa List , … because Acid Black Cherry CRISIS And L’arc CHASE single have the same release date on December 21st …  and let’s talk about CRISIS, …. we all see the preview PV with 6 different yasu there

1.   The Pilot ….

just like the cover single, i saw him as a pilot. Well, okay i watch too much war movie like Bond of Brother and Saving Private Ryan, …. but on this Spaceship fandom called Acid Black Cherry this man Mr. Yasu Hayashi is my pilot, ….

2.   The Fanboy

everybody know how he adore Hyde, …. and for me he is hyde’s number one fanboy always, …. and  somehow i always know one day he is gonna use this Hyde looks hair, but i never expect he is gonna do it fast like this …. it must be hurt to have a hair do like that, and how many hours they (read : hyde and yasu) spent to have that hairstyle? …. it must be more than one hour, …. so 666 bravos to my two brilliant man Hyde and yasu ….

3.   The Black Haired Pirate

he gave me another nostalgic moments of him in black hair, red bandana, dark red outfit and his beautiful shoulders … this is perfect and   i love it,

4.   GANTZ

maybe he really wants to join Nino and Kenichi Matsuyama to kill some aliens, …. btw i watched this movie GANTZ 3 times but i still don’t get the point of this movie ….  and i am sure after he kill all the aliens he is gonna save me from here a.s.a.p. …

finally he heard what i always sing, this song Flower, …..

Like a flower … so ya_san, ….

noi       :   so hayaku, mitsukete, mitsukete kokori iru kara … just find me hurry ….
yasu    :   stop dreamin , who is gonna save you anyway …
noi       :   again and again …
yasu    :   what …?
noi       :   you ruined my dream …. but that’s fine ne because my heart draws a dream ….
yasu    :   what the ….

5.    The Man In Black

i always love Janne Dearly Live Osaka, one of the reason is because he use a black suit even inside it he use a red shirt but somehow it fits on him, …. and now this one : yasu in the black suit is fabulous

6.  I’m Clueless about this one

see how that black and gold just fit with his blonde hair? ….   and why do they have to make 6 different of yasu? …. i can’t find a clue even from this

from listening little part of CRISIS lyrics

凍えたこの恋心は 悲しい涙色

凍えたこの恋心は 悲しい涙色
おねがい 涙、また流ないで


Kogoeta kono koigokoro wa kanashī namida-iro
Dakishimeru dake de
Kon’nani kokoro ga mieru nante

Kogoeta kono koigokoro wa kanashī namida-iro
Onegai namida, mata nagarenaide

Anata ga inaku naru made

This numb love feeling is colored sad tears…
Just to hug it….
To be able to see a heart so much…

This numb love feeling is colored sad tears….
Request tears, there isn’t a style again…

Till you disappear; …

noi      :   why 6 different of you? and numb love feelings …
yasu    :   hmmm …
noi      :   is that a …
yasu   :    a what? ..
noi       :   ah i forgot …
yasu     :   nee noi_chan i’m not gonna spoil you so go find it yourself … or just ..
noi        :   ok ok …. i’ll wait ne, matsu wa, itsumademo matsu wa …
yasu      :   good girl and now go to sleep …



14th Single is CRISIS : Oke Ya_san, I’ll Fly With U…. ( Another me, yasu and Hyde)




is that Hyde looks hair? ….

i knew it

i knew it

there’s always something connect them ….  *happy*

well for all of you who always say : i want yasu with black hair again onegai … !! like me … xD , now we can have some nostalgic moment seeing him with black hair again … so lovely ne …

again and again this man blow my mind today, ….. the question is why did they always update something like this at this time, when i am at my office try to concentrate ….. but i can’t …. who can do that anyway , …. all i think about now is only this man

he knows i can’t swim and how unbalance i am

so now he is a Pilot ……?

yasu   :   eeehh a pilot?
noi      :   yes,
you are my Pilot on this fandom spaceship …
yasu   :   heee …
noi      :   don’t worry ya_san, i’ll fly with you ne …
yasu    :  what the ….